The many sides of man

I think I managed to get to wish 4 times...

1st time last thursday, steamboat at arts canteen...
2nd time sunday, at home with family...
3rd time tonight, exam prayer meet cum dinner...
4th time, coming soon... the cake is still in the fridge...


praise god... you make my wish come true...

1 birthday wish is not enough!!!

Can I have more? Please

I'm supposed to stay at home to study...
but my grandma's ill... and my cousin is here to stay for 4 days... 4 days!!

My "PATIENCE" just recharged to full yesterday night... this morning left half bottle already...

Sigh... He has low attention span... How do you expect me to keep him company 24hrs?Arghh...
And he makes my grandma to ngiam ngiam and ngiam non-stop.... She's ill leh... dunno what my uncle thinking...

I can't study!!!

I may not look like it....
though that I always complain about my grandma...

But I love my grandma...

Today's service was the best...
In fact, when elder david was sharing his testimony I was tearing already...
Not that I was touched my his story...
But that God's presence was just so overwhelming...
That I felt the Holy Spirit just touched me and renewed me...

I felt compelled to go up for prayer...
Not to pray for myself...
But for my grandma... She's ill...
She wouldn't tell me cause she's afraid that I'll go to visit her when she's hospitalised...
Says I got exams... dun go... pang dang...
She went for a jab today...
Gonna find out from my mum tmr...
But I think I saw a cancer research paper from her bag went came back...

Sigh... family history of cancer...
Death never seemed so fearful, not to a cdo till now...
Today's sermon is good...
God, teach me the way, show me the way, lead me the way...
I'm counting on you...

Hey, if you're reading this... Encourage me... I'm certain that I found what I'm looking for... But maybe the time isn't right... 1 day just seems like 1 year to me... crap I'm just whining la... For I'm certain God will be with me. And he'll bring the Woman to me.

What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear!

What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer!

O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,

All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.

Have we trials and temptations? Is there trouble anywhere?

We should never be discouraged; take it to the Lord in prayer.

Can we find a friend so faithful who will all our sorrows share?

Jesus knows our every weakness; take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden, cumbered with a load of care?

Precious Savior, still our refuge, take it to the Lord in prayer.

Do your friends despise, forsake you? Take it to the Lord in prayer!

In His arms He’ll take and shield you; you will find a solace there.

Blessed Savior, Thou hast promised Thou wilt all our burdens bear

May we ever, Lord, be bringing all to Thee in earnest prayer.

Soon in glory bright unclouded there will be no need for prayer

Rapture, praise and endless worship will be our sweet portion there.

Yay... very happy that I sang K today...
Weiming is so good at 合音...
Oh my gosh...
And PeiQi improved on her high notes as well...
And Wanlin is so good at the 转音...

And I screwed up my falsetto...
super sian... and took very long to warm up my voice...

Talked to a lot of people tonight...
cause suddenly felt the urge to...
wah, really felt very busy...
and still got some pple I want to talk to but din have the time...
haha

I've decided...
To give up my chance for Student Exchange Programme...

To look ahead for things of the future...
To what's more important in eternity...
To trust on God's promises...
To depend on God's strength...
To rely not on my understanding...

Lord, this is my prayer... Strengthen my heart that I may not falter, that I may not depart from you... Mould me that I may useful... Create in me a pure heart from the refining fire.

坚强 与 倔强
勇敢 与 莽撞
自信 与 自大
老实 与 愚笨
天才 与 癫疯

一线之差，如何区分？

Aug 31

Went with YiOu to watch Ratatouille at Bugis. Got my first teacher's day present. How excited.

Sept 1

Played half a round of mah-jong at Joycelyn's place with HuiQing and Kaiting/YanXing. Not shiok enuff.

Studied at macs with Linda. Yea, we're both late, hur hur.

Sept 2

Slacked the entire morning. Tuition 3 hrs at Vanessa's. She'll pass even without my help actually. I'm just there to pressure her.

Collected my allowance, and yes! I changed my loyal and stinky bag. Wanted to change my bag last sem le.

Sept 3

Jammed up the school printer while trying to print some enormously and ridiculously large files. (The irony is that it's only less than 20 pages).

