it's you i love, it's you.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

oh man. i dao-ed. i actually dao-ed. i feel mean cause i totally dont want to dao ehem can. AIYA. im such a LOSER. upset. plus the person being dao-ed could like...nvm

ok. so we ponned chinese and i went to eat breakfast. lol. mr goh came and asked where were the others so we told him we ponned. cause i was feeling hungry and the others thirsty and sick.LOL whatever. haha but he was like saying we are old enough to think. so yeh.. then went for econs. quite fun in a way..finally played bball again after quite a few days. but i cant shoot well..sad. i've got no chemistry with the hoops man. but it was really fun.((:

family dance! coolness. den took bus home. the journey seemed long.. i dont dont dont like the guessing if the leaves had fallen game. retarded.gahhs. makes me feel like a jess. totally. today's a super duper tiring day. im feeling dead.

i dont like bloggers cause they dont give the exact time. and im lazy to change. forget it.

there's no houses for today. all lost.

misses.4:58 AM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

yay. hendry and heidi are coming for a sleepover.lol.

today was really fun.haha((:

in the morning daddy send me to school. happiness.lol. OH YA. and when we were on our way to the old parade square, i saw 211 peeps. lol. they come crash is it? but they were like forever in the canteen...haha. den aft announcements even better. ehem.haha. chinese was ok..we were kinda dead though.haha den ponned e lit. i admit ahgong.haha. we played bball. i dont like that jiarong leh. he always block me de. eeeeee. haha. had gp den geog. both were great. erm wait. geog was a little too boring. i almst fell asleep.

den was SCDC meeting. not that fun. but lonely kinda make it less boring by being my mass dance partner!haha. ty for dancing although youre not in SCDC(: you seriously cant judge a book by its cover. lonely can really be HIGH.haha den played whacko. teacup NOOBshit.haha ended rather early. went for family 3 meeting aft that. so fun!haha. thx how sun(: he's a good partner man. he's constantly reminding me to turn and whatever.haha. ty((: called daddy and he came to pick me. yay(: i dint realise ppl actually noticed i wore different uniforms. esp kuanming. he actually talked to me. woah.im amazed really. but it was a pleasant surprise(:

so daddy came and brought me to dont know where to look at this ultra small car. but apparently, it was not open. lol. and that car have to be imported so he cant literally 'take a look' haha. so we came home and played badminton with yangyang. something i dont understand, why are there often shoes in the middle of the road? dont their owners realise they dropped them?weird.

hendy dont allow them over. so now, only hendry's coming.
that's the reason why
jess is the new term for idiot
and
idiot is the new term for hendy
(:

misses.3:55 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i realise i dint blog bout yst. haha.

alright. settlers' fun. at least i was kinda looking forward to it. haha. the games we played were quite entertaining.haha esp taboo..the way they try to make you get it.haha.

den played husband and wife for 1 and half hour. oh man. i dint noe it was that long. haha. but it's pure fun and laughter man.haha we laughed and screamed so loud i think the entire neighbourhood was aware of our game.haha we were like living exhibits. xD

thanks jocelyn! she went to get the donuts with me at citylink there.haha. thanks loads girl(: so sweet of you(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAmummy((: love you loadsloadsloads.xoxo

misses.6:13 AM

oh man. today's so damn fun lah.hahahaha((:

ok. so whr do i start? we ponned hell lots of lessons today.haha. ponned to play captain's, elope and husband and wife!haha. these games r addictive and im referring to the later 2. haha. fun fun fun((: why did we not play them during o1?haha. i was really dead during captain's though. jus dint want to run. gahs.

