it comes back to me again why i like running,feet pounding,deep breaths
the want to detach myself from my thoughts?
running enable reflections
allows me to phase the 'why' 'how' and 'what can i do'and thereafter ask God,where is my life leading to
if my job is making me feel so miserable,finicky ,why does He still want me to stay on?Why are there no answers out there?
after running
endorphins cruising thru the vessels,makes me feel better about myself
perhaps its an addiction, the need to feel better about myself?
not sure why i need this constant affirmation
i don't think of it as a vicious cycle,helps me get rid of the need for a calming,hideous smoke
running outdoors is much better,the air and greenery,Dalvey estate has huge,gigantic houses,the garage houses really handsome cars.wonder what these ppl do for a living.pounding the pavements.clearing my head,burning the calories.
for now, there's need to get my prayer life in focus
to build a sturdier relationship with God.I'm sure He has the answers and obviously it's not being relayed to my thick numbskull.I know too that He has it all planned out,well....I would like to ask for a little hint on that while i'm rocking in limbo
This little girl here's trying to make herself emotinally healthier.too much tears,wept in silent solace,cliche as this sounds, "only God knows me best"rings very true
jus flipped over to romans 5,rushing thru for cell know it'slast minute work but ..here goes
"1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us" now i gotta digest
About Me
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- MY wish list!!! most impt:TO BE TONED!!!lower fat %!no love handles! 1.Backpacking in Africa 2.Camel riding n staring at the pyramids in Egypt 3.Tiffany item(at least 1) 4.iPod or CReative MP3 player 5.Victoria Secrets lingerie. other than that,easy to please
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
this beautiful picture bordered with pretty things
this picture,has you in focus.
although your tired after work,scraped off your lively self.Your feet are dragging you home. My eyes are lifeless from all the energy spent during the day.Yet I'm grateful for the comfort bear hugs, the compromises made by the both of us *hugs*splendid!
Happy with little gestures of kindness and concern, the comfort of just the feel of your hands on mine. 10mins in the train,10 precious minutes of magic.surrounded by the sound of train on tracks,ppl stuggling to keep their balance, ppl dragging themselves to work.it's just a great way to start the day. Special appeal
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Up to this moment,I can only be thankful that work has not be such a moutainous task such that the relationship is frozen from mon-fri,only to be awakened on the weekend.
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jus completed a magnificient run,albeit on the treadmill.pushing myself for the standchart run!
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Still very much in love with you and even more so now.
although your tired after work,scraped off your lively self.Your feet are dragging you home. My eyes are lifeless from all the energy spent during the day.Yet I'm grateful for the comfort bear hugs, the compromises made by the both of us *hugs*splendid!
Happy with little gestures of kindness and concern, the comfort of just the feel of your hands on mine. 10mins in the train,10 precious minutes of magic.surrounded by the sound of train on tracks,ppl stuggling to keep their balance, ppl dragging themselves to work.it's just a great way to start the day. Special appeal
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Up to this moment,I can only be thankful that work has not be such a moutainous task such that the relationship is frozen from mon-fri,only to be awakened on the weekend.
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jus completed a magnificient run,albeit on the treadmill.pushing myself for the standchart run!
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Still very much in love with you and even more so now.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
running thru...
Arduous weeks it has has been for this week.Dismissal of 2 colleagues,or should i say ex-colleagues,resulted in doubling of workload,albeit at the same pay.Should i think of it as a chance to display my ability to juggle sucessfully the increased workload,without any increase in stress. overload of mental health?
Stingy boss stich his pockets n decided against re-hiring.Wonders where the extra money goes tho...
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Wonders if sometimes making feelings known are the best option.Is it selfish to to make wise comments that might aid the situation?or is it part of sharing?Clueless.Of utmost concern now,was not of intention to hurt.
Nevertheless i still regard myself as a girl.FEmale species are more sensitive to needs,whether is it stated clearly or simply not mentioned but felt.
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Seeking Your presence each day, knowing that You have showered Your faith through out the times, at the moment, just guide me to the path that You have already prepared.Ears every alert to Your prompting.
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Runs have been superb, never quite as good.Friends indeed r not only companions but motivators
Stingy boss stich his pockets n decided against re-hiring.Wonders where the extra money goes tho...
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Wonders if sometimes making feelings known are the best option.Is it selfish to to make wise comments that might aid the situation?or is it part of sharing?Clueless.Of utmost concern now,was not of intention to hurt.
Nevertheless i still regard myself as a girl.FEmale species are more sensitive to needs,whether is it stated clearly or simply not mentioned but felt.
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Seeking Your presence each day, knowing that You have showered Your faith through out the times, at the moment, just guide me to the path that You have already prepared.Ears every alert to Your prompting.
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Runs have been superb, never quite as good.Friends indeed r not only companions but motivators
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