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I’ve moved back to blogspot. Apparently after being lazy, I decided to kacau my html codes. WORDPRESS DON’T LET.

HOW CAN?!?! THE FUCK?!

So yeah. cheebyerais.blogspot.com is the name! ❤

I miss TBS. Like really really really. There’s aplenty hugs to go around everydayy.

There’s the loveyy feeling youhknowh in tcpj?

Feels like another douchebag that just goes to college and waste my youth there.

I don’t want to go to college just for the sake of studying. I wanna feel college. I want to live my life in college.

Now, I feel like shit as my days just end.

I walk soooo sadly back to my car, unlock, wind the window, and just drive like a real loser

Face the shitty jam. FML = (

No warmth.

Nothing. = (

Where’s the love peopleeee.

I want my hugs damnit.

But shit, I miss TBS like hell. = (((

1.1 !!! Come back to meee!

Well, shit. I’m really into studying my ass off now.

I’ve got two days to pull a really long string that might determine, my future outings, plans, tattoos and piercings XD

Yes. I want to pierce now. I got the idea after this huge ass pimple blocked my lower lip, and well, it got me hooked since.

But, that’s after Chinese New Year to decide.

Personally, I owe you one hell of an explanation. As to what we went through.

Yes, you. First off, I’m sorry if I have hurt you because of my actions. But please read this with an open heart.

I am sorry that I turned back on my words on you.

I am sorry that I was a liar and not someone true to you.

But evidently, we’re just really two different people.

And we’re just being nice. That’s all.

Now that’s said, I just want to tell you my reasons for my behavior.

I dislike the fact that you are really irresponsible towards everyone around you.

You just don’t seem to care or bother to notice about the littlest of things.

And I have been very patient with that, but of course, it blew lah.

I’ve been very very kind towards you every time we meet but I hated the fact that things just go out of hand because simply you did not have the initiative to do things.

I am not expecting anything at all. But you have your responsibilities to fulfill.

I may not be perfect, but I do not let my actions slow or impede in their process.

I do not obstruct them in any way. What you did was you cost a man his job. His future job opportunities. What if he were to apply for some other catering places and they’d refer to his previous employer for recommendation? What would you expect him to say? ” err, I got fired ? ”

I really got disgusted about that. Just because you do-not-fucking-care about him, doesn’t mean things will work itself out. So yes, I am being strong about what I think because we are still teens and it’s make or break. If we make it in life, we’re sure to handle things. If we fail as teens now, our future would, what’s that word again………. ?

FUCKED.

So yes, I’ve kept it in all these while hoping I’d get over it, but I couldn’t. It takes a toll and I needed a break.

Please, think of me any way you like for I’m not perfect, but this is my point of view, and I have no other means.

Bye.

Edward Cullen. Journal 1

I believe that the movie has created a huge wave of loyal fans because of its characteristics that appeal to almost every type of people in the society but mainly young people. The movie also earned its popularity even before filming thanks to the novel of the same title, by Stephanie Meyer. The novel was the New York Time’s Bestseller thus boosting the popularity of the upcoming live-action movie. Besides that, the positive reviews of the novel encouraged fans to further extend their support by watching the movie. But in my honest opinion, I have one major belief that made young people become die-hard fans is because of the characters in the movie Twilight.

Of course, every movie wouldn’t even be called a movie without its characters, but what I am trying to say is that the characters in Twilight are actually representing what we, the viewers, might actually be, if we are in their position in the film. Take for example, Bella’s insecurities and problems. She is vulnerable and uncertain just as any girl when she enters a new environment.  What more when her mother is far away from town and father whom does not know how to express his love for his only daughter. This allows every girl who watches this movie, to “assume” the role of Bella. Which is being the “odd” one from the rest of the students. The impression that, they might act the same was as Bella did.

Besides allowing the viewers to “feel” these fictional characters, this movie also fulfils the human’s desire for perfection. That perfect boyfriend in any way imaginable. I believe that the movie attempts to manipulate the human weakness for something desirable yet unattainable and successfully does it with little effort. It has been proven by countless female fans. The natural response after watching the first Twilight movie from any fan girl would be simple; “Edward Cullen”.

The portrayal of Edward Cullen by Robert Pattinson in the movie as the handsome and perfect vampire seems to have swept almost every girl’s feet. I have come across female fans who screamed at the sight of a projecting image of Edward Cullen in the cinema. I will be honest and say that I do not understand why, as I am of a different sex, but what I do understand is that, Edward Cullen seems to be the person which almost every girl desire.

