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Monday, August 28

and jus when u thot sam was dead, the time has come.

my life has been stagnant.. monotonous. it's time to change that lifestyle man. gotta get outta the house more.. lest i fall into another of my regretful memories...

just the other day i fell into another one of those again. started regretting abt everything.. abt y i din try harder to keep my past relationship wif a certain person, when there was absolutely nothing very wrong wif her, and how much i missed all the past. and i spent 2 hrs tossing n turning on my bed jus tinking. why.. why did i do wad i did. out of childishness? foolishness? or am i jus a jerk? regrets.. and guess what i saw in the new paper the next day. celebrity breakups/divorces! got abit shaken there.

to make things worse, i cant help but wish everyday that ORDed that day itself.

on a healthier note ive been singing some #@!# jap songs wif my bro. lol. having a whirl of a time. no thnx to liz. zzz. BAD INFLUENCE.
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Samuel Lai
1 October 1986
ex-St. Anthony's Primary School
ex-St. Joseph's Institution
ex-St. Andrew's Junior College
Singapore Management University
ex-Special Constabulary
samuel_lai_14@hotmail.com
Samuel Lai

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        To Be Continued..
        Music: Samuel Lai
        Lyrics: Samuel Lai


        Chorus
        This is the story of ma dreadful life, don’t wanna
        Breathe in nicotine till the day I die, don’t wanna
        Shut the freakin’ doors then wave goodbye, don’t wanna
        Bring to an end this fucked up life, I
        Weep in the stillness of the night, I
        Cry when the mommy dies beside, I’m
        Feeling bored to snuffle grab the bag of freakin’ ruffles screw’em
        What comes next, death or demise?

        Verse 1
        Oh yeah
        Alive wow wee
        See, I hate my name
        Daddy’s fault he thought it was a game
        Insane, this is lame
        Ain’t doin’ with the rest of the crap
        Read the fuckin’ map boy
        Snip off my lil dicky
        Man ain’t lying trust me
        Maid and baby
        Mommy never bother me
        Daddy workin’ JTC
        I was fourteen
        Flicked out an orange knife
        Did a slit for kicks then I thought
        Go get a freakin’ life
        Mommy ran and cried
        Daddy dragged me inside
        Vicious fight
        Rough tough slice bite
        This is my blight my plight
        Affliction, retribution
        They ain’t in my sight no more
        I fall I crawl
        Through the gloomy hall
        Jumped for joy when I kicked his balls
        8 points and one damned C
        Scored that fuckin’ A B B
        Here’s the halfway stop
        Oh yeah open your eyes and you’ll see

        Verse 2
        Obsession is addiction is compulsion
        A fixation for that fuckin’ fag
        Dota lag heck
        Inhale a stick of tar and beg
        Went to hell and back
        The gov gave me an SC
        Fine ‘em money
        O hi grand welcome to SM Uni
        Bring it on accountancy
        Here starts the story
        Of the five gals who went past me
        Hate me, bitch me
        Screw me, fuck me
        Damned the taste of their pussy
        Meow it got a lil smoky
        Then they got far too naggy
        There’s this cool new bitch in LTB
        Tall thin whirlwind
        Squareface I call her
        Call me sucker
        Mother fucker ain’t gonna get her
        I smoke I swear I litter
        Oh I’m a damned liability
        That coffee tasted bitter
        Owner’s equity
        I’m getting sleepy
        Hear the verse
        And sing the fuckin’ chorus to me

        Verse 3
        My dreadful story
        From yours truly
        Distraction, attraction
        You name it, you’ve got me
        This is chronic’s story
        Yours sincerely
        Written just for you
        My three closest druggies
        You know who you are
        Time to disappear
        Copyright, trademark
        Yours faithfully
        Fuckin’ off
        To be continued







        Yeah, She's
        Music: Samuel Lai
        Lyrics: Samuel Lai


        Chorus
        Yeah
        She’s walkin’ into the dark
        She’s cryin’ into her sleep
        She’s waking to a nightmare
        Yeah
        She’s flyin’ into the light
        She’s found a piece of her heart, her heart
        Don’t turn back into the screams
        Oh baby
        Don’t wake her up from this dream

        Verse 1
        Time, she had it anyway
        Place, she had it everyday
        Sex, that’s what it’s all about
        Damn, she’s givin’ up herself
        Bitch, guess what they label her
        Slut, her eye sheds a tear
        Yeah, she looks at her mind at her soul at her face in the mirror

        Verse 2
        Gone, oh has she disappeared
        Oops, she’s back in pain and fear
        Ahhh, she’s scared of how she sounds
        Bam, her face has hit the ground
        Man, she’s so not gettin’ out
        Friend, that ain’t gonna help
        Yeah, she looks at her mind at her soul at her face in the mirror

        Verse 3
        Yeah, yeah, yeah,
        Please don’t wake up



        Your Friend
        Music: Samuel Lai
        Lyrics: Samuel Lai


        Chorus
        Anytime you need to hide
        Let me give you a hand
        I’ll share your misery
        I’ll be your friend
        So just give a shout
        I’m on my way, on my way
        Now, just don’t jump down
        I’m coming

        Verse 1
        You look lost in the wilderness
        Your face tells me you’re shedding tears
        You’re fighting hard to drive away
        Your insanity
        You fence up all your frontiers
        But I can feel all your fears
        Still fighting hard to drive away
        All your pain
        Don’t turn away, I’m coming
        Don’t pop that pill, arriving
        I ain’t gonna let you die

        Verse 2
        You shiver in sorrow and distress
        Your face betrays your anxiousness
        You’re trying hard to hide away
        Your insanity
        You start to think that you are cursed
        You wonder if this is all rehearsed
        Still trying hard to hide away
        All your pain
        Don’t turn away, I’m coming
        Don’t pop that pill, arriving
        I ain’t gonna let you die




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