Uni friends part 4
Me and chian huey in the comp lab AGAIN.:) Chian Huey = Amusing person. Haha...very nice person to laugh at..gonna miss her too..:(   ¶ 9:48 PM 0 Comments

  Uni friends part 3..
Smita, me and Kavita in the comp lab. This 2 girls..very fun to hang out with. Sometimes I tend to eavesdrop on them though..lolz..gonna miss them too..   ¶ 9:47 PM 0 Comments

  Uni friends part 2..
Me and Adrian! Haha..Adrian's a cool guy to mix around with. Easy going..very friendly!:) Overall, although I knew him for 4 months, it has been a great time with him as my lab partner..:)   ¶ 9:46 PM 0 Comments

  Uni friends part 1...
Yee Won, Jessie and me in the comp lab. Here are some of the pics that I took with my classmates. This 2 girls are my good friends whom I look up to at times..   ¶ 9:43 PM 0 Comments

  words.. Words.

Although they are just words, they can make or break someone.

And the fact is that most people are careless with their words.

I hate it when people talk to me and put me down all the time with their words. Although I might just smile at that person, but in reality, deep inside I will feel like telling the person off. I call this self control.

For your information, I am a laid back person and although I might laugh at most of the things people say bout me be it bad or good, there are certain words which once said, hit me hard, and causes me to harbor vengeance. And trust me, it'll become ugly if I really dislike you.

I am not saying that I am perfect. I am not saying that I have never hurt someone with or without knowing it. But I am just saying that sometimes, we have to evaluate ourselves. Is what we say beneficial to the other person?

And sometimes I am glad for my decisions. Especially when it comes to the area of relationships. I am really glad of my choices so far. Most of them, after awhile since I decided, I start to see their true nature. And hei I don't say I hate it, but I guess they need time to change. And once again, I am not stating I am perfect. I am just stating that I am glad I saved myself all that trouble only awaiting for that person for me to come along.

Well, it got bit annoying today when I was asked to go for a movie which in the end ended up no movie. And knowing that I've been conned so many times, I have this problem with trusting people at times. Especially if they are playful, I find it harder to trust them. Hmmm. Whatever it is, there is no movie...and I am not going anywhere. Messaged my friend to ask her whether she wanted to go out and what do I get? No reply 5-6 hours after the message was sent. *sighz* What's wrong with the world todaY? Maybe she forgot to bring her hand phone or forgot to see it. I don't care now.

Feeling really tired and fatigued. Been a nerd for the past 6 hours isn't easy...sigh...*crawls into bed*..

What I've said here is not meant to hurt anyone. It's just my thoughts and my feelings splattered into an entry. This is what blogs are for anyway...  ¶ 5:35 PM 1 Comments

  baH Today. What did I learn today...

Had a great time studying in the library. Of course we had Adrian to be our minutely entertainer there. I was supposed to go for dinner with the youth for Ik's birthday..but my drum clinic clashed with it! *grrr*. So I didn't go. *sigh*. It would have been so fun. But anyhow, priority first. I went for my clinic. Learnt few things. Odd ruffs and different types of fills using ruffs. Hmmm.

Huei sisters, Wai and Ik paid me a visit in the church. Made me feel even sadder that I wasn't able to go...but it was ok. Talked to some people whom I really enjoy talking to. There are just some people who are meant to click and some who aren't meant to. Sigh. My emotions might be stirring...hmm.

Well...that's it for today..gonna catch my sleep. Beauty sleep. Exams in 10 days time..sigh. Countdown to the showdown...  ¶ 11:49 PM 0 Comments

  Impatience and thick faceness.. I can't stand people who always want things done their way. As if I have no freedom and I have to conform to their way. You know what I have to say to this people? Go and die. I don't care what you think or what you want or how you want things done. I ain't ur servant and you're not my boss. One particular person who I am talking bout would be my eldest sis. I don't know what is wrong with her. She always has to have the last word. ANd she ALWAYS wants things to be done to suit her...even when it's with my parents. Sometimes I just wish she'd shut up and just go to sleep or something. Life would be good without her. Not to say that I hate her. I just can't stand her being so damn bossy...this is why I don't talk to her much. Because sooner or later, she'll just treat me like her damn servant. So, why bother?

