woots around 3 hours more is year 2008 !!!

this year is the worse year i ever had

ya i say alot times liao but it is true anyway

it is as though i am cursed in 2007

well hope tmr will be a better year lol

today charlotte , jia lin and brian came to my house

we have to do the stupid asp.net assignment

seriously till now

i find my course is the most stupid course ever

and why the heck did i ever choose this course

the jobs out there so flooded and i dont like it

everyday programming

for 3 years still programming

if i really fail again i really wan quit school liao

what for waste time in a school and course that i hate so much

YES I HATE NYP

READ MY WORDS

I HATE NYP


u may ask why i hate it so much

first of all the lecturers sucks

ask them for help u know wad they say ?

figure urself -_-

HELLO WE CAME TO LEARN

WE DUNO MEANS REALLY DUNO WAD

WAD CAN U DO ?

WANT US STUDY 24/7 AND MEMORISE EVERYDAY ?

DO PROGRAMMING 24/7 ?

END UP AS A COMPUTER GEEK ?

SHEESH !

I RATHER BE A JAP MANIAC STUDY JAP EVERYDAY

LEARN HOW TO PLAY GUITAR EVERYDAY

I ALSO WONT WANT TO DO PROGRAMMING I TELL U

AND BESIDES THAT

WHY

EVERY CLASS HAVE TO HAVE 1 BLACK SHEEP !

THROW INSIDE YELLOW RIVER THE RIVER ALSO BLACK

ok i dont want to say anymore

later i write 1 post become 3 or 4 post long

well back to topic

doing asp.net

i do havent even 1/4 i no mood do liao

then i slacked

then when mum came back i called pizza hut !!!

we ate and chat like siao lol

and yea brian showed us his footage of him

in beijing and xi an

he wanted us to go after our 2nd year which is next year

actually i dont mind goin haha

altho i wan to go tokyo or osaka !

yea then they went to see my koi

then go home le ok lai picture time

only got 2 better than nothing x)



this is jia lin's new mouse so cool right ?



and one of the pizza

we ordered the family meal

it comes wif 2 pizza 2 garlic bread and 1 pepsi

38 dollars ... quite worth it i think =/

ok thats all for today

night !!!

and early happy new year !!!!

today can say very happy !

went to tampines today

bought a zinc bag for 36.90

well mum pay of course

then after that ate seoul garden

hmm then went walking

today my dad pocket 1 big hole x)

FINALLY I GOT MY K850I WOOTS !!!!

and my sis bought a w910i black colour

my k850i is green

altho phone memory lose my nokia N73

who cares !!!

finally got rid of nokia phones le !!!

well still learning how to use sony ericsson phones

thier pc suite is definitely better than nokia

is much more user friendly and u can drag and drop

nokia so ma fun lah nth to say

and hor nvr eat din tai fung

sux la thier service wait so long de

i go eat ramen come back le i think

those people still at the queue lor

k la post 2 photo x)

hmm today went to bugis with

ahma, my sis and yuki

hmm today quite boring la

didnt do much

then we went bugis lan play audi

then went dhoby ghaut

ahhhh so boring sigh

tmr going tampines hope got more thing to buy ba

today juz bought converse socks



lolz k i try to make it funny SG style =x

presenting hmm a fighting scene ? lolz



OI YOU !!!!!



WHAT U WAN I NVR DO ANYTHING WHY U LIKE THAT



*ARBISH*



*FAINTS*



LOL I SO PRO



ok this i duno what to put as captions

so erm ahem

the end x)

blogger ah so slow

press new post 26 sec later than come out

ahem ahem

well today lets talk about

smokers and drinkers

ok i really despise people who smoke

as for drinking erm i ownself also drink

so er lets juz forget about drinking XD

ok is like want to smoke can !

shoo far far away from your family and friends

stupid smokers

is not u all tio lung cancer is we people

who nvr smoke that tio becos of your

2nd hand smoke -_-

and hor speaking of smokers

every morning i walk to nyp from yck mrt

so many bastards smoking and u can see

haze around u !

by end of 3 years nvr tio lung cancer is fake one

i tell u !!!!

ok lai show u bad example



see haiz

kato smoke also sia bad example dont learn hor

somemore

he also



drink beer

tsk tsk wan die early also dont torture la =x

ok must not curse my idol LOL

so bad

ok juz dont follow the above bad example ah !

