i'm so tired!!! =X dunno lorz.. i'm like practically alre losing the drive n motivation to mug.. i'm juz sick of it.. seems like everything i've studied have slipped out of my brain.. useless brain. cant rem anything de.. *sighs* 3 more days.. 3 more days only!! someone save me.. i'm drowning... can someone juz keep me awake while mugging?? i keep falling aslp.. n wake up feeling frustrated with myself.. argh.. i'm really very scared lorz.. that day i juz cried coz i cldnt take it anymore.. haix.. dunno la. maybe it's juz me.. so weak.. really v v stressed.. keep thinking a lot these days.. oh well... i wanna be in yr2 next yr. i dun care abt the As or Bs.. i juz wanna get promos over n done with.. fear nv fails to overwhelm me..
hm.. wanna say tt i'm really touched by all those who rem me n wish me good luck.. really appreciate it a lot!! :D u guys muz jiayouz too kz? love ya lotz!! take care ah.. really glad to know frens like all of ya... =)
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life's damn stressful.. promos coming in a few days.. i need a slp!!!
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i'm like so tired i practically dun feel like moving abt.. haha.. am mugging in sch lib now with jane after bio rem which i was late oso la.. typical me.. oOpS.. really wanna go for cycling today de.. *sighs* but cant go.. coz have to mug... wad a sad life.. i yearn to have a good slp manx.. haha..
yest was mugging in sch lib till 9 with lijun.. afterwhich we went j8 kfc to makan dinner at 10+ pm.. haha.. reached home ard 1120 liddat.. wanted to mug till 3am de.. but as usual, it's xin1 you3 yu2 er2 li4 bu4 zu2 again.. fell asleep! i think it's cursed.. the curse of the sleeping portion.. haha.. wadever.. =p i'm looking fwd for promos to be over.. but dread it coming.. so ironic..
i'm suffering from fatigue.. n juz realised i'm beginning to type very slow again.. too long nv type alre... hahaa... oh well..
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hahah.. seems like it's a long time since i last blogged.. have been a hectic week of mugging mugging mugging mugging... non-stop.. n is there any secret to stay awake n mug till the wee hrs of the nite without falling aslp?? think i really need it.. :D
anw... there's a co adventure camp during the end of nov.. at sentosa.. so funZ!!!! haha... looking fwd to it la.. like this kinda stuff ma.. the teachers were saying got high n low elements... low elements are ard 3-5m high.. omg. me scared of heights la.. haha.. their low is my very high alre.. i cant imagine the high ones which ard at least 12m high... help!!! =p haha... hope i conquer my fear of heights by then.. hm.. haha..
yest the few of us went to shangri-la hotel for the annual media appreciation performance.. me , lijun, yanrong, chin gi, weilin, shao min, therese, xiaoting n ching wee n ms tan.. haha.. so hilarious la.. esp at the dining room... i think we dun normally go to that kinda place to makan ma.. haha.. dun really know the ettiquete la.. so we were practiccaly making a fool out of ourselves... so paisehz.. =p but nvm la.. tt's experience.. hehe.. the woman said we can order anything from the menu ma..(n it's free!! oOpS.. haha) so we ordered some more expensive stuff.. haha... kiasu la.. like everyone else.. hahah.. lijun wanted something light.. so she ordered sandwiches.. haha... the sandwich turned out to be 2 huge sandwiches, 1 big bowl of salad n tons of fries.. oh manx.. haha.. n the mushroom soup we ordered was horrible.. tasted like oatmeal.. haha...
the performance itself was ok la.. it was practically feeding time for the mosquitoes manx.. haha..got bitten like.. uncountable times? haha.. oh well.. nvm.. good thing is tt i'm enjoying myself.. =D good relaxation activity amongst prep for promos.. haha.. there were even ppl there who said we were very good lorz.. tot we were professionals.. -_-"' ahaha.. when so many notes were 0ut of tune.. nvm la.. cant blame them.. they dunno music.. hehe... oOpS... =p
ahhh... this is sinful manx... i shall go mug liaos.. no more slacking... anw i'm ponning dbl gp again.. n i'm late for sch today too... yeah.. again.. haha... mugging time!! =D wa.. need more stamina for this manx.. n i feel like going pe lesson later.. but seems like almost no one in my class wanna go... sadz.. haha.. see how lorz.. shall let lijun stink alone when we go mug together aft sch today if i nv go.. haha... eh.. i'm not evil k? it's my special priviledge coz i'm the model bad student.. haha...
