Another blissful day..:) Having holidays is such a blissful thing. Waking up in the morning and knowing that I can do anything I want makes me feel happy. Ah..:)

Today I had a good cup of what is called in chinese as ' Hoi Lam Cha'. A perfect mixture of the best tea powder, hainan coffee and milk. Ah..the smoothness of it as it goes down. Just perfect!:) And best part, it only costs RM 1.30! Hahaa..I had this in KL btw. Went to Bentley's after that to get myself a pair of 7A sticks and a bigger drum bag!! HAhaha..KILLER BAG MAN!! I LOVE IT!:)

After that went out with wai to 1U cos he wanted to sign up for Warhammer 40K tourney. Everything they were talking bout amounted to incomprehensible language for me. Ugh. Went to get some kuih after that and played ps2!!! WAhaha..loads of fun!:)

Day before went out with mei. Was nice hanging out with her la. Went places to get stationary for her. Hahaha. She's cool to hang out with...went for jamming after that.

Planning to start teaching drums in church for some of the youth. But my main purpose of doing so is because I am looking out for an heir to my throne at the drums for Faith Embassy. Hope I will find one suitable....God please help me!

My life has been rather good lately. It's not even a week since my last paper. I regret not attending my class gathering last night. Seems like they had tons of fun! Ugh! NO FAIR!!!!

Anyhow, nothing is pondering on my mind right now. No girls to think of...I don't know if that's good or bad..but I think it's good.:) Keeps me from misery...

Anyways, till nxt post!!:) cIAO!

AH..planet shakers was GOOD..!  ¶ 11:56 PM 0 Comments

  What a day.. Watched Madagascar today. Was a really good movie. Enjoyed most of it. Had a great time. Feeling like my holidays are gonna be really long. Hahaha. And the best part of it, it's just my 2nd day!! Haha..

Huei Tsuen, don't be so moody ler k. Cheer upz!:)

Tomorrow ( Sunday, 29th May) There will be a concert in my church which is done by Planet Shakers Queensland Band. Please come if you can. It's at CBC PJ, in SS 2 near chow yang. Time is from 8 pm onwards. Please come if you can!:)

Reading my previous blogs, makes me realize how much I've been going through. It's really interesting. It's like reading my own journal. Wah. I never realised blogs are so powerful. Wah.

I have an ulcer on my tongue. Now it's on my cheeks. GRRRRRr..!! So painful.

Sometimes I feel too childish and not mature enough. Sometimes I feel good and mature. What's wrong with me? I'm getting old...  ¶ 11:41 PM 0 Comments

  Sadness and happiness Feeling rather sad lately. My kitten stitch is missing. I haven't seen him for 2 days and I'm currently worried bout him. Sigh. God, please bring him back safely. I hope nothing happened to him and that he can come back as soon as possible.

Despite that fact, am happy cos finals are finally over. Time to throw exam mode away and put on holiday mode!:) Got to start organising my time. Ah..I want my kitten to come back.

Some people are just pure annoying to the core. Their irresponsible attitude makes me want to give them a punch in the face or a tight slap across their face. For example, today I told most of my classmates who are going to UK to go to MSL travel and make ticket bookings. Out of the 15, only 5 went today ( including me ). What pissed me off is the others didn't want to go because they either had other things such as DOTA or Futsal which was far more important, and what else, they even wanted me to call them when I was making the booking! Dammit. I can't stand this kind of people where their priorities are all so off.

Sigh. At least now I got 4 other friends who are going with me on the same flight on the 19th of September. It's a monday btw. Will be leaving to Heathrow airport in London and from there taking a coach to notts. Should be fun.

Gonna sleep now. Gotta start practicing my drumming this holidays. Or else it'll deteriorate. Till my next post..  ¶ 11:31 PM 0 Comments

 
This is my kitten STITCH. Haha..cute ain't he?:)   ¶ 9:23 PM 0 Comments

  Kites One more paper left. It's time to kill this exams once and for all or be killed. Haha. HAd a tough time with my paper on Friday but hei, it's all in His hand.

I have to start studying my management and accounts tho.

