Celestina-Choon yan

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Met up steph yesterday afternoon at around 6plus...She was with Shannon and company. When i reached cine, She's slone waiting for me outside cheers... Sorry sweetie!

We head to acid crue to meet Heidi, Jes and Joshua there. And as usual, they came LATE.We then go seperate ways because Heidi have to settle some personal stuffs at Ghim Moh and stephy left with her...

Joshua,Jes and me went to peninsula plaza to look for Jennifer.She is working at Taka jewellery.The 3 of us wait for this little princess for 30 mins over and in the end she said that she wanted to go home already...
=.=

Without Jennifer,the 3 of us took a bus to cine leisure... And we're like cine slackers...
Forever,you'll see us there...Same place, Same people.
Damn Rocky Master!!!
Else we can sit with comfort unlike the railing. Which is Causing my butt so much discomfort..

Hans and The 2 twins joined us at cine.Steph and Heidi is taking VERY LONG.
We have waited for hours, and finally bout 12 plus, they reached cine...

Joshua,Jes and Me is like growing fungus and rotting already can!

But it's ok... Because they have their reasons for taking so long

No matter what happens, you'll still have us around.

Something happen on the 24th, which is last sat, make me realise that actually i have really great friends around me... Although, i did something wrong, made them disappointed and stuffs, they still stand by me and generously, forgive me...

After so much things happen, after everything, finally we solved everything...
And pursue only one thing.
Which is happiness for all of us...

Hope that no matter what happens, we'll never get seperated again...
We'll stay like this forever.

Thanks for putting everything behind.
Hi, My name is celestina. Nice to meet you. (=

Anyway, i suddenly thought of some pictures which i have totally forgotten to post...
These pictures are taken last week when Heidi, stephy, jes and i were at VIvo and while we're at sentosa's *KM8

ENJOY THE PICTURES

I noe that we look like kids here ^^

Snapshots...

Only heidi will think of this.... LOL

I think that the spammer who go around using my name to spam my friends is really funny and "smart".Didn't the spammer realise that by doing all this childish things not only make me realise that ,my friends around me really understand me, and when they help me scold and explain, i'll got touched and somehow our bond will get stronger...?

And sorry my friends, if your tag was spammed by that spammer because of me and thanks those people who helped me explain. REALLY GREATLY APPRECIATED^^

Thanks spammer, YOU made me realise i got great friends around me.
YOU made me realise that there are people who understand me.
YOU Brought me new friends.
YOU made a fool out of yourself. (=

But, nvmd, stay happy... ^^

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

To two people whom i think i've lost...

: I didnt mean to hurt you...

Things just happen and i can't control my feelings...

I hope you're willingly to forgive and things can be like before...

I know i was wrong.

And im really sorry...Thats the thing i wanna say

This thing left me sleepless as i felt real guilty...

I'll do everything for us to be happy like before... I will.

:Sorry for giving you a hard time...

Giving you stress and pressure...

I didn't want "it" to turn into a burden...

And im sorry too..

Hope we're still friends like before

Sorry

Thursday, November 22, 2007

I can't wait till saturday!!!
Felt so excited whenever i think
about how things will turn out.
How i wish everything will turn out nice and sweet

(=

I can't get you out of my head <3

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Some random pictures that was taken last week...

Saturday, actually we planned to go to sentosa... But end up, I went to meet Emily...
This was the day, where i felt *J , he is really special... haa... But, I know because of some reasons, things couldn't be what we want to but its ok... And as for *****, i don't wanna be third party... Im so confuse right now...

*j or *****?????????????????????

On the 16th, It was "his" birthday... I didn't bought him any presents. Just a birthday hug and a birthday kiss. That whole day, i was in town... And that was the day when fiona came up to me and sent her regards.
Took some pictures with stephy at Hong Kong Cafe... I felt hyper and i realise i cannot lose stephy... She is just so important to me...

Girl, You really are...

And i enjoyed myself the whole day even we did nothing... Went to Stephy's house to sleep over again... That night, Was really sweet... (=

On the 13th of november... Met up wit stephy and her sister again...This time we went to Far east plaza to look for our friends... Went in to a tatto shop call sacred needle and took a picture with stephy there... (=

Then we went to level 4 to have our dinner...Stephy and her sister went home first because she isn't feeling very well. Morever, she saw someone that is the last person she wished to see...
I went to Demsy road to celebrate his friends birthday... That place is nice but i felt awkward because i don't really know the people there...
But i enjoyed myself with "his" company... And that was the first time *J Talks to me (=

