Shadow Of Life --Reminiscence

We had our laugh

We had our joy

But did you ever notice,

that everytime I can only look at your silhouette,

Reminiscing that heaven-sent smile of yours.

Until I realise, sometimes fate has been served.

Walking away might just be the best thing to do,

for you and for me.














Still, somewhere deep down my heart, I am wishing for miracles to happen.

Hello Hello Hello!! hehehe..I am currently in a good mood because my new toy arrived today. A new Laptop! Yay!! toys like cars, laptops, and all those electronic gadgets never fail to make me smile :) but old lappy--I still miss you somehow..gonna fix you once I find a service shop here(but my friends keep telling me it is expensive to service laptops here, so I might just get you fix when we are back in Malaysia) be patient k?

Well, today is a slightly boring monday as usual, apart from the courseworks and seminars routine(lets put that aside today). At around 9.52am today, Ding Dong..the delivery man was holding my laptop box outside the door..
I was so excited and rush to the door straight away (like a kid without food for months), signed the parcel and opened up the box once I got back in my room.

A lovely laptop indeed..guess the colour? METALIC PURPLE!!..shoched huh? well honestly I don't usually go for purple( mostly blue, white or black) but I suppose some changes in life aren't that bad right?

Now let the pictures do the talking. :)

PURPLE!!

Front View

Side View

205 degree view ...hahaha :P

thats all for the laptop, I haven't tried it much myself so I won't comment on how Windows 7 is. But the graphic and appearance do deserve a thumbs up

Below here are some pictures of my room, some christmas deco in my room (it is actually not that good due to low budget) but it is enough for me I guess..

Fake Snow flakes hanging on the ceiling

My Bed

Work Station (the laptop on the left is my housemate's)

Decoration(stickers on the window) there are a few somewhere else in the room but i guess this will do for the picture

Mr Snowman and his present ^^

My Room

The lights at night


Thats all for now :) will update my blog more often :)

Last week I've sent 4 christmas cards to Chrissie,Jaclyn, Huay, and my family.. but so far only Chrissie replied me. I hope the other 3 cards are not missing...(fingers cross)

Happy December ^^


p/s : I know the quality of the pictures are not that promising because it is all from my handphone camera. I forgot to bring my camera cable to UK and so I can only rely on my handphone camera for now. please bear with it ^^ thanks

Just to make it short, due to my laptop break down 2 days ago. Most probably I won't be blogging until my new laptop arrive. maybe 2 weeks++

Will try to blog if I have things on mind and provided I have a computer to use. Currently my nice housemate -Vincent, lend me his laptop.

Sad, because my laptop spoiled.

Sad, because new laptop cost me more money

Sad, because when i purchased the new laptop yesterday, today I received a mail saying that my purchase was not authorised by the bank ( and so I will screw them tomorrow)

Sad, entirely no entertainment within these 2 weeks i suppose. (think my housemate will kill me if i use his laptop to download movies) oh well..just have to bear with it.

of course, no skype with family as well.

Emotion: Moody ...

Workload + assignments = Tons of them!!

No laptop = Make things worse

No entertainment = going nuts.

God bless me

Long story Short.

Location : Law School Seminar Room

Time 5pm-6pm

Subject : Employment Law


Starring :

Mr Unknown ( Pakisatanish)

Characteristic : Always with those 'One kind of Look'
Came late for almost every classes, have 'previous convictions' of been chase out of lecture hall because of late arrival.
Casual..abit too casual, brings nothing. Not even a pen sometimes. Borrowed from ppl sitting beside.
nickname around : Mr terrorist (coz jeremy thinks he comes to UK and not studying, maybe he is planning to bomb somewhere rather than studying law) hahahaha.

Incident Happened today : Employment seminar questions : Holy shit, he managed to answer alot of it.



Actor 2:
Chris (Malaysian)
never came late for classes. Always do his notes. And End up today he didnt managed to answer the seminar questions!!!

Question : What Am I Doing? :(

Conclusion:
Work hard Chris....You must work hard.

Been having a bad mood recently..thought about loads of stuffs. Seminar work (which some I really didn't know how to approach), certain subjects (Jurisprudence, Human Rights, and sometimes Employment are giving me a headache). Somehow I wonder whether things will go as smooth as year 2. Can't afford to let anyone down though.

Equity and trust' assignment will be coming out next week. Wasn't really worry about that coz Equity might just be my favourite subject this year. It appears to be slightly difficult than Land, but still I think I can handle it. Received preassure from parents, ga jie, but most of all myself.
Come to think of it, I can made it last year safetly was because the whole year I am putting my brother liang and dustbin as my target to work hard. Somehow I couldn't afford to fall out from their circle. I know it is stupid but I am that kinda person. haha..too bad this year I've lost all motivation source. Guess I will have to stick up their name on my wall again. YOSH!!!!

