Nowadays i keep seeing P.D.As happening around. Today i saw a guy squeezing his gf in the crowded train..shall not mention wad he squeezed. Kinda disgusting la. If u wanna do such stuff, do it in private manx. -_-


And primary school students nowadays are very noisy and rowdy! =X Hmm..but wonder whether i was liddat back in pri sch..haha.. -ponders-


Forensic science is giving me the creeps. The pictures shown to us in the lecture are so gory and disturbing! I nearly cried la. Omg. Too overboard for me alr. Hopefully i'll survive this module manx..


I dunno what i'm doing. I dunno wad i am supposed to do. I dun wanna do anything.


Everything is so overwhelming! I need a break. I yearn to self-declare hol!


Lessons start at 8.30am later. Someone help me.
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STRESSED. The test is driving me crazy. The result of sleeping in lectures and my stupidity. And sadly, my study speed is like a snail's, or maybe even slower than that of a snail. =X


Hope the test will be easy..-prays hard-


Later today will be another crazy day..7 hours of lectures straight..with only an hour break in the middle. I seriously need an eyelid opener lest i fall asleep.
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Ok. Math lab wasn't as i expected it to be. It's kinda like programming of math. haha.


Tired.


My OCBC-NTU debit card arrived today.. the shiny turquoise colour. Pretty! =)


I wanna go shopping!! (though i'm broke =X)
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I do find it very difficult to find somewhere that one can enjoy peace and serenity in a large school campus like ntu (halls not considered). Even back in nj, at least one could find somewhere quiet at the balcony behind the co room. Here, even the library is like some commercialised place where everyone is busy studying, doing their own stuff. Cannot even find a place to settle down due to the large number of ppl using the library facilities. -faints-


I am very tired..the lab expt was kinda easily done today..the lab report is another issue altogether. And i am falling sick. I need a break. Maybe a retreat into some serene paradise would be a good option. (but where to find such a place?)


Maybe this was all wrong right from the beginning.
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Ok lor.
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It is always when things happen when u know who ur true frens are. Thanks Xiu, Lynn and Bryan. =)


Thanks Amanda for helping me collect my cherry shoes. =)


Thanks Jewl n Peizhi for helping us save seats. =)


Thanks Jorce for listening. =)


I am tired. I really am. Of everything.


Oh well. I just hope everything is just a dream. -wishful thinking again-


I guess u are right. I care too much about things which do not concern myself and end up neglecting my basic needs. I should have heeded ur advice. Damn.
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Losing faith.
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i went to colour n highlight my hair today..i like the colour! but i'm trying to avoid my parents...cos they dun like me to colour my hair...i dunno what they will say when they see my hair..i scared leh..=X -praying that everything will be fine- Dun dare to come home tml le..Oh no~


Went for dazu today..chun jie xu qu..haha..i miss playing in an orch..i miss RvCo..i miss NjCo..i miss the ppl..


YoOhOo~ I'm so tired manx.


You. Stop comparing me with others. Back off.
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well. hm.
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Hm..i guess humans are difficult to fathom. Some things just cannot be explained.


Anw i find lab lessons quite interesting leh..and i got nice lab partner oso! haha..=) Though as usual i'm kinda blur blur one..haha..=X


I'm at yr and wl's hall room now..haha..hall 5. My first time to this hall! haha..the room ok la..but the exterior looks a bit like Toa Payoh de Industial Estate flats. hehe. =p


Sian. I'm damn lagging in school work. Today's math tut was a disaster. We didn't understand how to do the questions so we asked the tutor ma..and her answer was that "Oh, go and read ur textbook" and "The answers will be posted online..u can read them then.." -_- Then wad is the tutorial for manx. Diao.


Jiayou ppl! =)
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Thta's all?! We will take into consideration what is registered in the system!? this is damn unfair!! It is not my fault that the computer screwed up twice and i have to thus compromise on the grade?? Wa lao. Good system. My foot. =(


I don't like to study..
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SCREWED EDVENTURE! wa lao. 2nd time hang on me when i do my online pre-lab quiz alr! i want my grades leh. how can this happen?! Hope everything will turn out fine ah.. damn sian. Shit la. and scared oso. =X


I dun feel like studying alr. Damn.
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Where can i get the cbc 113 textbook at a lower price than nie's?! nie eating money!! =X haha. I alr made TWO wasted trips to Clementi bookstore. Sian. If i was still living in Clementi, it wouldn't have been so troublesome lor.. Went back to Ave 2 area today..the place nv changed much lor..I even saw Tian zhu's dad and the char kuay teow uncle! haha. I miss that place leh..so convenient somemore!!


Wa..the physics and math notes are bewildering! Chem hybridization i sometimes ok with it, sometimes blur..cham cham. I need help!! =X haha..


The tuts are piling up...difficulties increasing oso...ahhhh~


I want the hols again! haha...-wilful thinking as usual-
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A big thank you to all those who cared. =)
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Really yuan jia ru zai. -_- It's like i'm kinda pissed with someone and then i see someone that looks so much like that person. So suay manx.


Sometimes i don't understand this thing called friendship. Seriously. With some ppl, it seems that one moment we're so close but the next moment i find that i don't understand him/her anymore. Sucks manx. Don't like this feeling..


Anw i dunno y i went to school today at all. I was sleeping throughout all lects. What crap. Damn lag in school work alr. Damn.


And yes, thanks everyone for the care and concern! I love u guys! =)


I think i am destined to be the wallpaper. Oh well.


