Fly Away..: March 2006

25 March 2006

OOOOOOKKKKKKK. So the 1st thing I got on my shopping spree wasn't the red nike dunks. But at least I STILL GOT IT!!!!!! Muahahahahahaha. Oh well, hehs. I'm happy. =) Went out early in the morning and reached home late in the night. *gahs* Shopped for a total of 12+hrs? That's a record man. But it doesn't mean I don't like it. I like the fact that I can spend without thinking 'Oh no, if I buy this then I'll have $*** less'. That's why I have been saving so much. That's why we agreed to have shopping sprees instead of going shopping every weekend. Oh yesss, so has my tanHONGJING been saving. We agreed that this spree will be mine, the next will be his and so on and so forth la. One bad point of this is that I can't get something I really want even though I see it because it's not spree time yet. So I got really damn fucking irritated when I have people commenting that I spent so much money. Like OMG la. $250 bucks for 2 19yr-olds. ALOT MEH????????? Then can you please explain to me how old a person should be to spend that amount of money legally? What generation are they living in? This is besides the fact that I haven't stepped into town for like practically 2months already? But still, who the fucks cares. I loved my spree. And I so enjoyed the time I spent with him. Eh, it's the first time my boyfriend ever spent so much time shopping with me ok. SO anyway, I got my red nike dunks (which he and I shared the amount), the red Billabong bag (which I paid for myself), my pedicure (which I paid for myself), one file one pencil case and one pen from Borders (which he paid for), one shirt from S&K (which I paid myself), a watch that cost like $10, and a shirt from Zara (which he paid). Oh yes, not forgetting the meals. Eh meals very budget ok! Laksa at hawker centre, and mushroom swiss burger at BK.

Considering the fact that I do not visit hawker centres, it's very good le ok. I do not visit hawker centres not because I think I'm damn high class, but simple because I hate cats. I think they're really disgusting and considering the fact that I was chased by a stupid cat once, and having the same cat peep at me bathe when I was 8 makes it a whole lot more disgusting. *GRRRR

Ahhhhhhhhhhh. I still can't decide if I should get the get the birkis I couldn't get earlier this year. Which (to refresh your memory), is this:

16 March 2006

I really, really, really hate it when girls hit their boyfriends. Or worse, slap them really hard. I mean, if you're playing with each other, then it's ok. But if it comes to a point where she abuses him, I think she really sucks. Call me traditional or even or-biang, but to me, the man is still the head of the household. Even if you're not legally married, there should always be respect. Unless, he's not a man. I have friends who hit their boyfriends and throw tantrums for no particular reason, and I simply cannot understand why the guy still stays with the girl. Is it really love? Or is there something else that the guy wants? Like the boobs maybe? It reaches a point where I really despise the female, even if she's my friend. But then again, the guy's so henpacked to a point where I despise him too. Why the hell are balls hanging there for, if not to assert his authority?

ON RANDOM, I LIKE TO BITE HIM. FOR FUN LA THEN.

11 March 2006

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The first thing I'm going to buy on my shopping trip right after the Block Test is the 'I love you' red Nike shoes. It's around $120, so I guess if I get it at Queensway it would be slightly less than $100. Yeah. Any more then I'll buy other stuff. Fell in love with the shoes after HONGJING and I visited Parkway like 1month ago. Yeah. =) Anw I'm going to bathe soon. After ah-MA comes out of the toilet.

07 March 2006

I was quite upset today when I hrd mrCHUA tell the lecture about the suicides that happened over the weekend. It may seem like nothing to most of us but I felt a kind of weird feeling inside me. Once again I felt the loss I felt 1and1/2yrs ago when my own friend of 9yrs left the world. I know exactly how their friends would be feeling now. The loss, especially when the friend was such a beloved and well-liked one. I can never comprehend how such an optimistic and joyful person would choose to end her life this way. I guess I will never find out. I remember how I felt when I received the news on a particular Sunday morning and rushed down to her flat, and then down to the morgue down at Outram. I was still living in Tampines then, and technically speaking her family's just a few blocks away from my flat now in Punggol. I was so upset I took the next day off from school and stayed at home. Sometimes I wonder how her family is doing now. I wonder what they must be thinking now when they see such news of young lives end. In exactly the same way as their very own precious daughter, sister, grand-daughter.