Had fun today. For once in the blue moon, evil eli actually joined us for dinner. Hehe. She's nice to talk to and she brought mashed potatoes from kfc to the volleyball court and offered me some! She always offers me food..hmm..nice girl tho! Haha..Thanks eli!:) Good luck for your exams u know..and lisuen as well.

Volleyball was good. Not too serious game though. Maybe tommorrow. Hmmm. Going to fly kites tommorrow with my friends, as in literally flying kites. Don't know if I can wake up to fetch my bosses. Sigh. -.-" I should be sleeping now and recuperating my energies for tommorrow.

My life is simple at the moment. I think I might have some emotional problems. But I don't want to have those feelings again. It's just annoying when you realised some things when you are going to leave. Agh. Why are girls so...irresistable? Sigh. Self control now my dear boy.

Can't wait for the fun to begin although I feel like my exams are already over. Haha. Hope it comes faster. I've got plans already for my holidays.

Anyway, gonna sleep now or else I won't be able to wake up tommorrow....

AH star wars 3 was good...

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  2 more I feel like my exam is already over. In reality, I've got 2 more papers to go and one week and 2 days more before my freedom. What does it feel like? It sucks.

Long exam periods are a pain in the butt although they give you plenty of time to study and prepare, but they also make u wanna get over with the exam quick. The torture is basically prolonged. Grr..

I already feel like I don't want to study for my last 2 papers but yet I have to. Ah..mind over matter it seems.

Started talking more to mei. She's finally getting some help with her sleeping problem...and her new haircut + hair dye makes her look great. Haha.

Nick's birthday just passed 28 minutes ago. Bought him a nice wallet with the help of 14 people sharing. Haha. It's really nice. Hope he likes it.

To the A levels people who are sitting for their finals, like eli and lisuen, good luck ya!:)

Can't wait for friday. Can't wait for the exams to be over. Can't wait to watch kingdom of heaven and star wars 3. Can't wait!:) *jumps about excitedly*

*reality sets in*
It's another week to go..  ¶ 12:25 AM 0 Comments

  3 more to go!:) 3 papers down and 3 more to go.

The ever long suffering battle of the exam papers. 3 down. Had an easy kill with environmental protection, tough battle with particle mechanics and stats. The tougher papers are yet to come.

I haven't updated my blog for like a few days due to the unending exam stress. It's gonna end soon. And I'm gonna be leaving for the UK soon....hmm..

I've been pondering. Sometimes pondering sucks. Pondering bout my life so far. I realized that I have set expectations on myself so subtlely, and those expectations were never met. TAlking bout my academic expectations. Love life expectations is a different thing. :) Ah I guess I'm just a lazy ass at times.

Currently, although I want to feel that feeling of liking someone so much till it hurts, I just can't. Too many things stuck in my mind. Got to get my exams done and my admin stuff for the UK done as well. HAh..it's good in a way. But I guess when my 4 months of hols sets in, my mind is gonna be blank and I hope I'll be able to control it from thinking too much.

Got a new kitten in the house. Haha. He crawled in somehow, made himself at home and makes a lot of noise. If there's food, he'll crawl all over the person who has the food till we give it to him. And when he's eating and we play with him, he'll get angry and make weird sounds. Haha. He's just so cute and small. Named him STITCH. He can't eat properly..he gobbles down all his food. Haha.

Got to go shopping for clothes soon. Hope exams end fast. Anyway, will post pics of my new kitten once I load it up on my comp. Till then..  ¶ 11:11 PM 0 Comments

  Mother's day Sorry for not posting up lately. Was busy handling my exam stress for my first paper. Ended up easier then I expected it to be.

Was good then. Tried to study for my paper tomorrow throughout the weekend. Failed.

Went camera shopping on saturday. Before that visited my aunty's new hair saloon and had lunch with them. Met one of my aunty's friend's daughter who happens to be my junior in my chemical engineering course. That was really surprising.

Bought myself a konica minolta digital cam. Nice and small. Love it. My new baby!:) Bring it wherever I go. Not gonna leave it in my house for the damn robbers to come in and take it again..noooo siree..

Mwahaha. Church was good today. Volleyball was even better. Celebrated mum's day with my family by eating dinner at new paris. Good food. Filled to the top. Hmm..had choc cake somemore..yum..!:)

Ahhh..yes I must acknowledge that my 'mummy', Esther, looked very nice today.

