My Life, My Story, Myself

Why M'sia full of this idiot malay? University students acted like gangster? no wonder you people never success in life...All you know is bully other race...

This is the last week of my life in UTAR, my last week of attending lecture, tutorial, seeing my mates. Most importantly, last week of seeing you, last week of looking into your eye, last week of my life in utar with you, I'll appreciate every second i have together with you, I'll look more often every single chance i have, I just want to keep every moment with you forever in my mind. I will be missing you day after

Attended Inter-faculty Futsal competition yesterday and it was a nightmare and unexpected result that haunt me almost the whole night. Well, i have to admit the organizer(PJ campus) are SUCKS in organizing the event, we were given wrong information and time, and most importantly the referee are lousy too (handball no foul? Aren't penalty kick only allow one step?). We were just lack of luck to goal more and nobody is suppose to be blame because it was just a game and a good experience for everyone although some of us suffered minor injury during the game. Firstly I was expecting to get into semi finals at least however like i said, we were lack of luck, too "lucky" to play against last year runner up but we able to defense till the end and even though we loss (1-0) at least it was a good game and don't forget the opponent are full of experience and they are runner up. Anyhow, it was a day full of experience, first time play with new faces, first time play for Utar, first time i lead the team. I'm sorry teammates for letting you guys down, i shouldn't have make substitution at the last minute. Anyhow, nice game everyone, nice playing with you guys. It is about the time to give

You said I am playful,
You said I love to play,
You said I sweet talk to every girl,
You said I like back up,
You said I am not serious towards a relationship,
You said I do not treat you seriously,
You said I need to change,
You said you do not understand me,
You said you just need one person to be the rest of your life,
You said you could not find the word "secure" and "confidence" in me,

I say I never tell you how much I Love you,
I say I am afraid of ruining you life,
I say I am protecting you by another way,
I say I afraid you cannot handle the pressure with me(rumours),
I say I afraid can't get blessing from your friends,
I say I do not bother what people say about how I treat you because they do not understand why am I doing this,
I say I look up every time I pass by,
I say I pray for you every night,
I say I quit clubbing because of you,
I say I feel hurt every time you reject my invitation,
I say I love you every time and I DO,
I say I might not be the best man but I can be the right man,
I say I do not want to push you hard,
I say I love to see you smile,
I say I do not want to interrupt your study,
I say I am sorry for giving you bad impression,
I say you may not believe what I wrote,
I say this maybe the worst ever quote you read,
But I say this is the true feeling from me,
Sorry seems to be the hardest word so do I Love You.

What happen lately in Malaysia really change my mind set towards the country's leadership. No doubt that I do agree and support the transformation efforts our Prime Minister made. Although I had a really bad impression of him for the past few years, but look at him now, people are criticizing him everywhere, but he still standing at his post and still proving his capability. He might not be the best man but as long he do his job, he satisfied the people request, improve country's economy, I will go for him. However, It doesn't mean that I am supporting BN unless UMNO solve their racist, discrimination, and troublemaker issue.

Too many things to do since after CNY till now..Kindly lazy to post all the events happened for the past. Summarize it in two words, Stress, and Exhausted. Attended UTAR career fair last week, but so far only hear from public bank. My sis offer me to work in IBM, well, it will be glad if able to enter IBM however it will be better if I able to enter IBM with my capability. Nothing gonna stop me from pursuing my career. Actually i do found what i want, just not the moment to disclose it right now. To those who always think they know me SO well, I'll prove you are so wrong in judging people soon, really can't stand those who always love to act smart, just because they score better than me in education doesn't mean they know everything about working life, neither my personality. To me, there comment are just rubbish to me because based on what they said, i can see they are rubbish, they know nothing about real working life and they really have no idea what I've been planning for the past few years and how powerful people i know in social. One thing i realize from my interview session, and what i see among people around me, majority fresh grad nowadays cannot handle working pressure, everyone was thinking to get whatever they want for, what they applied for. They rather be unemployed than learn from basic or suffer little pressure. Many of them really do not know the meaning start from ZERO, and what appeared in their mind is "I want high paid, I want the position i applied, I want be CEO, I want run my own business". Noted to those people, please stay far away from me, don't corrupt my mind with your immature thinking. I stake my wealth, every cents by my own. I see how corrupted, how dangerous is the society. It will never appear in what we study. WAKE UP friend. STOP PRETENDING YOU ARE SMART BECAUSE YOU SCORE BETTER GRADE.