LS123 was shagged but we finally managed to grasp the technique for towing. Sculling is tiring. Overall: fun. But too much chlorine.

Sept 4

Struggling with some issues. Why calculative? What am I calculating?

Bad day at the gym. No zest le.

School's fine. Home early. (6 is considered early btw).

Week 3 coming soon..
updates...

too slack...
ahaha...

debts are slowly clearing...

another busy week to look forward to...
I forgot to buy "Discovery series" from auntie Julie!

Need to buy textbooks...

Been a very busy week for me...
today is the fourth consecutive day I've reached home after 10...
tsk tsk...

many thoughts in my mind many things to settle...

Debts
Power Plug
Textbooks
Freshmen

need a new bag... got a hole in my bag le...
dunno how long this lappy's gonna last me...
finally one tuition gonna be over...
worried about how Yiou's gonna do for her prelims next week...
hope she does enuff practice not to make careless mistakes...

but next week hopefully will be more focused on studies and evax and follow up...
yupx...
everyday is great!!

Week 1: Not that I've got nothing better to do. Gotta revise all my past sem's maths. A second chance for me I guess...

Library is still a good place to sleep. I think some students complained that there were not enough seats for them. Access Control is such a waste of time. Look at the jam at the library door. Gosh.

Edi's not doing well for his maths. Vanessa's not doing well for Chem. Should I blame myself for not doing enough? Or have I already did what I can do?

Treasury running low after 4th Coy BBQ. Gotta scringe until allowance part reach me, supposedly this coming weekend but I'm not sure if it'll be on time. Still got my piggy bank to last me till the end of the month. Looks like the textbooks will have to wait.

Making good progress with Jap. Learnt more adjectives and nouns. And some sentence structure. I bettter learn as much as I can while crunchyroll is still going strong. Hahaz.

1/8-4/8 Went to Bintan Lagoon Resorts with YH, JH, SW and YZ. It's a great holiday before school reopens. The sun, the sand and the sea. Nasi Campor "Bintan Style". ATV rocks. Cool.

11/8 Shared my testimony. Shared my rejuvenating experience with God in Australia. Shared in Chinese.

Create your own Friend Test here

Went to Timbre yesterday night with YH, HX, SW and JH...
and I think Xian-de, Tim, and Sam will like the place very much...

It's actual location is on Armenian Street right on the left of the entrance to the new Fort Canning Tunnel. The band there are very nice and the al-fresco style makes it very comfortable to enjoy good music and relax. A good place to chill out. The band start playing at 10pm, good for staying out late... yeah!! Let's go after my reservist k?

Today had three tuition in a row... felt that I've overworked my brain... so wanted to overwork my body a bit... came home dragged my brother to go and run... He's no slower than me k... He's in YJ's track team... we ran 3/4 round toa payoh... shiok!!

I dunno what it is in me...
I actually look forward to BS with Pastor Chee Kin...
Haha... weird... BS has never been a looking forward thing although it's not a dreaded thing either...

Looking forward to ubin trip this sunday... Oh guys please dun cancel it... I'll cry really will....

Looking forward to meeting the TUFfers tonight.. hehe... Meeting at Hans' place... Yay... Even when everything feel so different now I still hope things are still as good as before... if not better...

^^

It's been nearly 2 weeks since I came back from Australia...
Gave away most of the gifts I've bought from Australia, lest the Crystal Tuffers...
Lesson #1: It is good to give pple gifts... Especially when you see their smiles...

Been really sporty this whole week... Played tennis, swam, cycled, going swimming later and playing badminton later...
Lesson #2: It's good to live a healthy lifestyle... "If you have depression, make sure you eat well and sleep well"

Went with the youths on a night cycling trip at East Coast... Due to the cloud cover so couldn't really see the stars... But really thank God for the opportunity to talk to Shirley... Realised that been in Tab for so long but never really engaged in such a deep conversation with Shirley. "God looks at the heart", she says.
Reflection #1: Have I placed God first in my heart when I do these things?

I dun really know... Well... Actually I do... Just that... It's not an every time thing if you know what I mean... Times can be when I'm so focused with what I am doing that I forget where my focus should lie... Really start to miss those times in Australia because each and every day I get to focus and refocus, to make sure that my focus is on God... And really, as a powerful testimony I can say that I'm a different person since I've been on this trip... Smiles have come back on my face and thats really because I know that God is real and is really good to have Him taking care of my every needs... Hallelujah! Praise God!