den GP. oh man. haha. why do i kp oh maning lately?haha. nvm but yeh. oh man.haha y do i have such such such i cutee class. i emphasize again. we are seriously CUTE. haha we pon class but we do homework without being asked to. haha. hell lot of ppl did their news article which is so damn COOL. haha. and we had class picnic near the field. it was superduper hot den sudd, i turned dark.haha n luckily we heed our geog cum civics tutor mr goh's advice to go back under the shelter cos aft we settled down outside the hall, it began to pourxD haha. so we were kind lucky yeh?((: picnic was hell fun.(dun mind my lack of vocab.haha) we played zhong ji mi ma and all the guys(including mr goh) had to do the forfeit which is to eat a donut!haha. wad a nice punishment yeh?haha but you wont want a donut when youre like full full full.haha den we played truth or sausage or whatever you call that.haha but we were kinda stuck at gail's truth part cause after i went down to change, she was still thinking who to choose.LOL anw, 08A02, thanks for the wonderful picnic. it's great knowing all of you and no doubt i love my new class(: how i hope you guys can be my PERMANENT classmates. ((: all the best to all of you though. regardless of whether you are staying in JJC or wherever. it's hard to come by sucha lovely lovely class.((:

family gathering! we did our family three dance.haha quite nice cause its self choreo. the song is damn old and i cant remember when was it when i first heard that song. gahhs. but anw, danced with mel ((: i think guys' part r cool though.haha without all the spinnings and everything.haha den the cheering part is nice. and i like our f3 cheer and the 'army like cheer' i totally 4gt. billy wad? oh ya. n im an SCDC attach. quite cool eh.haha. i dont mind SCDC if not i'd rather not be an attach (:

aft the meeting we kinda watched some soccer thing. helped the 3As to video this funny thing. lol. its kinda cute la.haha den had to wait till my daddy come and pick me to go for dinner. im sucha daddy's girl(: yeh. and hendy waited with me for my daddy. thanks hell loads yeh if not i'd have been bored to death.haha.

i need my medicine

misses.5:56 AM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

good morning darlings(:

og8 outing at settler's cafe later. cool. haha. but before that ill go meet olivia 1st.

but honestly, do we not have school today?well, that wont change the fact that i am still at home blogging on my bed.haha. so comfy. no monday blues for once.((:

time is like killing me. haha before i actually realise, 211's chalet's this coming friday to sunday and cny's next week!ohmygod. i'm not done with the shopping la! damn it. hell whatever. 211 chalet will be fun thou.haha. cny too(:

ohman. sometimes i really don't mean to stare at people like..i know it's mean esp when i don't smile. but..i really really don't mean to scare them or what.HAHA who knows. mayb i like you a lot yeh?think positive.

im finally waking up. have breakfast and prepare to leave home for whatever's install for me today!yepps

misses.6:42 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

i just read some blogs and oh my. i never expected 08A02 to be such a cutee class really. haha. seriously. like..i lurve my class man.hahaha. im just starting to get to know them and we're prepared to part. tt's sad.

ok..so yeh. yst was mass dance day. learnt new dances and everything in the hall.. den walked to lakeside mrt. suprisingly, the journey aint tt long. yeh. den went causeway wif mummy and yang and bought some stuff and ate and went home!yay.haha. oh ya. was suppose to be in sch by 10 but i woke up only at 10.15. haha.

today was suppose to go kayaking. but we left at 2pm after sum icebreakers.lol. went jp and had delifrance for lunch. den walked ard and everything and we all came to my hse to play wii. yeh.haha. had pizza for dinner and they went hm at bout 10.30.

y is this post so primary sch?its like detailed and with timings.haha..right..

going out with olivia tomorrow. hopefully it'll be fun. i cant wait for og outing on mon(:

just as much as i'd love to have you by my side forever, i know you'll leave me some day. so for now, i can only pray for that day to come later. hopefully never. (: i miss him miss him miss him. how many times must i say that before he appears before my eyes?

misses.7:36 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

okay. results aint tt fantastic but at least i can stay in JJC. so yeh. im still happy enough.haha

i really enjoy going to school nowadays. i feel crazy saying this but yeh. haha..mayb it'll be totaly different when lessons begins..but whatever, i get to experience the real JJC life!haha. maybe our attitude's a bit too positive.(:

went vivo with shufen aft collection of results and shopped and ate and marche. ohmygod. i love those jap food.haha. den saw some rv ppl..and went to plaza sing to gt fbts and saline. den walked all the way to far east. the journey dint seem tt long since i was wif bestie(: although i was really tired.haha. went far east to meet reggie and her frens. so we toked and 9+ i had to go hm. so here i m.haha. time past really fast when we tok bout them.haha.

