Below freezing thsi morning but barely. Headwind. I didn’t charge much at all. Hmmm. Self: tomorrow see if you can and see what the mood is upon arrival.
Last night I had a long detailed dream about visiting my brother and …. oh, there were tons of details! And I”m pretty sureit was before the radio went on to influence the brain with words. SO we went some place haveing nothing to do with cycling but there were bicycles and folks gathered as if for an event so I asked to get out of the car and Richard M. was there from our club; the dream location was “somewhere else in Illinois that’s pretty close and has a club” (even tho’brother lives in Virginia). Now, a person I know from when I was in bike club in Virginia commented on FB yesterday but he was not in the dream. I talked to lots of people about gosh, I’d ride with them but… and somehow my Xtracycle was there, and I noted it would only go so fast (feeling irritated at self because I shoud have had more confidence) and … it seemed to me they were taking a LONG time to actually leave for the ride, and I had eaten some of the food and I figured out that it was a potluck and the food was first, then the ride, and I talked a lot to people about their bikes; somebody had an *extremely small* light (definitely dream stuff) Brompton and I said I had one… and I was thinking about riding with them anyway …. but confused because where was my brother????? and then realizing that the only way my bike would be there would be if he had gone and gotten it and put it at the event for me to find. I also talked about the event: it was monthly and I didn’t get an answer to whether it had always had this awesome turnout.
I considered this in terms of …. okay, should we have an event like that? Well, we do. That’s the “tour de france party” except it doesn’t Have A Ride. I usually don’t have dreams with all those FEELINGS mixed in 😛 Obviously I’m tryin’ to boost my confidence about something 😛 Now, I had also messaged somebody who’d shared they wanted to bring singing into our whole community mutual aid efforts, and hadn’t even heard of “Singing Resistance” and I added with this email that I’d like to get a group of folks who could pass background checks to actually go to schools for a short concert, get ’em singing, give teachers a bathroom break…. and …. sent a few John McCutcheon videos. Only when I woke up did I remember that when I was a teacher, I’m ***pretty sure*** that’s who was playing at the high school and I convinced them to let my middle schoolers go with me across the street and IT WENT TOTALLY FINE even though it was longer than one would have formally recommended for my “LD” group. And we had heard some songs in history class (Harriet Tubman)…. the response to the first email was that we should talk after church but that didn’t happen … I do NOT have the skills to put on a concert. I am strictly backup. And m aybe that was the feeling part that got channeled into bicycling, I dunno. I’ve got chorus tonight (and my best “doing a solo” is …. being the one to introduce some of the songs 😛 )
So Gas prices are screaming up and blivit face made a war-crime threat Saturday that he retracted last night completely (saying it was b/c they had had good talks about things, which the other people said didn’t happen) so now stocks are screaming back up too! IT’s such a racket.
And now to do the things I **need** to do…