Then today, I saw the most shocking thing. Some idiot indian man was standing outside my house, taking leaves of this herb that was growing in MY house's garden. And he didn't take one or two, he took one WHOLE bag!!! What was the worst part was that me and my dad went out there and stood just staring at what he was doing, and he acted as if we weren't there!! My dad didn't want to say anything, so I just kept quiet. And after he had finished picking off enough of the herbs from my tree, he just walked away. No word of sorry or thank you. Bloody hell!! I'm so pissed with this kind of people. So far, the people whom I see doing this 'stealing' are indians. Don't call me racist..but it's a fact from my observation so far! DAmmit. Thick face like anything. Next time I see him taking from my garden again, I'm really gonna confront him.

Buggers with no shame...grr...please forgive me for my lack of culture in my language. It's just that I am :

1. Very pissed
2. Shocked with malaysian's who STEAL other peoples fruits/trees.
3. Tired
4. Panicky because of my finals which starts nxt friday

Ah..that's bout it. Just looking forward to the end of the exams. Wahaha..took pics with jacey and yee won today!! YAY!:) I'm becoming more and more like a photo slut. Goodness!! *gasps* But it's just so much fun!!!

AHhhh..gonna get some studying done and sleep...*starts to doze off*...  ¶ 11:23 PM 0 Comments

  wAstEd.. Today was a rather wasted day for me. No studying involved. sIgh. I'm so dead.

Went to lunch with Nick and the other's who were involved in the orphanage work. They arrived late and me and nick already ate our lunch clean. After that went out with robyn and nick to Mont Kiara where we walked around and showed our photo slutness. OMG!!! Hahaha.. I didn't know that we where cam whoring around Mont Kiara. LOL. But it was good. Loads of pics. GOnna get it from robyn and post some up here.

Came back home at bout 5 pm. Went to catch a nap at 6 pm. Couldn't get a good sleep cos my sis was talking on the phone....! Some people just so..inconsiderate. Haih. Went to pick up my leaders guide from Huei Yuih...hahaha..my boss. She abused my car as usual. Sighhhh..the things I have to put up with at times.

Had no time to do any reflection. Had no time to think of any particular girl. Just had my own time to worry bout my exams and my studies. 100 % occupied already. Hmmm..I feel good but at the same time pretty sad. Not liking anyone is just weird. Liking someone is weird too..sigh!! Weird feelings!!

Gonna go now. Get some sleep and wake up tomorrow for church!:) ciaoz.  ¶ 12:40 AM 2 Comments

  Sigh.. Chemical and phase equilibria sucks. The coursework sucks. I got it all wrong. I only found out after writing out the working for the entire assignment. This just sucks. Sighs. Recalculated everything again and now I have to rewrite everything again. Dammit.

Anyway, either than that, I felt numb today. Due to that fact that I had gotten my entire assignment wrong. Hmm..took pictures with some of my classmates today. Can't wait to get the pics. Wooo:) Gonna take more on monday. Studying time is near. I've got to place my nerd mode on.

MSN messenger is a pain. It just disconnects people for some reason and I can never log back in when I really want to log in cos I want to talk to my friends. Dammit. When you think MSN should be quite efficient. SIghhh.

I'm so..dead..at the moment. WEnt out with ee mei today and had dinner and got sepet. Watched blade trinity. WHoaaa..it's a good movie!:) I love it. Wesley Snipes rocks!:) HAhaha...

Well that's all for now. Gonna get studying while im trying to connect to messenger. STUPID messenger.  ¶ 12:32 AM 1 Comments

  Final day of my 2nd year.. It is done. I have completed 2 semesters in the University of Nottingham in Malaysia ( still pending for my finals for 2nd sem but still..I completed the lectures..). It's just been so fast. I mean, I remember the first day going to the uni, meeting some new friends. Whoa. Now it's like..my last day! And I won't see most of them when I'm in UK! SHIT!...sighz...

Ah well..today was so so. I went to uni and stayed there till 4.30 pm. Wanted to come home and sleep but nooo..I had to go to shah alam to drop off my sisters car and then my parents wanted to go to klang to eat dinner...and so..when I reached back, ee mei asked me out. So I went out with her and chilled. WAs good.:) SHe's good company...nice to talk to...very funny too. HEhe. Went out with her for 2 hours chilling at her condominium area and then going to wai's house to read kingdom come. Haha..what a day right?

