yeah, was too tired and walked aimlessly. service by Pastor Phil Pringle was awesome! had a chat with Elim Chew and hugged her! yeah, orchestra is recruiting people, come join people, percussionists needed if not i will be so lonely. ): okay, got to go sleep now. going down to rp with keng later in the morning, lol.
i saw my jj lin look-a-like eye-candy 3 times in a row! too bad, he didn't usher. he looks soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee, just like jj lin! SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY THAT I CAN'T SLEEP.
p.s siao ah, i super sleepy can. so gonna sleep now. ):
Wednesday, March 25, 2009{ 11:50 PM }
just came back from dinner at east coast which i know i shouldn't go. hais. woke up at 3pm today, such a pig lol. gonna dye my hair tomorrow, woooo like finally! this few weeks i did nothing much, just rotting my life away. argh. oh mannnnnn, i looked like a vampire now... like that guy in twilight, edward cullen if i am not wrong. i am a vampire by night because i don't sleep and i eat. lol i sleep in the afternoon, woooo yeah. my mum labelled me as a vampie now. i think is cool. :D ohhhh, just got 2 new tops. yay! byebye, i seriously dunno what to blogggggggg. zzz.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009{ 3:41 AM }
if i could just get a plastic surgery.... i will look completely different. anyway, service was great on sunday! got a few new friends in my cell :D praise the lord! had jamming yesterday, was super paiseh! okay, while playing umbrella, i dropped my sticks 3 times and the whole band had to stop. oh man i felt bad. i thought it won't happen again but the sticks actually hit my head this time round. wahhhhh, really very paiseh k? keng and jx were laughing lah. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh really super paiseh ): yeah, went LJS to have dinner and daddy fetched me, unpleasant ride home. hais. ): moody, pissed and upset. as usual, fb, tweet tweet, blog and friendster. life's super boring now, hope school starts soon! oh man. will i survive in engineering? woooooo. lol. rp rp rp! wanna join squash! should i? lol bye for now.
Sunday, March 22, 2009{ 1:00 AM }
annyeonghaseyo! :D worked today and i was still having stomach problem. ): it had been 3 days already! just got to know from pastor kong's blog that sun's condition is kinda serious and we must keep her in prayers. as i am typing now, i am having breathing difficulty and i am scared. ): okok, i dun wanna think so much and get sufficient rest because i am looking forward for service later in 10 hours time. :D my feet are hurting badly now, been standing for a super longgggggggggggg time just to wait for the passengers to come out. anyway, i saw a rainbow at T3 today when i was having my duty. how cool! cut everything short because i am feeling really sick now. breathing difficulty. ): bye.
Friday, March 20, 2009{ 2:46 PM }
woooooo, was glued to my tv for the whole afternoon! what else but korean dramas! i just love korean dramas lah especially when lee jun ki is in it! :D
i watched 5 episodes of my girl which took around 5 hours!!!
ah anyway back to the show, there's one part when yoo-rin (green shirt) said to jung-woong (lee jun ki) was quite true indeed.
she said:
even if the chilli is spicy, say it is not spicy
even if i am sad, say i am happy
even if i am hurt, say i am alright
but love is something you can't pretend...
all these are so true, you pretend that you are alright but deep down in your heart you feel so hurt, extremely hurt.
how cool if two good-looking guys like you? but 1 will bound to be hurt and crying at one corner.
wah, i think it won't happen in real life because it is a korean drama! lol.
you know there are somethings i can't pretend that it had never happened, i have to face it everyday.
there are things i can't seem to forget, it was like a nightmare.
every single day... it hurts, it pains, it pierced through my heart.
what should i do?
i can't take it anymore, i want to burst out in tears already!
god is my best friend now, he's the one i could share every single problems with.
at times, i felt lonely, i can't seem to find a shoulder to cry on.
hais.
if someone could be there to piece everything up in my life now, i wouldn't be so hurt right now.
lee jun ki is not real, he's just some idol that i can daydream about.
musical CCAs in rp: Chinese Orchestra MP (Electronic Music Production) Gen-R (xinyao) Guitar Ensemble Jammer's Arena (Rock Band) Republic Chorale (Choir) Symphonic Band
so limited but interested in jammer's arena and band :D or martial arts? lol, random. i realised is just one more month to rp's orientation. wooooooo! anyway i had dinner at the same italian restuarant i went last friday but this time round with wine :D saw grace (N281) with her family whom are from CHC too. cool. ah, was looking at strikeforce's banner today, wanted to join but hais, no time. i have 2 ministries now soooooooooooooooooo....yup. i will be returning back to orchestra soon and wooooo praise the lord, charlotte, charmaine and yunjie might be joining, yay! heard from victor that new conductor is from SSO and we have to pay $10 monthly. guo an is now in strikeforce yeah and soon my cg will become a musician cell :D congrats on bernice's and xueli's promotion too!!! okay, i am sleepy already. blog again soon. bye.
