Description of the Aurora Borealis as seen from the International Space Station

Excerpt from Samantha Harvey’s “Orbital.”

“The airglow is dusty greenish yellow. Beneath it in the gap between atmosphere and earth is a fuzz of neon which starts to stir. It ripples, spills, it’s smoke that pours across the face of the planet; the ice is green, the underside of the spacecraft an alien pall. The light gains edges and limbs; folds and opens. Strains against the inside of the atmosphere, writhes and flexes. Sends up plumes. Fluoresces and brightens. Detonates then in towers of light. Erupts clean through the atmosphere and puts up towers two hundred miles high. At the top of the towers is a swathe of magenta that obscures the stars, and across the globe a shimmering hum of rolling light, of flickering quavering, flooding light, and the depth of space is mapped in light. Here the flowing, flooding green, there the snaking blades of neon, there the vertical columns of red, there the comets blazing by, there the close stars that seem to turn, there the far stars fixed in the heavens, beyond them the specks that can barely be seen.”

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Christmas in Driftwood Valley

An excerpt from Driftwood Valley (19460 by Theodora Stanwell Fletcher

This scene takes place in unexplored wilderness in north-central British Columbia, where the author lives with her husband. On Christmas afternoon, they decided to take a walk in the woods in -36 degree weather.

“As daylight faded, the rays of the sinking sun tinted the snow with red and lavender. The mountains grew purple and then came that period which, if I could make a choice of the wonders of all the twenty-four hours of a winter’s day, seems the most wonderful of all. It is that moment of white twilight which comes on a particularly clear afternoon, after the last colors of sunset fade and just before the first stars shine out. I don’t suppose its like can be seen anywhere except in the snowbound, ice-cold arctic places. Everything in the universe becomes a luminous white. Even the dark trees of the forest, and the sky overhead, are completely colorless. It is the ultimate perfection of purity and peace. But even as we look and wonder, the white sky takes on a faint pale green, there are the stars, and then the great winter’s night is upon us.”

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Survival!

Should I or shouldn’t I? That was the question I asked myself outside Ramey Air Force Base High School in Puerto Rico one sunny weekend in 1964; my sophomore year. I was hanging out with some classmates I didn’t normally hang with. They were going to Survival Beach, an off-limits beach near the base, and asked me to come along.  I was a good little Catholic girl with a very strict mom, and I didn’t like getting into trouble, but I had a crush on the cute guy doing the asking and I was pretty sure it was reciprocated.

So, I took a deep breath, hushed my doubts, and said okay! “Survival” had a pretty bad reputation as a dangerous beach on the other side of a steep cliff near the Base, with lots of caves and a nasty undertow. All the bad kids went there.

My memory’s a little fuzzy about the whole thing, it was over half a century ago, after all. What I do remember is a straight-up rocky cliff with small plants growing out of the rocks and a bright blue sky way up there. The path we were taking was narrow, sort of a crevice between the bigger stuff.  I was one of the last to go up, with my crush behind me, giving encouragement and a helpful shove upwards now and then.

We finally reached the top, handhold by handhold, and walked past huge, scary-looking caves with empty beer cans strewn around. I felt like I was on the edge of perdition as I walked by it, probably holding my breath. I’d never been so close to a forbidden zone!

Then, suddenly, there was the beach—yards and yards of sand between wild, churning waves and the rocky cliffs and caves. So, this was “Survival.”

I don’t think we stayed there very long; I don’t remember any hanky-panky, and I don’t even remember the climb back down to the Base. I’d survived my rite of passage, broken the rules and gotten away with it. As far as I know, my mom never found out. And the cute guy, well he turned out not to be who I ended up with, but I’m glad he got me up that cliff, my first and last time!

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Bye-bye, Betty

Pineapple burgers?? This is just one of the recipes in my vintage Betty Crocker cookbook. It was a shower gift circa 1969. Most of its pages are spattered and dog-eared, the victim of many family meals-in-the-making when was a young wife with a growing brood.

I came to marriage a kitchen virgin, a blank slate. My mom was a good cook but she never shared her culinary secrets, and I never asked. So Betty Crocker was my mentor; she taught me about place settings, white sauces (thin, medium and thick!), which veggie was best with which meat, what items you needed in your pantry. Even how to use the right coffee maker in the right way. She was the Martha Stewart of the middle classes in the 50s, 60s & 70s.

The recipes weren’t particularly healthful; lots of canned soup shortcuts, fried food, jello and other artificial stuff. This was pre-cholesterol, pre-diabetes, pre-everything. You could smoke, eat fried chicken to your heart’s content, and dessert was served with almost every main meal. Desserts like Orange Fluff, Apple-mint Ripple Ice Cream and Quickie French Tarts! Meals were simpler and less exotic than we have today: All-American fare. Although Frizzled Beef, Barleyburger Stew and Garden Dew Dressing sounded pretty exotic!

Being a happy homemaker was what I wanted back then, and I tried a lot of Betty’s recipes. Recipes like Beef Stew with Bisquick dumplings, Tuna and Chips casserole, Chicken a la King. Mid-century classics. Yes, I put that trusty cookbook to work over the years. Until things changed. Things like divorce, grown-up children, a full-time job, and healthier food choices.

The beef stew recipe still remains a favorite, but the venerable cookbook was finally retired to a dusty bookcase with a few others, until I stopped using them altogether. By then, Chef Google had arrived on the scene and I was just cooking for one anyway.

I may be moving to smaller quarters in the not-too-distant future and am throwing out flotsam and jetsam in advance. The worn-out, beat-up Betty Crocker cookbook will have to go. But I wanted to look through it one last time before tossing, and it took me on a culinary trip back to an era when life was simpler, and dinner time was family time around our big kitchen table… Maybe I’ll try those pineapple burgers before saying good-bye.