Anyways, gonna watch The Pacifier tommorrow with some of the youth. Should be interesting. Hmmm...gotta start studying!! SIghhhh...  ¶ 12:59 AM 1 Comments

  Sunday It's finally over. My weekend. Sigh. I've only got 3 more weeks and counting till my finals. Sigh. I hope I don't screw up my finals. Anyway, I've posted up several pics that my friend, Julian, took before the Faith Embassy service. Haha.:) THere are more, but I chose only a few. Within the span of the next few days, there might be a lot of pic posting because it's my last few uni days with my frens. And I'm definitely gonna take pics with them and post them up ere!:)

Hmmm. Lazed around another weekend. Just great. Had fun today. Played volleyball in the rain. Was supposed to take pictures with eli..but cos of the rain and julian didn't bring his camera out and all this other things, we didn't take pics anyway!! Sigh. But there'll be other times. She's one of the few friends whom I can speak very comfortably with..hahaha..reading this anot eli? LOL. But she's dam evil la..

Hope I don't get sick. I'm finally off the duty roster for the month of May..!! Time to focus on the books and relax...phew. THis week was one superbly hectic week and I managed to survive it!! Not by my own strength..I really must say it is His strength that strengthens me. I prayed before I slept few days ago when I started to feel bit sick. I prayed to God and told him that I am serving Him with whatever I have no matter whether I am busy or not, and I asked Him to sustain me throughout this whole week...and what do you know? He really did sustain me. I even prayed for healing so that the sickness will stop at the initial stage and not procede. And you know what? He even answered that!! Imagine!! How great my God is! Yea!:) It's been a really trying period for me...but it's over now. More trying periods to come. I'm glad that I placed my trust in Him who is the source of strength and peace. I must admit I did feel bit uneasy at the thought of playing drums 2 times a week at first..but if that's my call to serve, I will pick it up gladly!

Ah..just thought I'd share that with the people who read this blog.:)

Well, time for me to sleep and awake tomorrow for a new day...hope you enjoy the pics!:)  ¶ 10:58 PM 0 Comments

 
Ik and Gaymond messing around the PA..!    ¶ 10:52 PM 0 Comments

 
SAve me!! It's Gaymond!:P hahaha..   ¶ 10:51 PM 0 Comments

 
The siaoness of Faith Embassy people before the service starts...   ¶ 10:50 PM 0 Comments

 
my boss and me..raymond also but he was cut out! MWahahaha...   ¶ 10:49 PM 0 Comments

 
Julian, my boss and me...!   ¶ 10:48 PM 0 Comments

 
Getting punched by a small girl..*sighz* which happens to be my boss *double sigh*   ¶ 10:47 PM 0 Comments

  Sleepy Ah..I am finally home. Feels quite sad to be at home. Had so much fun today..I'm starting to get worried bout my studies. Hahaha..I'd better start praying. Start studying too more like it.

Well, I'm not pissed with my mum now. Good good. It's gone. Went for Faith Embassy today. Had so much fun. Had dinner with the youth, but mostly the younger ones. Had fun talking to ee mei, shyan and ray. Had fun taking loads of pics with the youth before the service started. Will post some up once I get the pics from julian. Hahaha...was a rather fun day!:)

Gonna have to wake up tomorrow for another day of drumming. Gonna take a break from this coming week onwards from playing drums..that's if Uncle Chan let's me off..sigh. Haha.

Ah, I just can't stand people with no common courtesy or I would say chivalry. HAha. I mean although I'm a guy la, but hei I can't stand people who dunno how to treat girls well. And not only that, they demand for things and not ask for it. Grr..that person is just lucky I'm in a patient mood. If not, I'd really give him a piece of my mind. And really, I will. If that's what it takes to correct him, yes I will. Trust me.

Well, yeah, as nick mentioned too..I almost forgot. There was this shampoo girl who washed nick's hair for him which really looked like LISUEN!! GAaa..I was so shocked. THey're SOOOooooo similar...!! *gasP* Hahaha..