Relationship? A mess...No idea where I am and no idea what I am going to do next.

Oh oh oh..I just thought of my wishlist..hehehe...kinda weird coz I actually thought abt the same thing a few nights before I slept.
1) I am gonna get an Iphone before I go back next year.(that is if I have extra money left)
2) I am going to get a new car next year if I didn't continue BPTC (prefer Mazda RX-8 but i suppose daddy wont agree...Mazda 6 will do)
3) A PS3? or PSP?
4) I wanna go JAPAN!!!!!
5) Graduate on July 2010 with at least a 2:1 ( I am gonna work hard for it)
6) Ang Moh girlfriend? hahahaha.. (if miracle happens)


Honestly this year there are more Asians in my class, because there are alot of twinning students from HELP, INTI, Brickfields etc etc. But last year still feels better. Yes I am lonely last year, but I felt happier. With a few good friends in UK keeping me alive. I still remember my visit to Cardiff , when dustbin them busy preparing for their FOD. I didn't know any of their friends but all of them seems to be so friendly. When I met them in Student Union watching them practising, they will say Hi to me and at least the atmosphere in Cardiff didnt make me felt like I am the outsider there. Thanks guys :) those are wonderful memories.

Supposed thats enough for reminiscence. ^^ Time to get back to work.

Again, pictures uploaded are taken from the Internet, kindly understand that my camera can't take pictures like this in the dark and the important thing is, I FORGOT TO BRING MY USB cable from Malaysia!!...geezz


As usual, a lovely thursday. After my morning classes, I went back home and had a nap. Vincent messaged me asking me whether I wanted to join Jennifer and Dennis on a trip to Gateshead for fireworks!! wee..

Initially I plan to "fa fen tu qiang" today because starting 4th Nov I force myself to go back to the Library Mode(which i hated the most) Library is always the last place I will wanna be in this world. Being in there always makes me stress. Back to the story, still...going out is FUN!! especially with friends bringing you out with his car. haha

Dennis bought a car in UK few weeks ago, he decided to work here after his LPC. A brave move indeed, but thanks alot Dennis, without you today me and Vincent wont be able to go so far for fireworks.

I was told most of the place in Newcastle do have fireworks as well. But I heard Gateshead is planning a BIG one in a park better known as Saltwell Park. Waited for Dennis beside Law schl abt 5pm. He came 10 mins late and we were freezing..haha.. Hopped into his yellow renault car and off we go.

The traffic was pretty bad as ppl were rushing home that time, got there around 6pm(plus all the walking coz we dunno the exact place either) In the end Dennis parked his car 20 mins from the location (which at that point we dunno either). We ask the policemen walking by and one of them told us " Oh, we are actually on the way there too, why don't you guys just follow us?" hahaha..we smile and followed them there, never I felt so safe walking together with 2 policemen just in front and another 2 more around 3 mins infront of us. hahaha.. (that either makes us looks like VIP or criminals)

The park looks ok in size, with a lake. At 7pm sharp, they lit up the fire in the middle of the park( on a stack of wood stack up in a triangular size), it burned for 30mins and then the fireworks started. Well, it was not as awesome compare to those in Malaysia (coz in Malaysia we blast the whole sky off) haha...But it was pretty good as it lasted for 25mins long, I personally didn't expect it to be that long.

Got back home around 9 something. Library plan canceled..What a lazy bugger I am. Oh well, guess the day's off for tonight ...erm..hmm..just take it as celebrating Bonfire Day!! WHEEEEE...
hehehehe

Overall the day was great. Sometimes I really hope I can hold someone I love watching all these together. I know it will be good. Somehow, someday.

Getting on to bed earlier tonight. Early class tomorrow again!!

Good Night people and Happy Bonfire Day! May those fireworks in the sky shine our future bright, and hope our lifes will be as colourful as the fireworks tonight:)


Sorry i didn't check my grammer and vocab tonight, coz i am too tired. Know there are alot of grammer mistakes, but ..bear with it. :)

Usually I don't blog much on politics but this issue just happen to get my fingers typing.

~KUALA LUMPUR, Oct 28 — PKR political bureau member Tian Chua today shifted the blame to the media over various “confusing reports” on the party leadership.~

The picture sums it all. Blaming.

As much as I supported Pakatan Rakyat, but whichever parties who starts to jump on the bandwagon of finger pointing in Malaysia never fails to annoy me.

When this guy <-- starts to blame others for the MP frog Hopping event by stating : It is them who started it first, so why can't we do the same? Of course, that statement shocked most of the young growing souls like us which didn't expect such irresponsible statement came out from the lips of a leader in Malaysia. Personally I am anxious on our nations path in the future as to how and which direction Malaysia will go under his leadership. And now, by the Pakatan themselves. To be fair for both parties, when the media reported disadvantages news on BN, Pakatan will focus their guns on them, but when the situations opposite, they start to blame the media for the act. Shameful isn't it?.

