i'm missing this wonderful gf of mine, terribly.. :(
i dun know how things between us got so tensed, so strained..
am i really changing ?
am i throwing attitude for no reason ?
i dun know.. :(
but if i am, i'm really sorry baby..
i didn't mean it..
u know, it felt like years ago since i heard ur laughter..
the innocent, wonderful laughter, which always put a huge smile on my face..
bee, i ♥ you..

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hello people !
i'm back.. hahaha.
its been a long time eh.. :)
sorry la, but i've been busy..

school's been stressful..
wanna know why?
cause there's alot of projects going on..
and if u guys wanna know, i hate projects..
i like things to be done when i want, at my own timings..
i dun like it when i have to keep thinking about it and thinking about whether my other group mates have completed their part for the work to be compiled up..
and most of the time, they never do their work..
how suckish is that eh?
and in my 2 years in ngee ann poly, usually in a group, i'm always the one on task even though i slacked cause i will do whatever the 'group leader' asked me to..
but this time round, its seems like i'm the 'group leader' and i hate it..
and if i dun take the initiative, things will never get done in my group..
year 3, please pass by fast..!

it is without a doubt, i am tired..
my body is tired..
but i'm enjoying what i'm doing, mainly cause i get to do the things that i want to do?
i dun know..
right now, all my priorities and my targets are all jumbled up..
i really shud sit down quietly and think back about what i really want..
cause right now, i see me going nowhere, except for the fact that i'm earning money..
what happened to all the things i set myself out to do?
what happened to priorities when common test is coming and i'm not putting a stop to working?
come on boy, this is not the year to be fooling around..
if my studies are going to be jeapodized, then i think its time i shud put everything to a stop and reverts to my old ways..
that would be much better right?
though i will be sleeping most of the time, well at least i can have time to do my school work..

okay, all that typing and i dun know where the hell i'm heading to..
cause right now, in my head, all i can think about is you..
i miss you, and since when did things between us get so awkward?
well, off to bed i go then..
good night everybody..
and i love you, A.O..

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