BUt that's it for now...  ¶ 10:13 PM 0 Comments

  Pissed I am currently very pissed at my mum. Dammit. You know what I really hate? I really hate people who come and disturb my life. I hate it when people go mess up my stuff. I hate it..I really do. My mum just decided to pull off all my bedsheets and my pillow cases and my bolster cases. And my whole room was in a bloody mess! What the hell. I thought of going to do some studying after a few hours of going out...and what do I get? I have to change my bed sheets and all..why the hell can't she just leave my room alone?! @$*!@&&%! Sometimes I really can't stand it. Really can't wait till I go to UK and she's not there to nag me. I think the next time I go out and she's at home, I'm gonna lock up my room and not let her in at all. Damn annoying. And then when I'm pissed bout it, she acts as if I can't be pissed bout it. What the helllll....dammit la..I'm just dam pissed with her now..

Can't wait can't wait..lemme go UK and be free..no more mother to nag me, to give me curfew..no more of such things!! The true freedom awaits there..of course I know my limits. But this small things just really piss me off. Grrrrr..  ¶ 12:52 PM 1 Comments

  Blah.. Life without any friends is not the same.

Had lunch today with chian huey and theresa and li leng at wisma genting. Gosh I just realised how much I'm gonna miss my classmates from the Malaysia campus. Once I'm in UK, there won't be chian huey and theresa who are the amusers of my day. There won't be my other friends like jessie and yee won to hang out with. No Ban to disturb. No Adrian to make noise with. No Kavita and Smita to eavesdrop on. Sigh.

The last days of uni are near. NExt week there are only 3 days of uni left then it's break til the hols. And after that, bye to my classmates who will be staying in the Malaysia campus. I will definitely miss you all. Sigh.

Life has to move on. Separation is such a cruel thing. I'm in such a sad state of mind now. Memories of my life = priceless. I'd never give it away for anything.

Well, gonna get some sleep. Tired tired. Need to study at night. That's all for now..  ¶ 3:38 PM 0 Comments

  Super sleepy and falling sick... Well, I have finally completed my lab report! Woohoo. After all the hours of stress and insufficient sleep..I'm still surviving. I am currently super sleepy and I'm having a running nose. I hope I won't fall sick. *Prays*. Got to play on saturday and sunday and I will really need to muster up all my strength as well as with God's help to strengthen me throughout this week. And actually for the nxt month too. Exams are in May. The first week of May itself. Scary eh? I haven't even started revising everything. Shit.

Had fun today. Took pictures during jamming session. Hehe. Quite fun. I was rather stoned. I'm so dam tired. I'm never gonna play drums twice in a week again. NEVER! It's just too hectic! Grr..
Might be having cake with Esther nxt Tuesday. I somehow think it's not possible cos I'm goin for Dr. Drum. Maybe I'll shift it to monday. We'll see. Got to start studying.

Will post some of the pics of me today during jamming session later. I'm gonna catch my sleep before everything caves in.:) Till my next post..have fun..  ¶ 1:16 AM 0 Comments

  Dr Drum... I'm dead tired. Got a damn lab report to do and I'm not even halfway. Still pending on my calculations. Sigh. Hope I can finish it in time before friday...*thinks of what life will be without any sleep..* Impossible!! I will finish this lab report by friday by hook or by crook...

Had my drum clinic today in church. Very educating. Learnt new style of holding the sticks which is more efficient and learnt new technique of playing the bass drum..learnt some funk too. Now the only thing left to do is to...practice!! Which I am rather lazy to do..but I got to if I want to increase my skill. I was surrounded by all this other drummers which were far more experienced than me. I was totally inferior..but it was a very educating experience.

Making sure that the church was in good condition after the clinic however was a problem. I realized I was in put in charge of the church and keeping it well! Wah. Huge responsibility on my shoulder. I tried to make sure everything was alright *starts praying reallly hard*.. but I'll be there again tomorrow. So there's no difference. Went to drink some sirap limau ais in mosin with ivan and tsuen for bout 30 mins and then dropped tsuen back.