Realised there are so many people whom I have not made time to hang out with. I will hang out with them more often during my 4 month break. Hopefully I have no job then..:P

Well..that's it for now. Gonna do some reading for my paper tomorrow. Till my next post..  ¶ 11:04 PM 0 Comments

  short posts... I'll try to be short.

I got locked in my house today. Had to get out through the back door and reopen my front door and re-lock my back door. Sigh. What a day.

Managed to finish doing past years for one subject. Exams start on friday. I am panicking *shiverS*.

Went comic book hunting. Went to atria and back to the shops near my house. Got the comic but at an expense of an hour of my time. Sigh. I don't know what's happening to me.

Dad's gonna get me a digital camera! YaY!:) That's the highlight of my day. I can finally start being the cam whore I was meant to be..hahahaha..

Have this urge to talk to some people whom I feel comfortable talking to.

I found out that too much slow rock love music causes one to think bout things he/she would never think of during a busy schedule of exams. Hmmm..

Bah..that was my day..nothing much..it's been boring since I started studying for my exams!! One more day! Eeeks!  ¶ 10:06 PM 0 Comments

  Random stuff.. I peek out the window.
Watching the evergreen pastures outside.
I contemplate whether or not to take a step outside.
Outside the house where I've been protected.
Outside the house where I've stepped before
Only to get hurt and return to this shelter
I've built for myself
Finding peace and solace in my own company

But this time, I look again
And the pastures look green as ever
It tempts me to take a step out
I open the door
Almost taking the next step out of my shelter
Only to realize
I am not ready
*slams the door and remains in the shelter*  ¶ 9:58 PM 0 Comments

  Finals.. I am really so dead.

Finals starts this coming Friday.

First paper is a paper which I have no past year papers to refer to : environmental protection. Requires rigorous memory work.

Sigh. Second paper is on the following monday. Requires rigorous mathematical techniques and manipulations of equations and rather few bits of theoretical back ground.

Ah. I guess I will leave this worries for when it comes. Currently, I am feeling rather bummed. Feeling tired but I've got to burn another 3 cds for my cousins. I want to sleep!! *pouts*

Figured out that there's been so many memories since my SAM years. Memories that I can never forget. Memories about a girl. I always thought I moved on. BUt I am not sure. *ponders*

I might be thinking too much. But I guess most of the time when I like a certain someone, the feelings never are returned. Either that or it's cos I'm just to ball-less to tell them what I feel. But I always think, what's the use of starting something if you can't finish it off? I'm leaving for the UK soon. No point starting anything now since I will only have another 4 months.

Sigh. Life is so full of challenges. It's such a vast ocean of opportunities to seize and lose. I think what I have learned so far is to never take anyone for granted, cos they will not be there forever. And too all my friends, just want to let you know that I love all of you. You are important to me and I just want you to know that.

Feeling rather weird now. Very tired as well. Being a driver ain't easy....


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  Sigh Life is not about the amount of breaths that you take, but the moments that take your breath away.

I guess just having so much fun here, has taken my breath away too many times to count. Trying to pull myself back to the ground instead of flying high so that I can focus on my finals. Planning to fly only after my finals. Hmm. Had a great time today.

Had leader's meeting with the other leaders and then had dinner in Uncle James house with the rest of the leaders. Good time of bonding. Had loads of fun. Now I've crashed back on earth. The harsh reality of finals around the corner is creeping around me. I'm hardly prepared. I really need loads of divine intervention on this one....

My life suddenly seems purposeful. Doing something with passion and which is your passion just enhances it.

I've been rather undisturbed with matters of the heart lately. I don't know whether it's arising again. But all I know is I want to guard it from further hurt. What is not meant to be now should be left out..and not pursued..because it only ends up hurting both parties. Well..I have to steer clear of my feelings till I'm at UK. It's not easy. But somehow I'll manage I guess...sigh..matters of the heart are the hardest to deal with..and sometimes it's tempting to just chase after it. But I guess it takes a lot of self control to hold back.

I don't want to let her know how I feel at times..and I am utterly confused at the moment. Thus I shall not pursue anything.:) Haha

Okay..gonna stop uttering nonsense. It's time to study awhile before getting some sleep..  ¶ 12:40 AM 0 Comments