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Monday, October 22, 2007

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21/10

okay yesterday was indeed my actual birthday and rather a sick one lol haha
down with stomach problem haha so good for you ninja ppl dont have to spend money for me haha ;) and sorry to trouble julia , and family lot.
Anyway celebrated with julia ,jian min and jie sheng(arhh i was expecting shana 2 artbook from u js ,but it is just out so u can only buy from kinokuniya) ,i presume the cake was bought by the ninja people haha . At my house sang a bday song for myself first without a candle wakaka , js say i emo-ing lol , i'm not! just wanna get thing rolling haha, and everyone followed anyway still better than nothing .
oh-well~ the emptier you are the less you loss/the higher you fly the higher you fall ;)
so just keep thing at bay and thanks everyone especially julia for your hospitality and everyone who at least remember .
by the way ,if anyone still wanna celebrate my bday on 21/12 i'm still welcoming only if anyone rmb that is haha.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

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Existence part 2 :

First let me have a saying on the title "existence" its nothing but rubbish-emitting from my mind ,so it have nothing to do with my mood or troubles ,end of explanation.

Secondly , i got myself a jobs from a friend in subway , it is a marketing job ,and what am i marketing ? I do not know haha~ still maybe a noval experience for me to inhale .Not bad you know? 7/hr 90per month only that means the pay may be little (that means i can also look for others jobs) but what really make me consider is that they will help me pay for my handphone fee ,transports fee and allowance .Not bad ya?

existence: what if someone you know do not really existed at the first place ?It may sound far-fetch ,as in , how on earth can someone suddenly disappeared without any trace or notices?True?
But what if your existence is there ,your position is still there as well but somewhat got "replaced"?Most likely people will think that this person whose typing this is just jealous of that person.
O-well~maybe just thinking too much haha .But ,sadly , this disappearing of "existence" happen to me do not know if anyone notice..~end of existence.

2 more days till my first O's paper ,practical sciences ,after much deliberation I think I will still go for argumentative no matter what ,i know it is hard but guess what? i scored higher in argumentative than narrative haha

longing for the end of my O's asap ,bday on 21/12 but ppl are celebrating early on 21/10 .You never know afterall haha .How "well-known" I am? I not looking for sympathy from or whatever ,its pathetic.I just wish to have a sad bday that is all , can it be granted?(this is what i want you reader to know ,i hate my bday)

Monday, October 15, 2007

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existence

I seriously do not know what kind of topic is this(existence) ...
Haha~o-well~
=)people forgotten your birthday ,no one bother to even chat with you ,bad luck befall you ,on your way to work everything just turn out wrong ,you cause people to hate you ,your girlfriend got angry and wanted to break up with you ,so you walked alone to ninjado brought some sushi which have cause you severe aching and before reaching ninjado ,got hit by a car...laid painfully on the road...
after several stay at hospital got sold to very "good" people with a unaffordable debt on your back...

How good can things be?~haiz...

how would it be to fade away from the society? not your name but what you had done...

being ignored and treated as a "unseen"...

All happen on birthday ,

how pathetic yet comfortable would it be?

anyway~i miss myself...lost thought of who i used to be...trying to get a hold of everything that i could...

this week will be a warm up for my O's so guess i need more sleep

sonzai(existence)
What are you?
(not profound enough)

Saturday, October 06, 2007

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updates ~

Okay today I have just confirm the chalet with ahmad a summary of the chalet;
$33 per person
guest with potluck $5
w/o potluck $10
3days 2 nights
Costa Sand Resort 2 storey ,one chalet
*note we are not earn a single bit of money every single cent is used for the chalet
Therefore, i hope everyone is kind enough to pay up by this Sunday.THE END.

Okay honestly was quite sad that we have to book Costa Sand again...but at least its a 2 storey chalet this time not bad, huh? improvise from last year~

I knew my draw is any better and ppl will laugh at my drawing~but still
at least i personally think even so the "feeling" is there.... sobsob....( stab myself)

Julia's drawing of me~
and my drawing of julia...
I should go for still-live drawing class...(stab myself)anyway my O's is coming so i may not be blogging for a while and i shall finish what i have set out to be done first before i fully concentrate on my study ,okay?;)
oya i long before video but its kinda funny so i wish to blog it ,the camera-man very talkative,the other character ,played joel, is cute lol. Enjoy~

a rehearsal from long ago ,but somehow looking at it...it seems to hold something important in it...