hello! went for cgm today and the presence of god was so strong :D god indeed watches over me 24/7 every single day without fail and i can't imagine how would my life be without god. received a lovely laptop bag from my cell group and a card with a cute lil drumset drawn on it. wheeehoooo, amanda is a happy girl now! caught a movie 'RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN' after cgm with my members, at first i thought it would be sucky and lame but it turned out to be nice and exciting too. comical actually. mummy cooked dinner tonight, yumyum! happy friendster-ing, facebook-ing, twitter-ing, blogging. etc. looking forward to tmr's service. byebye!
sorry for the limited and leftover food pictures. :p
i was too hungry and ate everything up so forgot to take pictures. hehe.
the food there is superb! :D
eat till my stomach almost burst just now, wooohooo.
i am seriously a big big big eater!
fastforward everything because for the whole time i had been eating.
towards the end of my dinner, my dad did not come back for a very long time although the cake was already served.
hahahaha, a surprised indeed, he came in with bernice, cheryl and xueli. :D
i was shocked, initially i thought they came here to eat so it was kind of coincidence but i was wrong. they came all the way there just to surprised me! :D
was touched despite such a short time.
i can't believe my dad tricked me too. hehe. it was all a plan by my mum, dad and cg. woooo!
anyway i enjoyed my birthday, thanks big time and i seriously appreciated it!
finally, i am 17 tomorrow! yesterday i went kbox with friends and sang our lungs out. super high! we sang JJ LIN's high fashion and FIRST LOVE for 4 times. :D we also sang from oldies to pop to rock to R&B..etc. jumped around the place, jumped onto the sofas, threw snacks and dancing. etc. super retarded and hilarious. i will be getting my mobile broadband tomorrow! gonna collect my specs already. bye! :D
i want a nice laptop baggggggggggg. :D
Tuesday, March 10, 2009{ 7:52 PM }
woke up at around 8.20am this morning to prepare for the RP enrolment :D my uncle fetched us at around 9am then headed to RP and when i reached i was horrified by the amount of ppl q-ing. the Q was like never ending, kinda regretted going but have to settle my enrolment and the purchasing of my laptop :D fastforward everything because the whole process took 5 hours. ZZzzZzz. D: horrible service i tell you. finished everything, went over to the IT fair at rp. no big crowd there, thank god :D bought my FUJITSU L1010 HOT PINK LAPTOP, so eye-catching. they only have pink available for my model. ): pinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. -.- so not me but is nice and unique though. i think most of the girls in RP will use this, oh man. oh, wanna get a nicer laptop bag because the one they gave is horrible. HAHAHA i meant in a way, most of the school students will use the same laptop bag. feeling so lethargic now after spending half of my day in RP. ): today's doctor appt at Mount. E was positive, returning back after 4 weeks. medication increased to 60mg. woooooo. update another day again! combined birthday clebration (cheris's and mine) with ex-classmates/schoolmates tomorrow. 12th march with primary school friends. 13th march, actual birthday with my family. 14th march- ??? 15th march combined birthday celebration (mum and mine) with my god-mama and mum's bf. :D almost a week of birthday celebrations, how fun and cool while my pocket burns a hole. ):
3 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ A YEAR OLDER. ):
ahhhhhh, rebonded my hair today and now my hair looks superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr long man :D the worst thing was, my fringe was too dry and it kinda split and my mum had no choice but to cut if offffffffffffffffffff. oh man i look like a total retard now! bad bad bad fringe, i will have to pin up my fringe for this whole week until my fringe gets longer. hais. ): jammed at clarke quay today, the room was huge! the drumset is bad and i dun like the sound. not used to it too, no feel leh. super weird. ZZzZz. need to train really hard on vocals as all 3 of us are going to sing dfferent pitches. overall was alright, i think umbrella is very catchy too :D : : : : worked on march 7 at harbourfront was hectic and fun. my job was to lead the tourists to the baggage check-in, checking of tags..etc. most of the tourists are from italy and france. when they talked to me in their language, i seriously can't catch what they were asking/telling me. i guess i need to learn french and italian first. :D korean...I STILL WANT! ah fastfoward everything, worked till 9pm and i went home with $100! : : : dunno what to blog now. got to go wash up and sleep already. heading to rp tomorrow morning to get the enrolment ready and buying laptop! finally :D byebye.
