Fly Away..: January 2006

31 January 2006

I hate it sometimes when people assume things about me that aren't true. Like for instance, being materialistic. If you think I'm materialistic just because of how much I've been spending or how many things I seem to want to buy in my shopping list, then you're so totally totally wrong. It's ironic for a supermaterialistic who buys new stuff every other week to say that of someone whose wardrobe is half-full of hand-me-downs. Not being the eldest in the family makes me not the FIRST to receive something new. Being the SECOND means I have to wait for everything that I want. How would you feel if you were in my shoes? After being 'abused' for 18yrs of my life I just want to have something nice and NEW of my own. Wanting to be good to myself is not wrong missy. Besides, I save for everything that I want, except for the fact that sometimes MRTAN insists on paying and gives me the look that says 'You better keep your wallet or I'm never kissing you again.' Well, not that I'm desperate for his kiss. It's just an analogy la. I save for every penny, I pay for my own handphone, I pay for my own handphone bill, I pay for my own stationary. All with a mere 40DOLLARS A WEEK ALLOWANCE. Why can't I buy something I like very much for myself without you thinking I'm materialistic??? I feel so bloody insulted.

Well, I guess I just hate the feeling of being misunderstood.

25 January 2006

I was initially very excited about starting J2 life, cos I gave it up and had to wait another year to get it. But now, I wish I had given it up longlonglonglonglong ago, so that I wouldn't have to feel so tired from school and cca and school and cca and school and cca. Ever since school started, I ended my every day with endless assignments and tutorials. Many left unfinished, or even untouched. By the time I get home after trgs, I'm so tired I bathe and go to sleep. Feel guilty, but can't help it. Even taking time to shave is a chore. I can't seem to understand Vectors and don't know what scalar/dot product. And Duckie is doing a really bad job. Half the time I can't catch what she's quacking about. I want to change my tutor!! And attending Buttercup's lesson is even worse. Surviving till the end of it will make you want to cherish life more. Going for her lesson will kill all your brain cells. )= She has violent mood swings. It's scary to see her 'I don't understand why you're still in my class. You should just drop Econs to make yourself look smarter.' ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!

I'm so going to fail the Math test I sat for 2days ago. History tests are coming, and I'm so lazy to study.

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I love my new spek-ti-curls.
I love my new brrrr-kiss.
I want to buy that pair of Converse shoes that costs $90.

Why isn't Chinese New Year tomorrow??

14 January 2006

The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me

Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Verse
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know

Chorus

Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time

HONGJING cried as I sang this song to him. Hahahahahahaha so boyband-ish.

I thought of something new to blog about, but once again, I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO TYPE!! I need some pills to boost my memory. But I hear Bird's Nest is pretty good too. Hehhs. Bird's Nest for me, anyone?

I think I'm going to buy a notebook to jot down everything I think of cos my memory's getting so bad. Oh man, what am I going to do? ))=

I wanna eat Yoshinoya.
I wanna go shopping.
I want new shoes.
Oh I'm so random. 3entries a day. WHY? Cos I'm bored to death.

AND I STILL CAN'T FRIGGIN' REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT!!!

I clicked on my template, typed something, and intended to start a new heading. One second later, I forgot what I wanted to type. Then I thought of something that I wanted to blog about. So I clicked on 'Create'. When the page load finish, I forgot what I wanted to blog about again!! OMG la I'm such a ku-ku. My short-term memory is really really getting from bad to worse. How I'm going to remember everything for my As really scares me. =\ *tries to remember my purpose for blogging now* ....................................................

10seconds later.

OH YES THE PILL. Read Cleo yesterday. They had a section about 7bad habits that are actually gooooooood for you. One included taking the PILL. You know, the one that you take when you want to have sex with whoever you want to and at anytime of the month you want it? Incase you don't know, the PILL stops hormones from growing (is 'growing' the correct word to use?), which then stops yourself from having your period. Sounds like a naughty girl would take PILLS hor?? But according to CLEO, taking the PILL regulates periods, clear up acnes, ease menstrual cramps, reduced chances of getting cancers of the ovaries and uterus, ma reduce colorectal cancer by 20%, and also keep ligaments and tendons supple for less injury-prone joints. Sounds good isn't it? Esp since my knee has been giving me problems lately. BUT THEN HORRRR, next time my periods just stop coming THEN HOW??? So, out of the question.

And quarelling is actually good for the heart. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm not going to go into details cos now I'm kinda lazy. But basically it reduces the risk heart cancer la. LIKE DUH. And also HORRRR, gossiping is also good leh! Keeps emotions stable especially when you're very stressed from work or any other thing from life. ((= Yeah, so that's about it.

I still can't remember what I opened my template page for. ))=

I'm still thinking if I should go with HONGJING to ADRIAN's Valentine Party at ChinaBlack. If we don't have to pay, then better I would be more than willing to go. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But technically speaking, ADRIAN should let us go in FOC because 1. HONGJING was his gay partner (until he became straight and got together with me), 2. KOKO was, and is (at times) my lesbian partner, and 3. It would be our first clubbing experience ever, and acording to Chinese tradition, people always give others angpow when they do something for the first time (like when I first got my period slightly more than 5yrs ago and Mummy gave me angpow). SO, can we go in free??

