Thursday, November 25, 2010

Perfect Nightmare





Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing
But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man

Day 1 & 2

Day 1 (Wednesday)

Thank You IBM......
*sorry sis for leaving half way, wasted your effort organizing the event.


Day 2 (Thursday)

Decided to clear my Annual leave by taking 2 days leave today and tomorrow...in the meantime, feel so lifeless waste my leave without gaining anything..should have back to work!!

Seriously have to force myself to go check out about SME's tomorrow!! lazy me!

went for lunch with wh, siang, sj, sy, and ivy....first time sit in new volkswagen polo...feel so cool but seriously I'll go for a bigger car by paying the same price.



Watch "Hachiko" today at home, never know the movie is so touching after I watch it myself & Hachi is really cute and faithful dog...my Cooper wait for me come back every night too...Love him more than others although sometime he really do piss me off...^^




!Words for you!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Cruel day

1.) N.Korea fires onto S.Korean island


SEOUL, South Korea (AP) - North Korea bombarded a South Korean island near their disputed western border with artillery Tuesday, setting buildings ablaze and killing at least one marine after warning the South to halt military drills in the area, South Korean officials said.

South Korea said it returned fire and scrambled fighter jets in response, and said the "inhumane" attack on civilian areas violated the 1953 armistice halting the Korean War. The two sides technically remain at war because a peace treaty was never negotiated.

The skirmish came amid high tension over North Korea's claim that it has a new uranium enrichment facility and just six weeks after North Korean leader Kim Jong Il unveiled his youngest son Kim Jong Un as his heir apparent.

The North's artillery struck the small South Korean-held island of Yeonpyeong, which houses military installations and a small civilian population and which has been the focus of two previous deadly battles between the Koreas.

One South Korean marine was killed, three were seriously wounded and 10 slightly wounded, a Joint Chiefs of Staff official said. Island residents were escaping to about 20 shelters in the island while sporadic shelling continued, the military official said.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/11/23/apworld/20101123184848&sec=apworld


CNN,

Seoul, South Korea (CNN) -- South Korea's president called on his military forces to use "action" and not talk to punish North Korea for deadly artillery attacks on Tuesday, but international diplomats appealed for restraint.

"The provocation this time can be regarded as an invasion of South Korean territory. In particular, indiscriminate attacks on civilians are a grave matter," President Lee Myung-bak said at the headquarters of the Joint Chiefs of Staff here, according to South Korea's Yonhap news agency.

"Enormous retaliation is going to be necessary to make North Korea incapable of provoking us again," Lee said.

"Given that North Korea maintains an offensive posture, I think the army, the navy and the air force should unite and retaliate against (the North's) provocation with multiple-fold firepower," he said.

Two South Korean marines were killed and 15 South Korean soldiers and civilians were wounded when the North fired about 100 rounds of artillery at Yeonpyeong Island in the Yellow Sea, South Korea authorities said, according to the South Korean Yonhap news agency. The attack also set houses and forests on fire on the island.

http://edition.cnn.com/2010/WORLD/asiapcf/11/23/nkorea.skorea.military.fire/index.html?hpt=T1


2.) At least 378 die in stampede at Cambodian festival

PHNOM PENH, Cambodia (AP) - Rescuers on Tuesday trawled a muddy river for more bodies and Cambodia prepared for a day of mourning in wake of a stampede by thousands of festival goers which left at least 378 dead and hundreds of injured.

The prime minister called it the country's biggest tragedy since the murderous 1970s reign of the Khmer Rouge.

A panic-stricken crowd - celebrating the end of the rainy season on an island in a river - tried to flee over a narrow bridge in the capital Phnom Penh late Monday and many people were crushed underfoot or fell over its sides into the water. Disoriented victims struggled to find an escape hatch through the human mass, pushing their way in every direction. After the stampede, bodies were stacked upon bodies on the bridge as rescuers swarmed the area.

The search for bodies in and along the Bassac River continued Tuesday as state television showed horrific footage of twisted and writhing bodies -- both alive and dead -- piled on each other. Some desperately reached out with their hands, screaming for help and grasping for hands of rescuers who struggled to pull limp bodies from the pile as if they were trapped in sand or snow.

It remained unclear what sparked the stampede. Police and witnesses pointed to the narrow bridge as providing inadequate access to and from the island. Two Singaporean businessmen who organized a sound-and-light show for the festival, said authorities had closed another bridge earlier in the day, forcing tens of thousands of people to use a single span.