It is a good sign that the oppositions are gaining more and more support from the Malaysians as people wanted a change after 52 years of corrupted and rotten administration by the government. But do note that changes comes with sacrifices. We want the oppositions for a change, but please apply the correct path. Never start to blame because you will end up losing the game.

Malaysian nowadays are no more imbeciles. Rest assured that if you did your task well enough, true Malaysians who wanted a better Malaysia will be with you no matter what.

Ok, her birthday is on the 25th Oct..not today. Just felt like writing it 4 hours earlier.

Chrissie is a girl whom I get to know in LHAG. We get into the firm in the exact same day but of course I leave after 1 and a half month and she is still doing her chambering there. She has been a great help to me when I am there (maybe because I am still a noobie/amateur) and whenever I have problems i will go straight to her and ask and usually she will come out with some solutions.Thanks alot Chrissie. We get along well and because she doesn't have any younger brother and I dun have any elder sister so she became my Ga Jie onwards (godsister).

This post is just to wish you Happy Happy Birthday. I am so sorry I couldn't celebrate with you today and I've actually sent you a birthday card on 13th Oct. So far I haven't heard anything from you meaning that the card must have been "SOMEWHERE" Missing in action. Somehow the cards I sent always gone missing..so sad...so sorry about that.

Jie, enjoy this wonderful day at home with your family and of course with you boyfriend.hahaha..go ask him take you for a fantastic dinner.

Hope VJ Kumar didn't load you with tons of work during this weekend. Tell him Its Your Birthday and you refuse to work. hahaha..

Miss having small chit chat with you and Jane everyday during lunch break. Didn't know why we can just find anything to talk on(especially Jane) hahaha..

Thats all for now. Do remember to make a wish when you blew the candles on your birthday cake. Here are some quotes I found :

A true friend remembers your birthday but not your age.

You're not twenty four; you're eighteen with twenty four years of experience

You're not a year older, Just a year better :)

Happy Birthday from the heart Cause that's where all great wishes start.

Again--> Happy Birthday Chrissie!!! Have Fun

She choose not to go beyond the line.

She choose not to go against what normal people won't do.

She choose to be happy in her own way.

She choose to keep quiet and let things flow.

She choose to ignore rather than communicate.

She choose someone and not me.

Of course with no starting point there could never be an ending.

Life is always unpredictable.

Maybe I've made a mistake from the start.

Think it's time to let go.

Bless you :)

从五岁我踏入了学校这一样东西，不知不觉现在已经22岁了。简单来说，其实今年读完了就算是毕业了，一路上学了很多东西，做人的道理。不过唯一遗憾的是。我的目标究竟是什么？

读法律？做位律师吗？仔细想想，那全都只是为了几年后能有个比较好的生活，没什么兴趣不兴趣的。兴趣的存在只是因为我对别的东西的无知，所以才走向一个自己比较能明白的道路。维护公正这种无稽之谈就免了，认识我的人都知道我没什么良心的。哈哈

学习的路程都快走到尽头了才开始想自己重头到尾在做什么，很可笑吧。

在律师楼做过了internship,知道了做律师可不好受，觉得自己不适合那种生活，没关系，接下爸爸的公司来做，但每次跟着他去见顾客，那么多次了我都一无所知，真的行吗？。不接吗？ 也可以。 但要做什么呢？好迷惑....

从中学开始成绩并不是很优秀，常被人看扁，所以一心只想着以后一定要高高在上，毕竟坐在上面看人总比在下面看上去好得多。很遗憾，自己却没想过自己要的是什么。

算了吧，现在也太迟来后悔了，能做的只有完成了它再打算。

看见很多身边的朋友都开始出来做工赚钱，其中一些也并不知道自己要的是什么，只知道读了书出来就可以养活自己。仔细想了想，自己好像也是跟他们一伙的。

不过人生毕竟只有一次，至少我还相信着自己还能做的更多。成功不是个Option,而是一个Obligation.

加油吧子衡。

As the title says...yes I am.

Head's heavy, nose blocked, sore throat, and I need some rest.

Physically not fit, mentally as well. Curse it.

As the title says, today is a lovely sunday morning, nice sunshine, nice tempreture and no class. haha



Starting the day with a cup of hot chocolate and 2 bananas (the skin's abit brown so i decided not to get them in..haha) as my breakfast.

Decided to start studying today, no more slacking and sleeping while reading(first 2 pages sleep d) and msn-ing all the time.

I can do it... final year might be tough, but if people can do it (even a 60++ old man a.k.a CEO and chairman of a company can get his LLB) SO CAN I.

Have a wonderful and productive day.

Its already a week since the class started, been seeing lecturers trying to prevent students from coming into class because they are late... Not because they are finding a hard way to locate the class..but just because they are late. Oh ya, appologize usually didn't turn out to be the solution as well.