Cycled on my own from East Coast to Chomp Chomp... first time to try the roads on my own... But it's gets better with practice... But must look out for traffic also.. hehe...
Had a great night with the Brotherhood Expansion Pack.... ahaha... Had good laughs... especially when kena stopped by police to check our I/Cs ahahah
Too bad din get to play pool though... who cares... 开心就好。。。

Get to cycle back home... The next morning gotta return the bike... Kena the traffic jam but ok la... Cycling in a jam also quite fun... cause first time you get to overtake a car... ahaha... played tennis late morning forearm getting used to the strength and it getting bigger (I hope)... haha...
Had a great lunch and home sweet home...

Just felt dreamy and happy that the Brotherhood Expansion Pack is meeting so often this holidays... Just felt like this could really go on forever...

But of course being with them is one thing... I will also try my best not to play gooseberry... Times will be that I'll just "disappear" so as to reduce my brightness... hehe.... Wellz tts all the thoughts bah... feeling sleepy again...

Just watch a short part of the TV programme 焦点
They were filming how the kids and youths in North Korea were "educated"...
Every year 5-6 thousands kids are selected all over the country to this institute to be trained, whether is it sports or cultural.

Kids the age of 14 are already trained to be performers...
Kids the age of 5 are being trained to become chess masters of the future...
Was suddenly hit by a sense of sadness because they dun look like kids at all...
The school is more like a factory....
And the kids the goods...
It just seemed so soul-less so brain-washed...

ARGH...

Well, I'm now at Perth International Airport, and I just want to share this message with all of my friends...

A few days back I went to Hillsongs Church for Sunday Evening Service and I was deeply inspired by the message.

Psalms 115:16
The heaven, even the heavens, are the Lord's;
But the earth he has given to the children of men.

The message the visiting pastor was preaching about is keeping what is rightfully ours...
And I felt the Lord really spoke to me... About my life. About this life that is mine and I didn't keep it and take good care of it... Let myself be overcome by circumstances... Let my emotions ruin my relationship with my brothers and sisters in Christ... I am afterall, in control.

The testimony he gave was a powerful one... I would like to share with you. Remember the Hurricane Katrina that swept across New Orleans? The pastor's property was there and he told the devil," Come here. Look this house and everything inside. If you dare touch anything you're gonna pay back 7 times. I dun care about the insurance." Then he went outside and said the same thing to the devil regarding the whole compound. When the hurricane came, even the brick was sucked out of the wall of the fire station. But his compound was left untouched at all.

Hope this passage would help some of you regain control of your lives. And for some new directions in your life. ^^

Sydney now... 1 week to my return...
Praise God for the numerous people he has placed in our paths in this trip.
It is indeed a refreshing and rejuvenating trip.
Tmr going to Bondi beach and Hillsong Church in the evening.
Going with an expectation.
Something good is going to happen,
something good is in store;

busy buying presents for everyone...
Done for the brothers le....
And a few of the TUFfers...
Oh... and Hunter Valley is great...
A lot of wine...
Great wine tasting...
Red, white and dessert...

Reservist once I'm back...
Been training up every night...
Hope I dun grow fat during this trip...
Sigh...
3wks of shit again ahaha...
Oh wellz...

Hi Guys, reporting from Melbourne...
Staying at lenny's friend's place fora few nights before going to sydney...
We're safe and sound and enjoying the beautiful scenary God has blessed us with...
Praise God!

Wah..
so much things to pack dunno where to start...

Thank you Dad, for being so understanding...
Dun worry I'll go work the next hols...

Maths was a killer...
would be satisfied with a B-
MLE was ok...
Think paper was doable for everyone...
will be satisfied with a B...
CS was ok..
din perform though...
B+ or A- I think...
Tmr phy...
hope I can get something good...

Lord, I know it's not too greedy to ask of a miracle from you...

Lord, my friends are falling sick...
and if you may...
I ask you to even let me fall sick in their place..
So that it will not affect their papers...

