Thursday, May 29, 2008

lemon cheesecake

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One of my favorite pieces of advice that I received during studio is this:
“Don’t be a slave to your metaphor.” I think it applies in multiple levels, don’t you?

It is this that popped into my head as I was contemplating working on my thesis tonight (this is a procrastination isn’t it?). What also came to mind was a comment from a well-meaning person at the meditation retreat I attended this past weekend.

“But are you passionate about your thesis? You said that you like it, but are you passionate about it?”

I must admit to a certain level of irritability at that comment. What the hell? Am I passionate about my thesis? Am I passionate about my THESIS? And what I was hearing was “If you aren’t passionate about your thesis, then why are you bothering to do it at all? What a pathetic existence! Who cares about how good your idea is, if you aren’t passionate about it.” Never mind that I’d just spent two years working on the topic. No, not working, ANGST-ING over the topic, going through hundreds of concepts to find what was significant to me, what I could conceivably find and work on for hundreds of hours that I could feel was a worthwhile for my effort.

Am I passionate about my thesis? Will piped in and said “No one I know is passionate about their thesis. Thesis isn’t something you are passionate about, it is something you get through.” End of discussion. Thank you.

Am I passionate about my thesis? Now that I’m thinking about it (you know something is significant if you are thinking about it days later - just what form of significant is to be discovered), I should have responded a little differently.

Am I passionate about my thesis? If what you are saying is that I should be thinking about it every moment of the day, that I should be eager to work on it to the point of exclusion of all else, that it is the light of my day, and that I am willing and excited to stay up at all hours of the night to work on it, that it would be worth going to work exhausted in order to spend time with my thesis, that I give my thesis more time and attention than I give to my patients or partner, that I think about thesis when I am giving someone a terminal diagnosis, that I’d rather work on thesis than work in the garden, then clearly, the answer is a resounding “NO.” If you are saying that I should reconsider my thesis topic if I do not feel this way about it, then I would suggest that you have never done a thesis.

Am I passionate about my thesis? On the other hand, if being passionate about it means that it is something that I think about frequently, that it was an underlying theme in all my education these last few years, that it is something that I feel strongly enough to be investing hundreds of dollars in books and spending hundreds of hours reading said books, to have the information change the way that I conduct my life in its content rather than time requirement, that it is something that I am curious about, fascinated by, and that my mind has been putting together for years, even before the concept of thesis had been born... then yes, I am passionate about my thesis. Do I always like working on it? No. If I were, I wouldn’t be writing this would I? Do I like writing it? Formatting it? Constructing it? Feeling the weight of it bearing down on me? Excluding the rest of my interests to pursue it? Clearly no. Honestly, I'd rather be scarfing down the leftover lemon cheesecake that I made for the party last week. I realized that the reason that the question irritated me was because I know I'm not working as hard as I "should" on it. It would be nice to be "passionate" about thesis, to always be excited to work on it. But I would rather have a life than a thesis.

I don’t need to be a slave to my metaphor.




*lemon cheesecake photo from Epicurious.com. Mine had lemon curd on top and a vanilla cookie/graham cracker/toasted almond crust.

indoors

Not everything is happening outdoors. The indoor plants are holding their own.

I bought this echeveria (sold unceremoniously by Bloom-Rite as "Pink Echeveria") last year and it has been one tough plant. Despite low light levels, there was no etiolation throughout the winter. I placed it in a sunny window as the weather warmed. Strangely, the division that I put outside has yet to open flowers.


Ascocentrum miniatum has surprised me with a second bloom this year. Last bloom was only two months ago!


Phalaenopsis parishii is a favorite of mine. How could it not be? It certainly is not short on character. This epiphytic orchid from the Eastern Himalayas can be deciduous, has a light grape-like fragrance and best of all, the lip wiggles in a breeze. Natural spread of flowers is 1/2 inch. The roots, which scramble over the moss are attractive as well. It grows potted but perhaps not as well as mounted, and who would want to hide those roots? Click to embiggen.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

it's windy today...


...with a 20% chance of heavy thunderstorms tonight. The plants are going to need moisture after the beating they've had the last few days.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Scoot

This Scutellaria resinosa from Plants of the Southwest is quite the cutie. It is the only survivor of three plants and blooms all summer long. If the stems are damaged, it won't grow new ones until next year. I've had it about five years. I wish it would reseed.


