Friday, December 17, 2010

Woman or women?

From my experience, it seems that women are more hot tempered than any man. WHY?
Why emotion always controlling them, but not the other way round?
Why cant they settle things in a better way?
Sometimes, it really ruin one's mood when things ended up that way.
Yes, I'm referring to myself. Why cant I start my holiday and proudly announce the end of my first sem with a smiley face?

So, again, please fucking figure out the problem before mad at others!

I'm really pissed off right now, dont ask me why, you know why!

And.....
Let's call it a semester after a long night of fighting with CEL Coursework and rushing to computer labs to get the damm report printed out and submit before the clock ticks to 4.30pm?

ok thats all. Write up again next time. bye. *emo*

Monday, December 13, 2010

Bf = ?

What comes into your mind when you see "bf"?
Best friend(s)?
Boy friend(s)?
Boyfriend(s) (errrrr....)?
Battle Field(LOL)? Or... something else?

Had a conversation with a friend last night and realises the truth let me down down down.

Boy friend will treat you like an angel, the best girl, the prettiest girl bla bla bla, if he has an intention or aim, I know you are smart enough to understand what I mean.

So, when their aim is achieved, they'll treat you like an angel-to-be. The treatment will be different as compared to when they haven't get what they are aiming. Why? I dont understand. Okay so there goes your lovey-dovey story.

"Romeo take me to somewhere we can be along ~"

HOWEVER, if they failed or you broke up. The story is completely different again. You both will most likely turn out to be strangers. WHAT?! Why on earth things must be ended up this way?! I really don't understand. *disappointed*

But, I'm always glad that Best friends will always treat you like an angel no matter what, be there with you whenever you need him/her.

Like Her...
We might not be able to hang out everyday, every week, but we never turn into strangers when we see each other
The pic is edited by her, 200...9?

Like Him...
He will always be there for me :)
Picture taken hmm....2009?

From the primary mates...(2009)

to the high school mates...(2009)
I dislike browsing through this album, teary eyes everytime, but this time, with a smiley face, because I the strong mulians-bond that we built =)

To the college mates whom I have not meet for longgggggg (2009)

And of course the girls love(2009)

Last but not least, the friendship, the love from UK (2010)
Mulians-overseas love :)

And this family#2 love..
I miss them dearly and they are coming back in January.. yayyy :D
Although we are not blood-bonded but we live and love each other as if we are :)

I cherish the one I care and those who cares about me :) Thank you bfs - best friends =))
So, please appreciate the best friend(s) around you =)

Anyway, 3 more courseworks to go and I'm then done with final year sem1 =D
Loneranger, fightooooo~!

Friday, December 10, 2010

I wish..

I know "I wish" works exactly like "If", that is, they won't come true..
But, atleast i might feel better after all these bombastic imaginary session..

Sometimes, I wish I'm not the ME right now.
Atleast, I don't have so many problems to face, to overcome, to hide, to pretend.
In fact, I'm still not as strong as what you guys thought.
I hide my fear, my tears, my stress. But, how many actually knows this?
What is shown doesnt implies how happy I am. And, doesnt shows the true how am I doing.

I believe the majority doesnt go thru what i've been thru. You couldn't imagine how tough it could be. I wish I can grow horizontal now(for the very first time), grow torns on my face, pandas, etc. Is either this, or, I wish I'm an angel now. Yes, you might thought I gone crazy, and you're right! I'm insane now!


Alright, my 10 minutes break is up. Time to get my ass back to my work.
3 more to go, yes, 3 more and I only have one week left for all these.

Good luck to all year3 Chem Eng who are still struggling hard now :)

Cheers and take care!

For those who are in overseas, like Rachel Nge, Alex Koh, Benjamin Cheong, Graeme, Joey, Aunt Jac, Vincent, LiQing, B(15e)!, etc(sorry too many to list them all one by one), keep warm. Missing you guys out there. What about catching up after everything is done? :)