HAVE A GOOD DAY :)

Romanji

*issou no koto wasuretai konna ni mo setsunai nara
namida fure hitomi tojireba
ima demo kimi no egao ima demo kimi no kaori
konna ni mo daisuki datta nante

yuugure no eki no HOOMU(home) futari sumikkono BENCHI(bench) no suwari
kimi ga noru hazu no densha wo nanbon miokuttandarou
boku wa utsumuitamama kimi no namida ni kizuiteitakara
sayonara suru no ga kowakatta sono mige te wo hanasenakatta
saishu densha no BERU(bell) ga nari hibite kimi wa kyuu ni tachi agatte
muri shite tsukutta egao de 「ima made arigato」tte itta
kao wo agetara hashirisatte chisana senaka
iki ba wo ushinatta hidari te wa sabishiku fueteta

repeat*

itsu kara ka kokoro futari sure chigai
tanoshikatta ano koro uso mitai
yume mitai no sugoshita mainichi no naka dezureteitteita TAIMINGU(timing)
mou ano koro ni modorenai no minareta hazu no keshiki sae mo
woo~ sukoshi nanka ga chigau omoi ga nijin de namida ga dechau
kuruma no naka ya machi no naka ya issho no sugoshita heya no naka
arundekita ironna kisetsu wo kore kara hitori dake de miteku no
taisetsu na kimochi ya omoi de atama no naka meguru omoi de
itsumo no tonari boku no soba ni mou kimi ga inai

**mada wasurerarenai soko ni kimi wa inai no ni
namida fure hitomi tojireba
ima mo kimi no subete wo karada chuu ga oboeteru
dare yori mo boku wo aishitekureta

nee kimi wa ima koro dono no sora no shita wo aruiteru no?
donna hito to de ai nagara donna hibi wo sigoshiteiru no
honto wa kimi no shiawase wo boku wa negau ubeki dakedo
gomen ne mada sonna ni tsuyoku narenai

repeat*
repeat**

Kanji

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

夕暮れの駅のホーム　二人　隅っこのベンチに座り
君が乗るはずの電車を　何本見送ったんだろう
僕はうつむいたまま　君の涙に気づいていたから
さよならするのが恐かった　その右手を離せなかった
最終電車のベルが鳴り響いて　君は急に立ち上がって
無理して作った笑顔で「今までありがとう」って言った
顔を上げたら　走り去ってく小さな背中
行き場を失った左手は　さびしく震えてた

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

いつからか心二人すれちがい　
楽しかったあの頃嘘みたい
夢見たいに過ごした毎日の中でずれていってたタイミング
もうあの頃に戻れないの　見慣れたはずの景色さえも
Woo　少し何かが違う　想いがにじんで　涙が出ちゃう
車の中や街の中や　一緒に過ごした部屋の中
歩んできた色んな季節を　これから一人だけで見てくの
大切な気持ちや想いで　頭の中めぐる思い出
いつもの隣　僕のそばに　もう君がいない

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる
誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた

ねえ君は今頃　どこの空の下を歩いているの？
どんな人と出会いながら　どんな日々を過ごしているの
本当は君の幸せを　僕は願うべきだけど
ごめんね　まだそんなに強くなれない

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる
誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた


Translation

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it all
When I close my tear-filled eyes,
even now I can see your smile, smell your fragrance
I didn't realize just how much I loved you

夕暮れの駅のホーム　二人　隅っこのベンチに座り
君が乗るはずの電車を　何本見送ったんだろう
僕はうつむいたまま　君の涙に気づいていたから
さよならするのが恐かった　その右手を離せなかった
最終電車のベルが鳴り響いて　君は急に立ち上がって
無理して作った笑顔で「今までありがとう」って言った
顔を上げたら　走り去ってく小さな背中
行き場を失った左手は　さびしく震えてた

Sitting together on a bench in the corner of the station at dusk,
I wonder how many times we watched your train pass by
See your tears, I couldn't look anywhere but the floor
I was afraid of saying goodbye; I didn't think I could let go of that right hand
At the bell signalling the final train, you suddenly stood
With a forced smile, you said, "Thank you for everything"
When I looked up, I saw your small, retreating back
My left hand, losing its place, trembled with loneliness

