i'm not gonna blog here no longer. why would i want someone i detest reading my blog? i don't even comprehend why ***** even bothers to read it when ***** thinks it's all stupid and stuff. and to think ***** makes use of his/her break to tag on the board only shows how full of nonsense ***** is made of, and how ***** has no social life. i just hope his/her God has mercy on his/her soul. you know what? ITS soul is more appropriate. cos IT doesn't deserve to be part of the human race. no face, no name. how can you be human?
and if anyone knew bout ITS stupid antics and never told me, you're no better than IT. you're in fact worse, and deserve a pat on the back. why not some applause too?
and yes, I'm whining. I don't get straight to the point. wait, they actually have a word for it. it's call SARCASTIC if some ***** didn't know. oh i'm sorry, i forgot that you're stupid.
i'm sure the ***** is so honoured that i'm dedicating one entry for IT, furthermore on a stupid blog.
today marks the end of the week.
school's fine. have been pretty busy with its work, CCA stuff and of course entertaining friends. had lunch with Jhon and Nick on Wednesday and went out to town with YL on Thursday. settled some admin stuff on Friday.
most of the peeps on my mum's side came on Saturday, and today of course. I haven't gone to any relatives' house over the weekends cos mum's kinda sick. so yeah, hope I get to go over the next weekends eh?
that pretty much sums up the week for me.
I'm just blessed to have my family and friends around =)
ooooo, tmr's the start of a new term. it's about time. I can't spend no more =
Friday night. Had dinner at Seoul Garden and I didn't remember it to be THAT expensive. lols. proceeded to Kev's house. I'm so good at MJ and 'Murderer'. hah. 'Uno-ed' our style. 'Upwords-ed'. Ended the night with some sorta Pictionary. Cam-whored as usual.
MULAN IS NOT FROM JAPAN!
3 in the morning again.
spent the weekends at home. I can't bear to go out especially when there's the haze and when Hari Raya's just around the corner.
someone please tell me this picture is erms.. stupid. lols!
have you ever cared for someone so much that whatever nonsense that comes out from his/her mouth, you just have the itch to just smack the person's head, in hope that he/she'll come to their senses? I have.
woke up in the afternoon today. msn-ed for a while before heading out to meet penny and xian. we were supposed to watch 'Stay Alive', but it was no longer showing, and we couldn't decide on one movie, so we ended up hanging out between TM & CS, and talking at Starbucks. had dinner and went home for my prayers, where I then proceeded to meeting Sarah at 9+
we talked bout everythin' under the sun, erms, I meant the moon. hah. sometimes I feel glad to actually have someone to talk through the night, and somehow there's no boundaries to what you can talk bout'. absolutely none. even making fun of the Mats who were singing out of tune at the void deck. Relationships. Religion. Aspirations. Life. Death. we actually spent close to 4 hours talking.
so she was hungry and couldn't find anythin' at Prime Supermarket so we headed to Mac's. I heard someone call out my name and was trying to find out who it was. omg. it was Muhadher, with Faris and some 1/4 Japanese guy (who looked Chinese but he's actually Malay). I swear everytime I see the 2 of them, there'll always be one sentence that they never fail to say. hah. so (according to Faris), we talked bout the 'good ol' times'. it was comical I tell you. but how can it not be when Muhadher isn't there? the singlet talk. the full- course and half- course. 'relationships'. I seriously couldn't control not laughing out loud. omg. so anyways, me and Sarah left, while they (surprisingly) went back to their studying. if not, the 2hr talk would have ended up in some 1day session. hah!
and I learnt somethin' today. according to the Reader's Digest, a girl and a guy remaining friends and nothin' more, is merely due to 2 reasons.
1 reason being that either of them is gay, or the 2nd reason being that there is somethin' repulsive bout the other one that the other cannot accept.
think about it. what is YOUR reason?
at a time like this, let music play to the tune of my emotions.