Spuria time

Spuria irises always remind me of growing up in California. There, the plants form huge dense clumps, with growths crammed together and tons of flowers. Here, my varieties are more sparse, but the flowers are just as fantastic. The blooms opened in the middle of the night last night.

I'm not absolutely sure of the name of this beauty. I think it is 'Ila Crawford'.


The name of this one is 'Belize' and you can see why.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Penstemon heterophyllus 'Margarita BOP'


Although 'Margarita BOP' photographs nicely, I can't help but always feel a little disappointed. The flowers have a nice blue, but it's only in parts, and there are distinct reddish purple patches, which I feel mar the beauty of the flower. It's likely that I would never feel this way except that the unceremoniously named 'Blue Bedder' P. heterophyllus that I grew in California was a solid, electric blue, sort of like those electric blue cichlid fish from Africa. 'Margarita BOP's advantage is its cute name. "BOP" supposedly stands for "Bottom of Porch" which I imagine was apparent after drinking too many margaritas and falling off said porch. So, despite Margarita BOP's insufficiencies, it gets an entry of its own, and even gets an excuse to depart from my usual format because it photographs so nicely. Didn't I just say that?

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Penstemon linarioides

Penstemon linarioides has to have its own entry because I love the blue. Earlier this year, there was the Veronica tauricula in a similar color. P.linarioides comes from the four corners region, and is a very variable species. Here are three versions. I had the joy of photographing some wild blooms last year when hiking out by Grants (see my May 2007 post on Wild P.lin). How exciting is that?

Here is a ground level photo. This plant was from Plants of the Southwest.


This version is from Agua Fria nursery in Santa Fe. The color is variable from year to year. Maybe the cooler weather had something to do with the dark color this year. The first year I planted it, it bloomed only a few flowers this dark purple. Last year, it was indistinguishable from the other P. lins that I have. The large amount of summer rainfall we had caused the original plants to rot out. This is a seedling from those. Keep in mind that the flowers are about half an inch across.


This plant came from High Country Gardens. I've bought a number of plants from HCG, in two different years. The first year's plants have a more solid flower, the plants I bought a few years later have this flower with prominent stripes. In either case, the plants from HCG have blue/silver leaves and a lavender flower. This year, the flowers are smaller and have more purple in them. They are also not as abundant.
HCG P. linarioides, version 1:

HCG P. linarioides, version 2:

Fallugia paradoxa

I posted this photo April 24, when the Apache plume began to bloom.


Here it is now.

Salvia daghestanica

Here is Salvia daghestanica last year, after I had my house re-stuccoed. Ah, just when it was starting to bloom. I had a lot of evil thoughts about the workers at that time.
Salvia daghestanica

Here it is this year, just starting to bloom.

what's happening now

May is the most happening time of year in my yard. Things were looking pretty good for the dinner party last night. On the menu: spicy garlic shrimp with roasted pepper sauce, rosemary chicken, cacio e pepe, salad, roasted zucchini with romano cheese, roasted brussell's sprouts. There was a nice Pinot Grigio, and to finish things up, tiramisu and asti, limoncello. The garden provided entertainment.

Allium christophii has a metallic sheen to the petals. The seeds sprout in the spring, but I haven't yet had any survive the marauding animals to bloom.


For some reason, all the hardy cacti that I have look about the same. Pink to magenta. But the plants are a bit different. This one is Echinocereus perebellus, which my friend Ted advised me would do better in the ground than in the pot I had it in. He was right.


I'm letting Penstemon clutei self seed in my front yard, and I'm removing the Penstemon palmeri. Although Penstemon palmeri is native to my area, it is a bit too big for my yard when in bloom, then after bloom leaves a mess of stems. Although it is also fragrant, the flowers are a pale pink, which shows poorly against the stucco. P. clutei is a close relative of P. palmeri, but has much more vibrant flowers, a shorter habit, and blooms off and on all summer.


Salvia coahuilensis from Mexico is supposed to be borderline hardy in my area, but it did much better than the supposedly hardier S. farinacea 'Texas Violet' which croaked, just as it was trying to emerge from winter dormancy (I'll probably try again). The flowers of S. coahuilensis are a bit more purple than the photo shows. I was excited to discover that the plant is stoloniferous, which I discovered this year, but only slightly so, so far.