*wanna say sorry to yx abt the cycling thing... haix.. if it was after promos i wld definitely go de.. but there's really no time left to mug alre.. n i'm really v scared.. =X
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hm.. i think the condition of my thigh muscle is getting worse lehz.. oh manx.. even walking is painful.. n plus nj has tons of stairs.. >.< well.. i shal ren3.. haha... some of my frens ask me to go see chinese doc.. shld i?
fatigue has overwhelmed me again.. fatigue is scarily overpowering manx.. i'm gonna pon sch soon.. to mug.. time is running out alre... ahhhhh...
anw i juz overheard something... heard huang peng say tt the whole sch is saying that s7 combi de classes cannot make it with the exception of S7b, which is my class.. think coz we more mug? i dunno.. but i tot s7 classes are always not as good as the s6 ppl ma.. how can they compare liddat.. haha..


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haha.. yest had the aerobic dance thingy again.. was a different instructor.. was even more fun n exciting!! haha.. i simply love this kinda stuff lorz.. 1000x better than running manx.. =p n i realised my fri pe lesson is the same as many other co ppl.. lijun, jane, therese, shaomin, li miin, michelle, karin, mingjing etc.. haha.. i was having so much fun that only after the pe lesson i realised i stretched my thigh muscle.. so painful.. even today i was walking a bit awkwardly la.. haha... can walk on flat grd normally.. but walking up n down the stairs was torture siaz.. =p shld i do pe on tues then? haha.. but v fun lehz.. hehe.. see la.. i too playful alre..
then today had co prac for the shangri-la hotel performance after davidson's bio remedial.. haha.. not long after i reached the classroom where the others were practising, lijun asked tek to come for vetting lorz.. diaoz.. haha.. i was practically throwing my face during it la.. coz i nv prac ma.. haha.. actually it's my fault la.. n tek wore pink today... omg!! felt like puking lorz.. n poor lijun kept being 'bugged' by tek coz she blow dizi de ma.. then tek kept being 'very attentive' to her playing.. haha.. so funny lorz.. oOpS.. =p then the few of us, me, yanrong, weilin, therese, chin gi, xiaoting n shaomin were playing with xt's spca donation stickers.. haha... stupid weilin started by pasted stickers on ppl's backs.. haha.. so lame lorz.. then aft tt we kept playing ard.. then when me n yr were trying to stick the sticker on each other, tek suddenly said "aiyo.. ji3 sui4 le" haha.. nvm.. i shld have answered him, "we're of course younger than u la.." haha.. niao him back..
after we went for lunch at kap (kap again?! haha..) i was supposed to go to wdls lib to find shiyun n huey to mug together de.. budden sy called me ard 2+ saying the lib got some annual staff event today so all libs will be closed at 430.. so i didnt go in the end lorz.. instead i went to weilin's hse with yanrong.. haha.. we went swimming!! haha.. so fun.. even though i'm not very good in it la.. haha.. we oso went to the steam bath thingy.. shuangz.. like sauna liddat.. but it's got moisture de.. yups.. =) was practically 'steaming' inside manx.. enjoyment.. hehe.. made us sweat a lot la.. persperation was really in droplets lorz.. can be seen de.. haha.. but aft u come out from the steam bath, the feeling is really good lorz.. =p but a lot of water went into my right ear.. till now it's still stuck there lehz.. n it's really painful... *ouch* really hope the pain will subside soon.. n tt the water will come out..so accident-prone horx? hm..
wa.. i'm slacking again.. oh manx... someone pls motivate me to mug hard pls.. i'm gradually losing my momentum alre lehz.. bad bad...

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the skin on my fingers are peeling like crazy... very painful lehz.. after i started playing zhongruan, the skin has been screwed la.. haha.. now everytime where i touch any instruments de strings, it will peel even more.. oh manx.. someone heal my fingers!! =p haha.. but i like zhongruan la.. qt fun.. hus are oso nice.. hehe..
lijun said i'm the model BAD student today.. haha.. so funny.. coz i was late for sch, msg during lessons, nv do tut, wear coloured socks, wear dangling earrings, eat during lessons, got more than one ear piercing.. blah blah blah.. haha.. wadever lorz.. do i look like i care? oOpS.. =p too tired to bother abt such stuff lorz.. haha.. cant even finish my hw.. i'm stressed siaz..
n yx... continue on ur investigation n update me on ur newest findings k? haha..
hm.. i realised that first impressions are not always accurate de.. some ppl that u feel are horrible are actually qt nice de.. hm.. haha...