don't be shy. don't worry too much. just try your best and ill be happy happy happy (:

misses.7:19 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

results will be released in about 14 hours time. no matter how i tell myself not to worry, i cant help but worry more. if only you were by my side now. i want your comfort.

a whole day of events lined up for 2moro. 1st, i hv to wake up at 6 to bath and everything. haha. den go to sch..attend non existent lessons and go for the leaders' meeting. aft tt, ill play ds wif eve den go back to nanhua. hv lunch and wait for RESULTS. the highlight of the day. den, take photos around the sch den head for vivo wif shuf.(:

sat hv the scouts kayaking thing. im super tan alr la. haha.

anw, today was really fun..though the blowing of candles is super emo laaa. i wanted to cry. actually i did but i kept it at its minimum. haha. its super sad. i want to continue having fun wif the J2s. but yeh. you guys hv 'A's to worry bout so i shd not be so selfish. den og8 dinner. quite pathetic cos only a few of us but really fun!haha. suan woo happened to be there and so, she joined us!yehh. haha. handiplast in the train is pure fun.(: and ahgong nv fail to make me laugh.wahahaha.

all the best to all my fellow sec4rians for your results.haha. i hope i get below 20. if not...can someone tell me how?

misses.8:19 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i don't want to lose the only connection i have with you hence, i never wanted to leave.

today's like totally nice yet bad. everything's really fine just the part that..again, i get to see but never get to communicate with the ones i want to. it's hard. it really is. shufen and olivia to my rescue! haha.

i cant wait for revelation and going out with shufen later at night. haha. then thursday. woots! im going to cry for sure. haha. then fri there's a mass dance session with the leaders. cool! (: den saturday we'll have the scouts thingy. i dun even noe wad's tt but..haha. just go. lol. sunday have to do shopping again!haha. den comes monday. oh wait. i 4gt all bout my date with eve. we're going to have choc buffet!(: just that i dunno which day that'll be. we're going fullerton!((:

its comforting knowing soo soo many nanhuarians and some of my og mates determined to stay in JJC. i hope i can do the same. i ought to stay la(: haha.

one thing i must say though. i miss Mrs Chang and the various subj teachers. and of course, those breaks when i feel like an idiot trying to spot yet another idiot caught in the crowd..its all worth it though(: i miss you so.just that the love aint there no more.oh no.

new friends made today : jessica, jamie, bryan, siyi, dhiya, benny, oh. and one more bryan and long.(:

misses.4:04 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008

oh man. someone please please do wake me up from my dream. everything seems so surreal at this point of time. can i just break down and cry? i don't want to go to school tomorrow. like..what for? it'll only make me uber upset the fact that ehem ehem ehem. well, i don't want to spell it out..it's pointless. but of course, i might be worrying unduly.

gahs. results' releasing on thursday. wad's gonna happen may i ask? i might just collapse and die. do save me if you see me lying on the floor yeh? im not kidding.

im feeling so damn upset damn angry damn horrible right now. this instant. cause i so so hate the era im like living in. cause there's all these internet thing. which makes me see what everyone's doing and i don't want to know. but still, i'll be curious. which is bad. nvm. i don't understand what im talking about either.

anonymous

misses.6:09 AM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

YEH! smsed shufen to ask if she's free today and her reply was like. okay. meet u in town at 2.30?woah. damn on can.((: time for serious new year shopping since i 4eva cant resist the temptation to wear whatever i bought for CNY before the actual day resulting in no more CNY clothings.haha FINE. now i wont really have the chance to wear everything cos 5 out of 7 days, i have to wear school u. anw, was suppose to go out with mummy today cos i thought she asked me so a week ago. but since she say she'll be busy, bestie's the best!ohya, i want to try the jap food bestie mentioned infront of far east(:

wth.. my laptop seems to breed ants. ewww. im just too sweet(: lol.