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it all
When I close my tear-filled eyes,
even now I can see your smile, smell your fragrance
I didn't realize just how much I loved you

いつからか心二人すれちがい　
楽しかったあの頃嘘みたい
夢見たいに過ごした毎日の中でずれていってたタイミング
もうあの頃に戻れないの　見慣れたはずの景色さえも
Woo　少し何かが違う　想いがにじんで　涙が出ちゃう
車の中や街の中や　一緒に過ごした部屋の中
歩んできた色んな季節を　これから一人だけで見てくの
大切な気持ちや想いで　頭の中めぐる思い出
いつもの隣　僕のそばに　もう君がいない

Somewhere along the way, our hearts started to miscoordinate
Our happier times seemed so far away
In those days that were like dreams, our timing started to shift
We can't return to those days, or even that scenery we were so used to has changed
Woo Something is a little bit different -- the memories blur, and tears start to flow
Inside the car, inside the the town, or in this room where we spent time together
Alone, I'm going to watch the seasons that we walked together as they pass
With these precious feelings and memories that circle around in my head
You were always right next to me, but you're not here anymore

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる
誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた

Even though you're not here anymore, I still can't forget
When I close my tear-filled eyes,
My body still remembers everything about you
You loved me more than anyone

ねえ君は今頃　どこの空の下を歩いているの？
どんな人と出会いながら　どんな日々を過ごしているの
本当は君の幸せを　僕は願うべきだけど
ごめんね　まだそんなに強くなれない

Hey, where is the sky that you're walking under around now?
With what kinds of people are you living what kinds of days
Although I really should be praying for your happiness
I'm sorry, I can't be that strong quite yet

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香り
こんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it all
When I close my tear-filled eyes,
even now I can see your smile, smell your fragrance
I didn't realize just how much I loved you

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに
涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば
今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる
誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた

Even though you're not here anymore, I still can't forget
When I close my tear-filled eyes,
My body still remembers everything about you
You loved me more than anyone

hey hey everyone !

yea well first of all bought a jacket last sat ah i think

lol nvm here it is



and i so jealous

my neighbour went to hokkaido too !!!

ahma also go hokkaido !!!!

so not fair lah

well my neighbour bought this for my family



and ahma bought me CUP NOODLE WEEE

I JUZ ATE IT SO DAM NICE CAN

IS LIKE 100 TIMES BETTER THAN SG NOODLES

SERIOUSLY U GUYS REALLY MUZ TRY

ONCE I GO TO JAPAN I GOING BUY

5 BIG BOXES OF STUFF BACK TO SG !

I DONT CARE AH

MY PARENTS ALSO SAY CAN DE SO I SHALL BUY !!!

First of all

this is how it look like from outside



and the inside



and after add water and wait 5 mins !!!!

TADA !!!!



and of course after finish eating




japan oh japan !

T.T

I WANT TO GO !!!!

RAWR

ALTHOUGH I WANT SEE FMB MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE

LOL !

AND MY ANGEL ONLINE LV 30 LE

CAN RIDE WOLF WAHAHAHA



OH AND LAST THING

HAPPY BOXING DAY !!!!!!

ok first things first

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all my family and friends

yes and 6 more days to 2008 !

good riddens 2007

you are my life's worse year ever !

hope 2008 will me a more merrier one !

and hope today will be a better day for me too

Although my blog song is Lovin life

i dont think i love my life heh


X) !!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

duno what is wrong with me these days

so many thoughts

it's driving me crazy

things like should i continue poly or not

what i want in the future

what i want in life

the purpose of living in this world

why i was born

JUZ TOO MUCH TO THINK

haiya anyway =/

yesterday was a blast

yea my cousins nvr fail to make my life more colourful

well at least my family are always there for me

anyway back to the gathering yesterday hmm

well next cousin gathering quick come =)

if i can have a second chance

i wish i can reverse time back to the good old sec sch days

wonder why i chose nyp and a stupid course

one thing is for sure

i hope i can pick up music and get the hell out of

the IT line

it is just not wad i want

this post so lor sor ahem

so i shall end it here

oh yesh

and good luk to FMB de 1st jap tour =)

hope they will be more and more popular

MERRY XMAS EVE HEH X)