Nirvana: The Man Who Sold The World
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone
A long long time ago
Oh no, not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With The Man Who Sold The World
I laughed and shook his hand
And made my way back home
I searched for form and land
For years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazeless stare
At all the millions here
I must have died alone
A long, long time ago
Who knows?
Not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the Man Who Sold the World
after 2 days of full-blown rehearsals and 2 McSpicy Meals, Magus Luna 06' is over! and what a blast it has been! (despite all the waiting for tech runs to [not] start)
bad impersonations of the cast. making the cast forget their lines during the technical runs. having dates unintentionally thrown at me. burning fingers. backaches from sitting on the floor for too long. being mocked by the emcees. the silly antics (and lines) of the cast. it was ALL worth it =)
the Dramatech people are really a cool bunch =D
presenting the crew of ML 06' minus Haikal. lols.
and did I mention that Haikal has his own fan club within Dramatech. ROFL!
so it's another busy week ahead until the new school starts the week after.
come to think about it, it's gonna be a busy next few weeks.
it's ironic that sometimes you can just tell EVERYTHING to someone you just met for just a few months, compared to someone you've known for years. maybe it's just the fear of not being accepted after all these times. somethin' to ponder bout'.
I stayed at home on Tuesday cos I really wasn't feeling any good. Popping some pills after 'buker puasa' made the rest of the day bearable though I couldn't exactly get the much sleep I needed.
Went to East Coast Primary with JS. kinda had a hard time finding the school itself. for once I trusted her directions, which of course led us in the right way, though we were like 10mins late. the work was easy, yet kinda tiring. just sorting out paper and inserting them into envelopes. but hey, for a lil more than $7/hr, it was kinda well worth it. it was still early to meet for 'buker puasa' so I headed home for a 1hr nap before I headed off to Tampines Interchange.
and of ALL people I'd to see TODAY, I'd to bump into Ms. Juliana Danker. I still can't stress enough how 'malu-ating' it was for me =\ had a good laugh right? BUEK!!!
fyi, if you don't know me, it'd be gladly appreciated if you showed some respect. bitch.
alamak, for me to say such things during bulan puaser. ish ish! ahahahahaha. *grins*
so there were the 9 of us (soon to be 10), namely me, Hus, Syiq, Izz, Aishah, Mhirah, Shafi, Umar, Khalid, and erms.. Rauzi eh?
we headed to Bedok Corner. I thought it was gonna be some secluded area of some sort, but it was better than I'd expected.
Funny lah. The "that's not masuk waktu" moment. The "cuti" moment. Lols!
and a true friend stabs you from the front. (though I forgot what Mhirah said to me that had me telling her that)
went to Masjid Tak-wa (is that how you spell it?) for prayers. it'd been such a long time since I'd stepped into the mosque for prayers that I'd to get assurance from Hus that I was getting it right, and had to get my headgear adjusted by Aishah since I don't exactly use it that often.
at the bus stop, I met Mr. Joshua Leroy Brown. kinda surprised to see him there. I think he was more surprised to see me there. hah!
final goodbyes at where we met at the start. sucha day =)
this year's Ramadhan has been a special one for me (though it's yet to be over). one thing's that since it's the holiday break, I get to help out at home, though most of the time I've been out, which is kinda ironic by itself. I just can't explain it, but it feels great to be of good use both at home and out. the other thing's that I pay more attention to prayers, carrying them out whenever possible and not procrastinating them. I even do my morning prayers. okay, maybe that's cos' of the third thing, which would be actually waking up at 5 in the morning just to have 'alas perut' for the rest of the day. normally, I'd have just slept through the morning with nothin' in my stomach. but actually waking up in the morning to at least have somethin is better in that the Prophet advised it, and that (back to 2nd thing) I carry out my morning prayers.
and somehow, it has been a month free of sins (ok, maybe 70-80% free).
of course, from now onwards I'll try to be the person I am during such a month. but habits kinda die hard.
give me the strength.
aZm
04 May 88'
Taurean
desires
Ankh/Taurus Pendant
New Wallet
Black Heels
Pair of Jeans
in order of priority
my memories
People in my life