The past couple of weeks passed by like a sweet dream i did not want to wake up from.
Chu Ian came back and everything felt exactly the way it was before he left for Australia. I had someone to hold hands with, someone to hug and cuddle and get away with all things couple-ly and lovey dovey. :)
I promised myself that i would try my best to not be too attached to him in public, knowing how it feels like for singles and for those whose partners are not around, it was my way of being sensitive of my surroundings and others' feelings.
But i do apologise to those who felt uncomfortable at any point in time when we went out together. :P After awhile, i just could not hold back. Every day and every moment was precious to me and spending it with him was our way of making up for lost time when he was away. :)
Throughout the time we spent together, it felt like time stood still for us. Everything felt like it was going at a pace that was...just...right. :)
I don't know when will be the next time that i get to see him again. Unfortunately, the future is not up to us to determine so we can't be absolutely certain. Not knowing what the future holds does make things somewhat difficult, especially for one who often prefers knowing where the road leads to.
Regardless, that is something only God knows. For now, i am happy. Thankful. Blessed. :)
And i can settle with that. :)