This sempervivum was barely visible among the gravel. Now it is poking its head up. I can't remember its name, but it came from Agua Fria, and is something like "Icicle." Hmm, that sounds right, but whatever the name, I remember it being appropriate for frosty appearance of the hairs.


Salvia summa is an endangered species. The parent of this plant came from the UTEP plant sale. Fortunately I've given a seedling to Ted, since the stuccoistas only left two alive, and one did not survive the winter.


The Cistus petals have a crinkled look to them, and have brown bits this year. The foliage is still deliciously fragrant.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Progression: Euphorbia Redwing

I thought it would be fun to compile the progression of Euphorbia characias 'Redwing' as it developed this spring. Last year it was a nice little plant. This year, it's been pretty dramatic. The bracts will last most of the summer, developing seeds that will disperse through the yard and sprout next year. They are easy to pull, however. Unfortunately, they don't have the same color as their parent. I'll update this post and re-post as the plant develops this year.

Last year, March 28, 2007


February 17, 2008


April 1, 2008


April 24, 2008


May 11, 2008

Sunday, May 11, 2008

busy garden day

Yesterday was a busy garden day.
I visited the Albuquerque rose garden, where the rose club was doing some rose maintenance. The roses were coming into full bloom, and despite the wind, the fragrance was delicious. Most of the flowers were displayed to perfection with amazingly very little wind burn.

Which made me feel all the worse about the miserable performance of my roses. I planted a couple of own-root roses last year: Madame Isaac Pereire, and the David Austin rose Winchester Cathedral. I also had some cuttings of Heritage that rooted last year. This year, they put out a few very small leaves when spring arrived. Then stopped. Nothing. Not growth, no blooms. Nothing. I'm blaming the weather, since I've planted them the same as I've planted roses in previous years (I had to take the Madame Isaac out since it was located badly against a west facing wall which fried the flowers every year), but of course there is the possibility that I've done something wrong. I guess I'll just have to wait. I'm still going to blame the weather, since that stalwart Dr. Huey that has been in my yard since I moved in seven years ago has had sluggish growth this year as well.



Alchemist


The Albuquerque Iris society had their show yesterday, and continues today. Dozens of varieties of mostly bearded irises were on display, and it was easy to get that kid-in-a-candy store excitement. You know what I mean, where the kid gets so excited that he starts crying. Of course I would never go that far.


Going to shows like this, of course, makes me want more of whatever is in the show, in my garden. Hmm, maybe I should take out the blue garden, and just have irises... I managed to escape with just one purchase: the reblooming bearded iris 'Immortality' which may bloom for me this fall if cared for properly.

Visitors were asked to vote on their favorite iris of the show. Here's mine, Iris 'Lancet', obviously an Arilbred. This photograph is awful, missing the soft flush of lavender contrasting with the maroon blaze. In reality it is luminous. Bummer, I missed the arilbred iris show last week.


This iris started blooming a couple of days ago, just as Iris missouriensis is finishing. It's the only iris blooming in my yard right now. It is Iris sibirica 'Caesar's Brother' which a woman at the garden show was "complaining" about since it grows so vigorously in her yard, getting to be a yard across, and dying out in the center. In the poor soil where mine is planted, that may never happen, but its vigor is an asset here. Sure there are many more recent hybrids with better form than this old variety, but it's still a joy. It makes me laugh at the many recommendations that I read that siberian irises won't grow in the desert southwest.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Cistus laurifolius


This cistus has weathered the winter beautifully, better than the other cistus that I've planted. C. purpureus croaked in my yard, yet does fine in the ABQ botanic garden. But at my elevation, my garden is at least 5-10 degrees colder, and I get gale force winds. I've killed a dozen varieties of cistus in my yard: Cistus ladanifer var. petiolaris 'Bennet's White', C. x dansereaui 'Decumbens', Cistus x aguilarii (survived but never looked really happy), C. 'Blanche'. I can't remember them all. C. cobariensis did okay, but the flowers were so small that they merged with the apache plume flowers. It was moved, but did not survive the transplanting. Maybe I'll find a place for another. Although this plant was sold to me as C. x aguilarii 'Maculatus', I suspect it is C. laurifolius, since 'Maculatus' is supposed to have a red spot at the base of the petals, and clearly this one does not. That does not make it any less beautiful, and it does work better in my blue garden than 'Maculatus' would. This is the first bloom of the season. Just one flower, and it will drop come evening, but there are more to come.