ほら風が動き出した まだ諦めたりはしない
太陽を雲の先に感じる 逆風でいろうと

この胸は夢を描いてくよ　どこまでも高く
自由に舞うのさ　my heart draws A DREAM
Oh　降り立つ彼方で目を開けたら
笑顔のままの君に逢える気がして
ルラララ 逢えるといいな

ねえ 息を合わせたなら もっと高く飛べるはずさ
そこからは未来が見えるかな？
二人であろうと

この胸は夢を描いてくよ　遥かなる時を
飛び越えてくのさ my heart draws A DREAM
いつの日かきっと叶うといいな
笑顔のままの君で居られるのに

さあ手を伸ばし 今、解き放とう
心は誰も縛られはしない
視線は日差しを捉えてる
どんな冷めた世界でも

誰も皆
夢を描くよ 夢を描くよ 夢を描くよ
Our hearts draws A DREAM
夢を描くよ 夢を描くよ 夢を描くよ... ほら

Oh 降り 立って彼方で 目を開けたら 絶や
あぁ　笑顔のままの 君に会えるといいな



Hora kaze ga ugoki dashita mada akirametari ha shinai
Taiyou wo kumo no saki ni kanjiru kyakufuu de irou to

Kono mune ha yume wo egaiteku yo dokomademo takaku
Jiyuu ni mau no sa My Heart draws a dream
Oh oritatsu kanata de me wo aketara
Egao no mama no kimi ni aeru ki ga shite
rurarara Aeru to ii na rarara

Nee iki wo awaseta nara motto takaku toberu hazusa
Soko kara ha mirai ga mieru kana?
Futari de arouto

Kono mune ha yume wo egaiteku yo harukanaru toki wo
tobi koeteku no sa my Heart draws a dream
itsu no hi ka kitto kanau to ii na
egao no mama no kimi de irareru noni

saa te wo nobashi ima, tokihanatou
kokoro ha dare mo shibarare ha shinai
shisen ha hizashi wo toraeteru
Donna sameta sekai de mo

Dare mo minna
yume wo egaku yo
yume wo egaku yo
yume wo egaku yo
Our hearts draws a dream
yume wo egaku yo
yume wo egaku yo
yume wo egaku yo ...hora

Oh oritayatte kanata de me wo aketara
Aa egao no mama no kimi ni aeru to ii na

lai lai some photos taken on 14 december at clarke quay haha
















Oh yes today asashi tv got

MSSL !!!!! (Music Station Super Live)

GOT FMB !!!!!

but haiz sadded lah animax always never show specvial de

btw it is 3 hours and feature alot jap singers

like FMB, L'Arc~en~Ciel, KAT-TUN, etc

but no have BoA sad sia =/

cause she have to be in korea for something

so cant attend

oh well i have to find someway to view MSSL MUAHAHA

Here's a song for u





been thinking alot these few days

what do i really want in life

i also thought about dropping out of poly

seriously IT is not what i really want to do

it just so happen i kena this course

i am also amazed that something

this something has made my life so much better

it is MUSIC

pretty weird for me to say

i wanna go into music right ?

yea i think so too

i did ask my mum if i could learn bass guitar

she said can -_-

for the first time she's very supportive

hmm she also said at least cheaper than piano(lol)

well i still have till january to think

hope i really make a decision by then

so yep back to thinking

oh ya if u ask why am i so siao about FMB

let me tell u why

it juz so called inspired me

thier songs are very hmm how to say

like our everyday life

and after watching thier mvs

i feel very inspired by it

and er the bass guitar inspiration comes from

L'Arc~en~Ciel

duno why i juz love the sound of it ^_^

k enough of crapping already

x)

ALWAYS

作詞 & 作曲: FUNKY MONKEY BABYS

ポジティブとネガティブが交差
時にHURRY UP 時にSLOW DOWN
不安定になりがちな日々に
マイクを掴んで叫ぶFLOWが
一筋の光になるといい
君に捧げるラプソディー
そんな余分なプレッシャー
はね退けてまたステップアップ