Sigh..another 3 more days to go. 2 more days to complete my lab report..and 2 days of loooong lectures. I need rest and I need to survive!!!!! Sighz..well gonna try employing my new drum enthusiasm in the services from now on!! Although I'm dead tired..hehehe....  ¶ 11:41 PM 0 Comments

  What a blast.. Okay. Here's the thing. I'm starting to feel a little bit unwell. Having a running nose. Felt superbly tired during class. I'm gonna catch some sleep soon. And I just realized I'm gonna have one superbly packed week. I'm gonna be playing drums for saturday and sunday services..I think that's the major toll. And then I've got drum clinic for 2 hours tomorrow plus wednesday and thursday nights for practices for saturday and sunday service. I feel like I'm gonna burn out soon. My fuel is running low..OH LORD..please fill my fuel to last this week!! Plus I got a lab report to hand in this friday..and no time in between today and friday to do it. How the? I'm gonna need 25 hours a day now..sigh..

I wish someone could take over playing the drums for me on sunday. I have a feeling I'm really gonna be tired. 5 days of drumming consecutively man...that's good...but not to forget I've got uni too. Maybe if I were on hols it won't hurt so much..

But through thick and thin, I've committed myself to serving and well I guess this is the down part in the ups and downs of serving. But I try to remind myself to be positive..if I want to serve God, then I will serve God no matter what!

PLease pray for God to sustain me..and pray for my health too..I don't wanna get sick at these critical moments of uni life...  ¶ 4:50 PM 0 Comments

  Stupid blogger.. I dunno what is wrong with blogger. I typed a post previously and it didn't post it. Said it had some error. Sighz. Anyway..my post was basically on the type of people I dislike. So I will shorten it. The type of people I dislike *drum roll* :

1. Bossy people - basically because I don't like people who boss other people around. As if I have to do what they say. Dammit. Can't stand this people. Hmmm...sigh...

2. People with no manners/ethics/courtesy - basically just people who never say please or expect you to owe them something. Links with bossy people somehow. Somehow think they're so special. Sigh...

Anyway, I will leave out the other 2 which I included in the post which didn't come out right. Hmm..

Today was rather good despite the fact that I got hit by a volleyball in my face and got internal bleeding on my right eye..as well as running over a cat which REALLY SUCKS...I'm being haunted by the guilt feeling. Sigh. Imagine hearing the noise of your car running over a cat...it's not pleasant especially when I really love cats!! GAHHH!!! WHYY?!?!?!?!

Guess I got to move on. Hope my cats won't like hate my car or something. *shakes head* Faith embassy coming this Sat...!:) Hahaha..please come please come!:) It's gonna be good. I'm gonna have one superbly hectic week but it's gonna be a blast..:) hehehe..  ¶ 10:20 PM 2 Comments

  Sorry Wai It seems that miscommunication can really hurt at times. Well I dedicated this post to say sorry to my friend Wai Wai and also to Ivan and Ik. I didn't know that you all didn't know. I really thought you all knew and I thought I was gonna see you all. But I guess whatever I say now is of no use to calm you down ( especially wai..). But all I have to say is I am truly SORRY Wai for not telling you bout it..and if you don't want to forgive, it's your problem.

I mean I can understand how damn frustrated it can be not being told bout the plans, but I SERIOUSLY did not know you weren't invited and plus I can't be the one making invites..? You know that. Don't say that I'm insensitive. If I knew you didn't know, I would have told you bout it straight away okay. Sighz. Well...guess miscommunication really brings trouble to everyone.

*shakes head and goes to sleep*..  ¶ 12:04 AM 0 Comments

  Homey.. Currently feeling hungry. Currently feeling sleepy. Currently having a headache. Sigh. Too much discomfort. Hahaha. I am feeling like I want to stay in instead of go out. BUt I already promised my best buds I'll be yum cha-ing with them. Plus I do miss them. So it wouldn't be all that bad to go and have a drink with them.

Had a totally wasted day. Woke up at 1.20 pm. 12 hours of sleep!! I'm becoming a sloth!! Hahaha. Had no body aches ( which means I was well rested ) but had a headache..in fact..still having it now. Gonna pop some panadols later. S ighz. Didn't study at all today. Feel so wasted. GAhh..crap. Got to start my engines soon. WEnt to comics corner in DJ to get my comics in. That's bout it in my boring day...I wish things would be slightly more interesting. And I hate it when time passes by so fast when you're having so much fun. Sigh.

Tried reading Chemical And Phase Equilibria today. Too many equations here and there. But I guess it's readable after awhile. Been in a sort of stoned mood. Hmmmm....