I've been on time so far for all the classes, didn't have a problem with that...
but I am late in relationships. (some of my friends will know what i am talking about)

Am I really too late for that? If I am...whats my next move?

Hardly i find myself in a situations with no plans at all...


Lappy's having an issue with me recently.... hope it doesn't broke down so soon...plzzzz???
I promise i will treat you better...as a matter a fact i did treat you well all the time.

Had a fantastic dinner tonight. I cooked chicken rice, bak kut teh, oyster sauce chicken, and leek with mussels. Chen yee helped me out on the bak kut teh..the food was awesome...and 4 of us (fasih, chen yee, jeremy and me) had a great night.

Tired today... Hope things will be better as the days goes on.

As expected, first day of class went off pretty well, evidence and employment doesn't sound as boring as Company Law (assumably) We even get our own voting device (a electronic device which have a selection of answer from A to F) and when the evidence lecturer gives us a scenario, we can press our answer using the thing and our statistic will come out right on the board with the percentage) Awesome.

Glad to find out that Wendy is having 4 subjects same with me from a total of 5. Currently one of my close friend who have the most same subjects taken this year. Chen yee and jeremy them all have their own choices.

Speaking about friends, there are a few things i wanna write it out here.

I realised that I have a lot of USELESS friends around. Some especially that only remembers you when they hv questions, or when they are in trouble, or when they need you. I know, Chen yee told me a few of them that he had. and I have a look around me after that..My god....I have a shit loads of them.

I won't wanna list down their names here because in case they happen to see my blog then i am screwed. hehe...but let me just give an example. When they need something, and have some inquires, they will find you, and ask lots of questions, and think that you answering them one by one or so to say..HELPING them is a must. But when things are done.. and they saw you somewhere whether it is on the street, or in the schl, they can just pass by without a single hello...or Hi..not to say looking for you for a normal chat.

Humans...What a low graded living species. Anyway, this is life.. we can't expect everyone to treat you just like you parents treats you.

Thats about it for today... LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMORROW :) I know it will be another wonderful day.

Woke up 6am on a lovely Saturday Morning...omg..what a waste.. (but for this week, monday till sunday doesn't make any difference because 'Play, Eat, and Sleep' consists of 95% of my life..muahwahwa.)

Went to Chen yee's accomodation waiting for him and Jeremy. They are slightly late but the delay was still forgivable. Took Metro to Newcastle Beach a.k.a Whitney Bay & Tynemouth.

We had the famous Fish& Chips at Marshall's ( famous until ppl queing up outside the store) it tasted ok, I won't say it is fantastic..but still ok for me. The portion is big as well for a 5.8 pounds Fish and Chips Set.

As usual, The view is breath-taking. Every scenery can be made a beautiful wallpaper. Jeremy wants to take a picture just along the beach and Wooshh...the wave came and cover his Nike Shoes(at that point of time he is still holding his hands wide and posing for the camera.)..haha...He was abit upset after that because he says the shoes will be smelly if it didnt dried up asap but me and chen yee keep laughing at him.

got back home around 3pm. Tired. Spend all my day online, skype with my family and listen to songs...Life couldnt get any relaxing and boring that this. Was hoping classes to start faster so at least i have something to do. But i know once classes starts, it will be long before it ends.


As for myself, I suddenly realised something that makes me feel great and happy. Of course, it doesn't solve my current problems but it reminds me of comparing others background and personality and the living style before any further move is made.

For my current problem, did try to express what i am actually thinking but i suppose the outcome wasn't that positive..but oh well...

WAKE UP CHRIS....Its time to study again...keep all those crappy stuff behind ur mind or wherever u can hide it.


Heard SJ will be paying Newcastle a visit soon. Didnt know when and didnt know who else will be coming, but for SJ, ur always welcome mate. ^^

Another day wasted...its nearly time to rest again...how boring life can be without a purpose.

First-- Sorry for keeping the blog in dust for so long
Second- I am back in Newcastle and can you imagine i have no internet from Monday to Friday??

Third-I just get my internet today
4th-- I miss Home

Things are going pretty well in UK 'again'.. oh well, life's gonna be so crappy again with books.

Summer break just flies without noticing, haven't even rest well enough at home.

Current status : 22 years old, single(becoz nobody's wants me), not a degree holder yet and feels so excited because classes are starting next week!!


First and foremost, Congrats My buddy liang for his relationship reunion.Thats something sweet and I hope u do everything u can to maintain it..Remember, as friend, I am always at ur back.

Second, Welcome to all my friends who have just landed to UK for the first time. Things will be SO GREAT HERE!! (i think)

I have a lot more to put it up.. but we will get it on by days.

Thanks Chrissie and Jane for the lovely card. Hugss...
Thanks Jaclyn for the early birthday cake.. Thats so sweet... Huggsss.
Thanks mommy and daddy for all the things u force me to bring... I have seriously alot of food ..muahwahwahwa ..was so scared coz luggage limit was 40 kg and mine is 39kg when i weight it in the airport.

