My JoUrNeY BeGiNs . . . . .

It's now the 6th week for the 2nd last semester. Life is busy and I cant see anything exciting in front of me. Hospital is a very sad setting, very very. You will never come home feeling good, at least for me. I hate to know all the facts I need to know from patient's condition to all those academical stuffs. I felt tired of them, very very. And what else? I am more tired of those lecturers. Humans are probably the most complicated things on earth. I know they will have expectation on us because we are people who needs to help the vulnerable. Mistakes are not tolerated.

I love learning but the overall environment make me dislike learning. With this kind of environment, I can only struggle, just to survive, just to waste my time. I hate it! I am different from most people. I have my own style of doing my things. I dislike to follow. I dislike rules! I hate rules! Don't tell me the rules. I know how to behave, I am civilized, why should you throw rules at me? I am rebellious kind of girl , but from positive way. Human are stupid! Yet they think they are superb! Nature rules the world, not human!

Anyway, when I think of freedom, my adrenaline goes up. I love learning as well, in fact, my adrenaline goes up whenever I have opportunity to know something new. But how come, I felt wrong most of the time during my study period? Means many things aren't on the right way. This is really painful, very .

Suppose, this is my journey..... by the way, I haven't written down anything for me previous journey, to China. I got so many stories to tell from China to my current experience at HUKM. I hope I have sometime to write it all down...... and to be continue.....