hais D:
Saturday, March 7, 2009{ 12:16 AM }
let's add liveliness to my blog with JJ lin:
okay, random post. was thinking through while bathing as before that i was reading my ex-schoolmates blogs whom made it to a JC. LOL. for the past 10 years of education, during my p1 to p6 days studying in a girls' school was exciting until p6 when i screwed up my PSLE and my dad forgot to appeal and that resulted me in chong boon secondary school. hai. a mixed school, new friends and new environment. i just don't understand why the boys were so childish back then and i meant extremely. everything were so different with boys around in class, i can't sit the way i used to sit in primary school, you know those really very very unglam one, leg on top of the other leg, not the feminine kind. in mixed school, you really have to watch the way you sit unless you want those pervertic boys to peep into your skirt. LOL! i joined band because the seniors told me i could get into junior college very easily and i believed. oh man, i kind of regretted joining band because they wouldn't let me play saxaphone because i had to put braces and so i ended up in percussion. anyway, a few years later i realised band made me have many memories i had with my friends like arguments and fun! sec 4, marked the end of my secondary school life. the first half of the year, it was like a honeymoon period for me until my prelim results were so bad and then i decided to 'pull up my socks' to work hard again. parents nagging, family members stressing me. my teachers have very high expectations of me. i decided to make a comeback for myself because my grades were falling because i was plain lazy, extremely lazy. when it was 'O' levels, i worked hard but not my 100% so i really regretted. my F&N, during prelims was A1, actual 'O' levels was C6 and my eng was a B but actual 'O' levels was C6. total was 12 points for R4 already, my eng teacher was shaking her head when she saw me. i really disappointed her. hai. F&N was screwed. how i wished time would turn back and if i were to work harder, i would have gone to a JC. ): 12 jan was a horror to me, i couldn't believe my eyes when i looked at the results slip. i thought i would never make it to a poly but eventually i did, republic poly. engineering course. oh man, shocked because i do not wanna touch maths and physics for the rest of my life but looks like now i have to go back to square 1 again. hais. ): last week, i had a doctor appt at MT.E, she knew i only put in 60% of my effort in exams. oh man. she says i can make a comeback if i want, be on medication and i can focus on the things that i am doing. i asked whether i can go to a local u? she said definitely. :D i felt encouarged and i decided i will work hard in poly and get a GPA as high as 3.5 onwards and get into a local U like NTU maybe? i hope i dun go crazy and stab the professor! nothing is impossible with GOD guiding me! yeah! end of my super long-winded story.
HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY, CLAUDIA! :D okay, at my daddy's house now, staying over because i got to work tomorrow at harbourfront from 9am-6pm plus plus. is a cruise thingy. fun leh, paid hourly too and i just got to know a girl who just graduated from TP tourism today while we were moving things to harbourfront for tomorrow :D at least i can talk to her while working provided if we dun get caught. hehe :D alright, that's all about tomorrow. today i just received news from keng yip that summerfrost might need to take a break, i was like ???!!!! oh man, now that eleanor might need to leave summerfrost due to her not-so-good school grades and other reasons i guess, i was utterly shocked. it seemed that everything had fallen apart, really fallen apart and it really aches me. now only the 3 of us left? will we be able to make it? i am so scared.. but we have to work extremely hard to keep this vision going and we are not going to disappoint you despite having the 3 of us only :D all things are possible with GOD by our side, i am sure he will guide us through this difficult period, it will soon be over.. hais. ): disappointments after disappointments. : : : : : anyway, i just got a new specs yesterday for my birthday. going for a fierce look man because is black frame hehe and not those geeky geeky specs because i dun wanna look like tu zi! bleah :p look out for me. HAHAHAHAHA because is hard to find me now as my specs ain't brightly coloured. wooohoo. ah, going down to rp next tuesday to buy my laptop! like yay, finally? :D lol. can blog all day longgggggggggggggggggg, youtube, twitter, friendster, watch korean dramas at mysoju.com, facebook with cheryl's account because mine have prob ): oh man. oh and one more thing, i hope my 17th birthday will be an enjoyable one! this is gonna be random. sometimes ah, i get jealous of sweet couples because i dun have one! eeee bleah, not fair. i should try newurbanmale eh? i came up with something stupid yesterday and i told my friend while shopping at suntec, i said if there were more lesbians in singapore, they leave more men for us to choose. hahahah true mah? or rubbish? weird combinations too like ugly bf with pretty gf, ugly gf with handsome bf, both ugly and both good-looking! i should get a good looking bf ah? hahaha because i am good looking! sorry, extremely bhb! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i am numb-ed.
