So, I went on a cruise over my first mother's day and didn't have Lincoln with me.
I was so sad.
Lincoln is literally my little buddy. Obviously the cruise was way more fun without him-seriously who would take a 4 month old on a cruise? We had a great time, but I truly missed my little pal. We have so much fun together and I love him with all my heart.
Being a mom is so different than I thought it was going to be-and it's so much better than what I thought.
Yes, the crying, the screaming, the poopy diapers, the anxiety over schedules and nap times and ear infections-
all TOTALLY hard and all TOTALLY worth it.
I love being a mom. Thinking about the fact that God gave us this sweet little boy brings me to tears.
Yesterday he laughed while I was getting him dressed cause I hit a tickley area on his legs and I started
to cry. He is so precious and straight from heaven.
I cried on our way home from Orlando on Saturday thinking that I was going to be able to see him soon.
I came home and picked him up out of bed and I cried.
I held him and kissed him and...well, he woke up and he wasn't very happy I woke him, but I couldn't wait.
I love to see him smile.
I love his sweet blue eyes and his blonde hair that grew so much while I was gone.
I love his big belly and his big head. I love that he loves the bath and that he loves to splash around.
I love his legs and that they are so tickley.
I love the way he looks at Brett.
I love the way he looks at me.
I love that he is a 24/7 full time job.
I love that I hate to be away from him.
I love that he is ours forever.
I love that God made families eternal so that we will never, ever lose him.
I love the sacrifice it takes to be a mother, it makes me love my mother even more.
It hurts my heart when people say that they are just a mother, because being a mother is the greatest, hardest, most rewarding job that there is and I'm very proud to
be a mother.