I know it sounds absurd, but ya...
It's my sincere request...
Lord, I ask in Jesus' name...
Amen

Wednesday.
Slept in again.
MLE and MA and CS not covered...
sigh...
Do my best lor...
I know I have nothing to fear though...
For I have the Lord with me...
He'll be my rock of ages...
He'll be my firm foundation...

Cheong-Ah!!!

Can you read my mind, pls?

This is creepy... When I looked that the questions, I thought to myself," Wah, the questions looked so familiar. Aiya 不准的啦。。。I got really freaked out by the results.... See for yourselves... Scared...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Went to the dental clinic today...
Doc said very jialat...
went to take X-ray...
then booked my operation date...
took a big bag of medication...
the paid $85 bucks...

Ops this sunday 1030am...
Excited... ermz... Whahaha

Yes you did not read wrongly...
I will not be weak anymore...
I will not appear weak anymore...

I'm a MCP remember?
And a happy-go-lucky person if I din remember wrongly...

Put your hands tgt and welcome Clarence of 2002...
for he is back again...

是我说话太直接了吗？

每个成功男人的背后，都有一个能够让他依靠的女人。。。

这是我的推断，也是为什么我叫你要信任他，扶持他。。。

我想对他而言，他可能忙到不知所以然。。。
会忽略了你。。。

我很看好你们，给彼此一些时间， 欲速则不达嘛。。。
我明白你心中的慌， 你的急。。。
但我怕任何不慎重的举动将会帮倒忙。。。

继续为他祷告吧。。。会有用的。。。 =）

Thanks you, matthew's mum...
Thanks for helping to borrow a laptop charger for the time being...
Buy you something from Aust k? haha....

Laptop unusable -> schoolwork stress... how to go lecture w/o lecture notes...
Australia trip -> Finances getting tighter and tighter with each day...
Healing -> Jesus you are my savior, heal my wounds heal my heart and heal my spirit...

'Really there's no hope?'

I Hate Fridays!!!
Today has given me 2 more reasons to hate fridays...

While my Practical Exam is tmr, I lost my laptop charger....

My grandma just backstab me...

Ok, the first is straightforward...
I shall explain the second one and see if you'll agree...
I started subscribing to singnet broadband in my 2nd year of army for $58 bucks per month...
I wanted to pay for my own internet use that's why I chose such an expensive plan...
But, my grandma din let me...
And take the bill away from me...
So now, today, my mum come and tell me...
Grandma went to complain to my parents..
saying she got no money cause she has to pay for my internet bills...
What is this?!!?
I'm really boiling within but I keeping my cool...
I know she meant well for me to pay my bills for me but comeon...
I feel backstabbed...
By someone so dear somemore...
I'm bleeding...

The flair for programming is coming...
I can feel it...
This Saturday I shall show everyone...
and everyone will know who is LPS...

I knew...
but I chose to listen to the former...
just like you now...

I'm finally getting used to this change...
but I'll still be loving you..
in my own ways...

Weird isn't it...
how things have turned around...
now everything seem so clear...
and I'm giving advice...
and now I begin to question myself...
why did I ask...
suddenly I wish it nv came...
so you could be happy...

I mean both comic and the character....
reminded me that CK like Shikamaru...

Wellz... Naruto has such a deep impression on me because he onced said this:

“我向来就有话直说，这就是我的忍道！”

This declaration has a very deep impact on me...
Reminded me that how I once was like Naruto... spouting nonsense all the time...
Also reminded me the time I start to keep things deep deep inside me...
Till I almost forgot...
Reminded me how nice it was to be able to speak one's mind(if it did go through the mind that is)...

Not only that...
I find myself like Naruto too...
even though Sakura nv like Naruto...
He's so faithful to his love...
Always doing his best and sacrificing his life over and over again for her...
Am I naive?
So naive that I want to be like an anime character?
That's what makes Naruto so attractive to me bah...

Wow think it was more of a party for us than Diana...
ahahaha...
joking joking...
But still...
Bishan Point is not a shopping centre...
It's a very nice condo...

And Diana's parents were very good drinkers...
And some within their cousins...
Arriving late I already see a couple of empty red wine bottles....

Indeed, seeing so much alcohol really lifted my spirits...
I totally forgot whatever worries I have...
Only concentrating so that I dun repeat the same mistake last world cup or the one at costa sands....
I'm not sure whether it was the best party for you, Diana..
But I enjoyed myself...
At least me and junwei ahahaha...

