The many sides of man

Father Lord!
I cry out to you...
I feel so lost, so weary...
I want to draw strength from you...
I know I cannot do this on my own...
I know I need you o' Father...
Hear your child's cries, Father...
It's not so easy to be your light...
your light tt shines through the darkness...
I've barely started and I'm surrounded by darkness...
O' father....
I'm am assured of victory yet I'm afraid...
I'm wanna cling on to your solid rock...
Change me, mould me into your perfect plan for me....
I'm thoroughly reliant on you now... I really am....
Take my will, and let my life be wholly thine...

'Tis the season to be mugging,
Falalalala lalalala~

'Tis the season to be studying,
Falalalala lalalala~

Studying by day, Mugging by night,
Falala, falala, falalalala~

'Tis the season to be mugging,
Falalalala lalalala~

I dun mean to but I broke the vase...
If only everything could return to ....
just before I broke the vase...

我有一只小毛驴，
从来也不骑。
有一天我心血来潮，
骑着去赶集。
我手里拿着小驴鞭，
我心里真得意。
不知怎么哗啦啦啦啦，
我摔了一身泥。

Thank you for the postcard and the encouragement!

These few days staying in hall might be have been exhaustive...
Late nights early mornings...
Dun think I wanna stay until exams which I originally wanted...
Guess home is still the best place...
I dunno but I think I would want to move into PGP with Boss and Big Boss nex sem..
Gotta beef up my monetary reserves...
Ahhaha

Getting ready for Practical Exam nex week have not made a significant progress...
If only I could be better in math and the algorithm...
Oh ya, I still haven't email my exam schedule to Junwei...
Win liao..
Hope he won't murder me..
ahahah... jkjk...

I feel like I'm talking to myself but I guess this way makes my thoughts organised...
Relieves some stress and hopefully can put some light into the questions I ponder...
Oh well...
Tts all for now...
ZzZzZzZz...

Why am I doing so many things?
What is my motivation?
Why can I withstand all this?
Where does my heart belong?

Gosh... tough questions?
Luckily exams questions are going to be easier than these...
I hope...

1) Recently chatted and realised that this could be the last year. Next year's attedance could hit rock botttom, considering the fact that every year it's always the same group of people... Sigh... Yar, indeed the chances to meet up will be fewer but I hope we still meet up like for countdown's every day or something like that.

2) Was talking on the MRT. Raised some issues that I have not responded and I would like to respond here. Like I was saying when someone in the church has sinned and what I believe should be done is to let the person know that he/she has sinned... Not because we are any righteouness than he/she is but because there is a need to let the person know what his/her trespasses are so that he/she can confess his/her sin and repent! And I also believe there's a second part to it, because there is a need for restoration. Instead of ostracizing, we should instead share the love of Christ to this person and help him/her restore a close relationship with God through prayers or even little actions that show care and concern.


3)Thank you kaixiang for the second cake cutting... ahaha..
Sorry Gian couldn't make it for your party happy belated eh...

4)I'm slumping in school for this and probably the weeks before exams... Erm, travelling time wasn't the only time tt was cut short... Sleeping time too..
ahaha... My eyebags are becoming a permeanent feature on my face...

5)Oh I saw 张信哲's latest album on TV... It's nice I like the MTV <<做你的男人>>。。。
Haha...

6) Did I mention I was going for a Cyberia Camp? It's a 3 day 2 nights workshop-cum-camp, staying in either temasek or raffles and be certfied for Photoshop, Flash and Dreamweaver... ahaha... too bad it's after Chalet...

Wow, my lecturer was quick to destroy evidence of a poorly set paper... (My conjecture)
After all, he claims that ALL the mid term papers are destroyed...
oh well... Just my luck to have him as my lecturer...

I just signed up for a camp that will certify me to be proficient in flash, dreamweaver, and photoshop...

Ya, I know I've been to a photoshop workshop before...
But I hope this one would bring me deeper...
And I realise I'm those kind with low creativity one...
So I rather pump up my technical skills so that partner with someone with better creativity for projects or even in work isn't it?
Besides I forsee that the certs might come in handy in 4 years time so...
Grabbing this opportunity might actually be good...

Ahaha...

Main point now:
Yet recently I lost the interest to blog...
I'm like staring at the create post page and I dunno what to do...
Staring at the templates page and dunno what to change...
Staring at my dreamweaver and I'm at a lost of what I want to create...
Staring at my photoshop and creative juices dun flow...
Staring at my flash and I do powerpoint level stuff( tts bad)...

Well... be quiet for quite some time bah...
Bored...