Last for now, Chris is going through his slimming down project again.. ate damn alot for the past 3 months, brought newcastle a 6kg extra present this round..haha.

Stay connected yo...

Peace.

Nothing related to the title, just to appologize because the internet line here in my aunt's house is really bad...DC most of the time. I don't really have to mood to blog much when the line is really bad.

I can't even do my research for my work. I have alot to write. The new ones will be MSLS, Last week of work and Some emo stuff..hahaha

Currently unable to access to CLJlaw. cannot do my work...shitty...I even spend 2 mins just to open my blog...darn it...

Oh well...will update more when i complete my internship this week.

GO GO GO....^^

Oh ya, Ross, Michael and Josephine are going malacca for a one day trip...Ross and Michael are from England.(Ross is a British), (Michael is a malaysian, but grew up in the UK) , Josephine is my working colleague.

Cracking my head where should I tour them around. And what food should i bring to too...:) Still...looking forward for them to come..

Desire, the thing that drives human towards dead end. Only a few people from thousands might have a taste of what desire is...other than that, it is all fading hope.

As we human grows, thoughts tend to take over our innocent mind. Leading us to a world where nothing is pure, nothing is perfect and nothing is forever. Problems keeps on appearing, as if there was no ending towards it...

Still remember when we are kids? Everything seems possible, attractive, fine, or even flawless. Our little mind often inspire us to think positively, everything seems to be beyond what we can ever imagine....

Hiding in a corner of the room, in the dark... trying to go backwards, fighting the gravity of life, pushing myself to the limits...Just to find the child in me. The child that can lead us back to our innocent days...where everything is possible...step by step....towards eden.





(Didnt know what I am writing as well, these things just pop up while i was lying down on the bed alone thinking deeply...)

Seriously weekend sucks especially when u dont have extra cash, and plan to stay at home...with work to be hand up tomorrow, still u dun feel like doing it..Thats me...^^

I have alot to tell, alot to write...about myself lately, about friends, about working colleagues, about life, about LHAG musical night(that was awesome), about my feelings, conflict..but i just don't feel like writing a seperate piece for each of it in my blog.. (wanted to do so so i can read those posts next time) but i am too lazy for that...

Lazy...just being lazy...feel like a rotten zombie...
Emo...Just being emo....ntg else...for specific reasons that i don't know who to tell...or perhaps I can't tell.
Broke... just being broke...all output and no input...sorry dad and mom, next time i will earn it back triple...
Frustrated... just being frus...because things didn't go my way...
Lonely... just being lonely....because living in this big bungalow without anything to do and bad internet connection is some form of mental torturing..seriously

Went to the PC fair last night...saw ppl carrying new laptops and gadgets...I want 1 too!!! but my laptop is still working fine.(not so fine sometimes) but nvm la, for the sake of saving up my parents money...i will bear with it for another year...

Time to get back to work....drafting letters, deadline tomorrow.... well...havent even started....but who cares..tomorrow i will hv new colleagues...so excited...hope they are friendly ppl...(i know 1 who is not friendly--hahahaha)

This week is already my 5th week in LHAG, last friday Clinton, Chao Ying and Bryan finishes their internship thus left the firm...thought it will be very quiet after that...

today came a girl named jen ting (duno how to spell her name), from cambridge...so pro...anyway..she will be doing internship there for 1 month...Unfortunately, today is also Kavita (our senior chambering student) last day as well...so sad..she treat all of us so nice...will miss her..

May will be leaving us too on Friday...she is one of the pretty girls in LHAG...she haven't finish her chambering though but she wanted to stop half way and continue her Master's in LSC. so pro...

Chee Hong will be leaving on 7th Aug, kennie will be leaving on 16th aug...melissa will be leaving on 19th aug...all of them are really good ppl... u guys made my working days memorable.

I myself have 3 weeks left in LHAG...never regret working here...i know, the workload is heavy.,but who cares, i have alot of nice friends... :)

Things come and go...same for friends as well....Nice knowing u guys...

Song Lyric Specially for the one I am having in my mind...

Coldplay --> Yellow

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do, Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along, I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow I drew a line, I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine look at the stars
look how they shine for you

Some people dream of Happiness,
While other people live to crush those Happiness.

But some people says: No pain, No gain.. Too bad....Not all pain is gain...

I Hope my Perseverance this round will not be called as Stupidity in the end.

Sad enough, I am on the losing track..... But the only relief is...... at least there is a smile hanging around.



