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Okay... this will be a very very long long post, so your now given a choice to read or leave...
I will be dividing this post into different colors;

what have happen recently
what have happen today
my message
what will be happening tomorrow
The pictures
RJ

lets start off, yesterday dear and I went to sentosa to meet up with shi ling and the rest after we have went on an over night fish, haha strangely we did not catch any fish till it is dawn and I did not manage to even catch a single fish lol.

Anyway, today after subway, went to ninjado and collected my certificate...and went to eat with the ninjado people...met my dear after that and told her a white lie...i regret both telling her the white lie as well as the truth...tried to cheer and make things better but my effort is seems pointless sometime... guess I should stop my "chiko-morita-ism" morita character have never fit my personality at the first place, though interesting and funny... the current personality I'm using doesn't seem to suit my situation...so i think it is time to change personality again, probably back to myself with bits of spice.

Still feeling sad and down, I went to read through my saved message which is top secret and I would never entrust my hp to anyone besides my dear and my close friends, I saw this message which I have text early this year... I guess I wouldn't just put it down since to me, it is top secret and embarrassing, though I really wish to put it down on here...plus, it is not for you people to see bwahahaha! Anyway the main point is that this text are wrote down because I thought I am going to die from mix of medicine... I text down 3 messages one for my parent, one for my close friends and lastly for my lovely girlfriend. Reading all this message make me...somehow sane.

Tomorrow the class will be having Captain ball competition... so all the best to everyone and myself also I have ordered for 15 natsu matsuri tickets, not confirm...

Btw any one likes my new picture? to put it simple, it is an anime that I am obsess with, though i dont have the time but do go check it out... and that picture i have posted... please dont bother knowing the name of that anime...it is just a picture of reminder for my stupidity and consequences that my dear have put on me...~and that anime is not recommended... you will find it sick and inhuman...

just want to show my RJ this is just a copy and paste so just comment or ignore...

Qus:If you are asked to write a book about yourself, what are the 6 main chapters? Elaborate 2 or more of the chapters.

RJ:I would title the book ‘chiko-ism’, I know it sound like books for pervert but the idea is to attract the attention of the audience of any gender, age and people who like strange book titles. The fact that I like being strange and not being normal, quite suit the title for naming myself as ‘chiko’. In this book I would want to touch on 6 different aspect of life, which I may want to let everyone to know. Chapter 1 – what’s the point of living, when everyone dies one day? Chapter 2 – our life. Chapter 3 – attitude. Chapter 4 – life-skill. Chapter 5 – the importance of knowledge. Chapter 6 – reality. I would basically elaborate on Chapter 1 and 6 though I like to elaborate on everything- It is true that all human live and die, but since we are a life why not make better use of it? Why not make our existences more meaningful and acknowledged such that you name would be remembered? There isn’t a rule that state we human MUST do something and be useful, but why not just enjoy what we had now, work hard to live a better live and if possible get your existence acknowledge and make a name for ourselves? Life is bitter and sweet but determination and positive attitude will help pull you through hardship. Chapter 6 – reality is full of surprises, it may be good or bad. It is quite like the Johari window the Arena(open) area (cognitive and knowledge to relate) which is best to be wider and the Unknown area (surprise) to be smaller. If we have a wide Arena(open) area we could make better decision as well as conclusion in life, but however, to be unique and the best people usually contain some extra element which fall under the hidden area, after all, knowledge is potential power. Reality also refer to the world knowledge and how laws operate, by studying the laws and term and condition, we could make use of the 'rule' and take it into our advantage. I believe my book would be useful for people to achieve better aspect in life and make better decision with what I have learnt and not be like me to make conclusion without further research like what I did today.

Somehow, i wonder...does anyone really took the effort and read my blog?
when no one tag.. it seems like no one's here...

Of all people your the only one whom I could not bare to hurt most...

1st coming up will be class chalet, japanese matsuri and ninjado chalet.
A reminder for everyone that you earn more than enough this month and following month.

W45G chalet this time will be at sentosa a room( the size of 3/4 our class) with national day package- $150, 3D2N(excluding BBQ pit and food)
date will be between 18th august to 22nd august as the following week derrick will be overseas and some people can't make it.
one person around - $20 with many, many better food
avoiding 2 room to make the class more 'bonded' and see who is the unlucky one lol

This year summer matsuri is here again!!!! arhgghhghgg!**** lol, bet it will be damn fun! will be on 23 august (sat) after 1800, admission fee $2 and all purchase is by cash.
same agenda as last year. I will try to get the tickets from JCIG if they are selling that is.

And lastly ninjado-chalet!! omgomg still long but soon, this time will try to book aloha resort around Dec probably a week or two before christmas. And be prepare to flock out more money haha better service and facilities come with higher cost(usually) lol, this time get your money ready by august or at most deadline 1ST WEEK OF SEPTEMBER, however, our limit set for 3D 2N is less than 700
expected thing
30- 60 per person with food and chalet (if more than 16 people)

haha~okay thats all for now, yeah~ so fun~~ anyway will be busy this few days for awhile
and have to organize a secondary 5 AY06/07 west spring secondary BBQ soon most probably in august during the holidays.

there will be a RP union camp during the October , I will sure go lol.

i wanna go play with old friends

more importantly i wanna eat breakfast with my dear.

I want 3 days off, a day for myself to slumber
a day for my dear
a day for my best friends


I got a secret for the class that will trigger off another nuclear war, so best kept to ourselves inclusive of those who know it.

Simple life is good but it is like the theory of 'wanting to go school' during long holiday

feel like changing poly... should i? haha~ =) who knows~
my be i should learn japanese and type it in my blog so it will cancel off most of the reader in my blog, but, is there anyone to cancel off?

last week cos-fest was fun, interesting and ehmmm embrassing as well i suppose haha, cos-play as heero yuy, dear - duo maxwell, shi ling - quatre~
okay thats all for now~

leveled up from level 5(start of RP) to level 50(now), still gaining experiences point

very tired

irritated with jonko team presentation but it is after all their presentation.(i think best be specific why)(the team did well and i am happy for them, however, the debating topic is rather sensitive)

human don't deserve to live, or probably pointless.

can't be bothered with other people's idea and what they think

idea cannot be entirely destroyed, once it is being shared and shown

everyone is the class/society is a human being even if they are totally moron, bastard or whatever you can name. (please be enlighten everyone) at most just don't click with them

TF i will add you but find out why your dislike and badly graded, speak normally like a normal human and not act cute, when we say active we really mean by giving your idea, thought and commitement to the team throughout the days, you play game only if your done with your work well and full understand how your slide, point could relate to the daily problem statement and every team have a time limit don't keep re-emphasizing we know what your talking.

"no man is an island" so there is no point to change your blog link

shoot at whoever you think, you dislike, say it out loud if you dare. you might not only feel better but also make that person realize.

how you default cos-play? so don't try shooting me

feel like quiting ikea probably end of august(sorry keith to let you down)

damn the world, I dont care if anyone in this class or society hate me but i shall damn you, if you damn me ( the end)

feel better now

i was never sad, depress or angry to start with

i was only.... irritated

is what we called reality, humanity?

Still loving my dear...(slp)