Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Singlet + Hot + Roasted!

I still cant stop laughing remembering this scene...oh gosh..this is soooo fuuunnyy...


The story:-

Last Sunday, after my yoga, after my lunch, i went back to pick my husband from his house. Well, as usual, the weather is freakin crazy hot!!!!

And of all day/time, my stupid car air cond choose that day, that HOT weather to give me HOT air!! REALLY HOT AIR!!
GEEZZ...i have ENOUGH HEAT, why u gimme HOT AIR??!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the whole journey, im soaking with my own sweats! The wind even cooler than my stupid air cond!!

Ok well...Once i've reach, my husband came out, lock his gate, put his laptop's bag in the boot, came in & here he goes:-

Hubby: Why dont you just wear your bra to fetch me har?
Me: Huh?? *im in a shock moment & then i cant stop laughing like idiot*
Hubby: Yes...or even better, naked!! No need wear anything then go out!
Me: What you talking? *still laughing* Im wearing singlet ma...so hot!! i wear this before & u din say anything that time?
Hubby: Yes, that time u wear 2 singlet!! Now ONE pc!!
Me: SO??? I STILL wearing clothes!
Hubby: Yes & is tooooo sexy!! Just dun wear anything la...give everyone see it
Me: Chee sin...*laugh even more* Yeah..next time i dun wear ok..
Hubby: *speechless but i can see his mouth twitch up*
Me: Naa....u laughing!! U're NOT MAD!
Hubby: I AM MAD! Can u stop laughing? I'm SCOLDING U! Im not JOKING!
Me: *still laugh* I i sir! shall i cry?

there...maybe you think is not funny...but to me...it is so darn funny with his stern face..
oh geezz...

GUYS!! They do not allow their GF/Wife to wear sexy BUT they love to see OTHER girls in sexy gear! WEIRD!!!


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Friday, February 26, 2010

Short Happiness

Everything begins on New Year Eve 311209

I'm so over the moon with this news
Even my dearest husband
Celebrate the coming of 2010 full of happiness

Celebration still continued for awhile
Preparing myself for this so called "gift"
take a lot of precautions
slowly changing my daily routine & diet
to accommodate "it"

Seeing myself changing
happiness grows even more

Until around a month,
tension begins
sadness begins
money flowing like nobody business
Still, me & husband do not give up on "it"
We have hope & faith on "it"

Until the very word
that i do not want to hear or think about
came out
I still manage to walk out there alone with smiley face
but when im alone, tears start drowning me

I cant eat
I cant think
I cant even talk

I'm lucky to have my husband with me all this while
I cant imagine if im alone in this
Though i know is hard on him too but still
he give me the support that i so much needed

Also my sis...
What will i do without them?

Went to a few more places for advice
the more places & people give u advice
the more headache i am
The more im confused
The more heartbroken i am

Still i hand on with "it"
Until one day, i cant take it anymore
I talk to "it"
As if "it" knows what i think or how miserable i am
The answer "it" gave me...

I totally break down
I'm in total wreck
Though my husband already told me not
to put such high hope
Though i THOUGHT im prepared
yet i still fall in pieces
Guess the answer is NOT what i want
Guess I'm NOT that prepared
Guess I'm NOT that strong

Everything ended in 021910
So short yet long miserable months

But is good that "it" finally give me the answer
rather than i waste more time & money on "it"

Maybe this time
We're not fated to be together
But i do hope "you" will find someone good for you
Someone that can give what "you" wanted

As for me,
I've to keep myself strong
I've to keep myself healthy
for the next coming. . .

Wish me luck my dear "you"!
I too, wish you all the best & I LOVE YOU!

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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Care, Love, Hate, Heartbreak

Past week i've been way :-


too caring for somebody
too good to gv "advice" to somebody
too good to listen to their stories
too good to even ask "how-are-you-today

But until yesterday...

i cant stand to see this person like this
i cant stand to see her not been able to sleep
lacking of sleep, lacking of rest...
nearly caused this person accident!!
I cant stand to see this person to
depend on sleeping pill in order to sleep
& allowing her tears to stop flowing frm her 2 over "work" eyes

i cant listen anymore
i cant gv advice anymore
i cant see this "torturing" anymore
(but this person said is NOT torturing)

i SCOLDED this person
surprisingly this person still hv the energy to fight me back
well...im happy & sad too...because i care too much
thats why i scolded...
i care too much to see this happening

what did i get?
this person some kinda hated me
this person think i do NOT understand how she feels
this person think i do NOT know the feeling of loosing smthg
which has been with for xx years

i know i have NO rights to judge your r'ship
i know i have NO rights to scold you
but i DO CARE & LOVE you which resulted...i scolded u
I do not FEEL SORRY that i scolded u even i did apologize
Why? cos i know what i said is to make u STRONG & WAKE UP
from the thing u said u lost...which is NOT WORTH you doing this
which is NOT worth of your tears
Not worth your lacking of sleep
Not worth your mourning!