To sum it up, I believe that the characters in the movie have the major roles of generating fans rather than location of the set, or the whole idea of a teenage vampire. These characters breathe life to a roll of film and let the imagination of fans run free.

Edward Cullen. Journal 2

Edward Cullen is a very interesting character. Edward Cullen has personalities that are deemed “inhuman” as shown in the movie. His skin sparkles when he comes in contact with sunlight. He is able to read everyone’s thoughts except Bella’s. Edward is a vampire whose family is unlike the “usual” vampire. They are “vegetarians”. By that it means that they only feed on animal blood and not human blood. Edward is also a very disciplined and responsible person as he is able to resist Bella’s heroin-like blood and the ability to decide for the welfare of the one he loves.

His love for Bella knows no limit as he finds that she is unlike any other girl he has seen in his entire life. In the movie, Edward saves Bella on several occasions as he seems to have a growing attraction for her in the early stages. Towards Bella, Edward seems to be fighting every growing temptation to feed on Bella as she has the sweetest blood known to vampires. He admits that the closer Bella gets to him, the more danger she is exposed yet he is unable to resist falling for her.

Edward is very protective of Bella especially when the travelling vampire, James, comes across the Cullen’s territory and unavoidably, smells the scent of Bella. Edward instinctively shows off his fangs as a sign to demand James to stand back because he loves Bella too much to see anyone trying to lay a finger on her. Edward was willing to risk his cover as a student by jumping into the middle of a collision that could’ve killed Bella. Even though he barely knows Bella, he feels that his actions are worth the risk.

Edward’s love for Bella was tested when he sucked the poison out of Bella after a brief scuffle with James resulting in the vampire’s venom trying to “turn” Bella into a vampire. He did not want her to change into a vampire as he feels that she should be grateful that she is human and the temptations of a vampire is too hard to resist and only a handful have managed to succeed. Finally the final proof of Edward’s love towards Bella was his wish to be human and not a vampire in order to be with Bella. He was willing to forgo immortality, and his special abilities just for the sake of being with a normal human.

Sorry if it’s inaccurate, I coulnd’t give a rat’s ass about this assignment,

Seriously my connection has been shitty today. Don’t know why.

Anyways college is good. Been really tied up as expected.

Even got forced to do a blog specifically for IT.

http://kingsqueensandjacks.blogspot.com/

It was totally random blog name anyways.

Oh Hi Naqib! Thanks for the link!

Will update a proper one soon. Stay Tuned : )

I can’t sleep. Wtf. It’s a new start tomorrow = )

A restart of my life. One year behind weih!
Some wouldn’t say that it’s a year behind, but personally, I’d say so.
Idk, then it gives me the motivation to catch up with life?
Get going = )

Things are good as usual.
Most of it are falling into place.
Of course, bumps and bruises here and there, but hey, it’s what you’d expect to be in life.
Bla bla blah.
I’m so lazy to rant about life, hahaha.
Feels like I know most of it, but there’s more to it than just knowing it all.

Application, application, application of the skills that you learn, and how you fully utilize it.
Shit man, I’m trippin already. XD

Well, life continues!
And sorry, but no more hun. No more.

Loves,

Wei Li! ❤

Guess what? God, or fate, wtvr, gave me a second lease !!
I have a chance now, and I hope I don’t blow it man!
Time is definitely running out, but damn, I’ll make the best of it.
So I pray that I will pull this off man!

cuz it’s you that brings out the best in me

Sometimes I really wonder, how badly I treat some people.

Eventho they do not mean much as to others. Not to say I’m treating others badly, but probably nicer I suppose.

Sorry laa if I was an asshole to you. You weren’t that nice to me too.

Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

Sounds cliche isn’t it?

Sorry but I don’t really believe this. If you say karma, then I shall have little faith.
But if it comes to people, forget it. I am doubting it. Because its true, you can’t expect alot from people. They’ll just bring you down to your knees again. What for.

Like it or not, we are allowed to choose who to be nice with, and we’re taking advantage of it.

So yes, this post is going no where, but I’d like to state the obvious.

Most of us are oblivious to it. We should be more aware of our surroundings.

Oh hi siewlee. see, I did blog. XD