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Wow, i'm impressed how you these spammers have such a creative imagination.
And gurl, YOU ALREADY SAID YOU THOUGHT THAT IT CAN BE COVERED BY TEE SHIRT.YOU'RE JUST JUMPING INTO CONCLUSION. SO WHO'S THE ONE TALKING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL.AND WHY MUST I KEEP EXPLAINING WHETHER I AM AN ESCORT OR NOT... YOU GUYS WOULDN'T BELIEVE IT ANYWAY IF I SAY I'M NOT. RIGHT? YOU GUYS JUST HEAR FROM OTHERS, DID YOU SEE IT WITH YOUR OWN EYES? DID YOU?
To joan, DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE PERFECT... EVERYONE HAS THEIR FLAWS.
AND AREN'T YOU SPAMMERS TIRED OF SAYING MY BOOBS ARE FAKE...? BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND YAWNING OVER THE SAME STUFFS. SINCE YOU ALL KNOW I GO TO BED WITH SO MANY GUYS BEFORE WHY NOT YOU ASK THEM IF ITS FAKE OR NOT... YOU ARE JUST REPEATING AND REPEATING THE SAME THING TO SAY ME... GOT OTHER NEWS OR NOT HUH?
AND AS FOR THE SPAMMER WHO USED NAMES OF MY EX BF TO TAG HERE... I DESPISE ALL OF YOU.

COWARDS!!!!

(=

To whoever who spam in my blog,
Spammers, the thing you all wrote not only makes me laugh but are news to me too.
And for your info, Corset are supposed to make your boobs look bigger and push up a little.
look at my older posts when i didn't wear corset, that is the difference of wearing the corset.
If you guys dislike me or rather stephy so much then why you guys don't have the guts to say it straight in our face? As for the social escort thing, all the way i'm staying at my bf's place so how can i go do? Whatever you guys say,won't affect the friendship between me and stephy.
Adding, since you claim you always see me at cine then how on earth have i the time to do plastic surgery and have the time to come out? Don't you know that doing plastic needs time to recover.
If you say my reputation is bad, think carefully, is you these spammers create stories which are untrue and make it bad. As for casper, we stop seeing each other is because things cannot work out and not because he is a jerk. If you all really hate me that much, come up straight to me and tell me you're the spammer. (: I hasn't the time to entertain you spammers, my blog is for my readers not you spammers.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Finally met up with fiona and emily... Since months i met them... Feels good to see Her now... (=

Hope emily stays longer today...

Friday, November 16, 2007

*As i feel your temperature,your gentleness your sweetness that night...
I felt that i was the happiest girl ever...
I might have choose to let go...
But you'll never know if you're really forgotten...
Even if i pretend that i've moved on,
You'll always be my sweetheart.
Maybe everything from the start is a mistake.
If it is,It will be my fault.
Sad to say,I've lose all my dignity because of you...
But it won't happen again...
Stay happy as you always are...

This song is one of my favourite song... (=

"Its not over"

I can't believe you
left me in the rain
Come back to me, I
need you in my life
These tears of mine have
washed away my smile
I need you by my
side,baby hold me tonight

You promised me forever
Forever you and me
Say that you love me
Say you'll never leave

Chorus
Tell me it's not over now
I can't believe it's true
Tell me it's not over now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me it's not over now
Please don't say goodbye
Tell me it's not over now
'Cause without you I'd just die

Just one kiss, one
touch is all I need
hold me in your arms and say
that you'll be mine
It hurts so bad, oh it hurts so sad
Don't leave me alone, don't
say goodbye tonight

Oh promise me forever
Forever you and me
Say that you love me
Say you'll never leave oh...

Chorus
Tell me it's not over now
(say you love me oh)
I can't believe it's true
Tell me it's not over now
(tell me it's not over)
I'm still in love with you

Please, won't you tell me
Why you've changed your mind
Just open up your heart tonight
I'm gonna love you
For the rest of my life
Well the way that I'm feeling
It will not be changing
'Cause my heart is bleeding
And I can't stop needing you now...

Tell me it's not over now
(Oh tell me)
I can't believe it's true
Tell me it's not over now
(Tell me it's not over)
I'm still in love with you
(In love)
Tell me it's not over now
(Baby how could you leave me
standing in the rain)
Please don't say goodbye
(Come back to me, come back to me)
Tell me it's not over now
(Come back to me, oh tell me)
'Cause without you I'd just die

Tell me baby, tell me baby
It's not over, please
don't say goodbye
without you I'd just die

Tell me baby, tell me baby...

Here are some pictures that was taken last week...

Just finished bathing at stephy's house.(hair still wet)

This was taken last week too...

The following pictures is taken few days ago... (= When im at stephy's house again...

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I swear that this song is damn nice... sorry reader that i didnt upload pictures...Will upload soon ya^^ Abit lazy recently... heh...