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wa.. so damn tired nowadays.. wont slp in class la.. but it's tt type of feeling tt all ur brain juice has been sucked dry.. oh manx.. haha.. i really really wanna have a good rest.. go for a massage or something to relieve my stress n fatigue.. =p
promos coming le.. everyone is mugging like crazy.. my classmates are oso no exception.. seriously i'm scared lorz.. mr goh said this yr's chem promos is much more difficult than last yr de.. ahhhhhh!! how?! i got phobia alre lehz.. =X n ppl ard me are mugging.. really mugging hard.. to the extent they're not going for lunch break at all... my gawd.. so stressful leh.. i think liddat for the long run i'll go crazy de.. oh no.. this is bad.. haha.. tt's y i was saying i need to relax myself a bit.. go n play.. relieve my stress.. haha.. yups.. =)
later still got the shangri-la thingy de prac.. ahh.. no time to mug... i wanna mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug.....


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haha.. i realised i love aerobic dances, hip-hop etc.. haha.. today during pe we had some aerobic dance thingy ma.. haha.. though some of the moves were not tt easy.. but i really enjoyed it la.. =p maybe i shld consider to learn hip hop at the cc sometime.. yups.. =)
btw i think freaky things have been happening to me nowadays.. so scary lehz.. yest at the toilet in wdls lib, when i was washing my hands, i suddenly heard some song coming from the cubicles at the back.. i went to take a look.. but there was no one!! oh manx.. i quickly brisk walked out of the toilet lorz.. so freaky!! stupid yx was saying tt i shld have sang with the voice.. manx.. u sing urself ah.. i dun want.. haha.. yest was the last day of the eRhhEmM month ma.. then i dunno who was saying tt tt kinda things juz wanna have some fun b4 it goes back so it sang in the toilet.. =X
then juz now i didnt know there was a change in the venue of my gp class ma. so i walked to tc01.. finding there was no one there.. aft tt i called peishan to ask, then i realised that it was at tb11.. when i was walking up the stairs between the ta n tc blocks alone, i heard a "girl" saying "wrong class" in the fren-fren kinda voice.. as if "she" was juz beside me.. oh my gawd.. there was no one ard la.. for goodness sake... i'm scared..
wa.. feel so tired these days lehz.. i think i've overworked myself a bit liaos.. maybe i shld go for a rest n relax myself.. it has been ages since i've enjoyed myself alre.. haha.. sad case horx me? but is there anyone tt wanna go play on one of these days? hehe.. tell me kz? i'm on for it!! =p
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haha.. i feel happy today.. i oso dunno y.. but i guess tt doesnt really matter.. hehe.. =) it really pays to be consistent in ur work de.. although i nv study much for today's bio quiz, i think i'll do ok.. hopefully.. haha.. though not very good... ok la.. actually i'm not tt consistent too.. but listening in class really helps.. yups.. =)
good luck for prelims ppl!! *hugs*
happy.. sha la la la.. it's so nice to be happy... kan4 kai1 de gan3 jue2 zhen1 hao3!!=p
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juz saw my junior's msn nick "no one can make u inferior without ur consent" how true.. ok.. i shall try my best to be nice to myself.. to refrain from thinking too much.. haha.. =) thanks peeps.. it's not easy.. but i'll try my best.. hehe..