Hope you had an unforgettable 21st brithday....
With my ALL_FAMOUS "yam seng"
Haha...
21 liao... Let your youth continue to burn in you...
And STAY YOUNG!!!
Happy 21st Birthday!!!

Super lot of work...
lab...
mastering...
project...
shucks..

I know it is not for me to judge...
for we are all sinners...
there's no one who is more holy than the other...
and all have fall short of the glory of god...



For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged;
and with what measure you use, it will be measured back to you.


But some things are so blatant...
ARGH...

Is it personal?

To a certain extent... I dun deny it...

She said even though the person may look happy on the outside....
but the person might be empty on the inside...

I beg to differ...
I feel that it doesn't affect the person...
tts why that person can be so happy...

Enough being bothered about other people...
I should have stopped bothering long ago...

Back to mugging...

Wonderful Performance...
Ahaha... totally unexpected...
Brightened up my night...
made me nearly forget that I'm tired and not very happy..
C-towners have definitely put up a great show tonight...
Make me feel I want to acknowledge my pos as a C-camper/C-slumper...
ahaha...

Enuff of scolding people behind their backs...
I'm not really like that...
but some things are quite hard to put it right in their face oh wellz...

Night of 77 stars...
GO CK GO!!!

Some people just think they know a lot about true love huh...

Today's service felt so great...
even though the air con was so cold...
really felt like worshiping God with all my might and all my soul...
makes me wonder...
how long have I not felt like this...
how long have I become so overwhelmed by my own pride that I refused to even submit unto him?

ahaha... A super big light bulb today!

cause nobody else can join us for badminton...

Got stuck at YCK...
cause last minute...
YCK, Bishan, Serangoon, Hougang, Toa Payoh all fully booked...
then NUS SRC under renovation...
so went all the way to NTU to play...

Lunch was ok..
tried pork kidney for the first time...
erm... not as bad as I think la...

Tutorial was cool...
tutor actually remembers me and my mid-term results...
makes me feel guilty not doing the tutorial...
oh well...
I'm going to catch up soon...

Lecture was cool too...
matrix wasn't such a nightmare after all...
still quite basic... saw the lecturer while waiting for the bus...
think he can recognise me..
ahaha...

how to solve cubic equations without any integer solutions...
went one big round and cannot solve....
ahaha

looking forward to weekend...
sunday's fishing trip will be a refreshing one...
yea!!

emotions flying, zooming, buzzing all around...
these 2 days raining, din get to run....
too much energy le...
need to stop letting my thoughts wander...

on a brighter note, this trying period as made me grown much...
I felt that I've grown closer to God...
always drawing on his strength...
seeking him whenever I'm free...
On the bus, on the move...
his presence just comforts me...
Praise God for all his goodness and everlasting love!

Talked to a friend online just now...
Realized what I really want in life...

Actually what I want in life is maybe too simple, too naive for this complex world...

All I want is to:
Get my degree -> Get a stable job... dun need promotion or whatever... I dun care much for $$ anyway...
Get a loving wife

It's really simple isn't it? For a simple man like me...
I believe in happily ever after...

Went with CK to Clementi K box today..
then yh and xiong-ge came to join us...
Think I chose a lot of songs...
Sang to my fill...

Some newly acquired oldies:
1）认错-优客李林
2) 新不了情-万芳
3) 风中的承诺

Nice... I love to sing oldies...

Maybe it's my hormones...
Or is it just my plain stubbornness...
I just can't get it off my mind...

No matter how hard I try...
No matter how hard I study...
No matter how hard I run...
No matter...

I always find myself back at square one...
Sometimes can't even quieten my heart to pray...

Psalms 121:1-2
1 I will lift up my eyes to the hills-
From whence comes my help?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.

C++ has loved me back...
Oh come on Henry and Lenz...
please love me back...
=P

Started training for IPPT...
Slow start...
It's ok... Going to run every day...
yupz...
Hope it'll divert my attention...
Ahahaha...
Back to study...
Mwahaha...

Felt so relaxed today...
Haha...
Felt like holiday, or chalet...
No worries about schoolwork or anything...
No worries about what to do...
Just rot...