I just checked: last year, I took photos of this plant on May 21, so I guess it's right on time.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Dianthus leucophaeus



This dianthus has imbricate leaves, giving the out-of-bloom plant the appearance of coral. Apparently it is found in limestone fell fields in Turkey, which makes it a likely candidate for growing well in New Mexico. This plant came from Agua Fria nursery and was planted last fall. The red unopened buds seemed to sit there without opening for a long time, until one morning I checked on it before the sun came up and the flowers (chalky white) were open. Flowers promptly and quickly closed once touched by the sun. Flowers were semi-open last evening at 10 PM and were distinctly fragrant. Of beer. Rather stout-like. Redolent of a nice foamy head.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Obsession 2008



Or at least one of them.

It is in my nature to be come obsessed with a group of plants. Back in October I wrote about my obsession with rosemaries. Last March I wrote about my obsession with offsetting rosettes (agave, aloe, haworthia, jovibara, echeveria, sempervivum, orostachys). I’ve had fixations on Agapanthus, Ceanothus, Palms, Lavender, Salvia, native plants, strawberries, Cistus, Penstemon, Yucca, Olives, grasses, cacti, agave. Last February I mentioned an obsession with roses. The “orchid thing” began when I was about four. Orchids are a category of their own, with obsessions on Cattleyas, Cymbidiums, warm-growing Oncidiums, cool growing Oncidiums, Miltonia, Masdevallia, Dracula, Brassavola, Nobile Dendrobiums, Dendrobium phalenopsis (“den-phals”), hirsute dendrobiums, antelope dendrobiums, Phalaenopsis hybrids, mini-phals, species phals, Phragmepedium besseae hybrids, standard Phragmepediums, Ascocentrum.

Perhaps it starts with a pretty flower, or something I’ve seen in a magazine or catalog. Maybe it’s in someone’s yard, or I see a plant while traveling. The next thing I know, I’m buying every book that Amazon has on the subject. I’m doing an in-depth review of the books, making plant lists. I’m doing web searches for sources. I make lists of what companies have which varieties, how much they cost and the relative qualities of the selection. I’m figuring out where I can put one or two or a dozen in my miniscule yard. It’s a little like falling in love. Or lust. Only with plants, I can have a dozen lovers at once. They all know about each other, and rarely get jealous. When the lust fades, there’s no drama. No emotional meltdowns. It can be traumatic when I have to remove a plant or discard a plant.

But it’s never because I’ve lost interest. It’s only because that plant is miserable in my location, I’ve tried to push the hardiness zone too far, or it turns into an invasive menace. The plants where the obsession has faded don’t become like ex-spouses, which become hateful, or needy, or demand alimony. Well, actually they do demand alimony: supportive care. But it’s never with malicious intent. The plants become more like...family. Except that the obsessions return periodically. It’s a good thing. I break out the rose books, the agapanthus book, the orchid books, the grass books.
My most recent obsessions has included citrus - what can I grow? Should I try the so-called hardy citrus, those varieties bred for hardiness, usually from Poncirus trifoliata, and whose fruits are usually inedible or barely edible, or should I consider a plant that I need to bring in for the winter? (I settled on the standard Meyer lemon after making a fantastic limoncello from my sister’s lemons, but considered Yuzu, the fragrant Japanese citrus that may be hardy to 10 degrees F).

