you had me at hello;

i like life now.

its simple,
yet annoying complicated.

its sweet,
yet oddly bland.

its like blushing, and yet,
not flushed red at the same time.

its purposeful,
yet amazingly fruitless.

its full of nostalgia,
with no past to look to.

its like time,
which freezes at all the wrong moments.

its like being rich,
and yet lacking everything.

i like life now.

oh man.
children are gems.
i just dont know how to describe my time spent in Happy Family Childcare.

last fri, i went over to do my observation.. joined wena's class. the children are so adorable! having spent the entire day with them, i eventually remembered all their names, and was even close to a few..

soon weekend came, and i thought i'd never see them again.
and so saturday and sunday passed..

monday.
wena msged me telling me three of the girls made me cards!
i was like SUPER HAPPY! happy happy happy!
i thought the children would've forgotten that i ever existed..
i was like so happy to the extent that i went straight down to the childcare after class! hahahaha LOL.
hmm seeing the children again was like.. WOW.
adriana, jolyn, ariel, xue ning,
xue ying, ming li, peng peng, dinah,
adam, delaney, javier, ryan.

haha i think i attach myself too easily to children.. i wonder if thats a good or bad thing.. oh well.
in any case, this experience will definitely stay with me throughout my entire lifetime.

shabs dear came over to have lunch with me today.. im so glad i have him.

yawn, gonna prepare for class tmr..
but before i go..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
drey!
geri!
mich!

alrighty take care all.. love!

i still dont like this.

i guess i sorta know how it feels to be alone.