*Always Remember, Never Forget*

Chris


(Sorry if this doesn't make any sense to the reader... i am just expressing myself...ignore this if you fail to interprate it) And keep me out . Thanks :)

When I mean knowing, I mean really speaking and speak like a friend...not just a plain Hi Bye friend...oh well...i know it might be abit late..but after 2 weeks and a half..i finally get to know every of the chambering students in LHAG...u might be wondering how much ppl are there.....not much..its just around 19 now..since a few have left coz their done with their chambering..some advanced to LA.

I know I will be ending my intern there very soon..4 more weeks..so i wanna write down their name...just for my memories...

First, our SENIOR chambering student there

KAVITA : She is an indian girl, will be leaving LHAG on 27th July...earlier than me..haha..she knows everything in LHAG...where are the other chambering students..location...duty, task and others...and she is helpful too... gonna miss her when she left...

CHEE HONG : Our "KING" coz he is the male eldest chambering student, brilliant in his work, always finish his things efficiently....is the current popular man in the litigation team...too bad he didnt plan to stay in LHAG after he ends his chambering on 7th Aug..
You know what? he is recruited by AG to work in the DPP team!! omg...so cool....everyone is hoping he will not be our opponent next time in court..coz we are going to die badly facing him..hahaha...but overall..he is a nice man...with soft words...and often "CAMP" in the firm doing submission...ok..not that serious..only goes back late...

Kennie Ang : the sofe spoken man..haha..he often comes out with funny jokes but his tone of talking is always soft and gentle...His aim is to get the title of TUN ..so that he can be Tun Ang =Tunang!! lol...he is a helpful guy as well..

Wani : A malay girl, friendly and always tease me...a host on a programme aired on TV1... she didnt wanna be a lawyer and will get married this december.

Natasha: A modern malay girl, our so called : malaysia version paris hilton..haha..she is funny, talktative and easy to mix with.. I havent meet many malays nowaday that i wanna talk with.

Brian Sim: A chinese guy with a 'seng mok' look all the time..he is talkative as well, but he always gives ppl the impression that he will settle everything and everything is under control..^^ looking forward to know him more but he seems busy most of the time..

BK : our busy man as well...most of the LA like to find him and give him work to do...Hobby? eat and brings different tie to the office..^^ he is a scholar as well..knows alot of stuff...not to mention, a master in law as well.

Christine : same age with me, but is doing chambering now..damn fast...friendly, talktative and easy to mix around.... :) tomorrow is her birthday..so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE :) although i know she wont be seeing my blog ..haha...

May Ng : one of the quiet girl in LHAG, just get to talk to her 2 days ago..she usually only talks to ppl whom she is familar with... looks quite pretty but brings ' sha qi' aura around her...^^ anyway..will like to know more abt her as well.... at least for today she ask me whether i wanna go for the 'talk' together...guess i have another friend now than a stranger :)

Josephine : Super Slim girl....gives people the 'good girl' impression...like always kena bully those type..haha..but dont underestimate her...we heard her shouting ' WHAT THE FUCK!!" today in the office today coz she got herself a SAMAN for cutting queue..haha... Overall she is a nice girl, helps me alot when i have problems in translation work.

Hong Ping : quiet guy..didnt talk much.... too bad he was in the hospital doing operation since yesterday...hope he recovers asap.... GET WELL SOON!!! :)

Jin: a helpful girl, one of the active members in LHAG 18th floor..haha...helps everyone most of the time... although she is not the senior..but she is one of the dai ga jie as well..coz she knows alot...seriously alot!! she promise to bring me to legal aid session next time :)

Melissa soon : senior chamby, looks like a 'nu qiang ren' friendly and always gives ppl a feeling that she knows that she is doing....heard she got retain by LHAG as an Associate after she finish her chambering.... so if i go back there for chambering next time, she will be my boss ..hahaha..if so ngam under her..

Jane : My sister in LHAG..i have 2 sisters in LHAG...coz both of them come together on the same date with me..and both of them are elder..so they become my ga jie..haha...jane is also a graduate from northumbria..friendly and easy to mix with...first friend in LHAG.. :)

Chrissie : my dai ga jie, she is a graduate from UKM, first class honour...damn pro...and she knows alot...damn hardworking as well...good thing is, she is friendly and so always teach me whenever i asked her for HELP..haha... i always go kacau her in her office room when i have ntg to do coz i know she is damn boring too...she wanted to join us in 18th floor but her master always 'monitor' her in 17th floor...too bad... Dun wry k jie, lunch time i sure come down find u and ajak u together..haha..

Dave: our 'Partner' haha..he always stop us from calling him that..coz he is just a chambering student as well..but he looks like a partner ..seriously...organise clubbing and dinner night..but nobody wants to go..coz too busy and tired..hahaha..sry dave...