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The Magic of the Flats

A description of mud flats in the Bay of Cape Cod
From Where Land Meets Sea by Clare Leighton, 1954

“The flats hold a subtle, rather than an obvious beauty. It is the beauty of uncountable gradations of tone and hue, of the sheen and polish of exposed wet sand at low water. It is a world of reflections upon the wet sand from the slanted light of the morning sky.

There is a sense of vastness on such a morning. This stretch of mud and sand, merging imperceptibly in the far distance into remote water, seems to extend into eternity. In such a light, time and space become intermingled; we can no longer distinguish one from the other.”

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“I Will Lie Down”

From: To Mix with Time, by May Swenson, 1963

I will lie down in autumn
let birds be flying

Swept into a hollow
by the wind
I’ll wait for dying

I will lie inert unseen
my hair same-colored
with grass and leaves

Gather me
for the autumn fires
with the withered sheaves

I will sleep face down
in the burnt meadow
not hearing the sound of water
over stones

Trail over me cloud
and shadow
let snow
hide the whiteness of my bones

 

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Excerpt from “The Confessions of Nat Turner” by William Styron

Part IV:  “It is Done. . .”
[Description of a recurring vision Nat has, right before his execution]

“Cloudless sunlight suggesting neither hour nor season glows down upon me, wraps me with a cradle’s warmth as I drift toward the river’s estuary; the little boat rocks gently in our benign descent together toward the sea. On the unpeopled banks the woods are silent, silent as snowfall. No birds call: in windless attitudes of meditation the crowd of green trees along the river shore stands drooping and still. This low country seems untouched by humanity, by past or future time. Beneath me where I recline I feel the boat’s sluggish windward drift, glimpse rushing past eddies of foam, branches, leaves, clumps of grass all borne on the serene unhurried flood to the place where the river meets the sea. Continue reading

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Cupid Missed the Mark!

Vive l’amour! I’ve been in love more times than I care to count! But Cupid’s arrow didn’t quite hit the bulls-eye with me. Or let’s just say it didn’t stick. I’ve been guy-less for several years now, and sometimes I feel more than a slight pang of regret when I see happy couples holding hands. But at the moment–my children, grandchildren, friends (and a scrappy little cat) are filling my heart. This year, instead of being a Valentine Grinch, I’m going to buy myself some flowers, and send Valentine cards to my single friends. Love isn’t just for sweethearts!

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Anna Rose

“How domineering!” I thought to myself. I was at my local home improvement store waiting for some help with a storm door. But the one and only sales rep in Windows and Doors was busy with the bossy man and his wife, another guy sat waiting near the register, head bent over his phone,  and I was third up.

So I stood there, listening to the man and woman debate over the type of door they were ordering. He was overruling her. After awhile, they finished their debate and the wife and the sales rep were at the computer, while the man stood off to the side with their cart. I didn’t hear who won the debate. I hoped it was the woman.

After a minute or two the man turned to me and said, “I’m sorry, but we have a big order and it’ll probably take awhile. We’re re-doing our house. (Whatever, I thought.) “No apology needed,” I told him. “You were here first; I’ll just have to be patient.”

That’s something she has in spades,” he said, pointing to a little head in the cart. I peered in and saw a toddler with blonde pigtails sucking on a bottle with one hand and turning the pages of a miniature book in the other.

“That’s Anna Rose. She’s the sweetest thing ever to come into my life.” I looked at the child a little closer. Anna Rose had the round face and slanted eyes of a Downs baby. What do you say to a stranger about something so, well, personal. My brain flew through responses and came up with, “What a pretty name.”

He did the work for me. A completely rebuilt heart at just six months old, and no guarantees it’d last. Turning her over to the surgeons, not knowing if he and his wife would ever see her alive again.

“That must’ve been really hard,” I said. I looked at the little girl again. She was pretty, with milk white skin, clear blue eyes and cornsilk hair. “Hi, there,” I said to her. She looked up at me for half a second, still sucking on her bottle. “She’s really smart,” said her daddy, “and always so happy.”

The wife and the sales rep were still at the computer, the second guy still waiting. “I’m going to come back another time,” I told Anna Rose’s father. “Have  a good one.”

I never said good-bye to little Anna Rose with her bottle and her book. That bothered me on the way home. I hope she’ll have a good life. And I hope her daddy gets a lot of years with his little angel.

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From Moby Dick by Herman Melville

Excerpt from Chapter 93, The Castaway

This passage is about Pip, a young, inexperienced Negro aboard the whaling ship, Pequod. In the middle of a whale-chase, he ends up in the water, seemingly abandoned, as his shipmates go after a whale. He’s not in danger of drowning but his isolation in the vast, lonely sea before being rescued changes him forever.

“The sea had jeeringly kept his finite body up, but drowned the infinite in his soul. Not drowned entirely, though. Rather, carried down alive to wondrous depths, where strange shapes of the unwarped primal world glided to and fro before his passive eyes; and the miser-merman, Wisdom, revealed his hoarded heaps; and among the joyous, heartless, ever-juvenile eternities, Pip saw the multitudinous, God-omnipresent, coral insects; that out of the firmament of waters heaved the colossal orbs. He saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the loom, and spoke it; and therefore his shipmates called him mad. So man’s insanity is heaven’s sense; and wandering from all mortal reason, man comes at last to that celestial thought, which, to reason, is absurd and frantic; and weal or woe, feels then uncompromised, indifferent as his God.”

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