I seriously can not make myself work out.
My elliptical machine… this is the most action it has seen since I was 9 months pregnant and I was trying to make myself go into labor. Haha! Not even kidding.

During the whole 6 weeks that I was recovering from child birth, I just couldn’t wait to get on that thing. Everyone on twitter was talking about working out and losing weight and I was so jealous because I couldn’t do anything YET.
So… my 6 weeks finally was up and I was free to start working out. The only problem was… the elliptical machine was in our bedroom. Mr. Right works nights, so he is sleeping during the day. And JC sleeps in our room, so I couldn’t work out at night either…
So, about a week or so ago, I made Mr. Right move the elliptical out of our bedroom and into the living room so I could work out during the day or at night without bothering anyone.
Have I worked out yet????? Nope.
It’s just sitting there… collecting dust…
Here’s the thing. I WANT to work out. I really do. I want to be healthier and thin (not to be mistaken with “skinny”). I just can’t make myself do it. So what’s the problem??
Sweat.
I h.a.t.e. to sweat. I loathe sweating.
Every time I think about getting on it and working out, I think about the fact that I am going to sweat and then I change my mind. And yes, I realize that I can take a shower after I’m done… but sometimes I am not able to just get a shower whenever I want… like when Mr. Right is asleep and I have both kids by myself… I don’t want to be sweaty and yucky all day until I am able to get a shower when he wakes up… Ugh……
The ideal thing to do would be to just work out at night when the kids go to bed. But I have a whole list of excuses reasons (washing bottles, blogging, watching tv, laundry, tired and want to go to bed too, etc……) why I don’t want to or I can’t work out at night… ;-)

So……… now that I’ve got all my excuses out there… it’s time to put a stop to it.
When I look at myself in the mirror, I am disgusted. And yes, I understand that I just had a baby two months ago… But that’s even more reason to want to get in shape. I want and need to be in better shape for my children. So I can get out and play and run with them. As it is right now, I just sit on the porch and watch Mr. Right play with Sweet Pea in the yard. It’s because I just don’t have any energy. I feel like working out will help me get my energy back. And if I’m not carrying around as much weight, I might actually feel like running around the yard with her.
So anyway… This is going to be the start to a new me. I’m going to make myself work out at night when the kids go to sleep. That is the only time I have to work out, so I’m just going to have to make myself do it. It should only take 30 minutes to an hour and I waste that much time playing on the internet.
So, I will update how I am doing with this. I’m going to try to keep a journal of what I do on what days. Oh…. sidenote: I’m not going to be “dieting” per se… I just don’t do well with diets. I always feel starved and I hate feeling like I “can’t” eat certain things. So, I’m just going to be watching what I eat and doing better about portions.
If you are still reading this, good for you and thanks. :-)