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Friday, May 8, 2009


Warning, this entry will be full of cursing and swearing to a fake animal lover GAY who lived just 2 block away from my block, Eww.

To cut the story short, while i was playing chasing with Babyy, there's a guy( let's call her a guy now)with a terrier being loosen, running around playing infront of us 1-2m.So Babyy noticed that dog, frozed.I was behind her all along.Dunno for what, that stupid dog came sniffing Babyy as for your information, cat when feeling threatened, they will hissed at that paritcular thing.So as that dog approached, Babyy hissed and off the cat/dog fight begin.I was in shock, that owner, came rescue his dog while that sissy dog plead with that "enn enn" sound trying to climb up to his owner.

I thought everything was over and was going toward Babyy, but to my terror, that GAY, kicked Babyy serveral times while holding on his dumb dog.Not only that, he even used his slipper, THREW THAT FUCKING SLIPPER ON BABYY!!!That very scene had already fumed me up so much that i shouted" HEY STOP THAT ALREADY OK, YOU'RE NOT EVEN AN ANIMAL LOVER!!!SO WHAT YOUR DOG IS ANIMAL, MINE'S NOT!!!??To that, i ran toward him, gave "him" a great push and he turned over and shouted" DON'T YOU TOUCH ME OK BITCH, I LIKE TO BEAT THAT CAT SO WHAT? SHE ATTACKED MY DOG OK!!!.And that i screamed out" YOU'RE NOT EVEN A ANIMAL LOVER, DO THAT AGAIN I'LL CALL THE POLICE!He followed with"CALL LA,CALL,LAYOU DON'T THINK YOU'RE A FEMALE I DON'T DARE BEAT YOU OK!!!BITCH!!When i heard that forbidden word, my fire went up to boiling and i shouted, YOU BEAT LA, I SCARED YOU AH! YOU DARE BEAT I SUE YOU!YOU SAID CALL LA RIGHT, OK I CALLED!He shouted"OK YOU CALLED!"I took out my phone and dial 999 but not pressing the call icon, just then a auntie with her maid and dog came to me and said, don't quarrel le, don let him beat you, I screamed,while that sissy was walking ahead"COME BEAT ME LA, YOU DARE BEAT, I SUE YOU MOLEST, SEE WHO WIN! NOT EVEN A GENTLEMAN, WANT TO EVEN BEAT GIRL, WEAR SKIRT LA, FAKE ANIMAL LOVER!!!After saying all these, that GAY walked even faster and gone in a turn.

Normally i won't get so fummed up given my already bad temper.I can actually surpressed it until i can't anymore then i'll blow.But this time, i really had to gave that GAY some scolding.Should had even video his sinful doing and report to the SPCA!!What made me even angry was that because Babyy was already pregnant with kittens and THAT FUCKING GAY STILL KICKED HER ON HER STOMACH!!!Luckily Babyy was not injured but i'm not too sure for the latter.FUCK GAY.

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Thursday, May 7, 2009


My mind in a lost now, what should i do? I find my life super meaningless now.

My intention was to study at september.Trying to save money yet with a mere 3 digit salary, how to?Intially, i thought, every month a $200 will do.But whenever i got hold of my salary, tried doing a calculation, all i will be left is my transport/food money.I don't even have any leftover for entertainment nor some pampering for myself.Due to this, i rejected my ex-co birthday celebration, which i am very guilty about it, luckily for her, my Xuan clearly understand me and she agree for just having a small gathering this Sunday, thanks so much Da-jie.She's truely a Da-jie who had been taking care of me when i'm still in Tenchi.

Because of this, i gave up the top which i had wanted so badly till i went to try it everytime i am in that shop.If its the younger me, i had already purchased it without even hasitating.After that great incident happened on me, i finally knew the importance of money.I always think when buying something, even for food.Pathetic i know.I am that pathetic now.Laugh for those who want.

My body is getting weaker, i can't ton through the night, can't even stay awake while working.I dozed off while doing services, i yawned countlessly everyday.I can't be that weak right?

I wanted to cry out loud but i had to be strong.Even i'm poor, being looked down on, being stepped on, being ditched away, whatever it is, i am Zi jun, thou tissue is very weak, but this tissue will not being tore so easily.

At the very least, i still have people who truely cares.

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