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hm.. first of all i wanna apologise to royston, yx n sf for my lousy attitude today.. i think i had some screw loose or something.. yups.. u all muz jiayouz tonite kz?? muz jian1 chi2 dao4 di3!! =) haha.. i think i really bonkers nowadays alre.. it's either coz i'm too stressed or i'm thinking too much.. so diaoz ritez? seems like i zi4 xun2 fan2 nao3..
actually today is a bad day.. in the morn i woke up at 8.30 when i was supposed to meet yx at 9.. ok lorz.. was abt to rush out of my hse so i wun be late when my dad bought bee hoon home for breakfast.. so had no choice but to gobble it down. i was abt to puke when i finshed it coz i practically stuffed everything down my throat as i didnt wanna be late. didnt really bite.. felt like choking to death when i finished.. went downstairs.. ran for the bus.. wa.. felt so xin ku with all the food stuffed in me.. oh manx.. at the mac, dunno y my coat was stained with some chilli sauce.. for no apparent reason.. n i cant even find where the chilli came from lorz.. so diaoz.. the straw i was drinking from had a tiny hole too.. that's y when i drank from it, the orange mcfizz was squirting everywhere.. sian diaox.. then someone oso stepped on my foot today.. forgot when liaos though.. so suay.. horrible horrible day.. =X
anw.. i'm kinda sick n tired of ppl teasing me abt my looks n size.. though i'm kinda used to it la.. it's not my choice to be liddat de. in fact, i dun have a choice at all. since i was young, i've been teased by ppl.. using all types of mean nicknames.. ok lorz.. i was born plump la.. i didnt want it too. how i wished i cld be like some other ppl who are blessed with a pretty face n slim figure. well.. as the saying goes, "deng3 jiu3 jiu4 you3..." *sighz*
juz tot of something.. izzit true that bestest fren=worst enemy?? sometimes i do see some truth in this saying lorz.. strange.. n sadded at the same time..
i realised i'm not as happy go lucky as b4 le.. n i kinda think too much these days.. i oso dunno y... i really dun like this lorz.. i wanna be as carefree n happy as i was last time... i miss the good old me.. the hyper n devoid of worries de me..
i dun want sch to reopen.. or maybe it'll be good tt it reopens.. then i will then be too busy to think abt other stuff... yay.. i love sch.. do i?? but i still got tons of stuff not done.. n the dreadful exams are getting nearer and nearer.. manx..


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hm.. today went fuchun cc to mug with yx, jess n edlina.. haha.. actually the place qt nice de.. but there was this psycho guy who kept turning to stare n smile at us.. oh my gawd.. was emotionally threatened manx.. i was a ham in my previous life rem? haha.. kidding la.. then me n yx called wb to come so tt at least there was a guy with us.. not so scary ma.. haha.. the guy continued to use his hands to "wipe" the table.. making tt kinda disgusting swiping noises... so erxin lorz.. so me n yx 'migrated' to wdls lib.. haha..
mugged with royston, sf, wk, yx, sc n her sis at wdls lib.. haha.. qt fun la.. managed to finally finish respiration.. haha.. saw this guy who took part in sg idol but hav alre got eliminated de.. he was wearing a pink shirt, red n purple checkered shorts n was carrying a female type de black sling bag.. oh manx.. haha.. we were laughing at him la.. oOps..
hm.. then when me, yx n royston went to take the mrt home, i was like asking them to wait for my mrt to come b4 they leave ma.. then i was juz kidding, saying tt "who want u all to stay ah? dun stay oso nvm.." haha.. then they really juz got on their mrt n left.. haha.. or so i tot.. i really got a shock when they tapped my back after that.. was so surprised to see them still at the mrt station lorz..so touched.. haha.. stupid royston's idea lorz.. hide behind the pillar.. haha.. but really.. thanks guys...=) hehe.. muz mug hard kz?? jiayouz!! cya tml at the lib.. haha.. we shall cop the whole front row kz?? =p
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wa.. running for the lib seats are indeed interesting n scary manx.. haha.. really an experience of a lifetime.. (i'm not bragging!! haha..)like more than half an hr b4 the lib opening, there are alre like tons of ppl waiting outside the lib.. haha.. when the lib shutters were opening, my heart almost jumped out of my mouth.. haha.. it was pounding so hard lorz.. =p ran like nobody's business when the lib opened.. haha.. managed to grab the whole row of alone seats.. 6 seats in a row lehx.. haha.. *achievement* ;p the other ppl there were diaoing me lorz.. haha.. so i gave up 2 seats to them la.. so funny.. haha.. think today will be qt exciting too.. budden it's really tiring everyday to run liddat.. haha.. manx..