happy blessed 18th birthday, kk. well he's a cg member of mine who loves to beatbox and dance! :D my birthday is 8 days awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and i will officially turn 17! like finally. :D *hint hint* will take many pictures during my birthday if i were to camwhore! muhahahaha! oh man, i am crappinggggggggg now lah. very sleepy! i wanna buy more stuff onlineeeeeee. wheehooo because last week i bought a super cute bag online :D very childish but it is seriously cute and because the blogger is also hot too. opps. anyway i want these items for my birthday: -everlast jacket/NUM korea jacket -specs -LEE JUN KI'S NEW ALBUM!!!! -new bag (random) -shoes (random) -ed hardy basic tee (i saw new designs yesterday after so longgggggg.) -wonderful dinner with friends and family! -LEE JUN KI WRAPPED UP INFRONT OF MY DOORSTEP BY REGISTERED MAIL! (lol, it will never ever happen in my whole life!)
i think that should be all :D i think i very greedy leh. -.- anyway my eyes are closing, gonna eat my cannot-make-me-sleep-like-a-baby medicine ): hais. anyway, i miss lee jun ki, i wonder what is he doing right know in korea? ahhhhh, okay i am too sleepy already! so morning/night! :D p.s, eh rp have hunks anot? LOL.
currently at my daddy's house now! :D yesterday i went out with sam (my trainee group member) from usher ministry for a catching up session, yup he's still hilarious and lame. LOL! met him at newton because he wanna apply for some french classes as he will be going to france to study. wahhhhhhhhh gooooooooooooood eh! bad bad bad thing happened, i dropped my phone for the 2nd time and this time it left scratches on my phone, ahhhh heartpain lah! afterwhich, we took a bus to lido for a coffee and had a funny and stupid conversation :D since he's 26, i asked why he dun wanna get married? he told me he wanna work and go for further studies, unlike women who wanna get married fast to some super rich guy, sit at home shake leg, look after kids, cook and gossip together with some other housewives. etc. i shared about mine too! LOL. subway for dinner and he went home. since i was at orchard, i went to ed hardy to collect my shirt and sadly the stones can't be replaced so i have to go down to arab street tomorrow. ahhhhhhhhhhh! last purchase was at cineleisure, bought lee jun ki's pomegranate drink! yay finally! went home after that, hais, boring life. ): ate my korean noodles for supper, fat fat fat! woke up like 12 this afternoon, hahahaha slacked, tv till 4 plus and went down to my mum's shop for prawn noodles. yup life's this boring = no life! bleah :p oh and i crystallised my phone because of those scratches. ): : : : : : logged on to twitter, realised Pastor Kong put on braces, how cool man? :D his teeth are straight enough what, aren't they? ahhhhhhhhh, the holidays had been too long and i actually lost track of time and and and my eng standard dropped big time, ahhh, need to brush up my eng skills before school starts! better than some cheena people who goes to dictionary.com to find all those bombastic words and bombed their way through their whole blog posts. LOL. i didn't know i can be this bimbotic but it is just a comment because i am way too boredddddddddddddd. i mean you dun find it irritating when asian girls are speaking in a slang eng? oh man, especially those from girls' school, total turn-off! *eh, not me hor? i was from a girls' school.* anyway, 'VIRGIN SNOW' was greattttttttttt :D the lead actress is pretty and of course LEE JUN KI, the hottest! she went missing because she wanted to escape from her broken family and went over to some uni to study and 2 years later he met lee jun ki after running away from him 2 years back. sad story actually. go watch it yourself, i dun wanna be the movie spoiler. :D k, gonna check out for a new specs tomorrow. black frame maybe? wanna dye my hair soon! HAH! will update soon! oh, my birthday is comingggggggggggggggggggggggg. 9 more days and is on the friday the 13th! ahhhhh, i dun believe in friday the 13th because i believe in GOD! :D I WANT LEE JUN KI'S NEW ALBUM FOR MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY! :D
