Friday, 17 December 2010

我说过会等你一辈子的。。
说到要做到嘛。。 :)
虽然这段日子,等你等得很累,

不过,就是忘不了你。。
就是需要你一个,我其他人都不要。

圣诞节快乐,
想想今年的圣诞节又要一个人过了。。

All I want for Christmas is You, my dear.. Panda




I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
Way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you
Baby
Baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for St. Nick
Won't even stay awake to hear
The magic reindeer play

'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do?
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you
Oh baby

Oh, how the lights are shining
Surrounding everywhere
Where the sounds of children's laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
Oh, I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you bring back my baby to me?

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Is you
You...

Sunday, 28 November 2010

I'm not sure whether you are watching this or not,
I transfer my blog to twitter.
I hope you will go there and see,

Username is my email,
password is your fullname and your last 4 IC number.


I wait you.

Thursday, 25 November 2010

20Sept2008 - Attend first RC HQ activity with you
27Oct2008 - First chat on MSN
12,13Nov2008 - Genting trip First Confession

3April - First time being locked together in class
10April - First time celebrate your birthday, giving the first birthday present
1Aug2009 - RC Prom Nite, first time giving rose

5Oct2009 - Giving first addmaths class
7Oct2009 - Officially boyfriend girlfriend :)
14Oct2009 - First date, first time, holding hand
12Dec2009 -


Do you still remember the day we went through..?

Monday, 22 November 2010

我等你,
不管是一年,十年,还是一百年,还是一辈子,
我都等你。

Saturday, 20 November 2010

Hatred

All friends hate me.
What did I done..?

Thursday, 11 November 2010

:)

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

One day

I keep on believe,
One day, you will text me..
One day, you will call me..
One day, you will come back to me..
Please forgive me that I keep writing on my blog about you,
I can't help.

It 's already been so long..
Don't makes me lose hope, my dear.
I didn't want you to come back,
'cause I know, it annoying you..

I don't know whether you are reading this or not..
But I hope you did.

Monday, 8 November 2010

I suddenly feel so embarassing posting all those posts here
when somebody told me he had read all those posts!
So, I decided to draft it.

I lost count how many days I had waited you.
But it doesn't matter, as long as I still alive,
the number keeps counting..

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

我没变,一直都在等你回来。

Sunday, 3 October 2010

只爱你一个。Panda.

Friday, 1 October 2010

I'm waiting for someone,
until I become an old man,
filled with regrets,
waiting to die alone..

Saturday, 11 September 2010

Love of my life

Saturday, 28 August 2010


I ♥ Her. 258days..
Dear,
If anything happened, or you're bore,
just give me a call, or message me,
I will always be there.
I did not change my number.
Even just a short call, I always waiting for that..


I know I'm annoying...
Like you said..

Thursday, 26 August 2010

说了再见才发现再也见不到了。。

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

When will we meet again?
Maybe it's fate that we will never meet each other again?

Even though I don't trust fate and luck..

Tuesday, 17 August 2010

Well, after all these days,
I realized, not matter how many times I remove the post from my blog

that all about you,
I still posting all the things about you..

Must really study hard,

Seriously, my maths is getting weaker,
What I get in SPM is all yours,
I get highest mark for both maths,

is because you asked me to, still remember?
I never have a doubt.


I looking for you everywhere,
You did not stay in Klang already..?
You also must study hard in your course,
Don't break my heart again..
I need something to support me,
I always imagine you are always beside me.
So that I won't be lifeless.

:)

Be happy, 你一定要比我更快乐。

Sunday, 15 August 2010

Y-H-W

I really don't understand why you leave me..
Seriously, I really don't.
I did not flirt with other girls, or lie to you.
Yet, a joke made us far apart.
Why......

Anyway, how are you? :/

Thursday, 12 August 2010

W-H-Y

At the way I went back to my shop from school,
I realized that I lost the photo of Her,
It must be dropped somewhere, in the school or what 'cause
I put the photo inside my files.
I thought, it must be fate, asking me to give up.
So, I'd decided giving up.

But just now,
My dad came to me and said,
"You dropped this in car." He passed the photo to me.

Now what?
Why is it coming back to me again?
I feel I want to die! I can't forget Her!!

Sometimes, we really have to give up life,
then start a new life again..

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

5Platinum Reunion








Yaho-o

Hmm, it's been awhile huh?
I've abandoned my blog for, about a month..
Did you guys miss me? No?
Well, it doens't matter.

I did badly in my form6, I'm sad to say,
I failed my maths, which even myself,

could hardly believe it.
I really want to be successful in my life,
I.. could hardly control my emotion.
I have a club to handle, my AJKs are not co-operative.
Ended up I have to handle everything.
Another factor is Her, goddamnit.


Yet, I'm lifeless,
I don't even understand a single thing that my physics teacher taught us.
Her explaination is like, without explaination.
Great.

