I usually just post stuff about the kids on this blog, but for this post, I am going to just ignore my rules for a little bit by posting about myself. Yes, I am.
Last year, we ran El Scorcho in Fort Worth. I stopped at 12.54 miles last year. I just couldn't go any further. My body and mind wouldn't let me. So I did not finish, and I regretted it for the rest of the year. This year, I was DETERMINED to finish the race whether it hurt like h*ll or not. The race is very unique. It's at midnight, July 16th, it's a 25K/50K, and it's so stinkin' hot. We registered for the 25K, which turns out to be 15.5342798 miles. That day, I rested, ate, drank lots of fluids, and paced around the house. I had intended to eat dinner before we left, but I sorta forgot. Mistake #1. When we got there at 11 p.m. it was 96 degrees.
I decided to run with music this race. Normally, I like to take the time to think while I run - my therapy - but I decided that it probably wasn't a good idea to be alone with my thoughts for 3+ hours. That borderlines dangerous. Thank goodness for Pandora.
My first eight miles went great. I was so caught up in the excitement that nothing bothered me. Until...long about mile nine I wondered what in the world I was thinking. My goal quickly changed from finishing the race to beating last year's distance. Then long about mile 11, I decided that was a pretty lofty goal. My hips, back, lungs, head, knees, arms, eyelids, butt, and everything else in between hurt. At the beginning of the race, we'd decided that Jeremy would come help me finish the last 3 mile lap when we was finished, but for several logistical reasons, that didn't happen. PLAN B. All of a sudden, I was alone - alone - to finish this race, and it was up to me to get myself through the finish line. As a side note, I rarely do anything by myself. I regularly rely on others to help me through difficult times - be it with kids, work, play, and running. However, no one else was there. Just little ole TIRED, warn out, hurting, me. And dadgum it, I was going to finish this race!
I was struggling through mile 13 when a lady slowed down in front of me and started running with me. She (Kristen) was also struggling, so we decided to help each other out. That, by far, was the best 2+ miles of my running experience. Now I was the one helping her, while she helped me, and even though we thought that there was a chance we'd quit, we didn't. We crossed the finish line together, and yes, I finished OVER a half marathon.
While crossing the finish line was wonderful, I was in so much pain that I couldn't even enjoy it for a while. My feet hurt so terribly bad. Turns out, I had a seriously bruised toe and a ginormous blister - which apparently happens when you grab the wrong socks - the ones with seams - before you walk out the door. Mistake #2. I was shaking all over, had some sort of like restless leg thing going on where I couldn't sit still because it hurt if I did, was starving, and just felt plain weird. My wonderful neighbor Marla took our picture after the race, and that smile is big for a reason. I have never felt more proud of myself in my life.
I finished El Scorcho. Not first, not last, but I finished it. Right after the race, I said "NEVER AGAIN" to over a 10K. However, in the car on the way home, we discussed the upcoming half marathons and such in the fall/winter. I'll be back out on that pursuit again. But never, ever will it ever feel as good as it did when I crossed the finish line at El Scorcho Cinco.