One witness said the trouble started when several people fell unconscious in the press of the crowd. Another survivor said he heard a police siren just before the panic erupted. Ambulances raced back and forth between the river and the hospitals for several hours after the stampede. Calmette Hospital, the capital's main medical facility, was filled to capacity with bodies as well as patients, some of whom had to be treated in hallways. Relatives, some crying, searched for the missing Tuesday morning.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Malaysia University Ranking (MUR) 2010

1
University of Malaya(UM)
Kuala Lumpur

2
Science University of Malaysia(USM)
Penang

3=
Northern University of Malaysia(UUM)
Kedah

3=
University of Tunku Abdul Rahman(UTAR)
Perak & Kuala Lumpur

4
International Medical University(IMU)
Kuala Lumpur



*Taylor's, Inti's, Monash and etc students, please check from below link regarding your college ranking. ^^

*Anyhow, don't think this is accurate, just wait for the announcement from government. Many sure say "lousy government sure help themselves","some may say Malaysia government no quality, people international college can lose to local college?"

http://malaysiauniversityranking.blogspot.com/

Meaningful Weekend





Saturday


First, It was a random plan where many of us got conned by the organizer to eat lunch in PULAU KETAM today. It was a crazy day but really do enjoy the day with X-dest guys. ^^




Just for your knowledge, the boat fee is RM7 per way, per person. It is highly recommended to take another speed boat which only cost RM10/way instead of this "turtle" boat.

After 1 hour plus of journey on water, finally we reach Pulau Ketam.




Besides seafood is a must to have there, Fried Ice Cream (Yam) is also a must to give a try!

Before the day end, Happy Birthday to you Gwynne again, May you have a blessed 22nd birthday..^^




Sunday


Been planning to go SkyTrex long time ago, due to many circumstances which caused the plan fail many times, this time me, wh, and ylo decided not to wait for the others as we know it definitely won't work if continue wait for everyone to be free and have money so we decided to join Monash public speaking group to challenge Skytrex Extreme Challenge.

noob hong*




"Chicken exit?"

Friday, November 19, 2010

Best cookies in town

Best cookies in town!!


Hand made cookies from someone special^^
*The cookies really nice. Thank you..

Biscuits from Ipoh



xoxo....^^

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A day without you is like A year without rain

Broken Heart

You helped me unfurled my wings,
You made me take that initial flight.
You made me see what was beyond what we have,
You made me realize how it was to taste freedom.
Yet, how come you don't to be beside me?
How come you just left and went on your way?
Leaving me to go on alone,
Leaving me with ever more question within me.
I loved you like no other,
Did you ever know that?
When you were down,
My heart broke.
When you were happy,
I was ecstatic.
I feel so far away from you,
I tried to reach out,
You never put your hand out,
I'm just left longing.
Weren't we suppose to finish this race together?
Weren't we suppose to be the ones celebrating in victory?
Then why do I feel like I reached the end,
And you never made it?

Monday, November 15, 2010

现在的我

每一晚的現在,我都會回想今天所發生的每一件事情,

或許就是這樣讓我在短短的日子裏看開了更多事情,

每一晚,我都在想這是我的生活嗎?我爲什麽要掉眼淚呢?

我知道我很辛苦,很难受,但我一定要坚强的埃过去,不再诉苦了,何必呢。

就算未来的日子有多难过,我一定要埃过去。

感情方面,我不想了。。甜,酸,苦,辣, 我都尝试到了。

想要爱一个人就要懂得去尊重对方。无论对方的决定是什么,另外一方一定要接受和珍惜她。

我的爱情故事虽然不是每次都是完美的结局,但我真的很感谢和珍惜每一次的故事,过去。

就是它们陪伴我成长,然我学得更好。

可是现在我累了,我想拿长假,专心我的事业。没事业如何给到对方幸福呢?

我不想我老婆和我一起埃苦。我要把最好的都给她因为我爱未来的那个“她“。

如果有人在问关于我爱情方面,我的答案还是一样,

“我还是单身,但我心里有了“她“。

今天和一位好朋友聊了个晚上,人开心了很多。谢谢你哦。

我会做好功课才出来闯事业的。不了解我的人以为我是个狠,毒,利用,撒手段来达到目的。

看不起我的人只会说我吹牛,或发梦。

了解我的人知道我是个怎样的人,不会问多。

你不了解我,我也懒得解释。

有道理我就听,没道理我也听,这么大了,还不会分辨对错就残了。

这就是我!Stubborn 的我

Music is my life~

Millionaire undergrad enjoys the high life

A 22-year-old undergraduate owns more than S$5mil (RM11.5mil) worth of property and luxury cars in Singapore, reported Sin Chew Daily.

The undergraduate known as Ah Long said his parents bought him two condominiums worth S$2.2mil (RM5mil).