One thing im so heartbroken frm the thing you said
is you think i do not KNOW this pain?
you think i did not went thru of loosing things that
been with you for xx year?

You ARE VERY WRONG!
I know i may not know what u both been through all these yrs
but you TOO...do not know what i've been through!
So, you do NOT have the rights to say those hurting words!
I know too damn much which i think i shouldn't know!
I know things which i can't tell you nor that other person
which caused me even more heart break to see both of you like this!

Everyone hv their vr own stories
maybe some cannot be compare to yours
but still that consider their experiences!

I heard too many stories from other people
compare those with yours...you consider lucky!
You still YOUNG!
You still have the time to find someone better
You still haven't get into way too deep on commitment
You still haven't MARRIED before this happened!
You still haven't have kids

Why you have to act as if you lost so much?
Why you have to act as if there is no tomorrow?
Why you always said you cannot be tough?

I too...been saying that a lot to myself for the past few years...
that i can't be tough if i lost something...
I did try to even get myself killed..
(which i think now is pretty stupid!)

BUT...i woke up
I am stronger now
I am tough now
I won't rely on 1 particular people or anyone
I won't wait for blank promises
I WORK myself to get what i wanted!

I keep on telling you to be tough
cos 1 day you'll be like me....
DO NOT THINK that loosing this person as if the end of World
IT IS NOT!

Time still ticking...
Earth still spinning...
People still breathing...
MOVE ON!!!

I know it takes time for you to stand up again
I know it takes time for you to forget your xx years
I know it takes time for you to forget this person
whom so special to you
BUT IF this person you love so much doesn't choose you
why you have to stop here when your loved one already move on?

Please do NOT take too much of your Youth time to
waste on something that is not yours anymore!

You're NOT 40 yrs old...You STILL have people who loves you more! Which you can't see it now

MOVE ON!! Be Tough!! Be Strong!! DO NOT Depends on people!
TRUST YOURSELF!




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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Dedication

Well...this post is dedicated to a sweet girl who currently not in a really good mood...Girl, i do hope you can come around & be strong! You have me here maybe not to help you to get it back but for you spill all your inner words...or me to lend you a shoulder to cry on...


Be strong girl...
Here are 2 lyrics which i do hope you Hang on there & be strong! Dun tell me you cant, cant is juz mean that you don't wanna try to be...tell yourself that you CAN!

Everybody Hurts
REM (R.E.M.)
_____

When the day is long and the night,
the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life,
well hang on
Don’t let yourself go, everybody cries and
everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong.
now it’s time to sing along
When your day is night alone,
(hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go,
(hold on)
When you think you’ve had too much of this life,
well hang on

’cause everybody hurts.
take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. don’t throw your hand.
oh, no. don’t throw your hand
If you feel like you’re alone,
no, no, no, you are not alone

If you’re on your own in this life,
the days and nights are long,
When you think you’ve had too much
of this life to hang on

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. and everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes.
so, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. you are not alone

Stronger
Britney Spears
_____

Ooh hey, yeah

Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

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Monday, December 14, 2009

Pregnant ?? I AM NOT!! ~yet~

These days, this word PREGNANT is wayyyy toooo sensitive around my mom! geezz....


1) I eat alot compare to last time
2) Less exercise & the fats accumulated at my TUMMY! (of all the body parts, it so intelligent to choose that place! geezz)
3) I always complaint back pain (due to cleaning house & washing clothes too much & sometimes bcos yoga)
4) i'm MARRIED!

The above things caused my mom to think that im preggie!! oh gosh...

1 day, im going above stairs & she's behind me...i told her that my back hurts...den she ask y? Well, im telling the fact that i went to yoga & do too much back bends & now it hurts...she of cos not believing me & put her hand on my back....i KNOW What u thinking MOM! She wanna check if my back stiff or some other thing that can tell her that imma preggie!
Sorry to disappoint u Mom! hehehe....

Yesterday, sis gimme a maxi dress...since she cant fit it, so she gave it to me. I tried it on & i look like preggie! LOL...i told sis.."Lets show this to mom & tell her DO I LOOK PREGGIE"?
Well..of cos sis agreed!
So i went down & tell mom this"Mom, do i look like im Pregnant in this maxi dress?"
Once she heard the word "pregnant" she smile so bright! but then i told her...DO I LOOK LIKE? she stop smilling & said..well is not nice! blaaahhh...

I guess i know better right? Since the body is MINE! I know rite!??

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