Gaitri : Close friend of Kavita....didnt talk that much ..but people always call her kavita and called kavita gaitri..hahaha...the word kavita and gaitri are not more nouns/names here..but words to describe ..coz they will usually say : U look like a kavita ..or..u look like a gaitri..haha

Jonathan : a guy in coat...good with josephine...^^ didnt have much talk to him..but still..at least he knows my name..i will improve on that...^^


the other 3 internship students are : chao ying, clinton and brian (US)

wanna write more..but my msn keep beeping..haha..

thats all for now..will try to add on the pictures below their name soon....^^ Adios...




Today : I think of you



Chris

E I Q W E T
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Q W E R N X
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This is my emotion today
Tell me what to do....


















Sad

Realising & Achieving has always been 2 different things....

People usually realise first, then try to achieve what they realised.

This applies to work, study, relationships or anything under the sun.

I too realised something important...something meaningful, something that might worth everything in my life that i am looking for...something that just might be the one...

BUT....i have no idea how to achieve it...

The more i speak, the further it goes...
The more i think, the further it goes...
The more i care, the further it goes...

Somehow, Life is still wonderful...
But it will be perfect with you around.

How am I ever going achieve without messing up the whole thing? This is what i called : Conflict of Interest.. ^^

1) Working in LHAG, although the workloads are like freaking alot!!!!! i got back home at 9.30pm..swt...

2)The ppl in LHAG, they are friendly, nice and funny....chambering students even had their own 'tradition' there..haha... if only i was paid for working there..i might work for more than 1 and a half month...seriously...

3)Learning new stuffs

4)a girl who i never thought i would fall in love to....

5) weekends, can let me sleep for a few more hours in the morning

6) loves to gossip...seriously...this helps me to build up my people's skill...of course...not too MUCH....previously i didnt really like this hobby...hahaha

7) to travel

8) my family

9) my car...of course..i hope for a new one and a better one...coz my previous one is not more mine..

10) to crap!!! hahaha....

Sometimes you makes me HAPPY

Sometimes you makes me SAD

Sometimes you makes me feel WANTED

Sometimes you makes me feel ABANDON

I know i am wrong on this...things shouldn't have gone this way....but i just can't HELP it.

Took me a long time to see, who is the one I NEED...

But...its all too LATE...

Now...I am just a Lonely little man....walking aimlessly on the streets, thinking about YOU...

Time flies... Will you ever be MINE?

Was lepak-ing in 18th floor with the cham-b students and suddenly a call came to our department...John asked me whether i want to take the task or not and i was like..huh? ok...then i take over the phone and a female LA- named Susan Ng ask me to see her in her office for task...

Rush to 17 floor to report to my supervisor (another LA) becoz i will be doing stuff for others first but she was not in. Went straight to Susan and was asked to do translation job immediately for her client's letter coz the client is not a Malaysian and does't know how to read BM. Scratching my head, bring the task back to my seat and started to do. Damn..dunno how to translate alot sia...ask for help here and there from the cham-b students and luckily Kennie and Brian do help me alot. manage to finish it and pass it back to Susan. She was satisfied but ask me to correct a few more things before passing back to her the hard copy and sent her the soft copy as well.

After that went to see my supervisor again but again..she was not there...Chee Hong told me she was away..then when i went back to 18th floor..she was there...oh my....rupa rupa she was one of the LA that are responsible for tonight's charity night...then she saw me!! walao...she asked...have u donate to the charity's night? i was like...looking here and there...most of the cham-b's expression was " we all already put in just now, u cant run from it either d" ..haha..no choice lo...she was my supervisor...drag my super thin wallet and put in RM 2--with a force smile somemore..haha.

Had alot of chat with Jane today coz she is my senior...she ask me to follow her to court for file searching on MONDAY!!! weee..was so happy....i ask the lawyer who pass the task to her...: can i follow? Shirley, the LA said..of course..but do tell ur supervisor first...^^

Knew an American attachment student today in LHAG...that guy is a first year student...but wonder y he travels to other place to do intern ....he said he wanna try abit here and there...but LHAG bias lo..dunno y he gets his own room.... even normal cham-b also didnt get..only senior cham-b gets a room.

Was called by Susan to search for one newspaper article again...she says her client just fax her an article and it is on wednesday newspaper..but the article is not in full and ask me to go find it...shitty..spend some time searching in the library and finally found it...

At 4pm, attended a talk by LHAG's partner, Mr Teh on " Loan documentation' i tried to mix in the talk although it is meant for new LA and cham-b.... walao..damn sien lo..didnt really understand...and i saw alot cham-b sitting behind was like half asleep ..hahahaha...damn funny la those seniors......

Thats all for the day..planned to go out tonight but dustbin was busy...SL was in indonesia...wanna ask Kho out but i think he needs sometime alone...will find him together with BH :) Kho, ganbatteh k? u can do it...

mixed feelings: i am confused myself, what should i do? whats the next move? Things are destined...whats urs will be urs.....I do not believe this previously..but now...thats the only thing i plan to rely on...

Guess i need to talk to god as well... (too bad my call always enter his voicemail) haha...damn it..

