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Monday, March 31, 2008

Tik Tok, the clock still tik

Recurrence

okay~ i have come back to blog, after a short period of damnation.
all thanks to RP orientation camp that makes me feel better...

last week i went for a two day orientation, no camp, hmm... about the camp i dont really remember much beside tao pok lol, very fun and nice lol~ anyway i think i will sure enjoy my school days i think... in school of engineering and i like my course , few people in that course~but...haiz... haha

I was also thinking since RP cert may or may not be recognize and i really do want a bright future to help everyone, should i sign up for scholarship with Defence Science & Technology Agency, singapore? My company can wait as long as the time is right to set-up my company, i will haven't to suffer from business failure. oh-well time will tell~(this long term vision is for you my dear, haha and also i dont want anyone to suffer from hardship when i earn lots of money)

hmm..should i rank our ninjado ppl? anyway this is roughly how i rank ppl, taking the state of mind into consideration( take note on how i spar with you)
They pile up;
level 1- normal strength, block and evade
level 2-techniques
level 3- strength
level 4- endurance
level 5- speed
level 6- rage
what is after level 6 and above, my mind wouldnt be working properly

anyway i back =) be happy everyone!~

Monday, March 24, 2008

Tik Tok, the clock still tik

Self-reflection...

3 weeks and i have spent about 300-400 dollar and by the end of this month maybe 500, hope not, of course, but then again i guess as long it is SPENT is a right way and people are enjoying themselves i guess it is all worth while...and not behind my back-stabbing me.oh-ya for those idiot who think i tap on my parents money, Fish you (kids might be reading) what's make you think that way? and mind you own business, my money is clean.

The end of today wasn't very nice...god damn i am sick and tired...of humanity for some reason... so i guess after this post i might not be posting for a long long time...and time to let this blog rot again.

jm thank you for your good compliment, but you lack of confident in yourself, just think that you have confident in yourself and you will excel maybe much better than me.

Lately, whenever i closed my eye, there is this image of my eyes being cut across by leaf or paper, what's worse is that i could feel the pain and the chill. There is also another version one and that is, i looking at myself when my eyes got cut and i am even able to see the cut clearly and with the blood and depth of the cut.(guess my brain simulation is getting out off hand...) and thanks to this "simulation" i don't feels better at all after watching "sky of love"

tomorrow going to RP to settle my Laptop stuff and program...
this week going for body check up...
On the 8 April i will be going for my wisdom tooth extraction...

I have also block wei hang.. to me though he is a good friend of my, but now he is a pain in the ass...anyway dont think he can do anything about me since he's no longer in Singapore. So don't care anymore and stress over it, just damn him to hell~

Right now i just need time to rest and reduce my activity, it wouldn't take long before i am back up again but still i won't blog...
Anti-judgement, support happy people~

Bye bye...~

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Tik Tok, the clock still tik

outing?




1st thing 1st haha i'm posting "beautiful world" lyrics, which can be fun at my sidebar, somehow i really like the
beats of this song.
Original / Romaji LyricsEnglish Translation
It's only love
It's only love
*moshimo negai hitotsu dake kanau nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete donna basho demo ii yo
Beautiful world
mayowazu kimi dake wo mitsumeteiru
Beautiful boy
jibun no utsukushisa mada shiranai no
*If I can be granted just one wish,
Please let me sleep next to you. Any place is fine.
Beautiful world
Without regrets, my eyes are only on you.
Beautiful boy
You don't know yet, just how beautiful you are.
It's only love
It's only love
netemo sametemo shounen manga
yume mite bakka jibun ga suki jyanai no
Whether you're sleeping or awake,
You just dream of shounen manga. Don't you like yourself?
nani ga hoshii ka wakaranakute
tada hoshigatte nurui namida ga hoo wo tsutau
You don't know what you want, but you can't stop wanting.
Lukewarm tears roll down your cheeks.
iitai koto nanka nai
tada mouichido aitai
iitai koto ienai
konjou nashi kamoshirenai
sorede ii kedo
I have nothing I want to tell you,
I just want to meet you again.
I can't say what I want to tell you,
Maybe I'm just a coward.
But that's alright too.
(*repeat)
(*repeat)
It's only love
It's only love
donna koto demo yatte mite
son wo shitatte sukoshi keikenchi agaru
No matter what it is, give everything a try.
Even if you get hurt, it's a valuable experience.
shinbun nanka iranai
kanjin na koto ga nottenai
saikin choushi doudai?
genki ni shiteru nara
betsu ni ii kedo
I don't need newpapers.
The important things are not printed there.
How are you doing recently?
If you are fine,
Then that's good I guess.
boku no sekai kieru made aenu nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete donna basho demo kekkou
Beautiful world
hakanaku sugiteyuku hibi no naka de
Beautiful boy
kibun no mura wa shikatanai ne
If I can't meet you before my world ends,
Please let me sleep next to you. Any place will do.
Beautiful world
As these fleeting days pass by,
Beautiful boy
It's natural to feel whimsical.
moshimo negai hitotsu dake kanau nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete
If I can be granted just one wish,
Please let me sleep next to you.





Oh-ya i did say that i will post and talk about the sentosa outing haha~ lucky i pray hard for the sun last Saturday haha
and that day the sun was very hot and bright>.<> again i got myself sunburn and also learn the satisfying sensation in sun burning myself


1st picture ahmad chasing wei lun haha, 2nd jm was trying to dodge my shot lol and 3rd is group photo and wei lun is sitting at the far back, basically this few ppl are the one to went to sentosa haha~ fun~

Oh and i found a picture to follow-up julia post;


this was my plate of sausage when we went eating and celebrate helene and nuru birthday haha, how pathetic
and then i notices they forgot to serve me a plate of baked potato haha, how irritating, still the waiter ask me whether i still want it lol.









okay then thats all for my post for today~ enjoy. btw i wouldnt be posting anything for a while till the storm is over ;)


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Tik Tok, the clock still tik

intangle?

Hahaha!~ have been mia for quite sometime haven't i ? haha, Yeah~ i quited my job as a data entries and i am free for now and spending as many days with julia as much as possible before she start working~
hmm have something to say: hidden senses

Just before the summer came and love have come to stay.
Everyday was a rainy day,
friends are around me and days passes slowly,
as if time had froze.
Now, everything seem brighter and lively,
the warmth of the sun and love had me realized that this...
is what makes humans, human.

haha something random but~nothing bad just a thought that i wanna post~ haha
oh-well honestly i have no idea what to post~ hmm..maybe...
Everyone remember this Saturday have sentosa outing, those who cant make it don't worry ;) cause still got june Official "summer" beach outing!! that day will have watermelon to make it official haha.
And i will be playing "Cabal" to waste sometime, BUT of cause there are some stuff more important than gaming~tum tee tum~
okay~ till then maybe will update again on this saturday night~ pray it doesn't rain.