Hope tml will be a better day..
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I do feel that i'm going through a period of 'depression' in my life now. Mood swings aplenty. Or maybe cos i'm tired. Really really tired. I can sleep while walking (ok, i'm exaggerating.) Or more accurately say, I almost fell asleep while walking. haha. I slept in almost every lecture today! =(


Forensic sci lect today was qt interesting..held at Nanyang Audi..cos the cohort has 1500 ppl and even mlt couldn't accommodate so many ppl. haha. During the lect, there were even photographers taking photos. I felt as if i was watching a concert or listening to a celebrity speak instead of attending a lect. Though the continuous flash light was kinda irritating and distracting.


Physics, math and physical chem is boring. Very boring and dry. To add on, I suck at these subjects. I can't think scientifically and logically! How am i to survive?! >.<


Sometimes i just feel that i'm not part of them though i am supposed to be.. It's just that i feel apart. (What the heck am i ranting about??) They are very nice and everything but it just feels weird. It is the way they look at you and speak to you. I feel out of place. And also that obvious difference. The indifference they show sometimes. Aiya, it is just how i feel when i hang out with them. 3 words to describe what i feel: left out + weird.


And i don't want to be like her!! Condescending bimbo. Oops~


I had enough. I am sick and tired of being the middle man. I feel as if i'm being exploited. I know i am easily bullied but please do not take advantage of me being gullible. Sadded~


I need FREEDOM.. and more sleep. More time too! I'm darn lag in tutorials and lectures alr.


I feel like ponning school.


EVERYTHING is just so confusing. grrr~




Some Pageant Night Pics:



S-group!



Ex-pageant queen and i



S-group pageant girl and i



Shaggy girls =)



Shaggy guys + pageant girl + her bf =)
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To be or not to be, that is the question.


Played mahjong in the afternoon with s grp ppl at the lounge of amanda's hall. haha. fun..=)


Went Ntu Co de welcome tea just now..not bad ba..the ppl all very nice...haha..


I'm very very tired. gg to rest now. take care ppl!


And happy birthday to tze wei! =)
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Uni life has been hectic but interesting too. haha. endless tuts, lects, s group lunches..haha..of cos the lunches has been the most enjoyable. =p


Tml gg for TUF and ntuco de welcome tea..shall see how things go lor..haha..


Hm..y is it that things always happen this way..quite sadded. haha.


I'm very tired..and i think i'm falling sick. Oh no. =X
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wa lao. i can't believe i'm so suay! damn edventure screwed up on me. i wanna cry alr la.. =( hopefully everything'll be solved the good way... damn scared leh.
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I wonder why cats behave like that. Oh well.


And i'm so very tired. Damn sian~ To add fuel to the fire, the ppl living upstairs have been knocking non-stop the whole morning. =X


I do think that i think too much sometimes.
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I really dunno what to say. I am AT A LOSS OF WORDS. Never in my life have I encountered such a thing. Shall decline to comment.


But I am really greatful to some people too! Huan nan jian zhen qing lor..it's always the case. It's always when sth happens that u'll see who ur real frens are. Thanks a million! I love you guys! =)


Barely survived the first day of school...help...
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I want the notes to drop from the sky!! haha..first time print notes alr very pek chek..=X
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I really love s-group..so full of shit..haha..=p Am talking to wx, th, ky and alvin online now..haha..i'm like laughing like a mad woman in front of my comp lor..=p hehe~ Looking forward to lunch on fri!


And i hate printing notes! so troublesome..the files are so big..hang my computer..waste ink..waste paper..=X and i cant open the cbc 121 lect notes file! lect is tml leh..how how..-_-


I seriously need more freedom!!
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Some things just cannot be controlled. It's just like that.


Went for S group lunch at Canteen A yest. haha. Quite fun catching up with everyone. And Racheal's hall room is very nice too!! haha. I wanna live in hall too leh..haha. But too bad i gotta earn enough money to pay for the hostel fees on my own before i can say anything. =X


Lessons start on this thurs for me..and the first lesson in the morning is physics lect followed by math lect. Oh manx. Ppl who know me will know that i am terribly terrible in these 2 subjects lor. I'm praying that i will survive and survive well..-crosses fingers- And a big thank you to all those frens who said they are willing to help me when i have problems..be rest assured i'll pester u guys! haha..=p hopefully i do not needa disturb u guys oso..


This sat's paegant is really located at such an ulu place leh..near Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve! Goodness. How to get home after that?! =X I need a chauffeur! haha. What wishful thinking on my part.


Fatigue is slowly overwhelming me. I seriously need more control over my own life.
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I hope everything will turn out fine. Sometimes i really do not see in a point in trying so hard. -Sighs-
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Went for S-group outing yest..28 ppl went to watch movie together leh! haha..=) Watched Click. Cried a bit. Quite touching ma.. haha.. =X


Tml gotta go sch for the whole day..for SPMS orientation and Freshmen Wecome Ceremony..930-530pm leh..hopefully i wont fall asleep halfway..=p


I'm in the same tut and lab group as Sze Xing, Amanda and Hui Ping! yay! very happy leh..=)


and seriously i need a break! My mum keep nagging and nagging and nagging..non-stop! Grrrrr~ I need peace..


I do feel kinda self-conscious around u guys...and i think i know alr..haha..
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I cannot bear to see myself in the mirror now! i'm so tanned that i cannot stand myself leh..haha. The last and only time i was this tanned was when i was in pri 4..when i was in swimming club..aHhHhHhHh! help! haha..i need super strong whitening cream! I like being tanned but this is really an overdose alr! =X haha..


Anw tml there's an S-group movie outing tml! yay! haha..can see everyone again..=) Hope the movie will be nice too..cos honestly i know nothing abt 'Click' manx..haha..-_-
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