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Saturday, October 27, 2007
10:58 PM

Sometimes it just feels as if anything and everything is worthless. Maybe i'm just feeling lousy. Watching tv just now somehow made me think of my own life. Some ppl are just so damn lucky, arent they? How i wished i was as lucky as her. I just hate it when i smile and speak as if nothing happened just cos i have to do so. I dont know why but i feel hurt when you say that. Maybe i'm oversensitive or maybe i expected too much. I dont know. Some things are just plain ironic la. Blardy hell. And somehow i always end up in such situations. Honestly, i felt and feel like shit. But who would ever understand? Only if you have experienced it for yourself that you would understand and feel for me. Really. Damn it la.

Dont ask anything.

Sometimes i really wished some miracle could happen to me. I wish my dreams would come true. Wells, at least some of them. I'll be contented. My life is just so screwed up that i dont know what to do about it anymore. I feel terrible. All i want to do is cry.

I'm living on empty dreams.

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