Don't judge a book by its cover but..
"It's beautiful how often Schubert writes about the sea, even though he never saw it."
--Alex Ross.
Driving through the old part of the town with the swami on a beautiful early winter morning. The light, old and new at once. So many years down the river..past the hostel were Ubo stayed more than 60 years ago, the old winding curves of the original roads still just discernible despite all the subsequent developments.
The qualified mind making cautious judgements on how desire is spent. How anything turns out is nobody's business. Mystery deepens each year and you wonder what remains. The high light from the east, slanting in through orthodox windows, falling gently at our feet, the human world remembered, the old gestures on the verge of disappearance, like November's fragmenting fires. The glory of this hour is that it summons others, is a witness to its own passing splendour.
We pass the old graveyard with grass and graves almost stumbling onto the main road. The swami says, " do we have time to stop for a prayer for my mother?". Then adds.." But I will never find the grave now." So it is..and we know what the weight of distances is, we know that there are so few rituals left in our hearts.
On the way back I take a diversion, find myself following ever narrower roads. Don't read too much into that! The houses here are dilapidated with crumbling verandahs, unkempt gardens, rusted iron gates, the paint peeling off the outer walls ( the inner,too, you suspect). And then, out of nowhere you find yourself facing a spectacular mansion, a brightly painted yellow house, like some reminder of a bygone age. The swami, surprised, says this was Sikandra's house..from seventy years ago.
These old Hindu houses in the heart of Lahore make your heart sink a little.
Time narrows its gaze. There is only one room left in my house.What do we possess but this brief, strange hour? My hands, darkened with time, have forgotten how to count.
"It's beautiful how often Schubert writes about the sea, even though he never saw it."
--Alex Ross.
Driving through the old part of the town with the swami on a beautiful early winter morning. The light, old and new at once. So many years down the river..past the hostel were Ubo stayed more than 60 years ago, the old winding curves of the original roads still just discernible despite all the subsequent developments.
The qualified mind making cautious judgements on how desire is spent. How anything turns out is nobody's business. Mystery deepens each year and you wonder what remains. The high light from the east, slanting in through orthodox windows, falling gently at our feet, the human world remembered, the old gestures on the verge of disappearance, like November's fragmenting fires. The glory of this hour is that it summons others, is a witness to its own passing splendour.
We pass the old graveyard with grass and graves almost stumbling onto the main road. The swami says, " do we have time to stop for a prayer for my mother?". Then adds.." But I will never find the grave now." So it is..and we know what the weight of distances is, we know that there are so few rituals left in our hearts.
On the way back I take a diversion, find myself following ever narrower roads. Don't read too much into that! The houses here are dilapidated with crumbling verandahs, unkempt gardens, rusted iron gates, the paint peeling off the outer walls ( the inner,too, you suspect). And then, out of nowhere you find yourself facing a spectacular mansion, a brightly painted yellow house, like some reminder of a bygone age. The swami, surprised, says this was Sikandra's house..from seventy years ago.
These old Hindu houses in the heart of Lahore make your heart sink a little.
Time narrows its gaze. There is only one room left in my house.What do we possess but this brief, strange hour? My hands, darkened with time, have forgotten how to count.












