Don't be afraid.. I'm right here with you.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Final Post Before NS

Hmm... Finally Graduated from Poly!.. will upload some pictures some time in the future too lazy to get them XD...

Today was Mahjong Session with bros James & Joson, and Michelle.... damm unlucky lol.. but had lots of fun=D.. after which me and bro james went to eat supper at jalan kayu.. quite nice the prata there.. hahaha XD

Army coming in 6days omg.. so sian stuck in tekong for 2 whole damm weeks.... but maybe it will do some good to me i guess. take my mind off things... i hope... haiz..

~ thinking of you ~ at 2:15 AM

Monday, March 30, 2009

sucks

SIAN... DAMN SIAN.. internet down since saturday.. only tomorrow then the idiots will come and fix it.. sucks man

~ thinking of you ~ at 5:38 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Lies and Deceit

How i wish i was living in a time of lies and deceit.. So that i won't feel so much pain..

David Cook - Lie

You whispered that you were getting tired
Got a look in your eye
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know i'm ok with this silence
It's truth that i don't want to hear

You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes that's been coming for awhile
Hang on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word
I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
Lie lie lie.

Lie lie lie.

I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to know i'm ok with the silence.
It's truth that i don't want to hear.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

Don't want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

So lie to me and tell me that we're gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the day
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

~ thinking of you ~ at 4:39 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Music for the Soul

Sighh Bad Day again.. just another lyrics posting.. of a nice song

David Cook - The Time Of My Life

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air Left me in pieces
But now
I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

~ thinking of you ~ at 10:37 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Leaving it to God

I'm leaving everything to God and Fate.. I'm just too tired to care and bother so much anymore. God will show me the way. I believe so.

Heres a song for you all:

Dishwalla - Angels or Devils

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

Still I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I was to give in - give it up
- and then
Take a breath - make it deep
Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold
You know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

~ thinking of you ~ at 4:58 PM