I think girls are such unique species to us guys. I mean, without them we can't live..with them..we can't live either. It's like God somehow created some kind of attraction or connection between the two opposite sexes. Weird huh? Hahaha. For me, at my state of emotional equilibrium, I am currently feeling good. Sometimes I just want to feel that agonizing emotion to like someone ( which makes it rather fun..) but most of the times I don't want it when I already have it. Hahaha. Weird huh? There's just too many things that one person can't understand. Sigh.

Well..just thought of posting some of my thoughts instead of just my boring life..hahaha...unless my thoughts are boring too? Oh no..*shakes head*...  ¶ 6:59 PM 0 Comments

  random poetry..if it is even poetry.. Looking back
I see time pass by like a blink of an eye
One moment you enjoy it
One moment it's gone

Never stop thinking bout the amount of friends I made
Never stop thinking bout how much I would miss them
When I am gone
Would they miss me too?

THinking bout the happy moments I had
The sad moments, the angry moments, the frustrating moments, the panicky moments
All the moments that one would have
Of all these, I prefer to think of my happy moments

There is just so much to learn here
As my time draws near
I start to realize all these things which
I never realized existed all this while
True friendship, love and family
All I will truly miss when the time comes

I hope that things never change
And if they do, they do for the better
I will truly miss those who are dear to me
And cherish those closest to my heart

Live for the moment and with no regrets  ¶ 12:38 AM 1 Comments

  Julians Bday.. Today was..a totally hectic, nonstop, totally nice day. I feel sooo tired now. My body is crying for sleep. My legs are aching from walking with my loafers (damn loafers...), and I got to wake up early for jogging tomorrow. Sigh.

Had to wake up at 8.30 am to go to uni for my lab session. Had lunch and then went shopping with crystal and tsuen for a birthday present for julian. Totally last minute cos we were gonna surprise him. Bought him a really cool shirt and a cool soft toy. WEnt to his party and well it was okay. There was a lot of miscommunication in the invites. The people who were supposed to be invited weren't invited...sad. HAih. I'm feeling super tired. I have not caught up with all my sleep debts. Haha. Gotta pay it off quick!!!

Was fun day. Today the thing that caught me and made me feel good is the knowledge that there are actually girls who dig chubby guys ( haha..lucky for me..). This is good news man! Haha. And my friends who said this really took me by surprise. Hahaha. But yea..well at least now I know there is hope for me out there. LOL. Sorry for my low confidence level. Haha..

Well..I'm really tired now and I need some rest. Ah..must say this. I am VERY SORRY huei yuih!!! Aih..didn't know a small thing which I did could really piss you off...so just wanted to say that yeah I am very sorry and I won't repeat it again k?:)

The things you can learn from people who are younger then you are enormously a lot....never underestimate them..hehe..  ¶ 12:19 AM 0 Comments

  Letting go I was so near yet so far
I knew it yet I ignored it
Till the time came when coldness dawned
And I knew it was not meant to be

Now I struggle to let go
Regret not expressing myself
But this regret is my own now
Struggling with envy and jealousy
Which was not meant to be

I guess I really have to really learn to let go
I guess I have to be happy for you
For the person you want to be with
So farewell and goodbye to what was not meant to be

-=random expressions=-  ¶ 10:49 PM 0 Comments

  Killing lizards with aerosol spray.. My day has been rather normal. It started with me goin to uni in the early morning ( bout 7.30 am ) expecting no class, but only to find out that the generator is partially fixed and they can sustain the supply for the lecture floors. SIgh. What crap. Haha. Had only 3 hours of lectures within a span of 6 hours. Hmmm..3 hours break. Sigh. Why can't they stop wasting our time? I finally dropped in my application for Trident Consultants. I have a feeling I might get this internship. But once again, I don't want it. But for the sake of learning, sigh, I have to. What struck me today in class is a friend of mine who was saying that he used to kill lizards using shieldtox. What the crap? Haha. He told the whole class of his bravery in killing the poor lizard with shieldtox. He just sprayed it non stop right in front of the lizard. Of course the lizard will die la for goodness sake...even I will die I think with such concentrations of aerosols. SIgh. Such nonsensical things people say but I find it rather amusing.

