Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

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MY wish list!!! most impt:TO BE TONED!!!lower fat %!no love handles! 1.Backpacking in Africa 2.Camel riding n staring at the pyramids in Egypt 3.Tiffany item(at least 1) 4.iPod or CReative MP3 player 5.Victoria Secrets lingerie. other than that,easy to please

Sunday, February 28, 2010

week 38 and terrribly fed up

Today I lost it.At week 38 I’m just so fed up

With those who just criticize lovingly  about the amount I eat,

With caring people who seem to know whether I’m ,or more importantly Jeremiah’s , hungry, instead of myself

With those who offend my ability to be a mother based on whether I show signs of interest in eating, b4 Jerry’s even here.

Jerry’s just slightly below  2.5kg, estimate 2.3kg and with 2 weeks before he’s due I’m being bombarded by well-meaning hurtful statements

I’m tired, can’t sleep well with buttache, shoulderache, rib aches.

Doc ordered rest, rest is what I’m lacking not food, sleep is what I’m lacking not clockwork schedule of popping food.overwork and lacking of sleep.

please stop the incessant noise

coping with being a 1st time mommy , with the upcoming labor, the know-how’s of breastfeeding, bathing a newborn, the vaccination(s)…It’s already  enough to fill several PhD thesis’s

Friday, February 12, 2010

end of week 35

so fast, another 4 weeks more and we can get to see Jerry, finally:)
of now , he's just elbowing me, squirming around, trying to create space in his studio apartment
bloom photo shoot next week, toying with several poses

of late, been trying to get things set up for Jerry at home, need to wash his clothes soon too
And, i haven't even packed my hospital bag yet!
recently , it has been v often that i wake up in the middle of the night, wondering if i'm ready to be a mommy, only to fall back to restless sleep near morning

can't wait to hit the running tracks too!its been way way way too long!