didnt mug much yest.. not even 1 chapt.. oh manx.. guess i was thinking too much yest.. nvm.. hm.. hope today's a more productive day ya? a day void of troubles n fatigue... haha.. =)
anw.. if u were pang seh-ed by someone u consider to be ur quite good fren, how wld u feel? disappointed?? sad? i dunno. happened to meet cailing on my way home on the mrt yest.. asked her how she wld feel if her fren pang sehed her, she said she'll feel hurt if that person was her good fren. i kinda agree with her. coz if i dun care abt tt person, y shld i feel hurt at all ritez? *sighz* i juz hate it when ppl break their promises de lorz.. i had enough of it. seems like some of my frens like to break their promises everytime. maybe i'm too easily bullied alre.. too soft-hearted everytime.. *sighs* in the long run, it's beginning to get a little irritating.. well.. i oso dunno wad to say alre.. i cant change ppl.. so i shall try my best not to bother abt it.. but i know i'll still be bothered by it in the end.. nvm.. guess it's juz me haha..
oh ya.. i want a new phone!! haha.. think i'm obssessed alre.. that day i woke up at the middle of the nite coz i dreamt of hps lorz.. oh manx.. so kua1 zhang1 horx? haha.. i want either sony ericsson t630 or k700i or samsung e600c.. haha.. but all so ex.. dun think my parents will buy.. sadz.. haha.. my hp plan ending end of this yr ma.. so can go n see new phones liaos! =p *crazy*
how i wish i cld stop time... this hol is so short.. where got time to mug n do stuff?? *trying to lengthen time... in vain..* haha..
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i shall not let anyone nor anything affect my mood.
it's not as easily done as it is said. wadever lorz.. sometimes i really hate myself for being so affected by the ppl ard me.. haiz.. wadever for? y shld i think so much in the first place.. but i cant help it. argh.
hm.. was juz wondering abt something.. izzit worth it to help someone time n again when the other person wont even care abt u if u're in need of help? seriously, i dun mind helping that person la.. but sometimes come to think of it.. i dunno y i even bother to help that person la.. too soft-hearted alre.. haiz..
i hate bitchy n flirtatious ppl.
wow.. i'm mugging now.. so interesting..
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hahaha... i think it's so fun to pon gp.. haha.. it's me la.. n today my gp class only got 3 ppl.. how more pathetic can it be?? =p nobody cares lorz.. it's the last day of the term n everyone's in the hol mood.. hehe..
even those tt normally dun pon oso did so today lorz.. haha.. next week one week hol.. hope i wont squander it away ah.. muz mug hard!! =) jiayouz ppl..
read yx's blog.. haha... went to yahoo to search for "eunice" oso.. so interesting.. got a city named eunice, got eunice high sch,some internet forum etc.. haha... =p
take care peeps..


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haha.. i kinda miss my long hair sometimes.. but i enjoy the low maintainence of my short hair.. hehe.. =p i'm a fickle-mided girl la.. hahah...
think it really feels great to see co ard in sch lorz.. haha.. got that homely feeling.. =)hm.. guess it's the feeling of familiarity lorz.. yups.. somehow since my days in rv, i've tot that co ppl are very nice.. i oso dunno y.. haha.. unlike some other cca ppl got are either bimbotic or bitchy. haha.. better dun specify here else wait get bashed up ah.. ;p but they shld know who they are la.. for one knows himself best.. ritez? most of the time la..
hm.. think i'm quite pathetic la.. i guess i'm the only one that doesnt have that sense of attachment for my sec sch.. maybe i shldnt have gone rv at all. i like sn better. i like the school spirit, the unity of the girls. *sighs* too bad time cannot be reversed.
today's a short day.. i end at 1120am.. supposed to be 1220.. but mr goh nv come so no chem tut.. he's sick again lorz.. poor thing.
i miss my autograph book... stupid george. haha..

The Reason-- Hoobastank
i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you
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hm.. thanks guys.. really love everyone of u to bits!! thanks for being there for me.. i'm feeling much better alre...=)
juz now nette was sending me some of the pics taken dring the co investiture.. so nice.. hehe.. although the receiving time was awfully long.. but it's definitely worth the wait... yups.. hahah... nowadays love to take photos.. so meaningful lorz.. (: hope today will be a better day.. going woodlands lib to mug with yx.. haha.. btw my dad switched on the air-con 2nite..yayyy!! will sleep in comfort 2nite liaos.. hehe.. =) take care everyone!!
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