Is life really that vulnerable? Can anyone feel so upset from life that he/she chooses to end his/her life? Logically, I think it's so wrong to make such a decision. Why didn't anyone find out how they were going on and try to stop them? Could a simple 'Take care' from anyone change everything? Would they have still taken that step to end their lives once and for all? Why didn't they cherish the life their parents gave them? Why didn't they stop to think the hurt and pain they would have caused to the people that they know? Even though I think it's wrong, but somewhere deep down inside me I feel that they're brave enough. Can you imagine how it feels like to stand on top of a tall building and look down? Just imagine how they would look like once they reached the ground. Do you think they do not imagine that? They still have the guts to do it, and it's somewhat admirable. You may think I'm weird but I think they're really brave. In a funny way.

06 March 2006

I feel so much in need to spend money. Really. I really feel like buying a lot of stuff now to satisfy my unlimited craves but with limitied 'factors of production' like capital. A lot of land actually (to store all my new stuff) but no capital! Dammit. After the Block tests are over, I'm going to buy:
1. Nike shoes
2. New bikini
3. Abercrombie shirt
4. Levi'sJeans

Haiyoyo I so want the Abercrombie shirt can. Sigh. Don't know whether I'll end up owning it. I hate all those shipping chrages and all that stuff. WHy cant Singapore just have an outlet? And I don't know whether to get the Levi's or the Nike shoes first.

Seriously, I feel like getting my nails done again. Hahaha but too bad I can't. Not even during the one week break because I still have got to go for training. I know Mummy will kill me if I tell her I'm going to training, simply because she was so happy that my elbow got sprained 2weeks that I wouldn't have to go for training. But too bad, Nationals are coming and Ms Yeow looked kinda disappointed when she found out my elbow hadn't recovered yet and so couldn't play at the match last weekend. And the worse things is, I couldn't even go see the match!! Stuck in school at the History Seminar which really bored the s*** out of me, excluding the fact that a 15minute break wasn't long enough to cure the suffering my ass had to go through for sitting there for 3 hours.

Can someone please remind me to study for the Block Tests I have to sit for in 2weeks? I hate J2 life.

04 March 2006

Ok haven't actually updated for quite a while, 'cept for the really random post a few days ago with like a 2-liner. It's like a spontaneous kind of thing la. (=

Well, the Alevel results are out and all I can say is this - 'IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!!' Haha I guess I was just saying that the whole day. Oh well, what's past is past and I can't exactly turn back time to 2yrs ago now can I? Hmm, am really happy for some of my friends. Unexpected for some people to get such good results, but then also feeling somewhat sad for those who didn't do really well. It doesn't matter if I was there to be with them or not, I just want them to know that I still love them. If you're reading this, all I want to say is that although life's somehow miserable for you now but just pray and God will always find a way. There are still many opportunities for you out there to re-create any chances. Just don't give up. (=

I was at Isetan the other day and surprisingly, I found a long skirt that I really liked. Tried it on and it looked quite good on me (haha), but it was way too expensive ($69.90) so I didn't buy it. Actually, now I'm more or less like just looking, taking, trying, and putting them back. Still saving. Haven't got much left after buying the phone. But I'm still trying to save. Oh well, I guess 2 weeks from now I wont' exactly go home with lots of things, but at least I'll get the stuff that I really want.

WHICH brings me to my next point. BLOCK TESTS. GP exam is like 9days away, which means the rest are like 16days ago. OHMYHOLYGOD. Can I not do anything for maths? Sucks man. I havent started on Econs yet, and I'm not even half done for History. AAAHHHHH, who cares. I'll let nature take its course.

Haiyo, I should get an elbow guard soon. Like really soon. I haven't gone for training for like one week already, and I think I'm getting fatter and fatter by the second. I really want to go for training (not just for losing the weight but also for the Nationals that are like starting on April 10th) and train up properly. I just hope that my elbow recovers soon. =(

Anw, I did this for BabyHong for V Day. Hahahaha there's a really long story to it and I'm too lazy to type it all out right now. Just want to say that I'm really proud of myself because I've bought and started on countless designs since I was 9 but this is the only one that I completed. Can you just imagine all those money I wasted before? What the hell. But anw, I'm glad BabyHong liked it. (=

And I really like this picture. The first picture I took with my new phone. Hehs.

03 March 2006

I HATE PEOPLE WHO BULLY MY BOYFRIEND. UNFAIR.

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