so i went out wif my old sajc classmates yest. sigh. kumar -- one who talks too much.
vikrem - one who talks to weird. indra -- one who talks too lil. zhiminh -- one who scares me mavis -- the onli norm one ard. but at e end of the day she is my ex. thankfully she was around though she was practically the onli one makin any sense. lol. wad a sad day i had. ended wif church and supper and a beer wif immanuel. who jus got attached to jocelyn. LIKE FINALLY. after a year of trials and tribulations, rejections and sleeping together, they are finally together. oh man im like really happy for them in a way. i mean both of them are in the neo cat, and they are catholic, so maybe theres some future for them. but like, one is 17 and the other is 19 so thats like SO YOUNG RITE. haha and worse still evrytime i tink abt their past together err yar. u get my meaning. no actually i dont expect u to. unless u noe the real story. and onli 3 of us do. emmanuel immanuel and me.

ok so now my closest frens are attached. emmanuel jus celebrated wif evita 3 months. immanuel and jocelyn. josh and diana. ignatius and priscilla. sam and ? LOL. never son. never. not at the rate im going. some help pls. hahah.

ok. so ive worked for some time and im getting sick of it. freaking demanding boss. nice colleagues wif the exception of an idiot who orders me around like im his slave. hey im only paid 430 a month whaddaya expect? and with my workload never ending i dun see why im expected to do more than wad i must. i need a break.

sorry abt the new blog layout i know it sux but what to do its the only one i found working. heh.

ok so im stuck here at hm wif no one to go out wif. stop reminding me. my frens are all in army while i come home everyday and feel lonely. haven't gone out with a girl in a damn long while either. not that im desperate to go out wif a girl but sometimes i do wish i had a gf, esp when my frens around me all do. at least someone to keep me company. but oh well given my looks, my fat, and my smoke i can't expect nuthin'.

and my comp is finally up. the only bright side i see. i can finally download songs and use msn again. since a lvls last yr. been awhile. hoho. but no one wans to talk to me on msn anyway so there. at the end of the day the comp has only one use. porn. sigh.