He had earlier owned a three-storey landed property worth S$2.2mil (RM5mil). The fully furnished property was bought about three years ago.

Ah Long said his parents bought him a S$320,000 (RM736,000) Mercedes Benz when he obtained his driving license.

“They later bought me another Mercedes Benz worth S$400,000 (RM920,000).

“I also have another car, a Honda, which I use to bring my dog for its grooming sessions,” he said.

The daily reported that the youth’s father owned a legal firm and had many investments in the island republic and China. His mother, a Chinese national, still worked as a senior engineer.

Ah Long said that he liked handphones and pens, adding that he had bought at least eight handphones over the past three years.

The most expensive handphone he had ever owned was a S$12,000 (RM27,600) Nokia Vertu.

He said that he also had six Montblanc pens priced between S$600 (RM1,380) and S$2,000 (RM4,600).

When asked what he wanted to do most, Ah Long said he would love to work as a “frontliner” in a hotel.


Thursday, November 11, 2010

have a nice day

Here's some random pictures of the day.

Pro!!!



Journey's end

"P" stands for Professional


4 horsepower (CCW, TWH, people lorry can fetch 4 horses, why mine can't fetch 1 ton of newspaper?)


getting older!!

Someone told me today,

"Andy~you are getting older, your white hair getting more day by day, your entire hair look grey now, no longer black like last time, What happen? don't think too much.."

Question

"How come I do not know I myself having stress while others can see?"

"If yes, what is the stress I am suffering??

"What kind of sign is this?"

"Something wrong to my health?"

The truth is,

I know what is happening, everything will end soon....

The clock is ticking, I have not enough time, 18 days left, I doubt I can finish it!!!
I'm getting better, more positive,

1 thing I really learn t,

Since i can't get inside you, I choose to stay outside there, your heart, be your guardian.

6months, 1 year, 10 years? I'll still there...

Forever be the friend that love you always..

Guess you will never know, Coz I will never show,

"我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你 最好的我 就算只是朋友"

"The reason why 我決定離開
There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
你一定要好好生活 別想太多
為什麼我寫了這首歌 只想用心對你說
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
But now as a friend
我知道當我離開世界的那一天
你一定會流淚 在我的照片 前面
以後如果在街上碰到你和你心愛的那個誰
唔好避 我會微笑 帶禮貌 的心來面對"

i wish your luck, wish you health, wish you love, with a smile and a hug. You are always a family to me.

DAM!! this song always make me emo!!!@#!@#$

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Heart Determines

It's ok to let a fool kiss you, but never ever let a kiss fool you.
It's still best to wait for the one you want than settle for the one available.
Best to wait for the one you love than settle for one who's around.
Best to wait for the right one.
Life is short to waste on the wrong person.

It is better to meet the person who will truly love you later, than meet someone now who promises to love you but sooner or later leave you forever.

Never try to impress someone to make him/her fall in love with you.
If you do, you will be expected to keep the standard for the rest of your life.

Fate determines who comes into our lives.
But heart determines who stays!

Strange but True

Don't let someone become a priority in our life when we are just an option in their life,

Never explain yourself to anyone, because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislike you won't believe it.

When you keep saying you are busy, then you will never be free; When you keep saying you will do it on tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come.

When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices, Go back to sleep and dream or wake up and chase those dreams.

Don't make promise when you are in joy, Don't reply when you are sad, Don't take decision when you are angry. Think twice, act wise.

We make them cry who care of us, We cry for those who never care of us, And we care for those who will never care of us.

If you fill your heart with gratitude each day, you will attract more love, peace, joy and abundance

Life is always about searching, we keep searching all the time for friends, love, peace, success, and for so much more....but at times do wait for awhile and search for your soul, It won't take you anywhere but will help to reach yourself.

This is the truth of life, It's strange but true. However it's never too late to change.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

what's wrong?



My thinking changed sudden

Whatever in my mind is gone,

Politics, Finance, Marketing, Management used to be my interest, my daily topic,

But it's gone, Everything just gone like that. I cannot recall everything!!

Some sort of lost memory.

I am avoiding something but What is the thing I avoiding?

I want to hang myself I want to know how does it feel.

People say I'm getting crazy, some even stunned with my recent behavior.

I'm not emotional, I'm not depressed,

It happen too sudden till I couldn't accept Myself, My life now!

This is not the life I wanted, I hate it!

Give me time, I will come back with a better me.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Amazing~

Nuclear attack? look fake?

It's real and it was taken at Indonesia's deadly Mount Merapi when it erupted. amazing right? End of the world lo~