While my mum helped to prepare the ingredients for steamboat... ooops...
ahaha..
Not purposely though...
She volunteered to do everything...
Even though CK and PeiQi were here early to help...

Great dinner...
Great Food...
Great chat...

Even had a "special guest"...
ahahaha...

Yay...
Well rested...
Recharged...
Tmr begins a new battle...
A battle for my 5 A+ s....
Mwahaha...
Feel my power!!!
Rawr!!!!

影子。。。
是多么奇妙的东西呀。。。

才刚考完测验，又魂不守舍了。。。
走到哪里，就望到哪里。。。

望呀望。。。
不停的寻找她的影子。。。

在公车站。。。
希望看到她。。。

在百货商场。。。
也会不自觉地四处张望。。。
希望她就在附近。。。

一停止温习功课。。。
她的影子便自然而然的充满了我的思绪。。。

我试着不去想。。。
试着用忙碌和紧绷的功课压力来支开我的注意力。。。

刚开始是有用。。。
不过，过了一阵子，又来了。。。

附注：我只不过是在死心的当儿带有那么一点的希望罢了。。。
你想飞就飞吧。。。

影子。。。

The pressures heating up...
The momentum is starting...

I'm just starting to heat up...
Had 2 out 4 tests le...
Quite satisfactory... Considering all the last minute work...
Proud of myself actually... haha..
To be able catch up and attain this level...
I'm not saying that I'm good...
Not yet...
Definitely not as good as my peers... CK, JH and Len...
But, I am glad that I'm not far back..
This mid-terms are a gauge of how much more I need to do...
It puts things in place...

Haha... back to studying...

Sian... sleep so much still so tired...
Gotta start doing my work...

19th SC CNY Steam Boat Dinner at my place those who haven't register please do so now :
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=681923349194

councillors please help me spread..
thanks =)
Happy New Year!

     She's always on my mind
   From the time I awake up 'till I close my eyes
   She's everywhere I go
   She's all I know
   And though she's so far away
   It just keeps gettin' stronger  everyday
   And even now she's gone
   I'm still holding on
   so tell me where do I start
   'Cause it's breakin' my heart
   Don't wanna let her go

   Maybe my love will come back  someday
   Only heaven knows
   And maybe our hearts will find a way
   Only heaven knows
   And all I can do is hope and pray
   'Cause heaven knows

   My friends keep tellin' me
   That if you really love her
   You've gotta set her free
   And if she returns in kind
   I'll know she's mine
   But tell me where do I start
   'Cause it's breakin' my heart
   Don't wanna let her go

   Why I live in despair
   'Cause wide awake or dreaming
   I know she's never there
   And all the time I act so brave
   I'm shaking inside
   Why does it hurt me so

   Heaven knows
   Heaven knows ......

Forever and ever...

Tired...
Too tired to think about anything...
Just let nature take it's course bah...
I'm beat...

No lar...
not parachuting...
On my way home today...
On the BTC bus...
Had 1 sec of airtime..
nearly flew over to the next seat...

Then at BTC...
a bus stopped for 5 mins...
cause some idiot refused to scan his/her ezlink...

Sis's result is out...
L1R5 = 17...
gonna get her a present for her efforts...

Let me tell you a story...

Once upon a time, there was this boy living in a house.
He was lonely.
He longed for company.

One day, there came a canary.
She was cute. And had a pair of beautiful eyes, just like a pair of beads.
She sat on the boy's shoulders and began singing beautifully.

The boy was fascinated by the canary.
Even though he knew that the canary couldn't stay forever, he still treat the canary very well.
He even made a nest for the canary to stay in.

But alas! The canary found the room too boring.
One day she just flew out of the window and did not return that night.
For days the boy kept staring out of the window waiting for her return.
Finally, a few days later she came back.

And this continued on for weeks.

One day, the canary returned no more.

--End--

I guess I'm just being too 婆婆妈妈。。。

And keep harping on it on my blog does not help...

Assignment due next Thursday and I haven't started...
Tutorials which I nv catch up...
Webcasts which I nv watched...
And I'm falling sick...
And labs which I cannot do...

Sigh... Father I need strength!!!
Pray you'll guide me through...