Resolution No. 4: Spend more time with my family, which means I may have to spend less time with him. SO SAD!!!! :'(

Was at TM this morning, was at FOX. Saw a green top, and a white skirt. Vintage Cargo. Can someone get that skirt for me PLEASE??? I can't buy anymore stuff until after my Block Test (except for that black Stussy dress HEHHS). Cos I'm saving up the money for my major shopping sprees. Someone please be kind eoungh to fork out $39 for the skirt. Please please please.. Ok la, I'm done whining. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm so dumb sometimes. Er yah, anyway, I want that top and the skirt. And a hell lot of other things which I'm gonna update in my wishlist, and SHOPPING LIST. The list is increasing, but the increase in money raised is slow. =( Oh well, what to do. Too bad I'm not rich.

The pair of Birkis I ordered is out of stock. Don't have my size. ARGH. I'll buy it again next time. So I ordered the minty one instead. Which is this :

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It costs about 14bucks more though.

Ordered my new specs and they're PLASTIC. Have had metal ones all my life and I thought it's high time I had a change ((= But they cost a freaking $140 can?!?! What if all the multi-coating and whatever else there is. But I only need to pay $40. THAT'S MY ALLOWANCE FOR ONE WEEK! How to save for me sprees?

Upcoming Econs and Maths Tests. Can I pass them without studying? I'm so tired from trainings. )= Anyway, got to focus a lot on my setting now. Ms Yeow wants me to train for setter for i-don't-know-what-reason, and if I really become a setter, I'm so going to screw up everything cos I'm going to get so kan-chiong during the game. And that, is a bad bad thing. )=

Oh, saw these from the Abercrombie website. And I think they're so nice la. But too bad they're in US$. Then it'll be kinda steep. If I could, I would get the second one. I think it's nicer. ((=

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Does anyone know if there's an Abercrombie outlet here in Singapore?

Resolution No. 3: Exercise to lose weight, and keep those kgs away. Forever. Until the end of time. At least until the end of my time. ((=

10 January 2006

OH DID I TELL YOU?

1. I ordered my birkis with HONGJING'S sister already. It's the white one, Madrid Virgin Whisper White. ((=

2. SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!! Is there supposed to be a 'Selamat' in front? Who cares, all I care is I've got my public holiday. To think that I spent my public holiday going to the gym. Treading on the treadmill, and cycling on the bicycle. ((= Burnt a lot of calories and now I'm very happy.

3. I'm going to gain all those calories back again[ ))= ] tonight cos I'm going out for dinner with my churchies[ ((= ]. So much for going to the gym. But never mind la, I value my friendship with them a lot. Grew up together and it's not everyday that you get to spend time with the people you love most. Or rather, the people that you treasure a lot in your life. WHen was the last time we went out together? I can't remember.

4. Resolution No. 2: I'm saving 500bucks a term. Going one a major shopping spree after every major exam. Namely: March Block Tests, Mid-Yr Exam, and after the BIG A'S. ((=

Ciao. I'm running late.

09 January 2006

I'm loving school, I'm loving the people, I'm loving my last year in Junior College. So far, that is. But I hate the amount of work we've got to cover by what, May/June!?!?! First day of school last Tues and I already felt a little stressed. God knows how I'm going to survive this year. The week passed so quickly, it felt more like 2 days of J1 life. Time table sucks seriously. End on an average of 4.15pm daily, 'cept for Wednesday and Friday. But well, school starts on 9.10am on Mondays and Tuesdays, and 8.30am on Wednesdays. And I guess a lot of time has got to be spent in completing the whole syllabus. But still, it's great to be in school again, albeit the stress. ((=

There's only one word to describe my 8months with him - AWESOME. Watched Wallace and Gromit, and it's a pretty funny show I guess. Hees. Seriously, he's the first to treat me so nicely, the first to treat me like I'm the only person that matters to him in the whole wide world. Was in Pac. Plaza the other night, and saw a guy wearing a shirt that said, 'TO HELL WITH MY FRIENDS. I'M HERS', and his gf was hanging on his arm, and HONGJING actually asked me to get him the shirt. HAHAHAHAHA. Oh well. He's nice. ((=

SO. I'm cutting everything short so that I can go home early.

ANYWAY, I'm getting new specs. And if everything turns out ok, HONGJING's going to help my build my laptop. THAT, WILL KEEP THE F***ING BITCH OUT OF MY LIFE, FOREVER. That's the best news ever.

05 January 2006

I need to change my blogskin soon.

FERLI: ARE YOU DONE? ((=

1st New Yr resolution: study, study and study.

01 January 2006

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omg HOW?!?!?!?!?!?

May the fleas of the camels infest the ass of the person who fucked up your days in yr2005 for the yr2006, and may his hands be so short that he won't be able to scratch his ass. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ((=

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