I really should forget about Her and get a new life.
Everyone said that.
You know I'd tried, I'm trying.
Maybe the easier ways is to avoid looking at Her pictures,
or going to Her facebook profile.
Maybe, this coming reunion, I'm not going.
Seriously, I'm sorry.

Sunday, 4 July 2010

ter-lied.

I heard that you were going to Wet World today,
Maybe I heard your name wrongly or what,
I did not see you today, which is quite disappointing me..

Frankly, last friday I mis-heard your name that you are going,
I straight away tell the organizer to count me in.
I even did not tell my mom, and I skipped my maths class,
'cause I just want to see you.

I started got confusing, I don't know whether I hate you,
or I still care about you.
And you still haven't answer my question..

Saturday, 3 July 2010

It's a shame.

It's shame to say that I don't care Her anymore.
though I had stopped crying for Her,
either miss Her every moment.

Today I went Klang Parade with my TreasureHunt group mate.
Alot of things flashback-ed.
Such as, I gave you personally Addmaths classes in BigApple..
Our distance is close that time. How could I wish I could go back..


I always told myself that I will get a new life,
Hmm, I get to know alots of friends.
They care for me, but I didn't know that.
I always thought that I'm always alone.


Since the day I lost you, it was like losing everything.
I'd fall so down, even wanted to commit suicide.
Though I haven't die yet, but I always want to die.
People told me that it's so stupid to die for heartbroken,
But for me, it isn't stupid, I had suffering throughout this few months,
I want to end this suffering, but everyone said there's always a solution for problems.
It seems not. There are no solutions.
8months tired of waiting for you,

I cried whenever I make a new post, did you know that my dear..?
That's why I don't often make new post..

Sunday, 27 June 2010

It's been awhile.

I.. was quite busy in school these days.
One day, I was lying on my bed, at that time,
I realised that I'd finally stop crying.
I'd finally, not missing Her.
But today, I saw someone who looks like Her, from backview.
I was trying to make sure whether is She or not.
But unfortunately, she wasn't Her.

She stopped reply me since the last time I asked Her that question.
Which, I still hope that she will give me a chance.
I'm not a true gentleman, it make sense if She don't give me a chance.

You ought to know, it's not easy for me to let you go.
Dear, it's been awhile, 'How are you..?'

Friday, 18 June 2010

Pretend - Secondhand Serenade



It seems all of these words
Couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here?
What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
Making me find myself
While you have your agenda
A life to pursue

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth


I'm blind to all of your colors
It used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go
And face all my fear

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Friday, 7 May 2010

Zhong Yan's 17th Birthday

I should have post this up already,
but the camera isn't with me. So yeah.







You ought to smile more lah..

Crappy hair still I have.
Nvm, Happy Birthday Zhong Yan.

Friday, 26 March 2010

Thursday, 11 March 2010

Form5 2009 Reunion


Shawn teach you how to use 'lah'

I like this shot.





You didn't come..

Friday, 12 February 2010

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one



I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone


And I'm thinking you
I can't live without you

'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Saturday, 2 January 2010




Soon, er I mean tomorrow,
I'll be going to National Service already..
Everyone know, guys have to shave their head,
And I already had..


Warning

The awesomeness of these pictures
may be too much for your eyes..


..Viewer discretion is advised.



















WTF?
Go ahead and laugh...





This may looks like horse..



Mohawk

Yeah..Thats all..goodnite for 3months..



BTW Alex Mak said I looks like KennySia
Wanted to send my picture to him but I got no time..



Dear, I hope you are watching this..
You said you will not use to it after I went NS..
I'll miss you too...

Friday, 1 January 2010

It might be foolish,
But I can't just let it go..

Things had turned ulgy..
I wouldn't ask anything but just a chance..
Just..a chance..Tonight..
Or else..I'll be disappear..

I betting my life for tonight,
Until tomorrow, I'll be gone..
I will not bring my handphone to National Service.
For your information..
三更半夜 savish的我
只听见ojisan骑着单车卖着馒头
yohji han desu
你究竟在哪里
难道你又是在kurabu喝着nakashi呦

oh 不知道你 还爱不爱我
我哪里做错 请你快告诉我
我打不还手 我骂不还口
只要你说一声 ai shitteru
别说sayonara


hitori de
孤苦伶仃的我
苦等着anata两年三个月没有消息
快要发疯 我听到门铃声
sumimasen宅急便说他要找的在隔壁

oh 我怀疑你 已经不爱我
想要离开我 我求你不要走
我为你减肥 我为你喝醉
请不要说你已不爱我亲爱的anata

anata anata, oh please dont go ! Oh no

我要你知道 我永远爱你
如果失去你 我就活不下去
我们最match 我不会怪你
因为有一天你会看见我爬出电视机