"Lost"

By Faith Hill

Is it obvious to you
When you walk into a room
Your face is all I see
And my heart races so fast
I never knew a rush to feel like that
Everytime you're touching me

I never did believe in anything
I couldn't hold between my fingers
But the way you make me feel
It's just so real the way it lingers

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
And everything I have
Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you
If it's a dream
Don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you
I wanna stay lost forever
I wanna stay lost forever.. with you.

No this feelin' doesn't end
It's with me everywhere I am
Hope it never goes away
It's like defying gravity
I'm losing all control in bein' free
And I always wanna stay

I never thought that I'd let go long enough
To fall for someone deeply
Who had the power to erase my fears
And find me so completely

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
And everything I have
Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you
If it's a dream
Don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you
I wanna stay lost..

Don't tell me where we're goin'
I don't wanna know
I like the mystery
I can't believe we've come this far
So far away from where we started off
You found me when I wasn't lookin'
You found me..

And now I'm lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
And everything I have
Doesn't mean a thing if it's without you
Without you..
If it's a dream
Don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you
Yeah..
If bein' lost means never knowin' how it feels without you
Oh..
If bein' lost means that I'm never gonna be without you..
I wanna stay lost forever..
I wanna stay lost forever
..With you.

"Love Me No More"

I toss and turn in bed
Can't get you out of my head
Even though you're so far away
I need you here with me
Oh boy, why can't you see
That I can't live without your love
When I close my eyesI think of you
Well I wish I had you here with me
But there's nothing I can do, oh oh

[Chorus]
Counting every day that goes by
And the tears that I cry (tears that I cry)
You don't wanna love me no more
Wish that you could hold me tonight
I'm hurting inside
Cause you don't wanna love me
Cause you don't wanna love me
Love me no more

I tried to call your phone
But you ain't been at home
I need to find out where you are
So I can make you see
That you belong with me
For me there is no other love
When I close my eyes
I think of you
I wish I had you here with me
But there's nothing I can do, oh oh

[Repeat chorus]
All I know is that I can't live without you
Ooh, but I wanna know
What made you feel this way
I'll be right here for you (right here for you)
And everything that you do(thing that you do)
But how can I get close to you
When you don't feel the way I do, ah hah

[Repeat chorus to fade]

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

*I don't care anymore. Girl,I won't follow your footstep to ruin myself. (=

Who will know who you're talking about

"Just One Last Dance"

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come and it's time to realize
Our love has finished forever

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

[Chorus:]
Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
It's the only way to do

[Chorus 3x (until fade)]

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

Monday, November 12, 2007

Has been feeling damn down recently... Suffering from heartaches...
HELP!!! SOMEONE IS HURT!!! )=
everything just doesn't end nicely...
At first,it doesn't matter whether how hurt it is...
But now, i've been thinking,after i've gone through so much pain,
I've pluck out so much courage,
End up,everything just end like this...
After everything... After all the efforts we both put in,
After all the previous compromises and promises we made,
You just stop everything...

*It was hurting when i first know your answer...
Tears kept streaming down like never before...
But,It wasn't the first time...
I'll be strong and move on like you did...
After so much,Hurt time and again,
I think i'll be stronger then before

What i wished is that,Sometimes you'll just look back at our memories
Hope it'll bring a smile to your face...
The things that we've done together,
Places we went together...
Everything...
Never meant to be.

Remember me, Remember us... (1208)

"Never Meant To Be"

I remember when I still believed the things you said

Never would have thought that this would come to an end

How was I to know that you had

Another Someone New

I recall the days I loved you in a million ways

Suddenly You and me

From friends to History

I realised that my trust ain't coming back no more

Cos My Love For You Will Always Last Eternally

You are in my heart I loved you from the start

Baby it's Hard To BelieveThat You and I were never meant to be

Does anybody know this feeling of despair

When you really love someone When You really care

it's hard to walk awayWhen I really wanna stay with you

Does anybody know it tears you up inside

When you tried to decideBetween what's wrong and right

Gotta know for sure

That my love aint coming back no more

Cos My Love For YouWill Always Last Eternally

You are in my heart

I loved you from the start

Baby it's Hard To Believe

That You and I were never meant to be

Ohhhh OhCos

My Love For YouWill Always Last Eternally

You are in my heart

I loved you from the start

Baby it's Hard To BelieveThat You and I were never meant to be

Yeh Yeh Yeh

That You and I were never meant to be

Yeh Yeh Yeh

That You and I were never meant to be

Friday, November 9, 2007

Here are some pictures of me, stephy and her sister jesleen when i slept over at their hse on sunday (=
But the pictures was taken on monday afternoon before we head to bugis then, acid crue.