haha..it's juz this weird feeling i'm having..dunno y i'm feeling this way oso..haha..shall find out in due's time..=)
tml's prom!! haha...qt excited manx..hope everything'll go well n everyone will have fun!! =)
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haha..today went jp to get the makeup stuff from jess..thanks girl!! =)
finally completed my shopping for prom..haha..prom's such a waste of $$ manx. but i'm qt relieved that i've bought everything i wanna buy le. haha..=)
tml gg for job interview at science park..i'm scared leh..nv go for such interviews b4..-helpx- i hope i will survive it well lor..haha..-prays hard-
n i hope i know how to put on make up properly..haha..
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if u're so scared, then get lost la. too bad u have a daughter who is lousy in studies. stop hurting me. quit being a bug. i'm alr tired enough. i've had enough n i'm damn sick of all these shit!
n i juz hate being pangseh-ed..promise-breakers are downright detestable.
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wa..have been looking for jobs online these days..finding jobs really isnt easy manx..=X ok..maybe it's coz i dun like calling the companies..so i'm resorting to applying online. but applying online oso v troublesome lor..how to write resume?! i've no idea how to do it at all manx. i need help!!
or is there anyone who has any job opportunities to recommend? thanks a lot leh..really appreciate it a lot manx..my mum keep bugging me la..sighs.
i'm feeling v sleepy these days lor..haha..n does anyone plan to play mahjong one of these days? muz count me in k? i wanna play!! haha..paisehx..screwloose le..=p
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hm..i think it's really nice to have frens rem ur bday n stuff..haha..=)
anw prom is really v troublesome lor..so many things to do..n so little $$ lehx..headache la..=X anyone has makeup stuff can lend me??
haha..n i wanna meet up with everyone soon!! haha..esp s23, exco0304, njco, rvco peeps..n oso all my other frens..miss all u guys manx..haha..muz go out n play!! =P
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haha..went bugis shopping with vic, jiewei n boon today..haha..so fun manx..=)
but our feet hurt..haha..i think it's coz exam time only needa use our legs to walk to school n den back home..
haha..then tml gg shopping with my mum again..=p have fun ppl! i'm still yearning for a good game of mahjong..=p
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haha..today's the end of exams..finally manx..can rest a bit..though still worried..=X
went to pei2 my sis get her psle results after bio paper..haha..though there was a very rude parent sitting beside me..but heck la..haha..was so happy when the principal announced my sis's name saying she n another girl are 2nd in their school lor..i was so happy that i was almost screaming..haha..but i controlled myself a bit..or else i'll look like a mad girl le..haha..congrats to her manx..=)
ok..i seriously need a job..haha..any offers?
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ahh...i'm so lazy manx..tml last paper le..n i'm still slacking with so much not studied..=X no mood lor..haha..in the mood to slack alr leh..oopS~ i think i've almost planted myself in front of the tv alr..haha..
kk..i shall go mug for tml's paper..hopefully it'll be easy..-prays-
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tml's bio option paper..manx. i'm memorising at super snail's speed. so pek chek with myself la..1page in 1 hour leh..how much more slow can it be..-faints- hope productivity today will be better manx. i still want my sleep..haha..-stressed-
after tml, things will be a bit better ba..got bio mcq left on thurs lor..n my sis's getting her psle results on thurs too..hope everything will be well. =)
actually i think bio is interesting to read but qt boliao at the same time. i mean..y for make us memo everything? it becomes not a test of knowledge bt a test of memory instead. oh well. n so sad that my memo-ing skills are not tt perfect..
really hope tml's paper will be ok..
n i'm feeling super sian!!!! dun feel like studying alr..=( juz so sick of everything manx..-sighs-
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3 more papers to go..i hope they'll be a breeze manx..the previous papers weren't very good..n i know it very well myself tt i'll get mediocre grades..though i'm still praying hard tt things will turn out better..sighs..
jiayou ppl..
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I HATE MATH. bloody hell. -sighs- wad kinda paper is this? crap la. the papers the past few yrs were much more easy. wa lao eh. prac so much oso no use. or maybe i'm juz plain dumb la. n i'm dead. i'm v v scared manx.. all the papers are so tough..how?!! i dun dare to imagine the results lor..i dun want!! sucks la. everything sucks. i'm damn disappointed, demoralised n dejected alr.. i seriously need a lot of moderation!! pls pls mod so that i can get better results!!! -sighs- i'm a weakling la. couldnt stop crying once i was in the comfort of my own room..=(
every sub oso set those weird weird nv see b4 qns. wa kaox. i'm not that smart ok?? =X do tys oso got crap use ah..sian diao.
tml gp..i oso dunno how to prepare for it..sighs. hope it will be manageable lor..-praying hard- n i'm oso praying very very hard for survival thru this As with relatively good results..
i've had enough..i dun wan anymore hurdles in my life..i'm alr very emotionally n physically tired..=X
n my parents have to rub it in..i told them v tough then they start indirectly insult me..say i'm dumb n everything..but i guess i am lor..-sighs- but it juz hurts la..n i'm demoralised even more..=( i hope the coming papers will be better n they will decide to be ren2 ci2..
i cant suppress my fear..
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oh help me manx. i'm so dead. with so much not studied yet. n i'm still memorising so slowly. shit la. my brain is disfunctioning manx. at this crucial time. damn it. =(
wa..sorry for sounding kinda violent here..haha..-_- argh. damn sian!!
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please save me. i'm panicking like mad.
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haha..i think i've lost track of time. i din even realise that today n thurs are public hols..-_- when my dad n sis told me yest, i actually tot they were kidding me lor..haha..oh well.
i've only studied tm n grp II yest..i wasted yet another day!! =(
n thanks everyone for all the encouragement n care!! -hugs- =)
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