All my hard word did work out after all...so touched...

results are out today...i pass all my subjects....so happieeeeeee

quite happy for company...Mick didnt fail me..hahaha..

this is my marks breakdown..

Land Law : First class 72.1

Tort : Second Lower :55

European Union Law : Second lower: 57 damn it,..i thought i can get at least 60 and above

Company law: second lower : 51 ...well..thanks for not failing me...haha

Overall : 58.77 = 59...one more mark to 2:1...shitty....suan ler ba..

Dad and mom, i didnt fail...hope these makes u guys happy...i know it might not be much...but for year 2..this is the best i can do...

Land law..just love it...so gonna focus on that when i come out next time...


Happy Happy Happy.....

I am falling deeply....into a big big big hole...pull me please....hate that feeling....I shouldnt be thinking abt that...

Curse myself....damn it...

Chris 9.44pm

Woke up early today, drive to the nearest LRT station, took LRT to work..reach there 8.45am..nicely timed..haha..damn i am good..hahahaha

Went through a happy day today. The firm looks good, lawyers look friendly, and chambering students are helpful. Too bad i am the only internship student there. swt.....thought they take alot......

Knew Aurthur, a lawyer, jane & chrisy, chambering students, BT, Brian, Gene, Wani, kennie, christine, melissa, and alot more.... Kennie pass me a task today despite my supervisor says today is my 'free to walk around day' .....well, since this is the first day i am here and my purpose is to learn...of course took the task lo...hand me over to lawyer Tang to help him over on research on orphans law. Didnt really know how to do everything, luckily jane, BT and brian gave me some advice. Manage to summit to Tang before 5.30pm..haha....they were good ppl... love them so much...

Tomorrow my supervisor is going to gimme my own task....damn...hope it is not too tough..currently being placed in Insurance and banking department...honestly, i know ntg abt it...SERIOUS!!!!.... Hope i am a quick learner...if not sure kena screw kao kao...

Whats going to be for tomorrow ?? :)

Gonna start working tomorrow d. For 1 and a half month. Heard review abt other friends doing intern, doesn't really sound fun...oh well, i have to try it out myself first. Who knows working in Lee Hishamuddin's firm might be fun.

Tried Tenji the other night with some old buddies. Kho, jeremy, bro liang, Dustbin, claudia,wei lun, furley and also a girl named wan jun. The atmosphere was ok but the food -->!@#$%&
I won't say that it tasted bad..actually some of the food taste ok. but it is just not worth the price.
RM 101 for things like that is a total crap. Could had have better food with that amount of money, SERIOUSLY!!

Whole day in my uncle's house today,really FAT MOU d....growing moss, mushrooms, Fungi..spider web or whatever u can think of...u named it i have it.haha..so boring......trying to read up legal skills ...hope tomorrow i wont be squeeze badly.

Today is Jaclyn's birthday as well, just a simple wish here...Happy Birthday dear jaclyn. May all ur dreams come true. :) Smile always.

ARGGGHHH, i just don't feel like working tomorrow...wanna enjoy life...2 weeks is just not enough...seriously i didnt really enjoy a full 2 weeks holiday.busy this and that...haizzz...

ok...continue 'fat mou' now.... too bad i can't go out too often...no money$$$$....the dinner last night took away a large portion of my pocket money.haha... anyway, it was fun gathering up with old pals...miss them so much though...

Results coming out on thursday...pray pray pray and hope i don't fail my company law and pass all my subjects..duwanna get through all of the resits culture again....honestly, i am afraid of that...friends that are close to me know that...i NEVER NEVER EVER wanted to resit again.....hope this time is ok...i tried my best for year 2...hope the efforts worth it..

Slightly moody these few days...I have alot of things to do but dunno which to start with. Luckily some of my friends from other states pay me a visit and we go out and eat and eat and eat..haha..speaking of eating..Jeremy,u really shocked me with ur bottomless pit stomach..u ate alot man...for the 2 days straight..awesome. (besure to prepare an extra 40k for food starting from september this year in UK..haha

Starting my internship next wednesday. havent got any transport yet...need to walk and get LRT...i thought it will be fun..working in KL...during friday night, saturday and sunday i can go out with my friends or come back home to have a good rest. Well, lets just say things turn out to be pretty opposite and i think the 1 and a half month is gonna be a bitch.

So bored.... didnt feel like going out yamcha because my results will come out in the next few days..(scared) i just wanna pass all...plz plz plz.....

relationship : people usually says give and take. Since the other party didnt give, then its time to backout... ^^ of course, i mean it..time to let go. coz i realised what i want now.

Current mood: sleepy, bored, scared(results) , frustrated( need to report to work on wednesday and i havent even prepared yet) ....

Life is wonderful but sometimes there is always an exception.

This is a picture of both of us in the car just in front of her house.

She is pretty right? haha... Friendship forever :) Hugssss