Woah, had not been updating this blog for quite some time again. I think I am really getting too held up in school and at work. Grasping every opportunity to sleep and rest, rather than to type more words. I thought I am quite a good writer, at least in chinese or what, but recently, I think my language sucks, and I can't seem to think of anything new or interesting to write. I guess I am really not that good in writing that I thought I would be? Lousy late realization, especially when I am in a course that I really need to write a lot. Ya, already not good in speaking, so now even writing also sucks. I think I am in for a big miserable time.

Anyway, I am still quite lost at school. Unsure of what to study and what am I actually studying? Sorta miss going to work and enjoy my carefree life as a task orientated worker. Got money, can rest, can go wherever I want to. Haix, I think humans, or me, are really greedy creatures. Always want to have the most and the best. Don't get me wrong btw, I am not regretting my decision to go into studying once again, just a bit lost in the meanwhile.

No ideas of what to write now. Just watched a show talking about dreams, got me thinking a lot again. The best phrase from the show is, not to have any regrets. Difficult indeed, yet it is attainable I think. Everyone can have dreams, but dreams are nothing unless u work towards it. Life can be full of work and studies and everything, but what makes life important is to do things that u want and u will not regret. How much is your dream worth? Or what is your dream exactly? I think all these are questions everyone should really ponder about. I dunno, all these talks and thinkings are really pushing me to think a lot more than past. Life is really not just about studying, working, settling down or living comfortably. People used to ask me so when do u think u will get married? So what will u work as in the future? I cannot answer really, I think I am still looking for an answer to be exact. What I can be sure of now is, LIFE is definitely not limited or just like what it is for most only. There is really a lot more to LIFE and to LIVE.

Currently in hall, and unable to sleep yet. Not really tired though. First week of school is really slack. Got a lot of free time and hence not tiring. Think once tutorials start will be a whole different story le. Meanwhile I have no lessons on friday. Yeah! But I am still short of one module. So sian-ed. Super frustrating to look at the computer screen frequently to camp for modules.

Anyway, 3DNA ticket sales open tmr. Hehehe. Relying on Evon to get tickets. Hopefully. Shall not rely on myself since my luck is always not up there.

Haix, dunno what to update le. 12mn faster come, go out then I wanna go back hall sleep le.