It's something that have been kept deep inside for a long time.
Sometimes I cant help but to think that I have given up the right to feel like this.
Perhaps it's the lack of sleep.
Perhaps it's the increasing workload.
Perhaps it's the songs playing in the corridors.
Perhaps, I've never changed.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
How's life
I tried to flip the baby to supine position, he cried.
My second time handling babies in neonatal ICU.
Not knowing what to do, I stuck my little finger into his mouth. It was sufficiently cleaned, I assure you.
He stopped crying.
I removed my finger, still determined to flip the baby over so I can examine his chest.
I removed my finger, still determined to flip the baby over so I can examine his chest.
He cried again. This time the little finger trick ain't working anymore.
My second time handling babies in neonatal ICU.
Obviously I need more training.
First class.
Sometimes I wonder, if my diligence can ever come to the same level as my ego.
My clinical skills is pretty much non existent.
Sometimes I wonder, if my diligence can ever come to the same level as my ego.
My clinical skills is pretty much non existent.
My groupmates. Quite happening, eh? Picnic in sultan's garden. I'm surprised we didnt get shot, considering that we were going to steal some fruit from the garden.
Boardgame retreat with JC
Work hard, play harder. It's about time to play hard and work harder.
But overall it's been a fruitful semester, more so since I've found my partner in crime. :)
Edit: Saw this note posted by Jison Chen on facebook. I have no idea who he is, but I see wisdom in his words.. Valuable lesson for me :) Share it with you guys-
Edit: Saw this note posted by Jison Chen on facebook. I have no idea who he is, but I see wisdom in his words.. Valuable lesson for me :) Share it with you guys-
A不喜歡吃雞蛋，每次發了雞蛋都給B吃。剛開始B很感謝，久而久之便習慣了。習慣了，便理所當然了。於是，直到有一天，A將雞蛋給了C，B就不爽了。她忘記了這個雞蛋本來就是A的，A想給誰都可以。為此，她們大吵一架，從此絕交。
有一年，很熱的夏天，一隊人出去漂流。
女孩的拖鞋在玩水的時候，把拖鞋掉下去了，沉底了。到岸邊的時候，全是曬的很燙的鵝卵石，他們要走很長的一段路。於是，女孩兒就向別人尋求幫忙，可是誰都只有一雙拖鞋。女孩心裏很不爽，因為她習慣了向別人求助，而只要撒嬌就會得到滿意地答覆。可是這次卻沒有。她忽然覺得這些人都不好，都見死不救。
後來，有一個男孩將自己的拖鞋給了她，然後自己赤腳在那曬得滾燙的鵝卵石上走了很久的路。還自嘲說是鐵板燒。女孩表示感謝，男孩說，你要記住，沒有誰是必須要幫你的。幫你是出於交情，不幫你是應該。女孩記住了男孩的話，自此以後學會了對施以援手的人銘記在心，並給以更大的回報。
很多時候，我們總是希望得到別人的好。
一開始，感激不盡。可是久了，便是習慣了。習慣了一個人對你的好，便認為是理所應當的。有一天不對你好了，你便覺得怨懟。其實，不是別人不好了，而是我們的要求變多了。習慣了得到，便忘記了感恩.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
still awake?
He looked at her intently as she focused on scooping the last bit of her dinner carefully into her spoon. Rice, vege, potato, must be in equal proportions. He's used to her habits.
She caught him looking. "Is there something on my face?". Cliche.
She's obviously clueless.
He smiled and told her what he saw.
She smiled too.
He melted.
Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know
She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves
Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know
She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves
To give all my heart
A reason to fly
The one I can live for
A reason for life
She caught him looking. "Is there something on my face?". Cliche.
She's obviously clueless.
He smiled and told her what he saw.
She smiled too.
He melted.
Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know
She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves
Every part in my heart I'm giving out
Every song on my lips I'm singing out
Any fear in my soul I'm letting go
And anyone who ask I'll let them know
She's the one, she's the one
I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one
I say it proud
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
For the whole crowd
Ring a bell, Ring a bell
I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves
To give all my heart
A reason to fly
The one I can live for
A reason for life
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Boundaries
A step away from the line he stood.
The line that he has crossed countless times.
The line that he is fully aware that he has no right crossing.
He was so tempted to cross it again.
Yet he is still standing there.
Hoping for someone to meet him there and erase the lines for him this time.
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"if a chain is on your door, I understand."
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Everybody is graduating.
Will I be ready when it's my turn?
The line that he has crossed countless times.
The line that he is fully aware that he has no right crossing.
He was so tempted to cross it again.
Yet he is still standing there.
Hoping for someone to meet him there and erase the lines for him this time.
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"if a chain is on your door, I understand."
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Everybody is graduating.
Will I be ready when it's my turn?
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Tahun Empat
This will be an exciting year.
Psy'chia'try, O&G, Paeds.
Last year has been a rather disappointing year.. This year will be different.
I will stick to my new groupmates and suck some hardworking juice from them muahaha.
Psy'chia'try, O&G, Paeds.
Last year has been a rather disappointing year.. This year will be different.
I will stick to my new groupmates and suck some hardworking juice from them muahaha.
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