Journal of my life
To ask me to forget you is nearly impossible.
To even stop liking you is not easy.
OMG.
Being emo sucks.
Bleh.
Based on
this site..I'm an intellectual whore and I've been a cuddle b*tch.
Ladder theory. Explains so many things, please mind you it's a bit crude tho.
But most of the things stated in the site is so true..from what I know.
Oh well, so much for being a good person and all...
It's so hard to let go.
It's so hard to just leave it be.
It's so hard to change.
Sigh..
Whatever la.
I'm not gonna think bout it. I'll face reality. If that's how it's got to be, then so be it.
No point wasting so much time and energy thinking bout all this crap.
:)
Let's just be friends and leave it there from now on. No more weird feelings and all this day forth. No more communication more than necessary. No more confusion.
It's time.
Thank you.
Fragile.
That's all I can use to describe life and the bonds/relationships we have with others.
I guess there are times when I just want to break certain bonds. I don't see the point of keeping them.
When all that happens is being mistreated, being hurt, keeping the dagger there in the wound without completely pulling it out.
Damn. And then those that treat me really well, I tend to overlook.
Life is screwed up.
It's time to rearrange and reprioritize. To appreciate the people I take for granted.
To change.
I'm off to bed.
Reminisce
I reminisce of my uni days. My college days. When life was so much simpler.
I don't know what's gotten into me to feel such emoness of missing my studying life.
Working life is totally a whole different ball game.
But I just miss the times I was in college or uni. The time when I first flew into UK. I miss it so.
The first time being in a foreign land. Sigh.
Tsuen, you better enjoy your time left overseas. Trust me.
Oh well, life has to go on no matter what. The ball keeps on rolling.
Now it's just time to seize the moment and live for the day.
Going to excel in everything I do. 110%!:)
Emotions
:S
No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to leave my emotions at the door.
I just want to leave it be.
I can't see any thing further then where I am at already.
Sigh.
Nothing's worst then losing sight of your goal or realising that it is nearly impossible to achieve it.
Damn.
Shucks.
I just changed my templates and forgot to save my links.
ARR.. and now I have a blog with no links to other blogsites. Shucks.
Have to relink but I'm so lazy.
Oh well, it'll just have to wait then. I hope this new template is fine for those people who keep on complaining my previous template was too small or such. No more complains now.:P
Rantings, happenings, musings and thoughts of me throughout the journey of my life. :)