DON’T CRY 一人だけで
すべてを抱え込んで
どんぐらい冷たい涙流してきたの
DON’T CRY もう心配ないよ
君が何度も転んで
そうとう辛い時でも

※ALWAYS どんなに君が遠くへ
歩いていったとしても ずっと見守る
ALWAYS いつか栄光のゴールへ
君が迷わないように ずっと支えたい※

自分の夢を塞ぎこむな
心配ないって大丈夫さ
分かりあえる仲間がいると
乗り越えられるはずなんだきっと
あの日の悲しみも挫折も
IT’S ALRIGHT 明日は晴れるよ
大切なものはMY SOUL
君が笑顔なら最高級

分かってる一人だけで
まだ見ぬ明日を目指して
がんばってる君のその後姿を見て
分かってる もう心配ないよ
君がふと目を閉じれば
そこに立ってる いつでも

(※くり返し)

いつだって止まない雨はないよ
泣いた後には笑って
誰だって生きてれば
辛い事ばっかりじゃないから

その向かい風が追い風になる日
信じてTRY AGAIN
つないだ手は離さないぜ いつでも

ALWAYS どんなに君が遠くへ
歩いていったとしても ずっと見守る
ALWAYS いつか栄光のゴールへ
君が迷わないように ずっと支えたい
ALWAYS どんなに君が遠くへ
歩いていったとしても ずっと見守る
ALWAYS いつか栄光のゴールへ
君が迷わないように ずっと支えたい

Romanji

POJITIBU to NEGATIBU ga kousa
Toki ni HURRY UP toki ni SLOW DOWN
Fuantei ni nari gachi na hibi ni
MAIKU wo tsukan de sakebu FLOW ga
Hitosuji no hikari ni naru to ii
Kimi ni sasageru RAPUSODII
Sonna yobun na PURESSHAA
Hane nokete mata SUTEPPU APPU

DON’T CRY hitori dakede
Subete wo kakae konde
Dongurai tsumetai namida nagashite kita no
DON’T CRY mou shinpai nai yo
Kimi ga nando mo koronde
Soutou tsurai toki demo

*ALWAYS donna ni kimi ga tooku he
Aruite itta toshite mo zutto mimamoru
ALWAYS itsuka eikou no GOORU he
Kimi ga mayowa nai you ni zutto sasaetai

Jibun no yume wo fusagikomu na
Shinpai nai tte daijoubu sa
Wakari aeru nakama ga iru to
Norikoerareru hazu nanda kitto
Ano hi no kanashimi mo zasetsu mo
IT’S ALRIGHT ashita wa hareru yo
Taisetsu na mono wa MY SOUL
Kimi ga egao nara saikoukyuu

Wakatteru hitori dakede
Mada minu asu wo mezashite
Ganbatteru kimi no sono ushirosugata wo mite
Wakatteru mou shinpai nai yo
Kimi ga futo me wo tojireba
Soko ni tatteru itsudemo

*Repeat

Itsudatte yama nai ame wa nai yo
Naita ato ni wa waratte
Dare datte ikitereba
Tsurai koto bakkari ja nai kara

Sono mukai kaze ga oikaze ni naru hi
Shinjite TRY AGAIN
Tsunaida te ha hanasa nai ze itsudemo

ALWAYS donnani kimi ga tooku he
Aruite itta toshite mo zutto mimamoru
ALWAYS itsuka eikou no GOORU he
Kimi ga mayowa nai you ni zutto sasaetai
ALWAYS donnan i kimi ga tooku he
Aruite itta toshite mo zutto mimamoru
ALWAYS itsuka eikou no GOORU he
Kimi ga mayowa nai you ni zutto sasaetai

i prefer kanji(even though dont understand -_-)

so i put it first then romanji XD

well after so long i have decided to blog

ok u all know why i quit blog la -.-

ok dont want to remember le haha

to that bastard he really need to get a life x)

ok so well

yesterday went prawning

and last last week i think forgot le

i tio dengue ouch so xin ku can x(

ya and recently er 2 weeks or 3 weeks ago

started to love fmb and

THEY ARE NOT MY LAO GONGS !!!!

ok and bought thier 2nd album

60 bucks ok ! lol but aiya heck care

so yea today is 18 december

KATO'S BIRTHDAY !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATO

29 YEARS OLD LIAO LOLZ

(altho dont really look like 29)

well hope wadever his wishes are will come true

and hmm yea wad to say ah -.-

er ok nvm nth to say liao lolz

HOPE ALL THE PEOPLE I KNOW




STAY HAPPY FOREVER =DDD