ohwell, yst was great! the sentosa thingy. haha. and yst was one of the few all-cheongs-feel-lucky day. well, i shant elaborate on that. hahaha. ((: everything was really fun esp the frisbee and basketball games at sentosa and the cheering and frisbee sessions at vivo.(i almost forgot bout running in the rain.haha) (: i think i was one of the last few to leave that place. i jus don't want to go home. haha. and ya, i made a new friend.haha chloe!haha.she's so damn cute but she forgot to leave me her contact. how am i ever gonna find her again?gahss. but still, thank you OG8(: and family 2 and JJC. lol. (JJC proves to be the winner for the cheering comp.HAHA)

i shall go bathe and prepare to go meet shufen! haha. this week's simply awesome. next week will be better! cos i really want to put an end to the stupid game of hide and seek between you and me(:

ohya. 2 more friends! hendry and heidi. from their initials, you ought to know who they belong to..hahaha

misses.6:40 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

am looking at all my previous posts. staring hard and trying not to laugh..hahaha. i was such an idiot!those posts are just gay man. seriously.haha. i've changed certain posts that i think CMI to drafts. just for my own reference...heh. yeh. which means more than half of my posts will be gone after i finish reading everything. LOL

yehh! sentosa trip 2moro! though i hoped it was only for family 2, it seems that the whole cohort is going. (pls dun mind me. i noe i LOVE repeating myself) but yeh. the whole conhort is going? am i right? oh man. hope it'll be fun and i can get to noe ppl i want to noe.=X hahaha. meeting them at clementi at 9. super early right?gahhss. meeting gail at AES 1st though. at least the journey wont be boring (:

oh. and for those hu wonder why i don't have a tag board, i had 1 that lived through the period when tagboard collapsed till it revived. LOL. but i figured out tag boards are actually useless boards. soo...i decided to delete it!hahaha. yeh. it's no longer the trend bloggers! =D

looking back at my posts, i realised how drastic my change is. thinking wise and moral wise. its as though i've grown. yet, ironically, i feel that the change is not what i might long for. im becoming so extravagant and everything. yeh. blogs are good to reflect on.

school's starting to give some serious homework like news article. oh man. but i really love ms yip our GP teacher. she's so damn cool can. hahaha. her ground rules are so..unbelievable.

rumours seems to tell me that o level results r out next friday. this freaks me out. for someone who revise 5 of her subjs only the night before the exam, what im feeling right now is only right. =X im waking up. im really waking up. now that i start yo fear. gahss.

okay. i shall go and continue reading my posts and change them to drafts before i go and sleep and prepare for 2moro!(:

goodnight darlings.

oh ya, i hope u will be there yeh. and do hv a blog to kp me updated on ur life(: im talking to u. really..u (:stop guessing yeh. its you la.

misses.4:07 AM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i cant wait for the release of result.(: i hope i get 11 man. though i very much want it to be 6. hahaha. bt if its like 11, i dun hv to think about going to ac or jj. its pretty obvious(:

i dun understand that friendster copycat leh. coward arh.blehs. fine. im like shooting myself.

so anw, hw's life in different jcs now? dere are some ppl i wanna meet badly hence my desire to get back my result cos b4 tt, i doubt i'll return.=X i noe im not that filial but...no time!im not not not making excuses(:

yeh. borrowing st mags uniform fm annabel and stc from olivia. shall wear them next week (: i find it fun. lol. annabel's fault.haha

going ngee ann wif olivia 2moro. i miss red camp. tho it's been quite long since tt camp. actually not very long.less than 2 months. heh. but, OC is like far better so i kinda neglected it. so now im going back there with olivia!yeh. haha.

okok. my daddy went msia aft dropping me on the highway today(i felt so lost =X) thus, i hv to go to sch on my own 2moro. 184 den 185.is it? i hope i gt it right man. trust me to take 99 for so long. im so not street smart. haha.

