Tuesday, May 03, 2011

What I Know...

No Amount of Money, No amount of Ivy Legue College Degrees, No fancy Houses, No Luxiourous trips or Loaded Cars can fill the void of the empty arms of a woman that wants a child. Here is some news. I have several masses that will require Surgical removal which is a Priority. NO TTC during that time. After that additional fertility testing...so far my results are depressing and I RARELY cry but I just feel like laying down & crying for a minimum of a week straight. If you knew me in "real world" you would know how OUT of character this is for me. It seems as if every time I try to have a baby curve balls just keep coming. Unfortunatly, these masses are serious and I can't play around. Hopefully within a a month & a half I will have had my Surgery and be on the other side safely and I can move on. I will still be supporting everyone and posting here just giving the details. The good news I can think about is that I glad I am not pregnant because Surgery while pregnant is something I would try to avoid but in this case is not an option.