
I signed the kids up for Mother's Day Out even though there is only a little over a month left. I really am worried that they are just spending too much time cooped up with me and that they need to get out with other kiddos their age. So I found this really sweet, small program that had two spaces available and they could start this past Tuesday.
When I took them, I had to herd them into the church because I was carrying Hailey and that was the first time I had ever let them walk alone (by myself!) It's not the easiest thing to do with small toddlers! Get out their stuff and signing them in was easy enough, and their teacher took them into the room to get them settled. I felt myself getting upset because I was so concerned about them, but I decided to let them go on into their classroom by themselves so they wouldn't see me leave. They are so independent and they had already started playing.
Hailey and I went running errands (boy, 1 kid is easy!!) and came back home. I had just gotten her fed and me fed when the phone rang. I saw the church on the caller id and my heart just dropped. The director was calling to say that Avery and Pete had been crying all morning and I needed to come pick them up! I'm not sure I've ever driven so fast in my life because I could just picture my babies sitting there bawling!
When I got there, they were in their classroom, both sitting in the directors lap just sniffling. It was so sad, they looked just dazed. Avery had her back to me and when I bent down to say hi to them, she turned around, reached for me and just started bawling. It broke my heart. Then Pete came to me crying. So there were the 3 of us hugging in the middle of the classroom crying!
The school was sweet, they said it happens all the time. On Thursday I'm going to try to stay for a little bit until they get settled. I think maybe it was overwhelming for them and then they turned around and I wasn't there.
So today we did a dry run, I put them down for a nap right after breakfast and then when it would be time to go to school I loaded everyone in the car and we went to see the bluebonnets. Hopefully on Thursday it will go just as smoothly!