Anyway, exams are coming rather fast. I tried to do some studying only to cover like maybe 3 chapters...and then I just feel brain dead. Haha. Like I can't absorb anymore. Random thoughts shoot through my head. I don't know why. But at my moment of emotional peace, I seem to think back and reflect...not good sometimes. Brings back my painful memories. Some were rather happy ones. Sighz. Guess I have to move on or else I'll miss out plenty of opportunities. Hmmm...maybe there are more happy moments awaiting me. Hehe..definitely!:)

Sigh..time is just passing by rapidly. I want to enjoy my moments!! *Sulks* Grrr..it's already been confirmed that I am going to UK. Gonna have to book my flight ticket soon..bahh..all the official stuff is gonna bring me downnnn. Sighz!:) I'll try to be as positive as I can. Hehe. Can't wait for the nxt Faith Embassy service!!!:) It's gonna be hip, it's gonna be happening..and it's definitely gonna rock!:)

Till then..I don't think I'll post anymore for awhile..  ¶ 11:38 PM 0 Comments

  Thoughts.. Sigh. Didn't have uni again today due to the unfixed generator. I have a feeling there might be no uni tomorrow as well. But I have to leave my house by 7 am which leaves me with no option of waking up late. MAybe coming back to return to my beautiful slumber is possible. Didn't do much today. Did a bit of reading and slept a bit and went out with ken zen. Been such a looong period of time since I went out with him. Really good to just be able to catch up just like that. I hope that doesn't change...

Just had a few thoughts shot up my head. Been thinking lately..just like a reflection of my ownself. Am I portraying a bad image? Or just a very friendly image? I find it hard to grasp with the fact that everytime I come into contact with a girl I like, they seem to show signs of like being close to me..and it feels as if they have the same interest, but only to find out that I have been duped. They were just being merely too friendly or just being themselves. A misintepreted signal can cause a lot of pain definitely. So far, I've been feeling this from the past 2 girls that I've liked lately. Maybe it's just good to sit back and relax. Not be to anxious bout these things. Guard my heart and guard it real well till the right one comes along. Hmmmm. Am I giving out wrong signals? Maybe I am not confident enough in these kind of things. Sigh. Sometimes life is not as smooth as we expect it to be..hmmm..

But anyhow, I believe that if the right person comes along, everything will fit perfectly and the feeling of emotional wreck or being a failure, will not exist at all.:) Hehe. That's what I think. But yeah it's just my thoughts......  ¶ 12:17 AM 0 Comments

  Mondays.. It's such a beautiful day. Despite having monday blues, as I was on my way to uni after picking Chian Huey and Kit Soon, suddenly my phone vibrated..incoming SMS. I thought I'd read it later when I reached uni, but curiosity got a hold of me and I opened to read it. It was from Smita ( my classmate ). She SMS-ed me to tell me that there is no uni today cos the power generator blew up and the whole building has no electricity! Haha. What a day man. I thought it was a joke at first, but then my friends called other friends to confirm, and yes the Uni was officially shut down for a day!:) HAha. So I drove them home after break fast and got to my costing assignment. Completed it and then got a SMS from Esther asking me to go out for dinner with her cos she wanted to tell me stuff la ( er..fyi : Esther is my mummy..so don't think nonsense k? ). Hahaha..then asked huei tsuen along for dinner cos we were gonna go for jam session after that...then suddenly huei yuih wanted to join us for dinner as well. So it was just me, one guy, and 3 girls at centerpoint McDonalds eating and chatting away...I feel so lucky! Haha..*feels like I'm being a driver..*

AFter that headed for Jam session. Everywhere on the LDP was jammed towards BU side. Seems that there was an accident involving a Kancil and a lorry where the Kancil evidently went UNDER the lorry!! Can you imagine that? I think if it was me, I'd be glad if I survived it. Well, all in all, I had fun today..despite it being a Monday..!:P Hahaha..

