Hello everyone!!!!
I guess it has been like 6 months since I last posted?
Awww, I miss blogging but these days twitter is just there for me to rant or vent out everything so come find me @teapani.

Anyway, good news first.
The past half a year was great with many ups & downs but nevertheless, I still love my current life.
My job is awesome albeit working with shitty assholes but my team is great when you put their ego and personality aside ^_^

Of course, the better news is I joined as a management trainee and now, I have finally completed my trainee days~ Heheh no longer a trainee. I'm a graduate now :) Have learnt and dealt with a lot of situations and people, and I'm still learning.

BUT, most importantly this post is mean for these.

so, i don't think anybody recalls or even bother but :)

but pls click!

I can finally cross out one of my 2011 wish, to become a barista.
I'm finally achieving my wishes, step by step.
Thank you, master archan for your blessing.
Thank you, everyone who helped me pray and wished me luck.
Thank you to those who gave me strength to carry on.
Thank you to everyone who believed in me.
I hope I won't disappoint everyone & myself.
Thank you God, for the chances you have given and is still giving to me throughout the year.
A new beginning, a new start, a new step.
I'm slowly catching my dreams.

People said dreams are a fiction of your sub-conscious mind thinking, meaning when your body is resting yet your mind is still not resting but doing more work.

Give yourself a chance. Dreams do come true if one makes their own dreams come true.
I'm a picky brat. I have shitty ego. I have shitty attitude. I treat a lot of my friends like crap.
Many tell me to stop choosing and just endure.

You need to understand, enduring isn't bad but how much can you endure before you've had it?
To me, my life, I choose to live it the way I want to. I don't enjoy people telling me what to do, how to do it or how to live my life. Leave it alone, it's mine not yours. So don't tell me to endure a career path where I have no interest in or to deal with assholes.

I don't mind the hardship if I have passion in what I'm doing.
You don't continue a relationship when you don't love the other person anymore right?
That's how I feel with everything.
Why should I put up with anything that makes me angry and isn't worth my time?

제발 내마음이 이해줘...
너 같은 사람 지금 내가 제일 싫어하는, 알아?
난 지금 너한테 안좋아요...더이상 내가 안해....넌 나한테 그냥 친구이에요
잘 친해 친구도 아니...그냥 친구에요 아니면 넌 나한테 낯선자 하고싶어요??
좀 떠나가줘 좋겠다요
나는 모든 사람과 싫증나요
모든개 싫다!!!

PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

No one ever look so good in a dress(suit in my case) and it hurts cause I know you won't be mine tonight.
No one ever makes me feel like you do when you smile, baby tell me how to make you mine? 
Now all of my friends say it's not really worth it and even if that's true 
No one in the world could stop me from not moving on, baby even if I wanted to
Nobody compares to you

When I can relate every single word from a song so deeply I question myself everyday.
The above words are so accurate it hurts :(

The curse of my fangirling life is probably being attracted to many Lee in the industry.

2012 has been a really really really really great year.

Let's begin with my precious 7 babies ♥

What you are viewing in the above, is my 3 months worth of internship report, also my most precious baby that I've created in my entire college journey. This report means a lot to me. I'm so glad and happy to see how well it has been completed and created, just the way I want it to be. From now on, my entire life depends on this report. Lettuce fight through this baby ♥ #gogosing #yolo