Feeling sickly the whole day...
Headache and feverish...
came home to rest...

I keep telling myself to give up...
Yet I keep trying...
Just like moth who keeps throwing itself at a fire...
It hurts both ways...
I'm dripping blood...
Cause my heart is stolen...

不要輕易鬆手
哭是代表倦意　無聊只是因為不願到哪裡去　
忙碌只是借口　麻醉自己　麻醉自己　驕傲只是逃避
想要說服自己可以不依賴自己　改不掉的任信
你要相信　我在努力

我不斷提醒自己　愛自然就好　
不要太刻意去完美　要求太高
不要讓我獨自承受　看著我說不要輕易鬆手　
好不好．．．

好不好．．．不願在你的眼裡變得太渺小　
害怕你的愛會減少　不願讓你看輕我　你太過重要　
要證明我給的最好

This song has been quite old... from one of Channel 8's drama serial...
I'm still very touched by the lyrics...

天天想你，天天问自己。。。
到什么时候才能不想你。。。
天天想你， 天天守住一颗心。。。
把最好的爱留给你。。。

世界上最难的事就是：
在你最难过的时候得假装不难过。。。

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想

我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样

Heard this song on 933fm on my way home...
Somehow I knew something was going to happen...
Because this song was exceptionally loud...
Maybe it's because it has topped 龙虎榜
Saw the lyrics on HQ's blog too...
Wondered why it seemed so bad...
Now I know why...

Oh~
You are so beautiful to me~~

在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧难道
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
my love~

笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口
不会走
爱你会直到最后

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了

My Love~

I love this song... even so after listening to JerHsuan and YeeHaun perform...
I wanna sing this for you...
Changed a bit of the lyrics...
Hope you like it...

John says today is proven to be the bluest Monday scientifically...

My Ez-link is demagnetized for some reason...
I forgot to ballot for my tutorial and lab for some reason...
I'm not feeling too good...

I wanna KILL PPLE!!!!

Nothing much to update...

But just wanna say...
Ya you're right... I'm so easily influenced...

And to you... I dunno what to say...
Better not say anything...
I guess...

To all those who talked to me online when I down...
thanks...
I'm feeling a lot better...

Some things are just not meant to be bah...

痛！

之前所提起的幸福。。。
竟然只是如同一场梦。。。
一炊烟。。。
一阵雨。。。

烟也消了。。。
云也散了。。。
梦也醒了。。。

放下吧。。。
日子也会好过一点。。。

最近多了幸福的感觉。。。

但，人是贪心的。。。

有了就不会放手。。。

I'm feeling very cold...
Really freezing cold...
My heart is getting frostbites...
Ouch...

Been very bored at home so took the chance to reflect:

These are the top 3 "Disclosable" ones...

Firstly, I am a man with no principles...
Some you might know...
And I dun like this kind of me...
I'll end up doing something I wouldn't want to do...
Hope to see some changes in 2007...

Secondly, I am a spendthrift...
Commonly known as a ah-seah...
As such I'm frequently broke...
And this is also not the first year I've said this...
But I still hope to see some changes this...
And it's very important...

Thirdly, I need to settle down...
So many wants... And all the 三分钟热度...
Really hate this part of myself...
Gotta stay focused...
DISCIPLINE!!!

Actually made up my mind to go for OPM le...
Till Len msged...
At first I din want to go...
But come to think of it...
I haven't met him since he went to Korea...
Oh well...

The dinner was good...
Or-lua, carrot cake, chix wings, sugar-cane, satay bee hoon...

Went to a HDB blk to watch to fireworks...
30 storeys... quite scary.... ahhaa...
Even though we could only catch 30% of the fireworks...
But I dunno why they looked so nice....
Really so nice until I felt like a child...
Kept "wah-ing" all the way...

Seeing the showers of brilliance really felt like I'm back to my childhood...
Used to love them when I still lived in Kembangan...
Sigh... Happy though =)

过后就去吃油条大王。。。
The dao-huay is very nice... I loved dao-huay when I was very young too...
This is my first breakfast in 2007...

Reached home quite early cause I think most of us are tired already...
Although the selfishness inside still want more of their company...
But the night is wonderful enough...
Thank you guys for cheering me up...
Brotherhood rocks!