悄悄的我走了
正如我悄悄的来;我挥一挥衣袖
不带走一片云彩

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

psychological abuse

i really don't understand why some people like to call others names...

scold them like their are worthless...

make the victims feel that they are the most useless people on the planet...

assume others are wrong even though they are clearly in fault...

the only thing would probably appease these people will be.... death





do these people even have hearts?

Every time i see psychological abuse, i tell myself. Never ever be those type of people.








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Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 12:49 AM
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Wednesday, September 08, 2010

The Great Pen Debate

There's this ongoing debate at where I work about whether pharmacists should write in green or purple. As a junior pharmacist, I have been told to write in green, then purple, and then green again. I find this extremely confusing, so I just carry pens in both colours with me.


This reminds me about a quote by Deng Xiaoping:
“不管黑猫白猫,捉到老鼠就是好猫”

Which basically means:
It doesn't matter whether it is a black cat or a white cat; as long as it is able to catch the mouse, it is a good cat.



I am really tempted to write in invisible ink. lol

Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 11:19 PM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2010

screwed again!

ahhhhh!!!

i failed to identify interaction between beta blocker and beta agonist! SHITTO!
AHHHH there goes another job in the tong sampah

Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 10:47 PM
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Friday, June 18, 2010

Of car accidents and the media

My good friend, Joy's family was involved in a car accident. 5 left the world, 3 survived.

That's the 3rd person whom I knew got killed in a car accident.

First was my late-uncle whom I never get the chance to meet him.

Then it was the late-Keegan. His mum commited suicide on his birthday shortly after his death.

And now Joy's family.



Very devastating news.



Worse part is the media. They disgust me. Sometimes, I just wonder whether the people holding the pens have conscience and ethics.

First, they published uncensored bodies laid neatly by the road at the scene of accident.

Then, they somehow manage to access Joy's facebook and made a media report out of it. I am very very certain that Joy blocked people who are not related to her from seeing her facebook profile. To the person who abused this privilege: shame on you. If you know Joy well enough, she is a low-profile person and that would be against her wishes.

They even copied a family picture from her facebook account, published on the newspaper. Caption reads happy family now broken.

And then, they took a picture of my friend's traumatised sister in the hospital ward. AND they dare to publish her picture.

Seriously, what is happening to the media nowadays?

Can't they just leave the mourning family alone?


Joy, your friends and relatives are always here for you.

This is for you, Joy and auntie. May the Wee family rest in peace in heaven.



Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us everyday,

Unseen, unheard, but very near,

Still loved, still missed and very dear.

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Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 5:00 PM
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Friday, May 28, 2010

心碎


我又失败了
....
....
....

碎过的心

还可以再补救吗?


真的好累...

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Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 10:25 PM
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

相见

回到马来西亚和新加坡,与老友相见。

眼前的朋友们各忙各自的事业,连会合的时间都十分紧迫。真的好怀念以前读书的日子。无忧无虑,要玩就玩,没事+天气好就一起去玩 frisbee.

踏进社会大学后,才发觉:人,好复杂。上班就好像上战场,各有各的目的,要堤防小人。特别是在外国工作,觉得他们的人真的好假。

有时候,自己还想当初选择了考到执照后,留在英国是否是对的选择。到现在还没找到下一份工,家里吵吵闹闹,奶奶要做慈喜太后,父母被他们气到团团转。但是没有工作经验回归祖国,又觉得好浪费,回来一定被欺负。

人善被人欺!

既然已经做出这个决定,我就要勇敢的走下去。一切就随缘吧!

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Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 6:18 PM
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Monday, February 15, 2010

The road ahead... where to next?

Job vacancies are popping out like mushrooms.

Don't think will stay back where I am now. I don't stand a chance.

I want to escape anyway, need a change.

But the place musn't be too isolated or crowded. I will suffocate.

Hate job applications, have to write like flowery stuff to sell yourself.

Can't I just write there: JUST GIVE ME THE BLOODY JOB!

Should I take the conventional route, or the road less taken? Money again is an issue.

Submitted 1 application. More to come.

Now the waiting game starts. I'm just praying that the interviews won't happen when I am on holiday in Turkey

Akistar the Murdererあきのほし left a death note at 11:38 PM
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` About the Author ;

    gemini murderer
    Loves naan garlic cheese
    loves to sleep

    Currently imposing unecessary stress to herself by becoming a healthcare student



    Doesn't hold grudges often, but when she does, they last a long time.

    Don't say I didn't warn you



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About the chinese words above

    This is for the benefit of my non-mandarin speaking friends.

    The chinese characters found on the top of the layout basically means (according to verse):

    Secretly I left,
    Just as secretly as I came;
    With a flicker of my sleeve (I departed)*,
    Without bringing away a wisp of crimson cloud.

    *added to make more sense


love me? hate me? say it here!




My Yam Cha Kaki;

^criminal records*