so so so so, i have to go sleep now so i can wake up in time 2moro! LOL. luckily i blogged. i jus realised i set my clock at 5 am. idiot. waking up so early cn kill. haha. 5.45!it makes such a big diff. undisturbed sleep.(:

good night darlings (:

misses.6:03 AM

Monday, January 14, 2008

although i ought to be asleep now already, i realise i should just come and post a quick one since ill just become too lazy.haha

lessons have started and amazingly, i am doing some homework. haha. except for the math tutorial. but thats cause i had some problem with the 1st ques and tt seriously pissed me off. haha

many things happened recently actually. i dialled 995 for the very 1st time. its pretty cool actually though it wasnt exactly that great when i had to wake up at 3 to call for the ambulance cause someone's actually not feeling that well at home. thank god everything's fine now.(:

and i've been meeting up with shufen a lot a lot lately. haha. i need peaceful retail therapy. haha. but apparently, they aint exactly very successful so far..i bought 2 items today thou. from topshop and topman.YEH. haha. happy happy (: im like a kid with new found toys. (:(:

and on this coming saturday there's this outing at sentosa. kinda looking forward to it actually. provided ppl actually do go. haha. i'll definitely be going (: mass dance!! how cool.

i cant believe it but i'm really enjoying my life a lot now. i can't say this if it's 10+ months down the road. haha. jc life is definitely going to be hectic with all the programmes lined up and lectures etc. i hope i can really cope with everything. adapting to JJC life and i wanna stay put. though i really don't know if i really should. arghs.

alright alright. i must sleep if not, i will only be more confused.

misses.7:24 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

im feeling like damn sad now.

chocolates!

ohmygodla.haix

sigh..

i want that correct size. i know you'll fit. but too bad you've been into the fitting room.

misses.7:39 AM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

i cant take it anymore!haha. not as in academic wise or anything. but, oh well.

its just so stupid. blehs. ignorance..im not invisible am i. gahhs. but..but..oh well.

i just hope i enter the selection test and get into JJC's shooting club.

misses.4:54 AM

Monday, January 07, 2008

i think the past few days have made me kinda like a little kid.haha. i should coop myself up and emo abit and reflect on somethings now..

it's still those who never left your heart that is closest to you. those you know you will never forget, unable to live without and the 1st to run to in times of trouble because you're sure that they'll stay right by your side.

it's the perfect night to reminisce and then, back to lectures and new found 'fun' (:

misses.6:10 AM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYONE.HAHA.

IM IN JJC.

OC WAS SPLENDID.FUN.CHEERS.WETGAMES.DANCE.SCREAMS.OG8.(:

NOW, I JUST PRAY FOR CNY TO HURRY AND TADA! ANGBAOS!! WHILE I BE NICE AND STUDY WHATEVER THEY WANT ME TO IN JJC. HAHA.

WONDER WHY ITS IN CAPS?CAUSE ITS YET ANOTHER NEW BEGINNING FOR ME THIS YEAR SO, TAKE THIS AS MY FIRST POST YEH?

ALL MY PREVIOUS POSTS WERE JUST RANDOM SHOUTS AND CHILDISH THINKINGS AND THOUGHTS. I WANT TO GROW UP. GROW UP. GROW UP.

IM LEARNING HARD TO CHANGE. TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AND LEARN TO STUDY AND CLEAN UP MY OWN ROOM. I WANT TO LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT A DOMESTIC HELPER, WITHOUT A TUTOR, WITHOUT BEING ASKED TO DO SOMETHING WHEN I JOLLY WELL KNOW I SHOULD. HELP ME FULFUIL MY AIMS (: I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THAT. OH YA. AND LEARN TO BE GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL. TO LOVE THE ONES BESIDE ME MORE THAN I EVER DID. ESP MAMA AND PAPA. (: AND ALL THOSE WHO KNOWS THAT I LOVE YOU DEEP DOWN INSIDE MY HEART, JUST THAT I DON'T WRITE OR SPEAK IT OUT. JUST HEAR THE LOUD ECHOES AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND (:

AND OF COURSE, TO LOVE MYSELF MORE. ALTHOUGH IT'S ALREADY OVERFLOWING (:

misses.3:22 AM