I’ve been fixated on Dianthus since I saw pictures of a garden of them in the book “Venzano, a scented garden in Tuscany”. What I’m talking about are not carnations, nor the annual dianthus (D. chinensis) that are sold by the bedding-pack at home warehouses, have garish color and no fragrance. I also don’t mean “Sweet Williams” which although I enjoyed growing them as a child, don’t hold a fascination for me now (no fragrance, plant form not appropriate for my garden). I’m talking about the various species and their hybrids that are called pinks. They usually form a tuft of gray to green spiky leaves, and spring flowers that can be deliciously fragrant of cloves. I’m not including the alpine pinks, which although charming, I’m suspicious of their tolerance to Albuquerque’s summer heat (Aqua Fria has a delightful variety of them). Pinks have been cultivated for hundreds of years, and have been mentioned by Shakespeare. They originate from Europe and Asia. According to the Wikipedia, “The name Dianthus is from the Greek words dios ("god") and anthos ("flower").” Supposedly, they were first grown in cottage gardens, not for their flowers, but as a purgative for preparing escargot for the table. They are said to be named “Pinks” not because the flowers are commonly in the color pink, but because their serrated petal edges look as if they might have been cut with pinking shears. Flowers range in color from white to pink to red, singles, semi-doubles, doubles, fringed, spotted, eyed, laced, picotee, striped and more. As befits a plant that has been grown for centuries, there is The International Dianthus Register which lists over 30,000 cultivars. With this variety and a small stature, they are an ideal collector’s plant (Danger, Will Robinson!).

Acantholimon hohenackeri (May 29, 2008)


I suppose that I could have chosen the genus Acantholimon instead of dianthus. Acantholimon, also known as prickly thrift, has similar stature and color as dianthus, both in leaf and flower. They have similar bloom times. Species come from southeastern Europe to central Asia. Acantholimon hoehenackeri and a number of other species comes from Turkey, whose climate is closely allied with that of Albuquerque. The prickly leaves are more likely to ward off the onslaught of rabbits. True, the acantholimon don’t have the history of hybridization, and the thousands of cultivars that dianthus has. But the obvious reason I chose dianthus is obvious: dianthus has fragrance. I do have a single acantholimon in my yard. It forms a nice compact rounded tuft, and requires no water whatsoever throughout the summer. It has been there for five years, and this year may be the first year for bloom.

About 5 years ago, when I first began looking into dianthus, I was mostly interested in fragrance. I purchased Dianthus hispanicus from Joy Creek Nursery, whose description included, “They will perfume an entire small garden if you like.” Having white flowers, they would fit into my “Fire and Smoke” garden, and with it’s name, I figured it must come from Spain, and probably be fairly tolerant of dryness. Perfect. Of course upon planting in my garden, it was ravaged by rabbits for the first couple of years. Perhaps it didn’t act as a purgative as it does with snails, or perhaps the rabbits didn’t mind, or were just desperate. The spring flowers were nicely fragrant, but there were not enough left by the rabbits to scent my smaller-than-small garden. I ignored the plant, but it continued to grow vigorously, despite rare waterings. It never looked parched. This was a tough plant, and even without the flowers, the foliage was an attractive mound of grey. Last year, the plant was taken out and divided, having reached more than two feet in diameter. For some reason the rabbits have left the divisions alone (perhaps the tularemia devastation of the rabbit population had something to do with it). Unfortunately, the divisions were planted in a location too shady for them, and have had to be relocated to a hotter, sunnier and drier location. Seeing this toughness recaptured my attention, and the dianthus obsession was reinvigorated.

Dianthus hispanicus (May 11, 2008)


This spring I bought a collection of dianthus from Goodwin Creek Gardens. A couple plants came from Agua Fria nursery in Santa Fe. The problem with purchasing plants locally is the limited selection. The dianthus seen locally are almost always ‘Bath’s Pink’, ‘Firewitch’ (the 2006 Perennial Plant Association plant of the year), and when Roland’s was in business, ‘Spotty’. Lowe’s has been carrying ‘Frostfire’ this season. That’s not to say that these are not good plants. I visited Judith Phillips’ nursery when ‘Bath’s Pink’ was in bloom and even though it was quite windy, the scent was wonderful (the reason why I purchased one). These locally sold plants are “tried and true” in this climate. What Goodwin Creek picked out for me are: ‘Tiny Rubies’, ‘Oakington’, ‘Firewitch’, ‘Laced Romeo’, ‘Queen of Sheba’ (in the photo above) and ‘Gloriosa’. Something I realized when planting them out today: despite my recent belly-aching about gravel mulch, I love the look of dianthus against the gravel.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

The Big Picture. Not.