I always wonder, how long should one guard their hearts? Hehe. Just a thought. If we guard our hearts, we would save ourselves from hurt but we would definitely hurt others. But if we don't guard our hearts, then we would end up hurting ourselves. I wonder why this feeling of love is so..bittersweet. There's pain and joy at the same moment. Feels weird eh? I am at emotional peace for the moment. I just love this period of time..hehehe..:)

Got to go now. Gonna get my sleep before tomorrow's long day with LAB. Grr....  ¶ 11:55 PM 0 Comments

  Weekends Sigh. There goes the weekends. They seem to pass by so fast that within a blink of an eye, I'm back to square one of my week..MONDAY! The dreaded day with a 2 hour class of stats to drown me to sleep..although the lecturer is super enthusiastic bout his subject, but I think it's just plain boring. Sigh. Why?! Why does my weekend have to fly by so damn fasT? I realize time is passing faster than ever. With my exams just a month away...I'm basically freaking out now.

A weekend hanging out with the church youth is really an experience. It's so addictive that I don't want it to end. Sigh. Sometimes, I really think I'm gonna miss out so much of the things that happens here when I'm in UK. I mean don't misunderstand me. I'm quite happy to be able to go to UK to study, but I'm also rather sad cos I gotta leave everyone behind. I think I'm really gonna miss out on the lunches and on the Faith Embassy services. Sighz. Guess I gotta snap out of this kind of mood, or else I will miss out the good things waiting for me there. Hahaha. Independent life to the maximum. Rather scary though. Definitely gonna miss driving and ferrying people around here and there especially my regular bosses and customers. Haha.

I learnt a lesson today that will forever stick with me. I sat in for Pastor Malcolm's sermon. Was a very...POWERFUL word. It's all bout making a stand. ANd yes, I am gonna make a stand to love Jesus no matter what!:) Hehe. Too many things learnt in one day. I shall try and grasp them all.:) Missed out going for planet shakers in vivians church though. Hmmm..

Guess there are just too many mysteries in life. I'm always thinking of things if I don't have anything to do. Tried doing my Costing assignment, but all the information given is rather vague which makes me pissed. Cos I can't do it now...and it's due in 3 days time!!! Gah. Hope I can finish it in time..

Well, I'm just feeling bit stoned now. I always feel this way after every Sunday ends. I just wish I could hang out with the youth for as long as I could...haih...but nevertheless, all good things must come to an end. Time to put on my other self - the nerdy self and start studying. Exams are coming!! OH NO!!!:(  ¶ 10:46 PM 2 Comments

  a day with no car.. I just realized. I'm a car addict!!! It all occurs when one starts to have withdrawal symptoms when not having a car for a day!! Gosh. I'm a addicted to my baby. Grr. Managed to survive somehow for a day without my car. LOL. Sounds like a big deal eh? It IS a big deal.

Having no car for a day = you don't have to go out already ------equation of truth!

That's what I really believe in. Hehe. I was stuck at home for half the day. Went to KL with my dad who was supposed to take me there at 11 am but ended up going only at 3 pm. Sigh. 4 hours delay. Typical typical. Did some studying. Managed to cover 3 chapters of my thermodynamics. Hehehe. So glad. Bought myself a 60 GB hard disk ( external one ), a 256 mb pen drive and a web cam!:) Yeah! This so totally rocks. Now I can back up my entire hard disk when I reformat my comp. Sometimes I just LOVEEEE my dad.:) HEhehe..sorry but I ain't a materialistic person ok? I shall not justify myself from there onward.

Went to watch spanglish today with huei sisters, julian and irvine. Ee Mei was supposed to come then it'd be a triple date. LOL. Just kidding bout that. But she pulled out last minute and said that she was tired. -.-" Couldn't do anything but to let her get her rest. Spanglish was funny but rather vague. I got most of the storyline but thanks to the Malaysian censorship board, there were certain parts that just 'suddenly' changed. Grr. So angry! Julian had to be the taxi driver tonight cos I didn't have my baby. Hmm. THANKS JULIAN!! I appreciate it a lot!!:) hahah..

But well, that was my life for today. Vi Vian called me today out of the blue. Didn't pick up cos my phone was silent so I called her back and she was calling to tell me bout the coming planet shakers thing in her church and asked me if I wanted to go. Should be interesting!:) Hehe. I think I'll most probably be going but it depends.

Okay..I'd better stop rambling on or else all of you who are reading this would be deep asleep by now.:)
Gotta wake up tomorrow for jogging. Sigh. THe price you have to pay to keep fit. Grrr...  ¶ 12:53 AM 0 Comments