why are we looking for the rainbow when it hasn't even rained?

sweet tooth

1:12 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007

The good people always leave huh? The cupcake was given by one of the lawyers I work with.

Thanks Nad! :D The cupcake was too cute to eat!

blast from the past

1:07 PM
Saturday, June 02, 2007

Coming soon at a theatre near YOU!

Doubts

11:31 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007

It used to make me smile
As I watched you sleep
Soundly.
Peacefully.
Your steady breathing
Matching your heartbeat.

Looking so angelic
Eyes shut and a smile
Upon your lips
But now I wonder
If your smile was
ever for me?

Stop Looking For The Rainbow

3:58 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Sometimes it’s just a waste of time
To just watch you drive
Almost a sinful pleasure
You, being in control of where we’re heading
Driving aimlessly looking for something
To satisfy this hunger
This barrenness you felt.
Just like I did
A failure attempt
Striving to survive
Struggling to save ourselves
To save us from being void
Then reality sinks in fast
The perfect senseless conclusion
Why are we looking for the rainbow
when it hasn’t even rained?

same old brand new you

3:42 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007

HEY!! I'm back. and I hope it's for the good of mankind...

Have been out from the blogging world for a looong time...

Felt like a new born baby...actually I planned to scrap this blog and start a new one all over again.. but what's the difference? At least I have the older post in here.

Okay here's post number one...

mooshi mooshi

10:13 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year everyone! And also Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims.. okay... belated.. heheh.

Spent the first day of 2007 with a bang by doing --- watching a movie.. haha. How exciting, I know. It's just that feeling a tad lazy, so best way to spend a 4-day weekend is to chill. Anyways, went to catch Death Note 2. Yeah, the japanese anime-turn-movie that everyone is talking about. Well, not EVERYONE. But everyone in the nime circle that is. I love Japanese Anime, but I was a bit reluctant on this one. I find the anime a tad slow moving compared to X (Clamp), Bleach, Inuyasha or Samurai X. But after watching Death Note 1 the movie, it's quite interesting I guess. Probably because the movie is moving at a faster speed than the anime or manga is. Anyways, because we went to watch a Japanese film, we felt like it was only right to "feeling" Japanese a bit lah. Went to Ramen 10 to eat some Jap food. Hahaha.. Okay, Hope 2007 is gonna be a great one!

Back in the village...

10:50 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006

For the first time in my life I can truly said that I "balik kampong". ("Balik" means "return" and "kampong" means "village". "Balik kampong" in Malay means to go back to your village hometown where you were originally from.) Okay so, it's not exactly MY kampong. I wasn't from there. I'm a city-born kid. But I've always envied people saying they are going back to their kampong for Hari Raya and stuff. I do go to my Uncle's kampong and my Grandaunts kampong in JB. But it's a one day affair, more like visiting. Not exactly "return".

Last weekend, I actually went to a village somewhere in Indonesia. My late-grandfather's relatives' village. And stayed there for 3 days...YES. A city girl like me in a VILLAGE. Okay, so I cheated. I stayed in a hotel. But still for the rest of the day was spent going all over the island to visit god knows how many long lost relatives...not to mention some cute second-cousins and all! Hehhee...

The 2 hour ferry ride is one that I will not forget for a long time. I almost thought I was on a jet-ski. It was raining,mind you. I was not exactly sea-sick but I think my heart stopped beating on a few occasions when the whole ferry jumped. I'm not kidding.

One of the thing I valued while I was there was well, time. It's like you have all the time in the world. Yes, I was on leave, so I wouldn't think about work. But see even if we're at home, we'll be thinking of doing so many thing we didn't get to do on a daily basis due to work. And in the end, we tire ourselves trying to do so many things. But over there, its like you have all the time in the world. No planning whatsoever. It's all impromtu, whirlwind ride. It's a carefree life I could get used to.

And sleep is another thing which is weird. Somehow the night seems so long and you've felt like you've slept enough and when you turn to look at your watch. It's only 5.30AM. Here, I've always felt like I didn't get enough sleep!

Can I survive there? Well, apart from being a prey for all the mozzies there (I think I've donated so much blood!), and the "toilet and bathroom" situation, it's a peaceful place to unwind. Do I want to live there? Err...let's just say that if I buy over the whole island and build proper plumbing system and roads, it's a possible place to migrate to. :D