Salvia pachyphylla

A friend of mine asked me to send him an overhead/arial photo of my garden. It’s not that I’m unwilling to charter a helicopter and take photos of my garden. Well, actually I am. But really, my garden is small enough to capture, easily, just standing on the roof of my house. I haven’t sent him such a photo. I’m hesitant to do so. You see, since I have a small garden, although it is designed on a human scale in terms of flow, it is primarily designed to stuff in as many varieties of plants as possible. What that does, indirectly, is scale down the intimacy. When every square inch is planted to provide a variety of interests, then the focus is down to that scale. The garden is much more interesting inching along at a very slow pace. If you were to run (or walk rapidly) through my garden, it would be over in an instant.

I suppose my hesitation to send him such a photo is based on the fear that he would be disappointed. “That’s all?” he’d ask. The little plot of land on which my house sits is small enough that if you kicked a ball in the front yard, it would land on the far side of my neighbor’s yard.

I’m also always experimenting with plants. Something barely has time to get a few roots down before I’m digging it up, moving it, or replacing it with something else. As such, the garden never looks “finished” (as if a garden is ever finished). There is always something undone.

I’m also a propagator. I’m always experimenting with the propagation of plants in my yard. As such, a bank of plants is rarely installed at the same time. It’s more likely that a whole variety a species of plants is planted, some do well, others don’t. I then get excited and take cuttings like mad, of the plant that does well. The result is that of one cultivar there will be plants of various ages and sizes in the garden.

A good example of this is Salvia pachyphylla. I had no idea how well it would do in my garden, or even if I would like it. I planted two plants in my front yard, side by side. One plant is quite a bit more vigorous than the other, and has larger flower heads. My attempts to grow it from cuttings have failed, but I managed to grow some of the seeds. The seedlings, I have learned, are highly variable, some growing quickly, some growing sluggishly, and even just dying despite attentive care. Lately, I’ve noticed some self sown seedlings in the gravel, which also showed the same variability, one plant growing well and the seedling next to it dying for no apparent reason after a couple years growth. I suppose I’m selecting for those plants that do well in my microclimate, as well as those with the best form/color. So I’m left with some mature plants and some seedlings.

This doesn’t make for a great broad-scale photograph. But maybe I’ll post one some day.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Echinocereus reichenbachii var. caespitosus

This is E. reichenbachii today. It began to bloom 2 days ago.


This is E. reichenbachii if you don't protect it from construction workers.

Next time I'm putting up a rebar and barbed wire enclosure. Not joking.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

still hanging on


This blue grama still has a cute seed head hanging on though the plant has yet to emerge from winter dormancy.

goodbye and hello

The early flowers of spring have gone. The magnificent blue of Veronica tauricula has been over for almost a week. The grape hyacinths have a few seed heads on them, but are otherwise barren. Rosemary ‘Blue Spires’ discarded its flowers during the wind storm. The tulips are done, leaving a few dried petals amid the leaves. Likewise, the redbud has its pale green new leaves out, but the flowers are just bits of dried confetti on the ground. All that’s left of the blue star flower are half-faded leaves and a few swollen seed pods (charming, if you can find them). But here's what's looking good now.

The Camassia is still blooming. New flowers open in the morning and the old ones will fade in the afternoon. This morning photo shows both yesterdays flowers open and todays. The flowers from two days ago have faded.


The chocolate flower has started its summer long bloom. Even if the plant is scraggly, the plant is worth keeping for the sniff factor. Yes, it's chocolate, and yummy chocolate at that.


I bought seedlings of this Iris missouriensis at Plants of the Southwest four years ago. This is the first year for flowers.


The sulfur buckwheat is opening its tiny flowers.


Salvia 'May Night' is a toughie. Last year it received very little water. If I had watered it more, the blooms would be more dense this year.


Lest you think all the flowers are blue or yellow, Penstemon clutei is beginning its show.


Ballota pseudodictamnus isn't grown for its flowers but its oh-so-touchable leaves. The flowers are attractive, just not showy. The botanical name says that this is false dittany. It is similar I suppose, but not confusable.


In the wild spaces, there is less blooming. A little searching, however, showed this Astragalus.


The claret cup cactus is blooming in the mountains as well as in the neighborhood. This one is trailside.


Nolina texana has an unexpected color in its buds and blooms: a dusky purple. Here, the stem is just emerging.